I don't get it...   o.k., for all those out walking - who never walked- Terrific!!  Everyone else who is not thinking and walking  or DRIVING at the same time...  are you PokeZombies??  Clearly smart enough to work a phone... but it seems to end there?  Did you see the guy who rear ended two cops- caught all on film- playing Pokemon while driving. How about the one who drove into a school?  People are "so Wrapped up in the game".. they are being attacked, robbed and more.  Someone shot a teen for entering their home  'Trespassing'( WTF?) to get a  Pokemon. * I  put 2 's' in trespassing .. I should have said Tresssssspassing!"
​& Nintendo - has made it clear when you sign off they have signed off of all damages, accidents and even Kids walking out onto highways!?  Where is common sense?   *All over the world instantly causing accident and more.  What a joke to be played on all who play it.
In Japan the government had to release a safety sheet- on what 'Not to do' when playing. Nintendo should  have been responsible for this. As a responsible  '?' company that we are making $$$.
Do not come onto my property or my dog will bite you, then I will have to put my dog down- because of fucking pokemon??   I know we have a pokemon close I think it's a #208. I heard kids out front of my house looking & yelling, Storm noticed someone pointing their phone in this direction a few times... # 208, if I find you I will crush you and put you under a real rock where you belong.  

Storm was into Pokemon- I am thrilled he is not little now.. even pedophiles are playing Pokemon GO, you know it.  Groping all the wile pretending to look for a Giratina.

So I have to ask AGAIN.. Parents.. Really????!!!
What is more harmful to your kids Cannabis or Pokemon Go?   
​EDUCATIONs the key and clearly some of you don't give a fuck about your kids as you are not taking the time to explain to them! NO - do not go on private property for a Pokemon! Even though this is not America - you might get shot or Canadian style get whacked with a hockey stick or bat a few times as a trespasser. NO - DO NOT DRIVE *** although both drivers I read about already are stupid fucking adults. Wow,  was that Pokemon worth that? Hows the car insurance now? $$$$$$$$$$ Kids not watching where they are going ;(
Look both ways before crossing- one of the first lessons we teach them as parents - suddenly is gone.  

Pokemon is more dangerous than Cannabis.  Already more kids have been killed - a young woman in Australia- not looking - hit and run dragged her  such a terrible distance ;(
​Pleaase do not talk to me about Pokemon Go  -  I see it as  A waste of life.. unless you're that one guy that never got off the sofa for 5 years. How long will it last. Lets see?  
How many more accidents will we read about?  I pray not many.

Pokemon GO  More dangerous/deadly than Cannabis, and it's only  3 weeks old. 
Cannabis around for centuries and no documented cause of death ever due to cannabis alone... there is always however that one tiny factor. Stupidity.
I know myself I do stupid things, from time to time.  ;)
Have faith
xox <><
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I took some photos yesterday of parts of the kitchen.. forcing myself to find something positive. The fact s are it's at least another week, so really two - still no power (extension cords) no trim, no cupboards, no back splash.. stuff everywhere - I am expected to put away- hard to do without cupboards.   I'm also expected to cook.  
I won't be  & neither will anyone else be.
It's NOT finished and It's not getting dirty before it is.
I've already washed at least FULL 6 loads of dishes yesterday, because all the stuff that was put in them - was covered in drywall dust and sawdust, because he does not give a shit- I'm not a 'real client' - who would have all the stuff protected and plastic put up so it would not happen....  cleaning up after Norm like I've done for 23 years.

The day before I had Judy help empty 6 boxes and clean and  you would hardly know she was here already from the mess again everywhere.

Book off two weeks I said... I can get it done in one, he said.

My twitch is worse than before I went away and I'm fighting not to stay in bed, so - no I don't care about the fucking kitchen at the moment.   Other than the hammering not much else is heard- not much speaking, what else is new.  & of course I've already had a few that say  "BUT wow, you'll have a new kitchen!"   It frustraites & angers me, who cares about a fucking kitchen. It's STUFF. Glorified stuff- and a kitchen for someone who  would rather draw than cook- I'll be expected to cook more -  "Hey, you have a new kitchen! "

Norm choose all the details from the counter to the trim decisions,  appliances, backsplash & more, anything I picked was replaced with his own decisions, which were more 'affordable' - so why even ask me in the first place. Technically Norm is the one with the new kitchen, he can enjoy cooking it in... when  it gets done.  
It's a kitchen. 

Progress? Not much. Same shit  different day.
Im in do not disturb mode because I am feeling antisocial. Why because again, I have to put up with someone else shit all day everyday.  I'd rather not even be here to be honest & the fact that I HAVE to makes me resent it more.  If I was not .. two weeks could become 2 months.. Just like it took 6 years for a set of stairs.

I'm a bitch, you know it (in Norms mind for sure these days) .. I'm not making shit up- it's been my life for 23 YEARS, come to your own conclusions but  remember - I am the one that has been living it.  Do you ever know both sides? No then keep your comments to yourself.   Norm knows what I write is true, I have no need to lie and won't.  

Renovations are the cause of a few marriage break ups...  
Now, I'm going to paint.  The kitchen can fucking wait.  
& sunset grill for breakfast sounds great.

Waiting too is difficult, Im not good at being surrounded by chaos 'stuff everywhere" messes with me an I can't seem to get past it.. I have a big painting I want to start but I only seem to be able to put to these minis- an ocTEApus of course .. I have a few more. I paint them when frustrated. I guess I'll have a dozen new ones before the end of the week.

* I feel bad for Storm, Im very 'teary', I'm  exhausted and he keeps saying 'sorry'.
I am not a good faker for the record, lol - anyone reading the blog must be aware of this by now.  He also understands why I am the way I am.  
For all of you, who read my blog- I apologize - I'll try to put on a better mood tomorrow.
and will have  new painting for you to see.

Have Faith
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WARNING all the links below contain videos/clips of just a TINY, tiny footage of DIRTY FUCKING Sneaky. LYING COPS  (I like Pigs, so I don't call them that) 

WTF America is going on *down there?  
This is about  bad fucking cops! I am thrilled each time I see one caught on tape and disgusted at the same time, short clips that bring  me to  tears. PIGS. I don't care what people are doing - you don't fucking  beat, punch them when handcuffed!
From the moment he slams her against the wall..  I don't know what to say, maybe this guy just lost it.. then get out of your fucking job.
This one will  frighten you... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHy_gNnBDuE
it makes me sick to my stomach. In front of their children?   This  PIG should go to jail. watch the entire clip. America has a serious problem going on. Listen to him, you can hear his ANGER, RAGE. he is a cop - he is  suppose to be the one in control.
They should lose their  jobs and GO TO JAIL!!!
Please wake up America,  there are so many  clips of dirty power hungry cops that are getting way out of line, and

    THIS is WHAT THEY DO WHEN THEY ARE BEING FILMED!!
       WHAT ARE THEY DOING WHEN THEY ARE NOT BEING  FILMED
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What a 'sick  man'  this cop is.. imagine.   & it is being encouraged.
Encouraged by the American government when they outfit them for one - as if they are ARMY.  It is a mental thing. TOO many Americans are o.k. with all this, until what?
Until it happens to them.   Guns should be taken away in the USA and start with the cops.
& the cops working with them who go along with it are EQUALLY as guilty. When you see them beat a drunk, shoot a mentally ill man and THE cuff him!?  & then clean up all the evidence - no wonder people are shooting the police.  No wonder americans don't want to lose their guns.  ;(  
Read what our police have done and why CRIME IS GOING DOWN in Canada. 

Imagine the children now who are witnessing all this brutality- in the future there will be so much hatred towards the police- once thought of as 'heroes and defenders'... now sneaks and murderers.

This is an editorial cartoon and nothing is fucking funny about it.
As a matter of fact the second panel - I know that little girl who had that fucking  gun held to her head. FIRST hand. my friend Todd still in jail.. where all these dirty cops should be but never go. THAT IS the crime committed against America.
​EVERY time she sees a police office that memory is imbedded in her head.

DIRTY, Nasty, evil people - who are not in the job for he right reason - & get this- DO YOU FORGET?  Do you understand... YOU PAY THEM?    When you see the men (mostly) who are cops .. abuse some people like they do, hit cuffed people who can not defend themselves and others watch. There are no words for these people that I can think of  with out hatred welling inside me.
I don't know what the solution is, first de-militarize the intimidating police power shit....  Donald Trump wants to build a wall  which makes me think a lot of Mexicans are thrilled.  

I'm focusing on  getting a few acres somewhere so I can invite my American friends to come up, hang out, be creative! & DE fucking stress... I know I get stressed with life- Imagine being aa American with Donald trump possibly as the next president - YIKES!!!
You must leave their guns at home btw.
I'll have one gun for 'bear protection' if necessary. that's it. lol  
Never stop dreaming then working.

* forgive my mindset with he 'down there' - the same as saying 'down south', on a map you are .. down there ;)

Have faith
xox <>< 

The moment I heard and saw, I cried & was pissed off.  
I tried to remind myself - wait- don't judge - F*uck that!  Charge her!  
I have spent the past 3 days researching, do you know how many careless people go to zoos? 
Too many ;( The zoos point, the mothers point, people who were there..   I learned Panda are not  cute- do not try to cuddle them or your leg will gnawed to the bone or be ripped OFF. The wild dogs of Africa- they did eat a lady's 2 year old baby *AGAIN -WTF was she thinking. ;(  so sweet, I could not even look at his little face, it was concluded the dogs are what killed him. 

I said to Storm - I'm never going to the zoo again.  I won't.
I won't contribute to the torture of an animal knowingly for our amusement.
Then add stupid people- so distracted with cellphones look what happens.
I would never in a million years want to see a child harmed but all the people now, who say a gorillas life means nothing compared to this child/any child- that is the problem!

WE THINK we are the superior fucking beings on this planet and look how we continually prove it!  We have slaughtered these beautiful beasts to the point of extinction.  
Add insult to injury - we throw them in cages with nothing to do,  glare, taunt, tease them and when 'accidents' happen - we shoot them -  suddenly the animal is the beast- wrong.

'The child could have gotten hurt'- why don't we shoot every pedophile who rapes a child then and destroys them for life? Why don't we shoot everyone who kills a child - on the spot.
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Oh, it's different.  Yes, the gorilla probably cared more - he appeared to be gentle until everyone started screaming... I get having to shoot 
Do you know how intimate the bond is between  gorillas and babies?  Below are a few photos I have borrowed off of PIN  I searched Gorillas. I looked in the eyes of a beast as I drew and I had to turn away, ashamed for what we do, I will no longer contribute to. 
I have also seen zoos that run down and do not look after animals properly...  we have incredible documentaries and IF we are smart - we will take every cent and put it towards  saving what we have left- for them not us. 
I try to think as a group - in perfect world- I'm sure some don't agree. 

Rest in peace big beautiful beast.

Believe in a better world.
xox 
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Im feeling angry, yes probably about Jim, how fucking unfair this life can seem some days,
good people go and 'scum' remain to torment and torture. Last night we watched netflix- a crime FBI show..  more or less to pass a bit of time as we unwind, usually the 3 of us watch TV together - since we do so little - and we vote, we all must agree or we do not watch.  I will say I've gone 'off' of horror and violent movies and  Norm and Storm are going along with, thank God.  During the episode the police officer said over 600 women are dumped along the highway every year in Texas alone. WTF?  Can this be true?? So I did a tiny bit of research .. it's true and worse.  It's terrible. 

I'm suffering from PTSD (thank God for Cannabis) - First I'd would like the opportunity for a class acton law suit against Stephen Harper next  I wish women everywhere would start a class action lawsuits against the judges that let  ANY violent attacker against women OFF & then  'JUDGES' the women- how they dress, text messages, - WERE they there? DOES any  old man understand texting? Pressure and  being  woman.   Being a woman is not easy.
Do you know out of EVERY 100 attacks only 6  'SIX' are reported.
​Why - because women once attacked are never the same. FEAR has enterer their life forever.  I was 'date raped' with a drink - I knew the person - we worked at a car dealership together, he convinced me to have a drink with him  - 'put our differences aside', I was NOT fond of him to say the least - he was everything I did not like in a man, winey, huge ego, pretty boy, mindless jock - I woke up in his bed the next day and remembered NOTHING after I had that fucking drink. ONE DRINK.   I woke up and answered 'his phone' a couple of times - thinking the caller had the wrong number.. because I THOUGHT I was at home in my own bed alone- very hung over. When  I rolled over and saw him I was sick to my stomach.  I was NOT a slut, I was out to have a nice evening. I was  abused by a cock who lost control and a SNEAKY one at that. 
I've blogged about it before. I met him years later! - I had Storming his carriage- do you know what he said to me: "Hey, I still have one of your earrings!!".  
Years later & the disgust returned, the GUT feeling that told me he was  a SHIT person and I was right. How many more women did he do that to?  MamaBear kicked in and I told him - 'keep it - I certainly don't need the reminder of the biggest mistake of my life"  and walked away. I never called him on it. I should look him up today and fucking say 'hello' - I'm not who I was thats for sure. It' in the past.  He can no longer hurt me, I understand what HE did...
HE lost control.  
HE is the one with the problem.  He is the bad example of a human being.
He needed to control his cock. 

If a cock was in the city and it lost control and did what ever it wanted. It would quickly become soup. A bird. YET we have  humans that have such little respect for others- they drug, beat, rape and abuse and kill women as if they were no more than an object to use and discard. It must stop.
That was just one  attack in my lifetime - I had another , and many tiny ones, comments, remarks from former bosses- it was NEVER ending... because I was born with boobs.
Do you have a daughter? Sister.. wife? Mother, grandmother?
They are all candidates for rape, for COCKS who can not control themselves.
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Belive
xox 
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A little lighter topic tomorrow - Gifts!  Gifts of love and art and more..

 -One of those mornings.. singing along and  *SMACK!  
Sucker punched to the face and then a kick to the gut! I'm buckled over in tears.  FUCK! FUCK!!! FUCK!!
It's hard to see the keyboard. I don't fucking care. ;( 
I posted my spaceman on isntagram - just now and got a 'like' from a friend... Jamies mom. Remember Jamie?  I replied right away!  BECAUSE - the last time I painted an astronaut it was for Jamie:

So of course I was thinking of Jamie.  As you are aware - I can't search with my facebook account- I do not have a newsfeed with 'Georgia Toons' - all I can do is post on my page - so I don't see anything anymore and can't keep up...  
So, right away! I'm excited and ask:
How' s my little astronaut? *spell check  made it something else.  

Jamies mom messaged me, Jamie died right before Christmas. 

Jamie was helped by cannabis!!! For eating pain and more. I will never forget our day
He was one of my cannabis kids I drew for - FUCK!!!  ;(
To the moon and back little man.
You made my life richer for knowing you and I am truly blessed because of it.
My heart feels a little broken right now- big time. ;(

NOW!
FUCK is right!
ANYONE who says Cannabis does not help kids - Get the FUCK out of my way!!
I will continue to educate draw and help end the lies and bullshit.
So what's a smack to the gut will turn into a cartoon in memory of Jamie to promote Cannabis for Children.  When I stop crying. ;( 
​
Rest in peace my little pal... all my love Georgia

Believe 
xox <><
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​It is a DO NOT DISTURB day.

My blog is at 10,000 + reads so far this week. 
Please help me continue to share and help educate - sooner than later!
So little ones don't have to suffer one minute more.

I was away with Storm and loved it.. too much. I have talked about moving ever since.
Was it the people, vibe,  mood, weather, lack of children screaming in the neighbours yard, the house prices? LoL All of the above!  
Or was it that Keswick feels like a 'police state' some days and it started last summer.

If you remember we had a bylaw officer 'approach' us regarding our boat. An altercation that was rude and unpleasant and uncalled for. It's been addressed. No apologies ever given  (from the person mentioned) and more bullshit followed after - drive by photo taking, letter - registered 2 - all at our tax dollar.  Constant threat of harassment - in my mind - I'm entitled to an opinion.  Or am I?

I looked into it. Do you believe in this area of Georgina - you are NOT permitted to have a boat parked in your driveway at ANY  time!  The towns main website - Welcome to Georgina image - is of BOATS.  Take a walk, drive on any side  street and a boat will be found, a trailer, camper and sometimes 'stuff'. Oh well... Do you pay my property taxes? 
Is my STUFF physically hurting you?

Our problem was solved. My handy dandy hubby built a new gate and we now park the boat beside our home - our property allowed for it and more- I don't even see the boat in the back yard- so, let it go.   NO. 
How unfair is this bylaw? For over 22 years we have been here many of those years with a boat, never a peep. Yes, it is just a coincidence the bylaw officer just happens to live down the street- and I did ask if they were making 'the quota on the way to work...',  I was told no.  I tell you when they left that day - they left with attitude! I got my letters in writing 'move it or else' and then it was made sure my boat was moved or "you could go to court, and if a judge sees fit, you could go to jail.' As we were told by a bylaw officer - over a F&^%*&g boat.  How many others will be harmed/stressed over a boat? Then - the local paper said someone was putting letters in mailboxes, encouraging people to rat on neighbours who had items in their drive way. I HOPE they have investigated where these letters are from - and who is trespassing on all our properties at night- COWARDS btw. If you have something to say say it.  We have a name for those people here in Canada.. I believe it it "Shit disturbers" People with nothing better to do but stir up trouble for others. 
For over 20 years the town has been able to ticket whom ever they choose - for what ever reasons they choose & justify it with - "someone complained - but we can't tell you who". WTF is that? Yet how many have never been ticketed? Unfair YOU BET! 
Ticket us all or none and then watch how fast the bylaw is changed and dismissed!
When everyone becomes aware.
Our problem is solved but for many more - it is not, and it's just begun.
To sign a petition regarding this  no 'toys in driveway'  click here.

On top of this - this week I read the town 'is discussing' of possibly introducing a new bylaw ' from what I understand (you can read more on the link and figure it out for yourself):  if you say something bad about someone,  on the town committee, staff etc. - say the mayor - and bylaw officer or you ruin their 'reputation'  (lol) the town wants to be able to sue you and make you pay for it!!!    So YOU better only say good things.  Welcome to' Kesrock' as in Alcatraz.   Are you kidding me? Are the court systems not crazy enough? 
Hurt someones reputation? Please! 
Who are we dealing with Mother Theresa?  What a bunch of *&^%% babies! 
Oh but wait, I might be sued over this.  Can you imagine if Rob Ford was this way?

Someone concerned about what people can say on social media. 
We have a new Mayor - I asked her for help regarding the boat thing and I was fluffed off. Again - in my opinion.
I like Margaret, I met her years ago a few times.. so again I let that go.

I've saved all my letters and communication even from the bylaw officer - who responded to my initial complaint - assuring me I was wrong - WOW - 
I laughed out loud when a superior said - 'I've never heard anything bad.'
No, I guess not - how many people go around and display bad behaviour to their employer. It never happens... right.  How many even get past the complaint, when the one you complain against addresses it?  I showed a friend I think we came to the conclusion of slight intimidation process going on - It's what I felt, so yes I guess it was. 

IF your reputation is ruined. You ruined it. Simple.
Actions speak louder than words. 
Here is apetition I see someone started: click here to see petition, please consider signing.

What kind of a community  puts letters in mailboxes at night, fines people for having boats - this is Keswick! ON LAKE SIMCOE.  All of georgina - are you going to tell them they all have to move their boats? Cars, trailers, toys, stuff?  
Welcome to living amongst fascist - if you say something they don't like they will sue you & make you pay for it. If your property is not pretty enough they will make you pay!  
If someone complains -  say a neighbour with a grudge- too bad- you don't have the right to know.

I have a reputation, ask people. 
Some will tell you I am kind, generous, funny and will go to any length to help you if I can- strangers too. 
Others will tell you I am a bitch. I try to bring attention to unjust actions like cannabis for  very ill children and not being able to park your own boat in your own driveway, and NOT tolerating RUDE bylaw officers who work for the people they address, adding extra stress to already stressful lives.
Have some common consideration.
Yeah - whatever. I don't care about my reputation... 
I certainly would never sue anyone, over saying I was something I know I AM NOT.

Have faith 
xox  
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Sunday we had a trip to the city planned, visit a few stores and see a couple of friends.
I had it in my mind how the day would go.  It went another way.
Storm and I had a good day and did see some people we have not seen in a while,  & it was great to say Hello and catch up a bit.
But the day had an event that really stuck in my head. Enough to draw it.

I suggested to Storm that we find an outdoor patio so that I could medicate. Which was badly needed. Young st. was busy - what else is knew... the level of poor was new, to me anyhow. Everything you see in the cartoon is TRUE and more.  It was a visual smorgasbord!   

The color, the people, the noise were slightly overwhelming as it is but when we finally found an empty patio and had just ordered a coffee, was about to medicate, I heard this strange beeping...  you know s sound you know but are not sure where....

I turned to see a woman in a hospital gown, no shoes on her feet... walking towards us - with an IV pole - she was hooked up. The blood backed up into the line connecting to her arm.  The machine on the IV pole beeping! 

I instantly thought of TIFF and thought it might be some stunt.. 
She walked right where we were sitting, when an EMT worker pulled up beside her and started to question her. We were sitting right beside her.

He was nice and asked her where she was going, he said she had walked 5 km from a hospital?!  5 km and no one stopped her? No one asked her where she was going or what she was doing. ;(  The conversation continued and he expressed concern about the IV Pole  stating a few times “it’s worth about $3,000...  “  I was thinking - buddy - she is in her hospital gown in the middle of young street attached to an IV POLE do you think she was thinking about the cost?

Well a couple of police cars later... she had slid down the railing where we were sitting almost within touching distance.. she did turn and say “sorry”

I told her she had no need to apologize.  I felt bad for her. She was here from Alberta, no family, at a shelter and sick., She had a bad infection and was in the hospital to get better. It is great in this country she can be treated!  I get it bout the IV Pole.. but really? What has played on my mind is the fact that he got so far. How sad. :( So many people just ignoring everything. stepping over the poor liek they re trash on the street. 

I bet people looked at her  when she was not looking and they thought she must be crazy. Who is cray? THOSE who see and do NOTHING are the closest to mad there is. No compassion.

I did not leave, We sat there. I at one point thought the conversation might have gone differently if she were alone. The other officer made a point about asking her is she had been in trouble and  also the cost of the Pole.
Then they talked about how they needed bigger cars. 

An ambulance finally arrived and she had to go back. Back to where she was so very tired of.  I don’t have the answers. Better security at the hospitals?

This cartoon is full of mental illness. Alcohol abuse. Sexual obsession,  Shopaholics. The rich and the poor. People together but a great percentage alone.  Many on phones. Obese people getting more obese on the takeout  Blvd. as they stroll past a woman begging for food. 

Everyone in their own world. 
NOT.   

WE ARE here TOGETHER!  One day that might be you! 

What is happening to you Toronto? Not the city I know and loved. 
That could easily be someone's sister or mother. 
I talked it over with a friend who work in the city and she said “you see so much so often you just learn to turn your head.”

I don’t think that is what Jesus meant when he said ‘Turn the other cheek’.
Forgive us, for we know squat.  ;( .
xox <>< 

There is a sign of hope in the cartoon. Can you find it?

This morning, Norm and I were fighting before 8 a.m. It's the weekend and I wanted to know what he was up to.. wrong answer. Our bedroom floor has been unfinished for over 5 years now. It is uncomfortable, slivers are common and UGLY. My bedroom, my room of peace.  I WANT IT DONE! I am such a visual person, every time I look at one of these unfinished projects it makes my blood boil, and that's because there are several!  Well, I was fuming, words were exchanged, yelling and finally Norm was off to Home depot to get the wood.  To make a long story short - it's 5 and the floor is done. Tomorrow, after I get it in, clean, arrange - it's going to be beautiful!!  Anyhow, after much thought I did post it on FB this a.m.  It appears many  others are starting their weekend the same. 
But on FB, life is all 'rosie' - only smidgets of our perfect lives! NOT. 
 Too many people are depressed, suicidal, miserable because they THINK  life should be perfect. It's not. I'm not about to contribute to the 'illusion' either, not for anyone. 
22 years we have been married. WORK. It's not the first argument and won't be the last.

Of course I had a comment from a 21 year old - wise in the ways of marital relations, that I was airing 'dirty laundry'. I was truly disappointed, that was the first comment that young man has ever made to me. I know him. Storm and he spent the 1 year of their lives together almost daily. Oh well.  I'm glad my son appears to have better manners.
Then I had to laugh and shook my head..
There it is..  'Bitching', in essence, I guess, according to him.  I hope his future bride pays attention. I guess we should keep it all in, let it out other ways... perhaps kick the dog when we walk by or better yet, pick up the bottle and drown our sorrows in silence, it is what too many already do.

Only positive posting - give me a break... this is the problem, I have friends who’s marriages are disintegrating.  One was saying  all they do is fight, but everyone they hang out with has 'perfect relationships'. With divorce rates what they are, the facts are that WE don’t all have  perfect lives, far from it!  We argue, IF MORE people admitted it - we might not have such serious issues with mental illness and depression for one!  Instead of keeping it in and building up! Pretending to the rest of the world that our lives are perfect.  

STRESS IS the number one killer -  it grows until it comes out in some other form of illness like cancer.  I’m sorry my facebook page/ website is not all carefree,  sunny, playing guitar and having a drink in my hand every other photo - life is just a ball. Woot, Woot, who wants to party!! 
That is not the 'illusion' I live.  If it is yours then you are blessed, celebrate! 
I wonder if the young man will feel the same after 20 years of marriage,  after 20 more years of life. How will he deal with his 'dirty laundry'. 

 I have nothing to be ashamed of - If not for Norm and I fighting - we would NOT be together still.  That is  a ‘real’ationship’ ! For better or worse. 
 It could be a lot worse... now the floor is done, it’s already better.
I thought about that post this morning and now after today.. I am even more convinced it was the right thing to do! 

If you don’t like my page, or website stay off. Un-friend. Delete. 
Especially, if the only thing you ever has to say is negative, please do me that favor.
Simple  

Next week the stairs.
Photos of my craft table ! Before and after. It was a very productive day, 2 batches of home made cookies too! 
 xox <><   

More on  the Health Canada mail. Not only did they make everyone a target by mailing out letters stating  on the outside of the envelope you are a recipient of the Marihuana Medical ACCESS Program 
- it just got more insane from there.

 THIS REALLY made me my hair hackle...
 Health Canada states that all medicine must be destroyed as of March 31, 2014.
 This means Not only are people NOT permitted to grow their own any longer, nor are they permitted to have a D.G. (Designated grower ) AND NOW IF they have ANY medicine in their possession as of March 31,2014 they will be considered criminals and can be charged!  

WAIT - there’s more! -  
YOU MUST DESTROY all YOUR MEDICINE by March 31,2014 Or ELSE!   
GET THIS - the only example they can think of to suggest at this time is to:     
          Mix it with water and add it to the kitty litter and throw it out!!!
        OR Call your local friendly police station and ask for assistance. 

OMGOSH! ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!

FU*K - I was mad when I read that. At first my brain could NOT register - I swear - I thought THIS HAS to be a joke!? DESTROY  OUR MEDICINE!? 
OUR medicine that is saving my sons life!?  TAMES my twitch and gives me a BIT of a break! Helps me eat!? Helps Storm function? OUR MEDICINE - OUR Dr. Prescribed!?
AND the only example you can give us instantly makes one think of cat shit!?! 

REALLY - I am sure that was intentional and it is appalling!!  It is adding insult to injury.

 I read it at night before I went to bed,  my twitch was full force. The next morning Storm came up to my office, (I was on the computer)  I decided NOT to start the day off with talking about it so I kept quiet. He was looking out my office window and he said