Friday I was up at 4!
Wishing my guys well on a fishing adventure! They were off!
Too much energy from the chatting, coffee and making sure all was got & not forgot, instead of reading I decided to log on to FB. I could not.
On the screen appeared a box saying due to traffic, I had to change my page from a person to “Public figure”. I tried to back out, log off, re log in.. several times. NOPE, same box every time.
I proceeded as instructed. 5 a.m..
Clearly, I had no other option. I was relieved to see my page looked exactly the same with all my posts. But NO comments! ALL gone! ???
I am sure someone new to the page might imagine why. or how with no activity.
All the conversations, comments, educational links others shared. GONE.
All the friends I have made over the years - some,
I’ve actually gotten to know in real life - GONE.
ANY Private messages, Cartoon ideas - saved there, addresses, stories, links - GONE.
Messages from parents with sick kids.. gone and I don’t have any e mail addresses.
Frustrated I turned off the computer, only to arrive back a bit later to see I already had a couple of messages, asking what happened to the page and ‘was it personal?’
THEN - I tried to connect with the person - who is ‘no longer a friend’ and when I visited the page - I see, I can no longer: Comment, Like or even send people messages. :(
Not even to my son or husband!?
I tried to explain this to someone - only to be doubted. As you can see from the image below from a good - real life friend.. The option to even message is gone.
Later I thought log on and see what happening... No news FEED? LOL!
WTF! But then I realized, I no longer have ‘friends’ so I cant see what you are posting! Not only that, I can’t search! I have no search window * something must be wrong
Well I felt really sad then...
No Mykayla going to school- Can’t wait to see her first art project!
How is Rebel growing!? At the same time, I will admit to all of you - forgive me, but we are close to Cashys anniversay of passing - I’ll never forget because it was the day after my surgery. His mothers pain tears at my heart. Only a mother must feel such a degree of sadness. So I was going to have to NOT look ... it can consume me. NOT looking for me BTW does Not mean I am not thinking. What that beautiful baby endured only to die
- yes, that is a “I’m pissed at that GOD!” for me.
I am dealing myself now, with an illness... well - you know.
Last week Storm and I had a very serious conversation where he admitted to me that he does not think I am capable to go camping with them and why.
He was 100% correct. I was in denial.
Because of this condition one minute I look & feel fine the next I am like a drunk staggering & my brain feels as if it’s doing the same thing inside.
It’s just not safe, & he wants to fish - I get it. ;)
He is so good at it. It brings him Peace.
So.. I take it a a sign. I am grateful for all of you that continue to follow, support
I will take hint from a friend who is on sabbatical and do the same.
I will post, and then do what I am to do - draw.
Thankfully, I do have a few e mail.
Several have helped informing a few of where my page is at.
> Georgia Toons < on Face book.
You know what, it was a lesson. I am tired. I need to back off.
People who want to contact me will.
LOL - they will learn it might take a few days for me to get back to them... perhaps even a week.
I will try starting NOW to put up a blog every day!
Up coming topics:
Cannabis Digest cover.
My first ‘support group meeting’ for TN Trigeminal neuralgia - I’m nervous. ;(
Cancer, children, Cashy and Cannabis
I have several projects on the go, will share take step by step photos of a few awesome crafts!
I sent my best bud an e mail the other day the subject line said:
I’m going to bombard the world with love starting today!
and the fist line inside said:
And I want you to remind me of that when I feel like telling it to go FUCK itself.
Thank you FaceBook for helping me get he message out, I am grateful and all of you who continue to show us support and yes, smile at my toons. It is what I LOVE to do and I'm gonna do it more.
Thank you FB - I was content, Life is not about content.
I need to do more and see less.
I have to share - what a weekend! The guys came home! The boat would not start! The truck needed fixed! 10 hours Drive for nothing. ;(
But they went out again and and Storm was determined show Joe a MUSKY!
LOL I love this photo. I love my boy.
I love this life.
Twitch and all, I am blessed.