Not cartoon Saturday - but I was too excited to share..  Taz.  & Why I love gouache!
Want to feel better, mentally?  Do something with your hands! I suggest you try gouache!   If you are reading this you have no excuse -learn - YouTube is a gift! You can learn anything you want from how to instal some part in a vehicle to learning a new craft or recipe, the choice is yours.  Or you can check out blogs of artists, cooks, rocket scientists -I was reading a page the other day by a former Disney artist, getting 1st hand lessons, reading about things that happened - what a thrill, not quite the 'olden days- lol when you went to a library and drew a card or 20 to find books. I love books still... but YouTube. Thank you.   

I painted tis Taz just to teach! me & you!  A friend gave me a Warner Brother Art book  decades ago and I look at it, read it and am inspired by it - a lot.  Almost as much as I am inspired by the actual cartoons.  WB Cartoonists were some of the best, ever. Currently I've been on. Bob McKimson kick - & both his brothers were also animators! Wow, what fun that much have been. Just to be surrounded by that kind of constant creativity would have been addictive & brain stimulating!  More on him later. This painting was inspired by a photo in a book.  Gouache was popular back in the day - it had a real run in the 60's & 70's with illustrations & from what I am aware most background art was painted with Gouache, I learned of one occasion the background was actually painted Oil colours- my brain scream - HOW!?  Just drying time - goes against what animators did most, back then when no such thing like computers or Ai existed, the good ol days. ​They work on a dead line, no time to sit & watch paint dry.  Gouache MUST dry between stages. 

This is one of the most important lessons I can share. If you don't let layers dry they will blend through and on occasion you just might over work it (to death) and not be pleased. I painted it so you can see - how vibrant and sturdy' gouache can be - it is kinda like acrylic with covering up - provided you wait & let it dry. I' not kidding, I usually paint my backgrounds and the subject the next day or I use a fan to dry the work & go do a chore or two.   Get in the practice of painting & waiting for best results.  To explain the slides below:  first I painted the page pale pink,  added red trees, orange bushes - in that order from bottom to top - the background had to dry completely before I added the Blue details'. 
The next day - I sketched Taz on a dry surface, it's bit difficult to see but I know I can sketch and leave it - as the gouache will cover it.  My pencil marks are not clean.. I have decided never to erase them - proof it's NOT Ai. 

Also pay attention with your final layers  how wet your brush is, you don't want it too wet - like when painting the background, you want it damp and the paint thic. My brush was too wet (intentionally) on Taz's tummy and the orange did start to work through, can you see the streak marks?  With the background dry I also added more blue details and mushrooms - cause that's another great thing for mental Health Mondays - psilocybin, preventing Dementia? Helping with depression, anxiety & Alzheimer's!   More on THAT below if you choose thread further.   
Lastly, I added metallic paint and was done! Look how the white easily covers the orange.. as long as it's dry, that's what I love about gouache.. when not dry it's as if painting with oil paint - blending abilities.  I do think you need the experience of how gouache works before you blend.   Use your hands! That's why God gave them to us - with handy dandy fingers!
I know - I have loss the use of my fingers in many ways and I miss simple stuff- like cutting out with scissors. as long as I can hold a paint brush - I'll keep on keeping on. Thanks to paint, psilocybin & always God. 

Psilocybin and Alzheimer's Disease ResearchOverview of Alzheimer's DiseaseAlzheimer's disease (AD) is a progressive neurodegenerative disorder and the leading cause of dementia. It primarily affects memory, language, and behavior. The disease is characterized by the accumulation of amyloid plaques and tau tangles in the brain, leading to neuron degeneration. Currently, there are limited treatment options available, and the need for innovative therapies is critical.
Psilocybin as a Potential TreatmentPsilocybin, a compound found in certain mushrooms, has gained attention for its potential therapeutic effects in various mental health conditions, including depression and anxiety. Recent studies suggest that psilocybin may also have benefits for Alzheimer's patients, particularly in addressing symptoms like depression, which affects about 50% of individuals with AD.
Mechanisms of ActionResearch indicates that psilocybin acts on serotonin receptors, particularly the 5-HT2A receptor, which may play a role in neuroplasticity and cognitive function. This interaction could help alleviate some cognitive and psychological symptoms associated with Alzheimer's disease.
Current Research InitiativesHarvard and other institutions are exploring the effects of psychedelics, including psilocybin, on neurodegenerative diseases. Ongoing studies aim to understand the pharmacological effects of psilocybin and its potential to improve neurocognitive functions and reduce inflammation in the brain.
ConclusionWhile research is still in its early stages, psilocybin shows promise as a novel therapeutic approach for Alzheimer's disease. Continued investigation is necessary to fully understand its efficacy and safety in this context.

Got snow?? We do!  Even when outside, my dogs come and look at me through my studio windows. I love it.  Athene is now 1 and what a  toddler she is! I tell you, EVERY day she makes me (us) laugh out loud.  Rambunctious is a good word to describe her. Her zoomies rearrange the roomies.  She adores Poppy & I've caught them snuggling on more than one occasion, Athene is fascinated with Poppy stature, she likes to put her mouth on poppy torso (Yikes, I know) and then run away as poppy chases her wildly! lol Poppy loves it too, I can tell.  What a different relationship, compared to Poppy & Arrow. 

Storm did the viral video (I asked) that creates your dog with Ai and yes, I am amused. It makes me smile.. I hope he does all our dogs.  As for Ai - I AM not going to get into the habit of using it, regardless of the fear tactics of 'missing out' ... because everything I am reading is already explaining how it's NOT helping our brains - it's actually causing them to work less, at a fast rate.  Isn't it incredible, for all my age (62) or older...  kids now - cannot read script, can't read a map or compass, can't remember phone numbers - wow - remember how many we use to know! Can't focus on novels, have a diminishing vocabulary - literally, words are disappearing from dictionaries.... and they are getting this thing (not just children- adults too) at an early age - called Brain Rot' -which some equate to dementia  now in 20 year olds...all from the 'advanced technology'  that was introduced to them- 'advanced?'  for whom?  If I had a little one  they would NOT be getting an iPad or cellphone -only one that can be used to actually 'speak'. I don't have little ones - I have 'me' and I am cutting my 'scrolling' right back.. I feel it there worse on Instagram.. scrolling, swiping.. wasting valuable time - life. I'm going to take breaks - days at a time and set time limits when I do check it out 30 mins.  I have dogs to explore the forest with, meals to cook & viral recipes to try!  

Speaking of social media - Have you tried the viral cheesecake hack'  (seen on instagram?) I did . sigh, oh no... it's too easy- you shove (up and down) graham cookies into a big container of plain yogurt  (not low fat) and put it back in the fridge to sit 24 hours. After 24 hours, put some jam on top, I used strawberry - or add some chopped fruit and enjoy.  The cookies are now soft, and it does taste like delicious cheese cake. I'm definitely doing it again.   I have cookies in the oven today - dog cookies! Cheaper to make then buy! Baked fresh by mom, once a week.  My baby is bigger and we all love her, especially Arrow who behaves like her mom & teacher.  We all sit on the sofa and long to see buds and sprouts - I tell them daily: It won't be long now girls!

I'm grateful for all the dogs I've ever had, I thank God for every companion sent to love and be loved... is 2026 your year to get a dog - perhaps 2?? 

What's Up Doc?  The metallic smoke says 'What's up Doc?

This is me.. reaching for my bong and thanking the Lord for natural medicine. Home grown.  I have not grown any cannabis for a couple of years but I have friends which have kept me 'plentiful' & Storm, who gets me some when I ask for it.  I have read about some problems some have, with cannabis - I forget what the term they named it, some sort of cramping and vomiting.. ask any veteran of cannabis and they will tell you, it's because it's "government grown".   I doubt it but I don't know... my deep dive into all thing conspiracy with the government & Why Files' feasting - makes me think.. anything is possible.  I mean, if they can slip MKUltra or LDS to unsuspecting citizens, who knows.   I have purchased cannabis not long ago & thought it was great, no problems what so ever.  Perhaps, now that so many are using it & Thank God, Alcohol usage has dropped significantly, sure- some might be effected differently, might even be allergic, just like one person can take a medication with no issues and someone can take the same with very serious issues, even death.  Anything is possible - ALBEIT - not one death from Cannabis alone, has been documented.   

It's snowing, again.. as expected & I know my anti inflammatory will make me feel sick to my stomach if I take too much, but my  hands are very sore. I am amazed, at how my thumb seems to have a mind of it's own and keeps going in a different direction, It is frustrating when sore to hold a brush - bring on the BONG! AMEN.  I only need one puff -about 1/4 of a joint' to take the edge off and ease pain - side effects.. a healthy appetite.  Today, I'll have my coffee, get dressed, more coffee then a bong hit... that will last a couple of hours.  That's it. Why the heck would I take anything else?  Then I'll go and paint something fun.

I have been offered pain medicine, several - all they do is 'zombie me'...I don't have to tell anyone familiar with pain pills - sure you feel a different kind of O.K.  but I choose the safer option. I'm already feeling a bit better - because I spoke with God... of course.  Then I 'self soothed' by researching WB Cartoons, every Saturday will be Cartoon Saturday.   
​Did you know that bug was blue, I've found several images by Bob McKimson (cartoon genius) where Bugs is indeed blue & I like it.  More on Bob in the Near future. 

Enjoy this day the Lord has made.  Treat yourself well... love yourself as Jesus loves you.

You Are Loved.
A friend died, I know because her daughter texted me asking if they could use the card I made for her obituary notice'...
It would be an honour, I replied, through tears.  

I met Joanne through her husband Tom - we made the bird houses together.. and I also met their son Adam..
She always thanked me for keeping Tom busy, for being kind, for befriending them, every call.
 
I'm full of mixed emotions & struggling, to be honest.  
When Adam died -they both were heart broken and both had a difficult time but their families helped them through. I also felt especially bad because I thought psilocybin would have helped Adam, but too conditioned by a bullshit system and fear mongering by our government, I was afraid to offer him some, I regretted it then & still do *BUT, it also made me decide to never again, withhold information when I believe it can help someone.

Then Tom died and Joanne went through a series of emotions - anger, sadness, pain, sorrow & I could understand them all, we all can.  It was difficult for her to go on.  

You know, we don't always know some people for long - not like friends we have had for decades but this does not mean people don't make a lasting impact/impression on our lives and in our hearts.  I especially had a bond with Joanne after Tom passed and she was a strong woman, I was envious of her courage & tenacity.
 
She called to ask my opinion on a couple of things, one was taking a trip to Nunavut - I said: GO!!!
You deserve it!    She did, with her dog.  She shared other stuff, some of it... unpleasant, I reminded her - yep, 
that's just how it goes sometimes, humans behaving badly.. let it go and rise above & she did. She had a wonderful adventure in Nunavut - sent me photos & I wanted to help her celebrate & remember - mostly that: She was loved.
Now she is missed by her remaining family & grandkids... and me.
​
It was pleasure it was to know you & call you friend. 
I'm so happy you liked your card.  
I knew she liked it, but didn't realize how much. 

Thank you Lord for the introduction & Lessons.  
My heart feels heavy, I think it's time for a break.
​
Joanne is with God & Jesus.... Tom & Adam.

The Ontario government, led by Premier Doug Ford, is pushing legislation that could lead to the privatization of water services, raising concerns about public health and safety. Critics argue that this move prioritizes corporate interests over essential public services, potentially compromising the quality and affordability of water for residents.

Water is liquid gold.. and you can believe Doug Ford KNOWS it. Watch what happened down south (coming north):
The privatization of WATER & you best be prepared for bills that DOUBLE, easily, regardless of promises that were made.
:  Corporations are privatizing tap water & you're  paying the price 
You can't prevent, what you are not aware is happening. 

Some days I think, I'll take Ford over Carney, or I'll take Trump over Ford & Carney - as brutal as he can be. He does appear to get crap done and is helping Americans.  But we're just replacing one selfish greedy oligarch with others, left, right, Canadian, American... one giant glutton and we are no more than: those WHO FEEDS the beast.  Stop.
Stop letting them use, take advantage, confuse with legal lies and charge us for WATER. We NEED water to LIVE. WATER is a human right.  God provides water to purify our bodies & nourish the earth, it was one of the most important mentions through out the Holy Bible.. water is life & Love from the Lord.  Water in the Holy Bible symbolizes life, purification, and divine blessing. It represents both physical sustenance and spiritual renewal, as seen in verses where Jesus refers to "living water" that leads to eternal life.  It's wild reading about Doug trying to make us pay for water,  knowing revelation... specifically when Jesus Mentions: I will give water without cost..
WITHOUT COST.  Doug is dancing with the Devil on this one and it's not going to end well.
God, Good - always wins, eventually.  Water is LIFE for ALL provided by God. 

               “He said to me: ‘It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End.
     To the thirsty I will give water without cost from the spring of the water of life.’” – Revelation 21:6

It's mental health Monday.. I'm using water to make some cranberry maple syrup gummy's because I like to eat them and they are expensive and full of stuff I don't need. I'm using water to make everyone a fresh pot of coffee, a green tea for me.  I'm using water to mix with paper mâché paste - today! yay! Something completely different being created.  I'm using water to wash my brushes water my plants, wash my body (not as often as most - too many are washing your natural oils away), wash my clothing... hydrate my body.  Of course they want to privatize what absolutely everyone on the planet uses & NEEDS. Pay attention and say NO.   Back to that green tea.. many put psilocybin in a hot cup of tea to soak perhaps with lemon & a bit oh honey.  Wouldn't you rather try something proven not harmful, certainly not fatal OR addictive  then put a bunch of chemicals in your body proven to alter the brain and body, cause serious harmful side effects...  Ask yourself.

Ask your Dr. it's about time they offer the alternative - PROVEN HELPFUL not harmful or deadly or addictive. Proof.
With all that's happening in the world, the last thing anyone should tolerate is JUDGEMENT from Dr.s politicians or anyone else that wants to control & prevent people from wanting to feel better.  You are not a criminal for trying to improve your health using a God provided natural substance.  Everyone (in the know) will tell you: unlike Cannabis where the government can make a crop of money - Psilocybin mushrooms for many - are a one time, life altering experience - once. No repeat client,  with traditional antidepressants  you become (but shouldn't if you read the insert) a lifelong patient/user.

Taz.. I was just playing again with metallic paint ideas.  This metallic paint was one of the most affordable & the changing colours are my favourite! Better than my most expensive metallic gouache. I purchased them via amazon.   Taz is also reminding you to chill, have a tea and enjoy this ay The Lord has made... I painted him while pondering my paper mâché project! 

Have you read the current Druthers!?  ​It's very interesting & important. 
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Read all about it!  Because you're not gonna see it via main stream media!  The revolution will not be televised..  
Yesterday  I couldn't read a thing about any protest anywhere, OF course... I could not find anything.  
Not that it was not happening - just that Canadians are blocked & controlled ALREADY, NOW. 
Treated like toddlers... toddlers that pay taxes (the highest in the world)  to keep Carney 'the Guy that keeps on giving...
 
Do you think the creator, created the internet to look up recipes & porn?
Or to help each other around the world,  teach knowledge, gain Wisdom... find God.  
Seek & you will find - there was indeed protests.  

Most protests are about the same things & the biggest protest happening NOW in Iran guess what it's about?
People saying they have had enough with corruption, greed and OVERREACH by their/our government(s).
Then The Government decided to cut off social media, an internet blackout - how did you think that was gonna go? Who in their right mind thought  blacking it out- so the rest of us can't see, help or even PRAY for all those in peaceful protest,  being shot with real bullets. Murdered in the street.The last 48 hours have been the deadliest.
MURDERED for wanting change, wanting corruption to end. 

F**&^%$## Elbows up!  "condemns the clamp down" - what a hypocrite!  As he tries to shut us all up with his recent rash of bills to fly through parliament.  We already have a priest arrested for not saying "sorry" because he does not agree with transgender.  This looks just as bad on the transgender community,  like us, or else! You hurt our feelings.. so go to jail! Canadians are tougher than this - BUT.. this IS what we read in the news. Just one more division & distraction.  Do you think Canadians are going to tolerate police arresting  people for posting comments on FB as very sick individuals run around harming strangers!?  Police are already struggling with criminals, real ones & putting their lives in danger, so our system can let them all go to do it again, HOURS later. No wonder they are busy.'  Stop insulting them, no wonder police are walking away.  Let's not get into struggling hospitals, people dying in emergency rooms, a woman sitting on a frozen side walk for hours with a broken hip - No wonder they don't want us sharing the news, no wonder immigrants are leaving (so they say).  Priorities people. 

Condemns the clampdown yet we Canadians can't even read about it, unless you go out of your way to
​SEEK - world news! Unbelievable, shameful for us and others around the world.   I had to laugh out loud when I read Iranian (lawyers looking into it already)  are going to sue Canada FOR NOT televising or sharing what is happening right now. They recognize Human Rights are not being recognized. No doubts they will win, a few million - billion & we too shall pay for that.   Elbows up.  
I'm grateful for every Canadian trying to educate each other - especially with peaceful protests - in the cold.
Canadians are tougher than that! Eh!   Check out Druthers- food for thought.   I thank them for serving.

​Thank you Jesus for another glorious day to celebrate - snowflakes. 

Sometimes I get an idea and play around with it.  One psilocybin is called The Golden Teacher, why my teacher wears kaki 
 pants and a argyle sweater -I'm not sure.  Not thrilled with the paintings, I am with the message. 'Teach Only Love, that is what we are'.. is not an easy task. I myself forget...  not util we have time to process do we possibly 're-think' things, from a different perspective & often change our own perception, do we remember - we are love.   This past week, I've noticed many remarks, 'make Canada the next Great State', 'Trump, save us from Doug Ford'... 'take over Canada like you did Venezuela'... seemingly posted from Canadians - lol. Riggggghhhht.  Canadians are fed up with the USA to the point airlines have to create other flights, to other places because so few Canadians are visiting America.   I like to remind you, most Canadians I know, like Americans, I personally know several who I'm fond of, amuse me, are incredibly talented, funny & interesting... it's your politics we are not pleased with -and your leader(s).  We're not so thrilled with our own 'leaders' either.  Is anyone? 

Are you  Canadian reading this?, thinking 'we'd be better off if we joined our southern friends? '  Educate yourself, if so... give yourself a new perspective. I watch a lot of American information - probably because true, unbiased information from Canada is difficult to find. I listen to mostly American podcasts and watch many videos concerning American issues- what I've noticed: what they do over there.. we do a couple of years later, here.   And what they do over there, has in the past been kept quiet - thanks to the internet the World Wide Web connecting us all - we can now inform ourselves.  
I've heard 2 words over & over in these videos, talks.. etc. Two words that never end up good for the consumer/client/average person:  Private Equity.   Here is a video you should watch- about a new credit card, for Americans for health care.. curing you with INTEREST  & I don't mean the curiosity kind'.  Actually, the site 'More Perfect Union' has many videos to help you become more aware of exactly what our American friends (neighbours) are currently dealing with.  In America you will own nothing, because when sick, they will take it all - with interest & charge your family with your debt (when you die).  Banks - they charge us fees- for what?  Give us credit cards to help us enslave ourselves.  Bail THEMSELVES out, time and time again, print money - they don't have,  & take every cent (especially the copper ones), all they can get from us. Forcibly. 

I had a $17.00 bank  fee this month. 
I hardly used my bank card, never went out, did not access a bank machine, did not write checks, did not shop online and still was charged $17. for what? Think about it.....  
​It's not that $17. bothers me as much as  it's $17 from EVERYONE that bothers me.
A small $17. charge for us > turn that into 1000 people.. (a very small estimate) would earn the bank  $17,000,000.
A month,  for what!?  Now  imagine (easy to do), IF we are charged only $17. a month from our  banks...
17 x 12 = $204.   That would be $204. > from 1000 customers= $204,ooo.  in one year from only 1000 people
ONLY being charged $17 a month.

Now, think. .. The CIBC (for example. according to Ai ) serves approximately 11 million clients in Canada.
IF WE were ONLY charged $17. a month = $204 for a year, multiplied by 11 million clients
= $2244000000.  a year.   profit for the banks (mind blowing) for what!?  

On average, Canadians could spend anywhere from $120 to $360 a year on various bank fees.
This includes monthly account fees and other charges that can add up over time.  
So lets use the high end number as an example
$360. x 11,oooooo. = $3960000000  is what the bank would make for charging us 'Fee's in 1 year.' 
$3,960,000,000.  .... For What?!  A fee.. to spend, our money.
Shouldn't that be free? You know... since we're keeping the economy (& Ukraine) going?
Don't forget the 'fine print': ​*This does not include, loans, credit cards, mortgages interest (soon anticipated to rise 20%), penalties..  & all those other ways banks bleed us dry.  
I think I'll search for the best bank with o fees or lower fees.. does such an establishment exist? 
When digital ID arrives and digital currency, my perspective (after much reading, listening & watching) is that we will have fewer choices and higher fees.  ...For what.  Are you attending a protest tomorrow?   Drive Safe, if so.

Another person I enjoy learning from -all issues (mostly American) is: Johnny Harris 
This one is a good start: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3nwdRIXGjc&t=5s
For any Canadians wishing to 'merge' with  the USA, careful what you wish for... educate yourself, while we still can.
OF course the USA wants Canada! Not for our lovely humans, Canadian values or even our lifestyle... they want our MINERALS, Lumber, Land & WATER.   AND a shortcut to Greenland. 
 
I highly doubt God created us, to be taxed & vaxed to death for the benefit & profit, a select few. 
Praise Jesus, the tides are turning! The people are protesting, awakening to corruption and saying - enough. 

We're going to hell in a handbag!!   Cards & matching envelops. 
"We're going to hell in a handbag!"   I remember my grandma saying that, never quite understanding:

"Going to hell in a handbag" is a variation of the phrase "going to hell in a handbasket," which means a situation is rapidly deteriorating or headed for disaster. The phrase uses "handbag" instead of "handbasket," but the meaning remains similar.
​It's kinda how I feel every time I read about Ai.    

Elon Musk predicts that humanoid robots could outnumber humans by 2040, estimating around 10 billion humanoid robots in use globally. His company, Tesla, is actively developing these robots through its Optimus project... who the heck can afford that many robots?   The government possibly, well they can't but they'll make us pay for them -one way or another.  I think he's over estimating. He can't possibly have orders for that many.  Apparently, they'll do everything and for only $20,000 - $25,000 you can own one...  to do what? Laundry, cook, clean, water the plants , walk the dogs.. what happens to us then? Will we evolve into human hybrid slugs? Not just that - the majority of the population, can't afford a 20,000 'helper'.  It doesn't appear to be  helper robots as much as surveillance robots.  I'll pass, I don't even want a Roomba vac. because of what I've read about them -sending images of a woman  to FB? Why?  Oh Don't forget robots are carrying babies too - in their WOMB (with a view)  - Yikes!   It seems like things escalated rather quickly and it's NOT all good. Expect the dancing Chihuahuas.. they amuse me.  

Factories are already switching over to all robots in place of humans. Many businesses are increasingly adopting robots to automate tasks, with companies like Amazon planning to replace over 600,000 jobs with robots by 2033 to enhance efficiency and reduce costs. This trend is driven by the need for faster operations and the challenges of finding human labor in various sectors.  Just yesterday I was reading why... you know why, we all do.  Humans are expensive & we,  unlike robots - we can be hurt (badly) which can be an added expense for companies with lawsuits. We get sick, take days off, our kids get sick and we need to look after them, we take breaks - to smoke, poop, eat, check our phones, run errands, socialize and more.  We take time off to have our babies an go on much needed vacations. Employees also steal from employers,  when we ran the restaurant, we had lots go missing, food, wine, dishes,  candle holders and napkin rings!  The number of times and excuses people wanted off from work was endless & somedays - people just don't care and don't show up.  Some employees even show up impaired, still drunk... no exceptions.  I've read about school bus drivers, police, pilots & even surgeons - all impaired on the job.

​Robots, never leave, never show up hungover,  go 24/7 and don't COMPLAIN. They also don't piss off customers.  
Yesterday I went to the bank, was talking to my teller (a handsome gentleman with lovely energy) when another teller came over and rudely interjected her opinion on what I was saying (taken out of context) to him... I responded: Excuse me?  Was I speaking to YOU?   She gave me a dirty look and walked away.  I thought - NOT only do they charge us FEEs -for what!? We are insulted and treated like crap for simply coming in, because some teller got out of the wrong side of the bed that morning. They forget, IF not for all of us, they would not have job, they will be reminded soon, sadly.
   
A podcast I listened to recently, the godfather of Ai  was explaining why jobs like bank tellers, truck drivers, servers, teachers, amazon factory workers, retail will all be some of the first to GO.  Who needs servers when you can pay a one time price of $20,000 for a robot to take meals to tables, forever? That's a massive saving & all the worries that come with humans- gone.  I also thought yesterday, IF digital ID was in place - like in China- that teller probably would have blocked me from getting my money.  No?  Check out what's happening in China & social credit scores.  BTW- I was also told: they did not have money.  ​I had to get some from the teller and then was told to get the rest from the debit machine.  It was no insane amount either..  Banks don't have money? What is that about?  
My guess to make way for digital currency with digital ID - soon we won't NEED cash or tellers.
My experience was a reminder, as difficult as it will be for many - I absolutely understand why employers are going in that direction.  I said a prayer for the teller- soon to be unemployed. From all I've been reading it will be less than 2 years. 

There's more to Ai that meets the eye... I hope we can address the problems before they continue to get out of control and we all go to hell in a handbag!!   Either way - now I have a card for every occasion.  :)
Enjoy this day the Lord has made, play with your pets! Paint a card! Fold your laundry - no robot needed. 

Be still & know.   Psalm 46:10 Gouache on black. 8 x 11

                              Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations,
                                                                  I will be exalted in the earth!

What better advice while watching the daily events & often chaos, unfold.  Be Still & know.. God is in control. 
It sounds so simple.. Trust, God has it under control.   Trust God.   Trusting God watching Evil.. get away with evil, can be easier said than done.

​In Canadian news Christina Freeloader.. is now a member of the Ukraine parliment- wait.. isn't she still a member of Canadian parliament? Is that o.k.?  No, it's not. It's an absolute conflict of interest - do you think they didn't realize that?Absolutely.   Chrystia Freeland's appointment as an economic adviser to Ukraine while still serving as a Canadian MP has raised concerns about a potential conflict of interest. Critics argue that she should resign from her parliamentary position immediately to avoid any perception of divided loyalties.  Will she? Who cares - she'll still be making big bucks - either directly via our tax dollars or our tax billions sent to The Ukraine.   Anyone else would have been expected to resign first but hey - she & Carney are tight, right?   He's the Godfather to her child, phhhbt, anyway... When are Canadians going to say - enough is enough? 

​You know you gotta give it to Carney, he came (was placed) he passed laws/bills, in record time - and Canada is suffering for it, soon there will be an election and he'll be gone but the damage is definitely done. This Saturday Canada is protesting, I think Italy is going about it in a better way.. stop.   Stop spending, stop going to work, stop gassing your car... stop.  Remember: No violence  - that's all Carney needs to declare Marshal law, evoke the emergency act - freeze our bank accounts. We've seen it done before.  Today, and everyday - I start by reminding myself 'God is in control' and sooner or later, evil is exposed.   I watched an interesting movie about a brave woman in India & how Sharia law is often twisted' use to harm.. it ended on the same note- eventually justice will be served.  Too bad so many suffer before it is & are still suffering today, for manmade laws that punish women - for being women,  something to be discarded at a whim, replaced with a newer model, time and time again.. sometimes a woman is replaced with a child. God knows.  God sees & eventually Justice will be served.  God created women and blessed women, with the power to create humanity!!
WOMEN are incredible miracles - to be celebrated, appreciated & loved, not used and abused. 
Ladies.. Be Still & know. 

​Want to watch something beautiful?  Check out this man and his love for nature and how it changed his life!
Some incredible mushroom footage, the miracle of God's creations using time-lapse - to not see the awesomeness is to be blind. Stephen Axford has taken some of the loveliest, fascinating footage I've ever watched. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYunPJQWZ1o&list=WL&index=3​ Have a peek at the Awesome of The Lords creations & one mans passion.

What's the best advice I could offer any new artist - a new habit!  Start a new sketch book! 
Get into the habit drawing daily!  A sketchbook is the perfect place to doodle, draw a little more detailed, ponder paint colours, perhaps even help you process ideas & emotions.  I started 2 for 2026, one is for my favourite 'Bible words' I scribble in with a pencil or pen and put aside to paint when I'm ready.  The second simply has tiny paws running across the cover - it's all things dogs, all dogs.  Easy to sketch and tons of inspiration - there's no "I don't know what to paint" excuse, ever. I'll show you again, when finished...to prove my daily habit. 

The trick to be successful with this new habit - I leave my books on my coffeetabe with a small pencil case, aways available to be sketched in, easy access.  I sketch when reading, watching T.V., or just relaxing.  I doodle when I get an idea. When I'm not sure what to paint, I'll start with these tiny treasures.  Usually by the time I pick them up to paint, I've forgotten what's inside so it's often a pleasant  surprise.  By the time I've warmed up with these, I'm usually ready to move on to something more serious & time consuming.  I have often been inspired by older, long forgotten sketches of my own  to create new  paintings.

Some draw daily, instead of journaling. Artists have an amazing collections of their life & work in sketchbooks dating back decades. Either way - it's a great habit to start & will absolutely help improve you as an artist!  It also helps emotionally to have a tiny book you can scribble all ideas, I've painted angry & felt better -once out on my mind and on paper.  The quality of the one above is for sketching -not so much painting but it still holds well, 80 pages (from DeSerres) I keep my paint watered down and make sure I let it dry well between paintingings. 

Take control of your health & happiness and start a new habit that helps you become a better artist- guaranteed. 
Start today, so you have a very cool little book to look over at the END of the year, to see all you have accomplished. 
You were created to create!   Search me oh God and know my heart!  
The Holy Bible - Some of the loviest poetry on the planet. 
​Read it.. seek & you will find.

WaHoo!  Hop on The Magic School Bus! 8 x 11 gouache on black.

Hop on the magic School Bus! Happy Saturday,  the magic School bus was everyday!
Oh, we loved that show, we learned so much with Mz.Frizzle as our teacher.

I had a teacher like that, almost. Mrs. Lockhart. I still remember her. I had many very kind, enthusiastic & inspiring teachers, I would have liked to have known some as adults' like Misses Harrison, my black law teacher' who dressed like she was an rockstar, she too could be a Mrs.Frizzle. Fun & funky.  We watched Mrs frizzle and the kids on such wild adventures taught to us so creatively, like the time Ralphie ate the bus an we travelled through the human body.  Of course, it brings back happy memories... as did painting this.

For a healthier mind, to avoid depression & pills that have proven addictive & deadly, don't you think you should do your own exploring? Educate yourself... You have the power to do so - at your fingertips.  
Start with: How to Change Your Mind  By Michael Pollen.   
​Also a Hit on Netflix: How to Change Your Mind.     
Seek & You will find.

I am listening to my body this year, eating what I want, when I want.. I'm tired of cooking and eating because we are told to, some days I eat three meals (or more), mostly I eat just one and nibble. I'm knocking off the nibbling, except for fruit. I also don't enjoy eating the way others do.  I overdid it on Christmas cookies and felt the sugar grinding my joints... no more bought cookies or chocolates -if I want it, I'll make it.   I'm taking my medicine, Gods medicine, regularly in 2026 because, I understand IT works FOR ME & it HELPS. Amen.    

Psilocybin helps me remember the price of Peace.
Psilocybin keeps me close to Christ, The Prince of Peace.  Exactly, where I want to be.    
No doubts considered a sin by some, those not yet enlightened - still 'brain washed,  literally - by pills proven to alter brains, forever. Stop caring what others think... Care what Jesus thinks, about your choices.  
God made everything for a reason... for us humans.  We had all we need', in every seed & every spore.
I took (for too long) prescribe pills that never helped  but did in fact, hurt. Life altering side effects are more common than you know.  Medicine - the medical industry is also attributed to being the 3rd leading cause of death in Canada & depression is at an all time high.  Look it up. 

For the love of God & yourself: Gods creation! Gods miracle!
Don't you deserve to spend some time to learn about psilocybin now.   If not now, when - when you start to show signs of dementia?  Take control of your health now, I don't need to remind you of our failing Health System, where people are really - dying in cars, parked  at  The Emergency room doors. Dying waiting  in beds in halls, going unchecked for HOURS.  Make 2026 The year you take control of what YOU choose to put in your body.  *Not a chip - for digital ID. 

The Lord helps them, that help themselves.. Have you heard that before? Interestingly, it's actually NOT in the bible: 
The phrase "God helps those who help themselves" is not found in the King James Version of the Bible or any other version; it is often mistakenly believed to be a biblical quote. Its origin is attributed to ancient Greek proverbs and was popularized by figures like Algernon Sidney and Benjamin Franklin.
Still, it's true. God can only do so much sometimes, ye of little faith. God provided Hippos with sweat like blood that protects their skin! Why do we doubt we can't heal thyself? We are amazing creatures - the most amazing beasts. 

If not NOW... why.  As I take my psilocybin - usually in a tea with honey & LEMON I pray:

                                                                       Jesus, without you, I am nothing. 

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And God Saw that is was good.   Acrylic on wood 33 x 11 10 smaller paintings (approx 5'each)
Genesis 1:31
And God saw every thing that he had made, and, behold, it was very good.
And the evening and the morning were the sixth day.

Inspire by God, The Holy Bible.  The best self help book every created!
Remember: Life started in a garden!   Jesus goes into the wilderness for healing for 40 days! Just imagine the wonders the Lord showed him.  Every beast, fern & fauna & of course fungi.  Jesus prayed in a a garden, an olive garden.. a forest in itself.  It's easy to imagine beasts in their natural habitat just enjoying the day the lord has made!

Every creature on the painting is in the bible, and not always mentioned in ways you might imagine. Dogs are mentioned a few times... cats? I'm not so sure - I will look into it!  God mentions hunters like 'The Mighty Nimrod',  celebrating the smell of a meat offering & 'enjoy the fat...  Creatures are enjoyed and appreciate in all ways in the Bible & also used to symbolize many different topics.  Although it had a bit of a difficult detour, I'm  very pleased with how it ended up.
You can see the love painting throughout & you can read the love, painted all over.  
Above image, on  it's own  tells a story and you wouldn't even think there was more!  
Below image, with the tiny creatures, an added element of fun - play.
I can also use it as a note holder.. key holder I guess. lol.
 Guess what - The next is already imagined!  
Tomorrow - Let's take an Old School Bus trip!  WaHoo!

​The only thing stopping you from creating - is you. 

And God said that is was good.  
Acrylic on Wood. 33 inches tall. 11 wide 10 additional mini paintings averaging 5 inches, each.

My desk is clean and has a new creation on it with an 'Old School' (heehee) twist just waiting for paint!  

One more thing about last year, before we continue forward... if last year didn't have you questioning our inevitable end, I don't know what will. Watching fires, floods, turbo cancers, threats of war& constant control, nuclear war & digital ID, public shootings & deadly 'drive overs', major increase in immigrants & depression & suicides (especially with our youth) due to social media & Ai, exposed corruption, child trafficking & rising tensions around the world & Ai --- can cause some to ponder passing, of course.

I thought IF this was my last year, what would I like to teach?  
​Since we all teach, all the time (ACIM).  I want to teach about Jesus.
Jesus, is who has me here today. 

I choose to go with God, knowing it's not always the easiest path.  
With time, over 10 years LIVING with TN, as anyone can see & read on this journey, I have prayed to end the pain a few times; good thing God doesn't always listen to us. Only by learning to live with it, painting to get past it, never giving up but giving thanks daily to God, for the simple act of being able to paint, to afford paint.. having the luxury of TIME to paint - all because I LISTENED to God.    When God says: Jump!   I ask: How high!!? 

With Trusting in God you can overcome everything.
Ironically, the most difficult part of painting these was holding them, lol.  I am amazed that I can paint some days, between dropping art & my brush - thank you Lord for granting me patience & perseverance. Thank goodness they are chunky! When not on the painted background, I now also have 10 very cool fridge magnets. They are below, in order from top to bottom, starting with the Dove.  The Dove also has real Gold leaf for it's halo', I hope to experiment with it more in the future, it looks fabulous!  On the back of each mini masterpiece is a passage # where you can read about the significance of the subject.   
                                                           The Dove, for example has on the back: Luke 3:22 

                        22 And the Holy Ghost descended in a bodily shape like a dove upon him,
                                                   and a voice came from heaven,  which said,
                                           Thou art my beloved Son; in thee I am well pleased.

​Search... for something in The Holy Bible and you will probably find it!  
I'll be pointing out some cool fact this year. Food in the bible, Creatures, dragons, devils, strange stuff too - it's there!
​If I can encourage ONE person to pick up and read a bible - wow- my mission for 2026 will be accomplished! I'm going to try my best. Below I have included each passage number- I hope you get curious enough to see what they mean. .. look them up to understand the context.
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Tomorrow I shall show you them on the background.. and you will see:

And God said that is was good.

Praise Jesus! & enjoy this NEW day, new year.. that the Lord has given all of us!

Not long now and we start a new year! A clean slate- kinda. I am excited.. 
I have seen things this year that have given me HOPE.  Do I think it's going to be difficult?   Yes, we are in for a bumpy ride and revolution.  The powers that be, will try not to  televise but WE the people are proving more resilient than anticipated. Amen.   Word is getting around.  Just this past week I've had a few American friends reach out & ask me what's going on?   Is it true?   It has begun.

I've read the bible a few times now but every time has been a different enlightening experience, I'm more fascinated and in absolute AWE each time I do.. this last start', the moment I read "And God saw that it was good.." God spoke.
This image instantly appeared, in my mind, I grabbed a sketch book and it was born! I then grabbed a piece of wood that I've had in the studio for months (looking blankly at me every day) and sketched it, in seconds, I know what I wanted & where.  I was so excited, I actually painted (sketched with paint) before cut out.. more details & then I had another idea!  Actually, it was also inspired by a gift I made for a neighbour (The Lord works in mysterious ways!)  much like this but 'all in blue', it turned out better than I anticipated,  & it was 'fun' - that's when I came up with the mini bonus paintings'.  
I couldn't wait to make 'me' one too!

After this stage.. it hit a stop and sat, and sat and sat...  

It was finally, after some coaxing (& yelling) cut out & intentionally ruined.  
When I saw what he did,  I threw it across the garage and there it sat for a few more weeks. It was fixed with an apology' that meant nothing at this point. At this point, it's too often, too stressful and too destructive,  obvious to me & others, it could have and would have all been avoided if done properly, like the last.  I'll find someone else to cut out any future woodwork for me, lesson learned.  

It was difficult to work on it at first, still seeing the damage & repair work, until I covered it with paint, very  painstakingly..  

The more paint I applied - the more I remembered 'who' I created it for and why.
The more I did the easier it got and now when I look at it - I see again LOVE.   I put love into it. 
That's what I'm doing in 2026, putting more love into all I do and leaving the rest for God to handle. 
I repaired the damage (as usual), a lesson in healing & art repair,  and not giving up  on myself.' 
​& standing up for myself.

I am grateful for the lesson, not every lesson is enjoyable and sometimes we do need that push - as hard as it is, to push us to the next level.  Mission accomplished.  

Tomorrow a new day - a new year... a start fresh - in all ways.
And Athenes birthday - we're celebrating with a little dog pawty. 
What lessons did you learn?  I learned to not trust the narrative, or politicians... not at the moment.
What do you want to show the world as we continue forward?  
Me -I'll Praise Jesus! & continue to give thanks for every day, every opportunity & ever lesson..
I hope to raise people up & possibly provide some Joy with my art.

I am nothing without God. 

​See you tomorrow! 

It's almost 2026!  I am excited for the newer! What a ride it's been and going to be - Buckle up as we continue on - It's still gonna be bumpy! A few things to finish 2025...

I have a new favourite Christmas movie! -better late than never:  The Best Christmas Pageant Ever. By Dallas Jenkins- same guy who does The Chosen!  I knew it was going to be good - because of The Chosen but I loved it. I never read the book but it's wonderful story & was well done! It was also filmed in Canada with many Canadians. The casting -perfect.  I'm grateful for a movie that left me feeling all warm and fuzzy  - not like watching Stranger Things. I'll watch anything Dallas makes - he is a good man with a good heart & his creations prove it. Thank God.

Boy oh boy was I pissed while watching Stranger Things and said to Storm: REALLY!!?  Good & evil and the monsters are coming, the world is ending  aliens sucking the life out of us, evil everywhere but hey let's make it all about one character being gay . WTF? We all knew in an earlier episode as he looked longingly at his friend- I said then: Here we go..  But to make such a big deal - PLEASE - I don't care! They ruined the show. Do you care??  Then to read it took 15 hours to shoot that scene - what a joke - the group hug - talk about HOAKY.  What a waste of my time, thanks for the lesson!

If there was an 'instant delete Netflix button', it would have been pushed, I have said: Cancel Netflix!   They ruined the show! The main character 'Eleven, hardly made a peep in the last episode, I asked Storm - is she AI? Always just sending there, looking - useless.  I'm not wasting ONE more minute watching anymore.  And - they ruined that kids career,  no-one will ever look at him the same and will remember the senseless snivelling, snot leaking (an insult to the  gay community - that sent the message - it was something to be ashamed about - we are NOT there anymore Netflix) scene that destroyed the entire plot! It's ALSO BULLSHIT, if anyone was ever surrounded by loving friends who would have embraced him - it would have been them, a pot twist - to PUSH an agenda. People trying to defend it.. because 'he was in pain for not coming out of the closet'- HOLY COW.. the show was about children being adducted and tortured, was that not enough - yet we feel bad for the gay guy!? Come on.  F*ck Netflix. A waste of time - and we still DON'T have nearly the content available to US that the Americans do. Watch The Best Christmas Pageant Ever - feel good after, not frustrated.  

I read how MPs in Ontario, Politicians - are getting backlash, not being treated so nicely these day... you don't say.  The article goes on to say - people are losing it and being abusive over minor things, trivializing details... YA! Good Luck with that bullshit propaganda! People are getting pissed = perhaps it 'appears over something tiny' but it's just the last straw for many.  We are sick and tired of being TAXED to death and 'red taped' at every turn. Remember the time a 'BYLAW" officer come to my old house & threatened (a much younger) Storm with 'JAIL time for his parents' if we did not remove or boat!? That was just a tiny example of abuse by a BYLAW officer & I proved it. WHO do you think you are? You who works for the government - you have more  in common with me (your neighbours) that you do Carney - you are selling out EACH OTHER.  WE are fed up with LIES, laws and OBVIOUS double standards for others- witnessed by ALL, so no - not it's not the little things - it's the little things weighing us all down.  It's being run by politicians that don't seem to give a shit about Canadians - only OUR MONEY.   Our hard earned money - that is then taken from us (about 1/2) and GIVEN to others around the world for some BULLSHIT, made up excuse- another 3 billion to The Ukraine - DO YOU UNDERSTAND what 3 billion could do for Canadians- so please, stop insulting us with wondering what Government employees are being treated poorly - they are currently part of the corrupt system, that is WHY everyones anger is escalating.   Liberal AND Conservative (two wings of the same vulture) lying to Canadians and robbing us blind at every opportunity is the reason they are getting backlash - and it's NOT going to get better. 

Have you heard about that kid who has exposed all the 'Somali day care' fraud in Minnesota? That KID is a ROCKSTAR and deserves a medal - the POLITICIAN - Tim Walz - now trying to shame him - should resign!  Tim Walz ALLOWED it to happen and clearly someone (many) are turning a blind eye to obvious corruption! If you think that shit isn't happening here, you're in for a rude awakening. Thank God for people like that young man who stood up and demanded answer! This is just the start - because CLEARLY, politicians are getting out of hand and abusing the system and us in it - our tax dollars, that pay their wages, no wonder we are getting pissed.  MP's - you took the job, you are making more that most for your duties'... what do you expect? Respect is earned.   

I'm hopeful for 2026! The tide HAS turned, evil is being exposed & Jesus is king - Always, then, now and forever -
Good - GOD - ALWAYS wins over evil - Wait & see!!!

My creating is finished! Last details added this morning - I'll share January 1st.
 January & forward, my goal is to live so people know: I love & follow Jesus Christ - just by my presence & energy.  This is what is most important to me.    Have a creative day!

What are you doing on the 10th? 2026..  Canadians are starting this year of - strong!  If you are aware of what is happening around the world, you will understand this protest. The people are being very CLEAR - screw your Digital Id, Fake meat, MORE TAXES while  others are getting billions - to help with poverty as Canada slides deeper into poverty .  Let's not even get into the global awakening about 15 minute prisons, electric vehicles (or else), G5, G6.. bills speedily passed by Carneys crew to shut YOU up or else.  Ask yourself today: Why do we have Canadians on buses having their throats slashed for not being muslim - by a muslim, break ins  (only to have them released) ,  Jewelry store mayhem -putting thousands in danger - only to be caught & released, transgender pedophiles raping 3 year olds - demanding their rights to a women's prison! Why is any of this suddenly  o.k.?  Farmers- if you think it's o.k.'we don't need farmers'- You  are not aware of what is happening to farmers in the USA, & Europe... everywhere and once the farmers are gone - our Canadian Goose - is cooked.  **God assigned  the first task ... Adam was created to work the garden, not sit and let it happen.. he was to be a farmer.  

IF we don't speak up, stand up - let our demands be known and stop this SCAM of a government that clearly does NOT CARE for Canada... At least Trump says 'Put America First'. Carney is a planned parasite sucking the life out of us all. They do not care.  IF they did - we would all have free dental, for one example. If they did they would black box Alcohol (legal poison) responsible for the death of billions -by now. Nothing about this is racist, or even anti immigration - I am against letting in millions when we are struggling with food banks, housing and then for Canadians to watch as they work their asses off (in freezing weather) as we watch OUR tax money handed off - as if it was mere CHUMP Change... yes, we are the Chumps to ever let it get this bad. I won't be there - in spirit- and will try to encourage, share, promote, educate - even plead... PLEASE consider going to this protest. 

*** Have you heard/seen the video about the UPS drivers' in the USA?  It is a warning for all and we have had similar things happening here. 3 men dressed as UPS ( full uniforms), went to a home & knocked and when the door was opened for the package , the men entered and killed the mom, dad, son.. you can see a baby  go to the moms body and start to cry & a toddler - dragging it out by the leg into another room.  
It's time to EDUCATE your kids, friends, family - parents:
Do NOT open the door.  If you are not expecting something, do NOT open the door.
Packages, STUFF can be left outside at the door, stuff  is not worth losing your life over.

​Enjoy this day The lord has made.
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Have you heard of Rage rooms?  I recently did...  they are increasing, and attended by women, mostly - GO FIGURE!?
I'm so sick (LITERALLY) of Norms shit - I feel nothing but Rage towards him most days - especially when CONSTANTLY living with his deceit and he BLAMES me for absolutely everything that goes wrong, EVER! YET, every day this *&^^%$$ wakes and expects all to be forgiven  and behaves as if he's never done anything!  I'm done.

THIS marriage is OVER & had been EASILY for over 2 decades!   It's OVER! 
​Perhaps not on paper but it's OVER. Not on paper because it is EXPENSIVE in Canada to divorce and he knows this and he knows I love it here - so he manipulates even more.. PUSH PUSH PUSH.  I am done with keeping it all in, no more just ignore him - THAT is WHAT keep US SICK!  - I have rage that comes out and I am grateful!  And then he has the nerve to NOW call me destructive - of course!  Now that he has destroyed everything from my sanity to intentionally destroying my art - building a coffin to intentionally send me a message and hurt me! & he sees my physical pain and bring me MORE! My hands crippled, I can barely paint - when Storms not home, he makes sure there is no firewood, so I have to carry it in myself - JUST a tiny small of this constant petty PRICK in action. But - the wood cart magically gets filled just before Storm arrives.  Because I throw shit... Im destructive! BRING IT ON. 

Today I had to remove YET another chapstick from Athenas mouth because a GROWN man can't figure out how to throw out something properly - but hey - lets beat the pup because of his stupidity - HELL no! Fuck with my dogs and you will learn how rage-full I can be!  Then - what does Norm do - ACCUSES ME  of taking his chapsticks, giving them to Athena to choke on.   THE ULTIMATE LYING BLAME, to cover his ass.  The rage that came when he tried this typical lying blame - you have no idea...  he does. 

I should have left him with the last house.. BUT he promised... HE LIED and I was stupid' enough to believe &  felt sorry for him and where has it got me!???  DON'T do it- LEAVE - do not stay to regret 33 years of abuse! They don't change! & you will be blamed for everything!

I have been telling family & friends for over 2 decades- he is killing me and he is! Many told me to leave him including his own sister - everyone sees it.  I never forget the day a good friend said - after all the years knowing me "I've never seen Norm even go for a walk with you, take you out, go for dinner.. nothing.  NOTHING! I am not exaggerating when I say, HE never came home (33 years) and said - lets go out on a date, NEVER,  the day we were married he told me 'what he would do and not do', I should have divorced him the next day.  AND I'm not alone -  forever women have been taught - shhhh, JUST ignore him! You have it good... yes, that is 'how it appears' because I let him get away with shit and have suffered for it! Mentally & physically!  The stress he adds to my life daily IS NOT worth anything, not the forest , not the house - nothing.  Worse, the hatred I feel towards him keeps me struggling with God.

It's proven women deal with more stress from husbands than children!
HE is intentionally making me sick! He constantly argues with me when Storm is not home, of course.
Chronic stress can negatively impact women's health by suppressing the immune system, making them more susceptible to illness. It can also lead to various physical symptoms like headaches, fatigue, and digestive issues, as well as mental health conditions such as anxiety and depression.
How Stress Affects Women's HealthPhysical Symptoms of StressStress can lead to various physical health issues in women. Common symptoms include:

• Headaches
• Muscle tension
• Upset stomach
• Fatigue
• Sleep problems

Chronic stress can weaken the immune system, making women more susceptible to illnesses. This can result in more frequent colds and longer recovery times.
Emotional and Mental Health EffectsWomen often experience emotional symptoms of stress, such as:

• Anxiety
• Depression
• Irritability
• Mood swings

These emotional responses can exacerbate physical symptoms, creating a cycle of stress and illness.
Causes of Stress in WomenSeveral factors contribute to stress in women, including:

• Financial worries
• Family responsibilities
• Work-related pressures
• Relationship issues

Women may feel pressured to meet the needs of others, which can lead to neglecting their own well-being.
Brain aneurysms - don't forget that, ... don't forget he removed stairs after Brain surgery so I could not feed myself, I won't. 

This marriage is OVER. 
AMEN!  
​I clear the way for PEACE... because NOTHING is worth LIVING like this!

Let there be light!  Today, I'll spend the day painting tiny bright leaves touched by the sunlight, with a tiny brush. 
Then  white details all over of the sun reflecting off the water and everything else.  This creation has had me pondering the Word of God like no other, it's been an opportunity to use some of my favourite Bible passages. 

Painting summer, helps in winter! truly!  It's cold out & we are anticipating freezing rain today  until tomorrow.. perfect day to paint  bright green leaves and the river flowing.  I read some good news...  The UK is banning boiling lobsters alive. YAY. It's a small step to ending unnecessary suffering of a creature that gives it's life to feed us.  I o hope Canada is next. 
I'm currently learning about food, it's mind blowing the things we do NOT hear about here in Canada but we will, eventually. The thing is the sooner we know- the sooner we can try to bring attention to topics and avoid what's happening elsewhere - like to our neighbouring  American farmers - they are close to us and if you don't think it will happen here- guess again.   Watch this and learn about a legal loophole that's still legally poisoning people - thank God for Reddit users that figured out the problem - that the FDA approved (YES, AGAIN - the FDA approved)   yet it's still making some very ill.  When you know you can avoid, and keep you & your family safe. It's that simple.
I have 0 trust/faith in the FDA, CIA.. CRS. Do you?
​If so, you can't possible be aware of the history, facts and lies... and don't forget the $$$$$$$$$. 
I have Faith & Trust in God & am grateful for the daily lessons and education.

​Time to bring the forest to life & light! Enjoy this day The lord has made! Educate yourself & share your wisdom - it might help someone.  God will show, those who need to know. 
​Here is a book recommendation for 2026... 

< Remember this photo?  It was my Christmas gift - decoration that I made and gave away.
All appear to have enjoyed their kitchen fish!  I'm glad, I don't do Christmas' but I still enjoy parts of it all the same, for various reasons.. like giving away homemade art!  The glitter & attraction of Christmas, I also visually enjoy, on tv.  Christmas cards decorate my mantle & each is very much appreciated!  I love seeing little kids get their gifts, a viral one a young blind girl, opening her brail Harry Potter book & she was thrilled. I'm definitely a sucker for people getting puppies for Christmas, especially adults, who you know must have lost a furry best friend. 


Luke 12:2. King James Version                2 For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.

I recommend the King James Version, it ads a bit of 'Shakespeare feel' & I enjoy that, reading the Bible should never be a chore. Much of the wording is changing, as I proved recently with the fasting post, disappearing... it makes you ponder , certain words, more.   This Christmas people are getting the gift of light, awareness - no matter how difficult it might be.  I can't even process the implications or level of lying being exposed - sure enough, later in the day I opened my bible & read:  that quote, perfect. Luke 12:2 KJV. I have been reading about the hacker (considered hero) willing to educate others -human. She is showing people how to remove the 'blacked out text' from the Epstein Files - Merry Christmas - the documents imply, the president is very, very, more than a child predator.    Forget it, I give up giving that guy the benefit of the doubt.  The comments are going wild, people are all checking & in agreement and it's just begun - Good Luck shutting that Pandoras box.  & everything is available to DL.  That quote was in regard to those in power in the bible. It does apply to us all.. but not us all are selling and drowning newborns, those people belong in jail - after all, they want to put us average, hard working, tax paying peasants in jail, for posts, on social media.  Come on Jesus!

A few mess ups' happening, hmmmmmmm.  Canada accidentally released some 60 minutes show, that is causing trouble in the uSA.  Canadians are expressing their dislike for the current Circus carney running the show.. being the highest taxed (theft) county in the world as we watch billions being given away.. What do you know about that  Black rock? This is very informative and well done. Learn about who is really behind the man many Canadians now despise.. did you listen to his Christmas wish to Canadians?  Not me... Ginger has eye boogers that deserve more attention &   I don't trust one word out of that serpents mouth.

Trust in God by reading The Holy Bible, the word of God, ask it to help  you, to teach you some Wisdom. and it will, for those genuine in heart & intentions, it will change your Universe.

Im excited to complete my current creation! A couple more days, thank you Lord - for every one & every lesson.

Praise Jesus..looks like common sense is kicking in! 
I'd like to remind everyone to please become aware of the Making a Killing documentary, a global discussion, realization of this issue that effects all Canadians -and once more - PROOF of corruption and over abuse by OUR Government, LIES - that we keep in position, with our taxes.. which the CRS I have lost all faith in, for numerous reasons... they can't seem to get much right, at the moment, except for how much WE all owe.  We are being lied to, constantly, we are being literally TAXED to death, Canadians are choosing death (M.A.I.D) over despair, from no longer being able to live here or feed themselves or ever onw a home again, how discouraging. .

On this Eve celebrating The Birth of Jesus Christ, please remember what he died for.  Us.  
God gave us choice, not to be threatened for sharing our opinions while others scream hate in the streets- silently ignored by the same people that want to put us in jail for refusing to say 'They & Them', what an insult to God.
A Canadian priest in Ontario, Derek Reimer, is facing potential jail time for refusing to apologize for criticizing a children's event featuring drag queens, which he believes confuses children about gender identity. His case highlights concerns about freedom of speech and the ideological pressures surrounding discussions of gender and sexuality.
 spzh.euOverview of the SituationA Protestant pastor in Canada, Derek Reimer, is facing potential jail time for refusing to apologize for his criticism of a children's event featuring drag queens. This event, held at a Calgary public library, involved drag artists reading stories to young children, promoting the idea of fluid gender identity.
Legal Consequences

• Court Order: Reimer was ordered by a court to issue an apology, which he deems false.
• Potential Punishment: His refusal to comply could lead to imprisonment, following a previous sentence of house arrest.

Pastor's Position

• Criticism of Events: Reimer argues that such events create confusion among children regarding gender identity.
• Ideological Pressure: He claims that the legal actions against him are an attempt to change his traditional views on LGBTQ issues, labeling it as ideological re-education.

Broader ImplicationsThis case highlights ongoing tensions between freedom of speech, religious beliefs, and the promotion of LGBTQ rights in Canada. Reimer's situation raises questions about the limits of expression and the role of the state in regulating moral and ideological beliefs.
JAIL... change your mind or else.  He was not violent, he has a difference of opinion. 

Jesus wants us to pick a side.  Literally, we are told in the Bible - not to be lukewarm'..choose.
 A Perfect, Kind, loving human, with only Love in his heart, DIED, so that we may live. 
Look at the miracle you are!  Not here to be taxed to death' by a few.. God did not put water on this earth so a few could profit as a few parish, from thirst. What would Jesus do? Put you in jail for having an opinion???  Hell no.
Read your bible- you will understand, it is the gift we all have access to, right now.  
The word of Gods in our hands and the love of Christ in our Hearts.

Please give yourself the gift of wisdom  of exposing evil, so that we may as one, ease some suffering.
That's what Jesus wants for Christmas.  Good luck to putting people in jail over a 'post', stopping us from seeing world news, Godwill make sure we see. Even police in other countries are refusing - seeing the insanity & corruption of it all. I feel really ba in some cases, they are wholes beside us.. they are being forced (or fired) to put themselves in the line of danger for things they don't believe in. The mental mind game OUR politicians are playing on us, teaching our kids - is a sin. 

Amen -