Who is not in agreement?
What ever you do - 'IF' it impaired your ability to drive , DON'T DO IT. Simple.  
There are many  things that will and can impair your ability.  
I had a  'fender bender' - crashed into Norm - LOL!  He was in front of me and I looked down at the radio- had to find that perfect song for the long drive up North.. SMACK.
Luckily, no one was hurt- except my pride - hitting my own husband - I never will live it down.  Should all radios be removed from automobiles?
Do you know how many drivers get into accidents because they are eating?  
Should we close all drive through windows that offer take out?
The worst culprit for IMPAIRED driving is Alcohol.  It truly 'impairs your' ability IMO.
Cannabis will never surpass this IMO- most people I know who use cannabis - like to CHILL  or relax, unwind - not go for a drive.  Alcohol charges for impaired driving increase every year, as does alcohol abuse.
PUT me behind the wheel with anyone who  consumed a joint over a drink any day.
I KNOW the difference.  Shall we close all bars? BBQs and restaurants that serve alcohol? 

Lets not forget HOW many MILLIONS are currently IMPAIRED driving with pills in their system- Not just opiates, many medicines tell you: DO NOT OPERATE HEAVY MACHINERY while using this medication -  the average car weights:

So, while the press will soon have you terrified about all the POTential dangerous of cannabis patients on the road- do not fool yourself - because it could save your life., being educated on the subject.

DO not USE anything that could impair your ability to drive, stupid.  
I will call you stupid - because if you send that text while driving, YOU ARE.    
Is my own son stupid if he preforms this task?  You bet.
I know he is aware of the dangers associated with..   so many smart people behave so stupid when driving.
Unless using that phone to save someone's life - while driving- you are stupid and you are WORSE - IF you practice this behaviour with your children watching your every move.  
Maybe  parents need to look into the future for just a moment...  who will 'they blame' when their teen is in a car accident while impaired (in any way) driving?  
Sadly, probably themselves. 

Harsh, fine by me, especially IF it makes you for one second THINK about any of what I said.

I love my fellow humans.  
I love my own son more than most and he is on the road with you.

If you see anyone who is clearly IMPAIRED/distracted, texting and driving...
FOCUS and try to get safely away from them as soon as possible.
IF something impairs your ability to drive - Don't Do it.

It is that simple.
FOCUS

PLEASE make educated drivers - do not believe the lies & fear mongering regarding cannabis.

​Believe
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On my mind... Prayer.
John Torey & the level of the lack of Empathy  is becoming very clear, people are paying attention. He has started a downward spiral which taxpayers will never recover from.  
Dana Larson a Cannabis Activist posted on his Facebook page, what it is expected to cost $$$Toronto tax payers$$$ : Vancouver Police say it costs them about $30,000 to raid a dispensary and forward charges to the crown. So at that base rate, raiding 82 dispensaries in Toronto today cost around $2.5 million.
But these raids were all done at once, involving over 500 officers. So there's a great deal of overtime involved in bringing in all this extra manpower for simultaneous raids. So we're probably looking at well over $3 million spent on this one day raid-fest.
That's $3 million spent before anyone even goes to court. With more raids to come, and the likelihood that many places are going to re-open, we're looking at many tens of millions of taxpayer dollars being spent in this anti-dispensary campaign over the next few months. And for what?
Toronto had a choice, they still do. They can license and regulate dispensaries like most big cities in Canada, or they can spend millions fighting a losing battle against their own citizens.


Call it what ever you want... it's starting to appear as bad cash grab gone wrong by the Mayor and  Toronto police.
When do they act  on the OPINION of the mayor to the degree that they did?  
Where there not more serious crimes to focus on? 
You can't even blaming the individual police officers - this was obviously called from the 'HIGHER ups' and you have to wonder - what where they smoking?  
It is beening seen by many for what it was, the biggest raid on Toronto since bath houses - WTF was that? TRY targeting that community today and watch what happens.  
No one should be treated like a criminal for personal choices that harm no other.
Who is being hurt? 

PLEASE do not forget ALL the truly legitimate patients who are now suffering!
What else I know... many people are starting to feel sick all over again - when does it stop Mr.Trudeau?

JUST so everyone is clear- I do not care what your personal choices are, what ever makes us happy and better people, I am all for it. Me, I pray about stuff... it helps me sort out what I want to draw about and  I pray at  the very least  to get people thinking about this topic as it need to be addressed.  What am I praying about today: Decriminalization. 
It is the only way IMO we stop hurting each other over a plant.
Everyone will still have an opportunity to make money  with a positive stance.

Imagine if that money went into educating people on ticks.   Lyme disease.  
Now there - they could actually be avoiding a major health hazard that can and will make many people very sick.  I'm no 'educated politician' to figure that out.

Locally politicians no better... what a joke to read this weeks advocate and on one page you see Peter Van Loan & the mayor Margaret Quirk posing with the owner of a NEW bake Shop in Jacksons Point, Woo Hoo! I hope it's worth the drive!! Oh wait...  look at the page beside- that was short lived, Baker closed because she had to jump through all sorts of hoops costing her $$$ -  Thanks  'Politicians for that wonderful Photo op.'  I can only image what she already invested into opening her dream small business, blood sweat & tears- any and every small business owner knows it.  
Is there any wonder small business can't survive in this  community? 

Today the sun is shining...  out to garden & pray there too, amongst the Birds, bees & trees and listen to that beautiful breeze.

Believe
​xox <><

I just wanted to say Thank you!
Thank you to:
`Everyone who supports medical cannabis- even if they do not use it themselves.
`All who do use cannabis and are not ashamed but part of the educational movement - for healthier options for pain relief- mental relief, seizure relief, chronic pain.. you get it.
`Recreational users who also take the time to educate.
`Dr.s who are finally on board and supporting patients and giving them another option.
` Closet smokers - who are coming out of the closet! 
`Politicians who know we are adults who should be permitted to make informed decisions regarding our bodies.
`Kids who educate us by witnessing the miracle of cannabis as a medicine. I have one! 
`People who grow! Show and  then teach others what they know! 
`Women who are talking and toking more than ever - out loud!
`Professionals, actors, 'respected members of the community'  - those in power to be heard  saying something intelligent about cannabis, not contributing to the lies of confusion that already exist.

The list is endless - so, Thank YOU!  
Truly, you are making this journey easier and safer for us all. 

A fan from the first expo invited me to the Lift Expo. How neat was that!
He was even going to come up, get me and bring home. It was really kind of him...
Storm's also going and invited me as well so, I believe I will go.
I am excited as well as a bit nervous, its been a while since I've seen - it will be a new experience to finally go to an expo and take it all in..  We are attending Saturday, I kinda wish I was going Sunday as I prefer the  speakers- a few topics I've been very interested in.  Either way an eventful day! Poppy is joining me so if you go and see us say hello! 

I am giggling because - I am curious to see the Metro convention centre security guard. I hope she is still there. She cracked me up!  I am getting more excited just thinking about it to see everyone! Woo Hoo! 

Tomorrow!! The introduction to my 'International Cannabis collection! 
Lets have some creative fun!  & educate as well as bring attention to cannabis around the world!  First stop: Scotland! 

Believe 
xox
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That was my most current POST on Facebook.
 I am done! No more- what I had for breakfast-  instead -make every moment count- why should this not apply to Facebook, where we have potentially hundreds, thousands  & even more of an OUTREACH & Opportunity to be a positive light of change - instead of a negative one.

You still have time to comment! I will be drawing for the Octopus original on Friday.
What is next -- a little Cannabis Thank you... 
Georgia Toons On facebook - will from this day try to EDUCATE on many topics near to my heart and hopefully  near with some of yours as well.

I still have an alias "Faith Karma" with under 100 friends BTW- I will keep it that way.
It allows me to communicate a bit with some friends, I post usually what is on my
Georgia Toons page - so none is missing anything. lol  I miss painting - when I am on TWO FB pages.  That is what I am going to go do NOW!
Time to paint! 

Have a creative day! 
Believe
xox
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Is it just me?  Am I the only one to think an e mail sent to the person  - actually goes to the person with the name attached?
* I am feeling naive.  ;(  
​I sent a letter to John Torey.. I went to his www and it says to contact the mayor see below:

I e mailed a Letter to John Torey  SO, I ASSumed ;(  here is his e mail address:

 Is it just me?  If you  go to a www and you see the e mail address - I expect it to be going to that person!  I sent a private, personal e mail to this address thinking it was JOHN TOREY  Only to find I was responded to by an assistant & given 'HIS opinion' to my letter to John Torey.  

WTF.. Well, thank you - had I wanted your opinion I would have asked for it!
NO WHERE on this website does it state:
Your letters will be received and addressed by JOHN TOREY STAFF!   WTF!
Had it STATED that - My letter would have been DIFFERENT.
JUST more bullshit- talk about unprofessional, I'm constantly reading how he judges and comments on others 'professional behaviour' - well DONE John Torey. I was talking  this over with a few- and we all agree. Rob Ford- Like him or not-   actually cared about individuals. Seems like Mr. Torey is making it clear who HIS 'preferred people' are. .. 
NOT Anyone that uses medical cannabis for their medicine. 

I guess as long as I'm not 'kissing ass' and in agreement MR. Torey is too busy to even read or consider my e mail, but who am I - just a nobody to Mr. Torey.  In his defence... I will say I do not live in Toronto anymore - and why should he acknowledge me,  I feel very passionately about it, I lived their my entire life and know many still who do and need compassion clubs.

YET today he is out and about helping those new to the community-  who gives a f*ck about those  existing and in need John?  
He blatantly suggest compassion clubs are a farse.
Just a reflection of the man speaking - I don't know?  
It is NOT  necessary- instead of 'helping everyone', he is stepping on some very seriously ill people with his remarks. He is 'the mayor' after all, not the PM.  Why does he think he has this much power over the people?  I think he is going to be in for a rude awakening..  everyone  is tired of this - how many times do the sick have to be dragged through court because of a politician? BECAUSE we choose to use a  healthier option as our medicine? 
IT is,  Opiate addiction and deaths rise daily in Toronto -  am I making this stuff up?
Cannabis deaths '0' yet- Cannabis patients are still persecuted in this Province,  Country -Canada. 

He clearly  IMO  (* and remember you are here, reading 'My BLOG' and this is all my opinion - not even necessarily that of my family- with the exception of Poppy - She agrees with me.) will ONLY show respect and support for those whom he and his STAFF feel  are deserving.   So be it.   

So you know and don't feel as naive as I do -  IF you  send a letter to the Mayor
- it does not go to the mayor - just another nobody like me, with an opinion will respond.

Believe
<><
xox 


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Pardon me? Did I hear correct? A Canadian Pardon no longer matters at the border?Someone I met many years ago at an expo contacted me recently with  a story we want to share;  she and I agree if we can save one family from the  harassment/embarrassment & who knows what else - let's.
I do know her,  she is approximately my age, and I understand the stigma still attached - ehe doe snot want to use her name. :( i get it.  She did not go into detail but she was reached and so was her car and treated like what she felt was like a criminal. I get that too. 
Imagine that dad, 20 years later- he might lose his job, have to explain bullshit to his kids, maybe even his wife for something - he probably forgot about.

Do you have a planned trip into the the USA  this summer with your kids?  Heads UP! Apparently the only way you will learn about this new CASH grab- lets see it for what it is, is at the border. and then it will be too late.

* She did admit to me she was searched ned finger printed- I don't know that they can do that? I am NOT sure and WHY?
If we are not allowed entry then FINE  there is NO need to search or finger print. I wonder if she  asked 'why and said 'NO, what would have happened.   I do not have a criminal record but even traveling now across the border- and with Poppy is not an attract  thought lately. Canada it is. 
​ Her eis a link for some of you that might want to find out more na start the process  to avoid being turned back: http://uswaiver.pardonservicescanada.com/travel/?gclid=CJrckaya68wCFQUIaQod6dcOiA   

One more way to make money and punish those what they can for a mistake made long ago, IF  we held all  responsible for mistakes they made long ago- no one would be free, as they would like to have us think already. Here is the e mal i asked  to explain what happened:

Hi Georgia,

TY for the chat yesterday, if I can save 1 person from the experience I had at the boarder this week it's worth sharing. For anyone who has been granted a Canadian Pardon for an offence, Canadian pardons are no longer recognized at the US boarder.
26 years ago I was charged for possession of a controlled substance (MJ), a small amount (less than an oz). I applied for a pardon & a pardon was granted. In the 30 years since I've traveled all over the world, including into the US many times. As recently as December of 2015, I drove through the same boarder in Windsor, ON.
This week I was denied entry as you now require a Federal pardon. I answered all of their questions, everything was in order, everything checked out, they even called my employer to confirm employment - also checked out yet was denied entry, first time ever in all those years. I was given the waiver package to fill out, this is what everyone will need now. There are a few steps & things to obtain for the package submission, the cost is $585 US.
There are 1, 3 & 5 year waivers that are issued so you have to renew it when it's up, at the cost of $585.00 US, for life. While I was pretty distraught about the whole situation, I'm grateful I was alone and none of my loved ones had to share this undesirable experience. There is a story of one young family with 3 children heading to Florida for vacation, the Dad had an MJ offence from his youth, also held a Canadian pardon.
He was denied entry and the whole family vacation was ruined & no doubt those 3 young kids will never forget the experience. Federal Waiver packages can be obtained at boarder crossings.
The process takes 2-6 months.
Safe & Hassel Free Travels Everyone.

* Use this information as you will, I hope it saves someone some  stress or  better yet- spend your hard earned vacation money this year in CANADA! I LOVE Halifax, P.E.I, I am seriously looking for a ride - from here to PEI with me and Poppy this summer.  If anyone reading this blog is headed in that direction!  I can't travel with a smoker- Cannabis only & will not travel with a  drinker- until at our destination OR someone who answers their PHONE.  All others can apply.. lol  
I will  share in gas and such. ;) & want to paint & chill  by the ocean this summer if possible.
Back to chilling in the back yard on my hammock  today. 

​Believe xox <>< 

Here is  the first coloring sheet designed in mind for kids.  Little kids.  Big kids too, always.
Lets start with the little ones ... plant the seed early.
Clear and to the point. When a child asks: What is it?
Please consider for a moment, simply  saying: a Plant.
It is truly that simple - IF we were forced to categorize 'it' we would indeed  call it just that: Plant.

We over complicate enough for children as it is.  
The next thing I would teach: It will not kill you.  Unlike other plants.  
We do not want them to poison themselves and die- this is why I would educate them on those plants first - and cannabis wouldn't be on that list- first might be  deadly: Lily of the Valley- anyday now.

Tell them the truth.
Many people all around the world  use this PLANT for a Natural Medicine and they have since the days of the mummy, possibly more.  Most medicines are made from plants and just like all medicine, it should be used with some care & caution.

Then, I  would let go and let them ask all the questions. I kept this drawing simple ( I have more complicated coming for the older coloring fans with a  little Buddha vibe going on)   this drawing has endless discussion possibilities and I've listed a few below:

-The sun and how it helps plants grow.
-Butterflies and their importance in the garden of life!
-Cannabis buds and  how tasty they can be, some slightly peppery. * before I have any parents on my back about kids eating bud- please we cant get them to eat broccoli and it can be very peppery.
-How many sections does the leave have? 
-What SEASON do you think is?
-Did you know - snails have teeth?
-Where do snails live?
-Do ladybugs bite?
-Why are ladybugs good in the garden?
-How many legs does this  long bug have?
-How old are worms?
-What do worms do?
-How do roots work?
-Spell the word PLANT...

Anytime you sit in conversation with your children will never be a wasted moment, especially if we are teaching them to be better, non judgemental beings, and try to forgive those  that put their parents in jail for a PLANT.  

Have fun! Color!  Crayons, Pencils, Paint! 
The first few that send me a photo of their printed  colored  copies- I will  mail you a post card! Just send me a message  with a photo - the address is  [email protected] 
Click on the image below to download the free  'Cannabis conversation starter'  for kids
​(young & old) coloring page!   PLANT.

Believe
​<>< xox

Justin trudeau - I love him . and no it's not his looks although - they are NOT bad if I do say so myself and good on him for working to keep in shape... but his  "&^%! " outburst.. 
when I read it  'get the fuck out of my way'. I can tell you, I think it too many times a day.. some days.

As in, Don't try to stop me.  Don't stop him. He is a breath of fricken fresh AIR! Thank god. Canada was getting miserable under Harper, not to think of his damaging Canada any longer -  selling off everything, we probably don't even KNOW  the 1/2 of it.
Breath in that FUCKING fresh air.  What a bunch of hypocrites and I strongly believe Justin Trudea would never intentionally physically hurt a woman - so for all this drama again.. what is it?  I can't even read it any more. It is all bullshit. I Thank God we have someone like him who see's it and recognizes it for what it is and is not afraid to say 'get the fuck out of my way.'  He did LOSE control, yes he did and it shows HE is HUMAN.  NOT some lying 2 faced *** who is going to ACT all nice in public and  different  at other times. he did show us who he is and I love him more for it. Strictly plutonic Justin, I'm good in that dept.
Amen      hee hee..

To criticize his PARTNER Sophie, for asking for 'more HELP' - please. WE ALL want more help and  IF we were in her situation - I would be asking the same.  She is far from a 'princess/Kardashian". I'm not even going to continue glorifying- you know how I feel about  hard working mothers and she is a hard working mother/woman who does US proud. 

I am thrilled to have them both -  it is why perhaps, I am so upset by the Mayor of  Toronto saying a few things.. Here we fucking GO AGAIN! Please.  I like John Torey - still. If you follow the blog You read, I was never a Rob Ford fan, I really felt bad for him - he was surrounded by nasty,  people with evil intentions.  Who does that? Sneaks... snakes.  
I wished he would have quit sooner.. he might still be here ;(.   He was sick and he had STRESS. I am sick and tired of being sick and  tired and know how MANY seriously ill Canadians feel.  The media is portraying a negative image of Cannabis still - every day I talk to someone who's 'Aunt has now tried it at 67 and is so happy with her Cancer treatments'.I had one  a few days ago. FIRST hand, yes, I guess because people know what I do. bring it on. BUT they are still confused - how, where and what.  They need compassion clubs.

If not for a compassion club all those years ago-  what a night mare this would've been- never mind living in fear from S.H., Rona.Ambrose. and - I forget the name of the other woman  already..  good. Constant threats about our sons medicine.  It is not politically correct behaviour" .  Why portray some Torontonians/Canadians  as criminals because we have made a different MEDICAL choice?  A LEGAL medicine in Canada I might add.. Do what you need to do BUT do not take away the small independent business that MAKE this country & HELP.  Not just a few-  he works for ALL Toronto.  Healthy and Sick.

I am understanding that these people all work for someone- so it appears... but it is Mr. Torey  who is "representing' - so that is who is addressed.  I wish he would just stop.  
Canada has  so much going on.. kids being used and abused every day.. so Please do not use 'Oh the children' - it can't be too close to schools' .  * I AGREE, just like I don't think a school should be beside the L.C.B.O. OR any BAR with an outdoor patio - which would do way more harm than any dispensary.   Don't believe me - research the studies with children who are abused and beaten by alcoholic parents compared to ONLY cannabis using parents.  I dare you and then come back and tell about it.  
You won't be able to.   I'm not making this stuff up. 

There is no need for Mr. Torey to include a negative connotation to Cannabis. ENOUGH. 
AND IF WE LET that happen  -what next I can't smoke my cannabis near a school?
Good luck with that.  Focus on sexual offenders of CHILDREN  who hang around schools and destroy our children mentally for life... unlike  a second hand puff of cannabis.
Get real.  Get the fuck out of my way.  

Thank You Justin & family.  
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Tomorrow the coloring sheet! It's been a beautiful day out in the gazebo!
I decided I was going to give something to the universe and it gave me something back- such fun! lol  until.. tomorrow.  By the Grace of God. 

Believe
​xox <>< 

 my outdoor office..  under construction.

Storm invited me to the mushroom dinner put on by the Mycological Society of Toronto,
I was, up until the last moment not sure I would go -  stuff.. eating at a restaurant. 
I did go and and so happy I did, our friend Mark that we met last year at the mushroom meal  joined us  for the ride down to the city, we had many laughs - the meal was terrific - the service superb!
Our waiter Michael was wonderful... and I met another waiter and asked him his name in conversation - I like to know name when I am speaking with them...  He blurted it out and looked at me strange, we all started laughing and I said  " No, REALLY!?" laughing - he said 'really' & I said "prove it! " He pulled out his drivers licence and showed me and I laughed some more and got a big hug from 'Genghis Khan'.  
We watched Documentaries on Genghis Khan- I've blogged- so it was a really good giggle as you might imagine, this Genghis Khan a much nicer version I will say. 
I can't remember the last time I had such a good time! 
Storm was asked to help with the draw at the end of the evening- when we filled out the slip of paper I simply wrote 'Georgia' and drew a tiny mushroom beside my name - & folded the papers, tossed them in a bowl!   I said 'when I win they will only need my first name.' ( Positive thinking - right)  Storm went over into the other room- it's big place and  Mark and I talked on- next thing I know my name was called out - "Georgia! "  Yikes, I wondered what I had done...  lol  
I won! A gentleman (who got a hug) picked out my name and Storm told me later, all he could do was smile, he saw my name and couldn't even say it. It was a perfect way to end the evening.
I am not kidding when I tell you, sitting here now- I am drooling- thinking of the ravioli.  I wished they delivered.  They might, but it would probably cost me $200 for the taxi. :D

Now- It is Morel season and we hope to find some - ready for the frying pan!
Get out an explore nature! Teach your children how to me Mushroom hunters & they just might not hunt other creatures- when they learn the beauty of fungi and work their way up! 
Positive thinking - right?  I love my boy.
Now, I'm painting a bunch of mushroom works - just for FUNgi.

Believe <><  xox
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Mortgage insurance.. do you have it? 
We did and I want to educate you with our own experience regarding it.
*longish blog- sorry - I tried to shortened it .
​
When I started to get ill and could no longer work- even walk (pre brain surgery) I could no longer teach kids,  paint murals, anything and now along with being very ill  we started to feel the stress of  only a one income home,  I was getting sicker because of it. 
My Dr. asked ‘Do you have  mortgage insurance?’ I came home and asked Norm- YES! 
We actually did! & It was to our understanding - If  one spouse gets sick and can no longer help, the bank would pay off the mortgage!  So we ASSumed.

I filled out the papers, had Dr.s letters, from several including a couple of neurologists all stating I could no longer work-  We read the fine print and dropped the forms off at the bank. They came back DECLINED.
Although we have been married 22 years (at the time of applying) because I did not have a “Normal 9- 5 job that I went to every day-  I was not seen as a  $$$ contributor to the family home. In their opinion.
I was a stay at home mom and therefor I did not work.  wow. I was floored…  & I was still very sick and getting sicker. Everyone said - they knew that would happen, the bank never helps people. Forget about it.

I did - what else could I do.. 
I had the surgery, as you are aware - it did not work  BUT it did relieve some pressure and was a bit better for a while- it’s since progressed again ;( - anyhow—- I still could not work - i remembering crying thinking ‘even Walmart won’t hire me..” and we were getting into financial difficulties- as most people do when there is only suddenly one income.  Really bad, worried about losing our home bad.

It was a snowstorm, I was alone and crying- feeling completely helpless, defeated and very sick   I remember it so well -  I don't care WTF anyone thinks about this: 
 I heard it in my head, so warm and reassuring,  God said.. 
Get up! 
Get DRESSED
Go to the bank and MAKE them  listen.

I got up, got dressed, grabbed all my paperwork (now more from the failed surgery)
and walked over to the bank! It was difficult- I met a friend on the way and she gave me hug… 
I walked into the bank, found the manager and said something along these lines:

“That is it!  My husband and I are both very hard working people and we paid mortgage insurance our entire marriage and I fucking contributed  so much to this marriage it would not have  survived!  Here is my paper work- I am applying again!
 Decline me again - fine - the next time you see me it will be with a lawyer and the press & I want a response by the end of the fucking week!”

I put the papers down and left.

Listen, I do swear, and when my head is pounding it comes out even more… it is mostly frustration coming out..  I remember  she looked at me (I was friends with this woman in a way,  I was there the day the bank opened) she said “O.k. Georgia- I’ll send them in”
How dare anyone say a stay at home mom does not earn anything! We are raising the next generation! Hopefully with love- i had to stay at home also to look after Storm properly!  I did contribute over the years -  I made money and I would buy the groceries, help with bills, etc! 
Our entire marriage -  talk about inequality bullshit still! I was angry and with every right-  it was more of less saying I had no value all these years and I DID - I DO.

Norm woke me  a week later at 5 a.m. - “George, Something is wrong! - there is all this money in the bank account! “  
They had not declined this time.  I never heard a thing.. BUT-  they did not pay off the mortgage as one might think - they paid me for a couple of years ‘LOST wages.’ 
THANK you GOD! 
IRONICALLY - If I could go to work for a month- I could re apply and they would pay me again- IT is so fucked up - HOW could I work for a month? Still sick - at least, I could breath easier about the bills.      

It was enough to pay off ALL our credit cards,  bank loan- ( yep I know some you have them)  and pay off a chunk of the mortgage.. so it’s not what you think.  You have to be careful if you have mortgage insurance - you might never get.
& look what I had to go through for it.  They do not care. 

I am proud of myself - everyone told me don't bother, give up…  
We were literally weeks away from having to claim bankruptcy & losing our home.

The lesson I want people to understand is HOW can anyone say a house wife does not contribute to a marriage?   
That is BULLSHIT & something I would have not learned if we did not live through it.
So, if you are purchasing a new house - will you or won't you? I don't know what to advise. 
Norm goes to work every day and does his task.. I stayed home, raise Storm, educate, clean, look after the animals, cooked meals, gardened, created - the list is endless.  I think I have worked harder than my husband many days!  When I use to teach and had 10 kids at a time all day long- it was terrific! If I had the option- trust me, I wished I could work again.
Either way - with the help of God, I am not stressed anymore - we have things under control. I truly believe it was a miracle that day- that “GET UP - Get dressed and Go!” Stop feeling sorry for myself and make things happen.

Very recently, Norm made the same mistake and  pulled a  “No, it’s MY money..”  when we were having a conversation and I mentioned  ‘I wanted to purchase something..’  Our conversation quickly escalated into a heated argument and Norm has since regretted his remark as he f*cking should & I KNOW he is NOT alone.  It is too common. It’s not o.k. 

I know many men who think like this and it is terrible,  instead of celebrating, and treating each other as equals, nourishing each other  and celebrating what each other brings to the table,  a stay at home wife works just as hard if not harder than many moms I know who go and sit in an office all day.  I know there are woman who work very hard outside the home (probably getting paid less than men for the same work) 
BUT WE clearly are being punished for choosing to stay home and look after our families and there is no way way I will let anyone tell me - I am 'not contributing'. 
What Norm lacks - I make up, what I can't do - he can- IT is how it works, BOTH of us these 25 years contributing to a marriage, $  blood, sweat and too many tears.  

It won’t happen again. I am much wiser. 
Ladies & gentlemen - have this conversation with  your spouse EARLY.
Sort it out so you don't fight it out.  
READ the fine print - and IF you are right and YOU know it  - PRAY! 
& GET up! 
Get dressed!
GO!  

With God all things are possible.

I can actually start to enjoy myself a bit with our money, and am planning a vacation, very soon. 


Believe
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xox

Tomorrow back to painting and fun stuff! Wait and see! 

I must say .. My son and I & a friend had the best time at the 'mushroom Spring diner this evening! The meal was fantastic! The service- perfect.
I laughed all night and then - my son  who is also the 'Foray director' ;)  (come on - when does a mom get to brag...) assisted with the draw for the evening - everyone who attended was invited to enter their name to win a draw for the evening... guess who won  one of the draws! Me!  ;)
 
When they called out my name from the next room- I thought  'what??..'  and Storm just looked at me with a grin..  He admitted later when they handed  him 'the name' he just smiled.
How cool is that?!!
What a fun night I had this evening- so much -I could not wait to share! 

Believe
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xox
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I'm in a bit of a 'rut', stuck at the moment and feeling again overwhelmed.. but sometimes events  that put you in a rut will also help to give you the push you need to get out - stronger than when  you fell in in the first place.

I have so much happening my head is spinning and I do not know which way to turn... turn to prayer.   Another person is angry with  me- what else is new.. I speak my mind - I am not nasty - truthful and YES the truth fucking hurts - oh well, so be it- we will acknowledge and do something about it or not.  I have mentioned many times my tolerance level for bullshit went out the window with my failed brain surgery. It's a good thing.

I  have lived my life for years for others- as most moms/wives do -  and It's time I took back some control and  started to make decisions for myself about myself, my son is now 23 and on his way, I must say I am beyond proud of the young man he has turned out to be.  
I was having a conversation today about housewives- wives who stay home to look after the family and HOW - still to date - are treated with little to no respect or have any $ value placed on  YEARS of service causing  numerable problems - let me tell you, I have learned this the hard way the past few years and I have had enough.

Tomorrow my blog on  the reality of being a wife in the society that tried to tell ME it is s job that we deserve nothing for... & my run in with the bank.   Fuck that.
It's been a long time coming this blog.. I hope it is lesson many woman will learn the easy way by me sharing my own experience. 

Judge me if you want- if you are reading this blog, I have nothing to be ashamed of in this life! I have lived.  I had several relationships before I got married (thank God- the world is FULL OF people we should meet)  Norm and I have been married 25 years and it has been DIFFICULT to say the least,  I am yet to find others who disagree after 25 years.  
Even my own hubby is guilty of this mindset and it it has my mind racing... 
Women are treated unequally still - why? Because man thinks it so. 
 Talking to another friend in the same boat and she too said "it is not about not being in love with our husbands it is about  not liking them very much at times."
Today the Prime Ministers wife  Sofie, is getting flack asking for help- typical! Instead of celebrating her  admitting - what most women do not do -   but  FEEL IT! I can tell you I know so many women that do not admit they are feeling overwhelmed...  it turns into internal stress, depression, over eating, they become miserable and  affairs enter the picture.  Fact. 

I'm sorting things out.
I am strong.
I AM powerful and I have never let a man stop me - not any for any reason and have no intentions of starting now.  I am not ANYONEs  property.  
I am beautiful. Especially on the inside - for those that can not see through my twitch.
I will get past this and be better for it.

Tomorrow: The bank in a snowstorm - fuck it!

I have not forgot about the  birdhouse I was making for Hempwick- I want them to see it in life first.. so I will show it at a later date. Below a few little paintings I've been doing- it is difficult to paint when I feel like this- its why I must move on- The paint is waiting!  
I still painted though and that is a good thing!
Rise up.  
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My son is taking to the 'Mushroom meal' this evening with the MST I am very excited!
Nom Nom! 

Believe
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With much love & respect,
Georgia & Canadians everywhere!

THANK YOU!!! 

Believe
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"I thought I was the first  gender neutral bathroom!?"

;) My sons comment as we drove for our coffee the other day...

Speaking of which!
There is a fantastic new tiny coffee shop in town with delicious baked goods and ALWAYS friendly, smiling happy girls behind the counter. It's like a breath of fresh air in this small town I tell you.

Nothing seems personal anymore, Storm went on Mothers day at 7:45 to Tim's (because I had requested)  he ordered 4 hash browns ( yes,  I like the hash browns- not the healthiest of ways to start the day I know) and  he was told he could have ONE...  when he questioned- "seriously?";  It is Tim Hortons, Sunday morning - Mothers day - go figure they would have fricken hash browns? Instead of hash browns he was given attitude.   This seems to be acceptable, it has happened far too many times to be just us &  in the coffee shop the other morning - it was agreed, big business has become big bullshit- if you are not happy - too bad, so sad- move on there is another car behind you.  
I did call to complain - and I do/did not want ANYTHING from them, I get enough 'free attitude' every time they screw up.  
Screwing UP is Normal, we all do it. I do it daily I'm sure. I also say sorry when deserved and IF I am wrong... thinking you can treat the customer like crap continually -  is eventually going to catch up-  I know and I'd bet (If I gambled) many of you have  got a wrong order & just continued on, never said a word.  How many people does this happen to. WHY should they change their attitude If we continue to REWARD them with our $. Done

 I will go a little further,  it is well worth it!  
A smile, a hello and someone that looks like they actually appreciate your business- its a breath of fresh air and I am happy to pay for it.
If you are in town please visit these lovely ladies ;)  I am crazy for the carrot muffin with cream cheese topping!  Just typing it has me glancing up at my clock & thinking 'what did she say her Sunday hours were? lol    
I did tell the girls I am a cartoonist - they have chalkboard walls! The other day Jessie, inspired by my cartooning - came up with one of her own for a coffee shop and it did give us a good giggle! "Let's get Sconed! " hee hee hee  I love it, she made my day & I had a great coffee! Go figure. 
​How cute is that  - by the way the scones are also very good! 
The coffee shop is located across from BIGBONE in Keswick- I'm off to shower & then head over for a carrot muffin- if you want meet me there! 

Believe
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xox

I Am, the queen you all work of me.. who(m) is correct in this statement?

​Reading 'again', The Botany of Desire - a gift from our friend Justin &  it's just as much a joy the second time around - I've grown since the first reading a couple of years ago - hee hee - The Botany of Desire for those that do not want to READ ( but I hope you do!) can watch it here: http://naturedocumentaries.org/126/the-botany-of-desire/  I highly recommend!  
I will continue to read for now.
  Each statement is true.. and the correct answer is:

       We ALL work together or it's not going to work.

If the bees die the planet will follow soon after.
Do not believe me ? Research it, you should BEE... as hard as I try, I get a little concerned after I do research -  we have  already started this decline to mass destruction and are still not paying attention.  Ignorance is Bliss.
The Bees are still dropping dead all around the world. 
I am partly responsible... taking my little friends for granted.  
I will still consume honey, it will be locally gathered with tender loving care from someone I know tenderly, lovingly CARES. We do have a friends who are local BeeKeepers - so we also have been blessed with a bit of extra Bee education.
If interested you may contact Zephyr Creek Honey here: [email protected]

Who does not know how important the bees are at this point?
The Botany Desire also discusses cannabis- it is interesting and I promise you will be wiser! 

It is my first attempt at this much of a detailed Gouache painting, I think I'm getting the hang of it, I certainly am enjoying it!  Already to start the next. 

Above is the cartoon shared on line for Fb .. Below is the image as it is I hope you enjoy, in real life it is very vibrant! It is what I enjoy most about gauche. Do what you love. 

Believe
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xox

Just as it takes times for things to grow - it takes time art to appear.
The piece I'm currently working on is  taking me a while, I am enjoying every second.
Countless details, shades of greens and  corrections.
From time to time, I do take photos of my work - and I realized its a good thing to do if you can.. you can 'see it' differently.  
For example I looked at this art again, on the monitor and realized I do not like the cat at all and changed  it to a rabbit.  It just 'sit's in the painting better.  
For a moment I might think  'this should be going faster'  much like wanting the vegetables in the garden to grow and I remind myself - to be patient. I will know when it is complete.
You wil know when it is time to pick.
When the time is right, the time is right in all thing.

I feel as though I am going through a HUGE growth spurt again.
I recently have been dealing with someone who is angry, and I am getting the brunt of the anger...  an acquaintance I've made over the years and have felt sorry for because I have watched the patch of destruction unfold.  I've tried to be understanding, patient and nice... there comes a time when you just have to step back and say this person is STUCK and content being stuck and when we try to reach in to unstick them - they only pull us into the mud to suffocate together.  
How do 'I' know I am getting pulled into he mud with them?
When I 'get like them' and retaliate with a mean remark because they have hurt me and I am frustrated & want them to feel the same. 
I in most cases, do instantly regret it.   
Clearly the rest of the world also seems to have this problem to a great degree - or we would be focusing on  serious issues like  waters, hunger, war instead of hurt egos.

I did think -  this will be the 'one' that cuts off ties with his person... perhaps that is why I did send it.  It is easier to walk away than to feel continually drained by this person, I wish that was not the case but I am admitting it.
Time to walk away and remove myself from their being STUCK... the mud is too deep.
This too is growth, I guess  a sort of 'pruning off' dead matter so new life can appear!  
That is a good way to think about it and thats exactly what I will do as I complete this painting.  

I won't give the situation another thought, instead I will focus on what I can do to continue to grow in the right direction. Up. 

Believe
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xox

Sunday was mothers day,  although we had plans I received a e mail from my
cousins son Logan, telling us he was playing an exhibition game - mothers day eve at 8 - at the rogers centre! In case we were interested...
!! How could we not be interested!?
We ended up spending mothers day down in the city and watched the best baseball game I've ever seen at the rogers centre - if I do say so myself  & they won.

It was a wonderful day and I am incredibly proud of Logan! He is such a fine young man, very well grounded and  polite, smart, handsome & kind.  Do what you love and it shows. We met family,  had many laughs, peanuts, baseballs catches! Logan's Grandma Jeannie- caught him a baseball! She dove for it like a PRO I might add!! lol  It was, by far one of the best mothers day yet!  

I have to say it is Logan and his sister Sierra who have made me stronger this past year, they both inspired me. Every day they move forward and  they are two very strong, loving beings on this plant - and it is a better place because of them.  They have had an incredibly difficult time the past year and they have risen above in love and are stronger better people because of it.   I'm sure they have no clue how much they truly mean to me,  just seeing them make my heart beat faster. I love them.   
They keep me inspired and going.

Jim was there in spirit and in all our hearts and on all our minds, I've no doubts.

* I am currently very busy, painting a positive "cannabis vibe" painting, a bee house, bee logo- finally and more.. I am beyond excited with the projects coming up in the next few weeks/months - I can hardly contain myself!  Designing a new AWESOME  postcard for something very special! Hee hee hee.. top secret! 
The time is NOW to focus on what I want and make it happen... all good stuff!
Surrounded by only those  I enjoy, love and make me happy!
The rest can, well lets say... they can stay where they are.
Not my problem. Not my circus not my monkeys.  I like that one! I should draw it.
I am moving forward,  onward and upward. lol   YeeeHaaa!!  

Lets the fun begin - I am ready to play on this giant playground called Earth. 

A few photos from the day!

Believe
XOX
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We just got back form a walk in the forrest! What a beautiful time to get out there and see all the trilliums! White & red.. at first they were all closed, Storm assured me.. "follow me.."
up and around to place with fewer trees and they were everywhere! A field of trilliums! 
We also found another FALSO morel. These morel are poisonous and every year STILL people are hospitalized due to mushroom poisoning :(    The FALSE - I would say since I just painted one are - shorter, stubbier, blacker and more brain like - also when you cut it open it is a mess. where as a REAL morel is clean on the inside. I picked a few photos for you to see!

I will comment to the terrible dog owner who bothered to pick up the poop and then left it on the post for all to see-  Really?  All this beauty- your hear with your dog- take your shit home with you!  I always pick up after the dogs and dispose of it properly- when I get home- not on someones property  or leave it in the forrest. Your better off just leaving it then- it would  degrade on its own time- without the bag, duh.  Storm said it's been there for weeks and next time I'M bringing a garbage bag and stick.  I did not see a lot of trash but I did see some and none is acceptable- who does this nowadays? Thoughtless humans. 

Today my son educated me on Bloodroot!  How interesting.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sanguinaria   a medicinal plant with strong ties to love and energy.  It did look like it was bleeding after Storm cut into one for me. I just received my botanical painting book in the mail and sure enough it has a trillium!
Guess what I'm painting today! 

Walking through the forrest- we talk about so much... I was thinking about Alberta and the forrest fires - it will take so long to recover. Please be careful at all times.  I try not to think of all the animal lives lost- let alone all the humans that have to relocate.

It was a beautiful stroll, I appreciated it all the more. I'm going to bug my friend Justin to see what a couple of the plants we found were.  
Such beauty God provides us- get out and enjoy it, Storm said "you need to get out more mom" I agree. OUT more, I am.
My son was getting texts in the forrest... I'm not sure who from - he wouldn't share but he had a smile on his face the entire time. lol

I have news! BIG.. (for me anyhow) just finishing loose details.
It's time to paint some botanical!
 New canabis work as well. I have a new idea-  wait and see!!
 Oh, my hempwick  holder- is complete- I'll share tomorrow! 
Have a Beautiful Day! 

Inspired by the many little cactus- what better way to teach myself gauche. 
& I ordered 2 books- one for painting birds- the other botanical! I can't tell you how hard it is to contain my enthusiasm regarding painting  some  cannabis!
Wait and see what I've got planned.  It will be one more way to bring  POSITIVE, deserved attention to the plant.  I have such a difficult time putting myself away from my desk...
I have things on my mind. Big things....
Stuff.. and painting. ;)

Tomorrow- My Beeautiful little Hempwick holder off to my friends @ hemp wick.   
I am considering closing my 'Etsy store' - It looks great but I can easily sell off and do from  here, less work for me.  But thanks for all who peeked!  More here soon. Stay tooned. 

When drawing the 'prick' above- just as I was taking photo to send to my cousin Storm 'photo bombed'... hee hee hee.  
My son is a cactus admirer.  
Made us giggle.  

Life is full of pricks - tis true.  Be careful.
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I love my son, he is not one.  ;)
 
Believe
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The universe brings people together everyday and the internet has made it all that easier.
I am grateful, in a short amount of time I made a friend  'Justin'.  Anyone who knows me knows - I am persistent,  when I get a  good vibe about a person-  I want to know more.
I want to surround myself with good vibes in life an on line - why not.
Those who make me smile and feel 'lifted'.  
Today, Storm and I were treated to a tour around a huge nursery - Humber Valley  Nursery in  Toronto by our new friend Justin.  How wonderful it was!  

Medicine for the mind, eyes & soul right here. Justin has worked with plats forever and you know it, Storm and I have talked all afternoon about things Justin said... little tips, information, fun facts - it was endless - I wished it had been.  
Already looking at the photos I wish I was back at the garden - it's o.k. we brought some home with  us!  Justin also sent me home with a 'Teasing Georgia rose Shrub!'
 Hee hee hee.   I'm so excited to watch it bloom & we each came home with a little cactus section- we were looking for some time- and to hang out in the 'tropical room'- GO! 
I wished I was closer I would bring my water colors! Orange, banana and lemon trees! Nut trees, herbs, grasses- pond stuff- I could wander in there for hours. The feel the smell, colors- energy - plants. medicine, life, inspiration. For the next few days Im painting cacti! I already have one in mind 'with bird.  I know why Justin is such a pleasant person, working with plants his entire life  has rubbed off on him. ;)  

I knew Justin was a fan of my art work and I see he has  his friendly feline posted on Instagram  so I decided very last minute to paint him a gift to bring to say thank you for the tour - I am so glad I did!
As with all work I put much TLC with THC into all I paint.  
I just knew Justin was going to be a really interesting, nice,  person.
How terrific when we get that vibe. I am thankful. I needed it today.
The plants. Spending the day with Storm walking around- surrounded by gifts of life- nature- plants and Justin. Today was a great day.
Poppy enjoyed herself as well, you know I forget about her- unless she stands on my leg to remind 'I'm here.'  Thankful.

Believe
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