Why? Well for one my bird - Bird follows me from office to painting room and comes to which ever room I am in when I call him. Come on.. that's pretty cool. lol
Other than that he appears to have no desire to leave.. but if I go downstairs I close the door.
Instagram is awesome- its teaching me how to gouache paint- until my friend in Germany gets up his web site, IG (Instagram) inspires and makes me smile.. I just saw the cup (above) as I was about to get ready to go get my coffee! I 'steal' cups & replace them painted! hee hee and they let me. I also replace a few cup wrappers with painted designs.
It's a great way to use my paint and possibly brighten someone's day a little.
I know they brighten ours with their little smiles on cups- etc.. & FOOD! I am not kidding - the wraps are delicious, yesterday I had the Kobe Beef with sautéed onions and mushrooms, today it's the salmon wrap, I also enjoyed the chicken and harvati -roast beef sandwich and the Smoked cheese is mouth watering! Hungry? Me too - now! lol
I am NOT a fan of fast food/take out, so this is terrific.
They are also service dog friendly- Poppy loves them and knows them so - she barks 'hello'.
It's nice should I feel the desire to walk home with her - its bit of a walk... I'll just imagine we are walking the woods somewhere.
I've painted 2 more cards that are in the mail! I hope this mail bull isn't messing everything up, I know hempwick received my Let it BEE Hemp dispenser I made for them, what a great company, I get good vibes every time I deal with them. Hempwick if interested.
Norm and I are discussing separating & will not be celebrating out 23rd anniversary in a few days, fine by me... I like the gift I got him & will keep it for my new home. Not for anyone - either of us,we just can't seem to get along and are both tired.
It's wonderful Wednesday! I have actually been feeling pretty good.. it is time to make some serious changes in my life - We -I have changed and can't keep going in the direction I am.
I know what makes me feel good and what does not make me feel good. I want to feel good.
It's that simple.
I go to the brain hospital soon - to discuss stuff. lol
I have someone I want to invite, someone who does not believe what I am living with, I am sure my Dr. would set him straight and then some- but why should I give a fuck about someone like this? I did.. I don't anymore- forgiven and forgotten - not worth one more moment of my precious time. Time is precious.
I'm gonna be like Gollum with my time and who I spend it with. ;)
If you don't get it -I don't fucking care. ;) It is my life, no one else's.
Unless you are paying my way you don't have a say. ;)
Time to get back out and PAINT the bullshit away and I feel stronger every day!
I know I am going in the right direction- as difficult as it might be.
Have Faith
xox
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