Sigh... We all have colds in this household. I go from bed to boredom to trying to draw. I have to draw the last page for the Happy HIppie comic book and I want it to be a coloring page! With my mind stuffed up I do not feel it will be the best I can offer. Perhaps I will feel better tomorrow.
I ended a friendship this week. It was very hard. I feel loss and sadness but
I believe that sometimes it is best to do before other feeling take over.
Frustration, resentment. I know in the past I would just let things continue
and it would end ugly anyway. I need no more ugly. It did go that way sadly, with my friend stating she "was becoming disappointed in me lately anyway." So I guess It is good I ended it. Nothing was said to me prior. What is a friend if you can't talk to them.
It is because of a few very good friends that never speak poorly about anyone, encourage, support each other and try to be better people that I have become myself a better person. As far as I am aware I am not a disappointment to any of them. So I guess it was the right decision to make. I shall choose to remember the good times and leave it at that.
Time for more tea with honey and lemon. A good book and bed.
