I can't stop thinking of the Tragically Hip, Gord Downie in particular and his brain cancer. His performance had me spell bound, apparently I am not alone. He is 52, same age I am and dying, the moment he uttered the words: Tired as Fuck, I though "I bet you are & yes I am". I thought about him all day, I had a very difficult day with pain and didn't speak much to say the least... my attacks in the morning had me pretty much 'sitting' all day, exhausted. HOW the fuck does he do it?
It is his passion, his meaning, purpose and WOW he did it! HUGE!!
Thank you Gord you make Canada proud!
I was talking to my mom today (who helped me defrost a freezer, cook dinner & clean the NOT finished kitchen! Yeah!!) about the love you see emanate from Justin Trudeau. You can't deny, I feel honoured to have him representing our country- especially when you see what our friends are dealing with across the border. Mom said he shared a photo of Sophie breast feeding during breast feeing week, wow. I wish I had a photo of Storm, he use to laugh, it was an incredible time of bonding that is undeniable.
Gord stole my heart with one concert, I was very emotional when he was screaming and his pain was clearly visible- the pain of frustration... why the fuck is this happening to me? My son looked at me- he knows that is exactly how I feel so many days it's insane lately.
The love you see for the people he surrounded himself with, his Canadianisms.. "Piss and Chicken shit", common Canadian terms.. lol. This is not a dress rehearsal this is your life.
I am also going to be NOW focusing on more serious issues in Canada - there are enough of them. I wanted to thank Gord in my own way and remind myself it's 'o.k. to be 'Tired as Fuck'... we are all there.. so I painted a Canadian beaver- a busy little guy who we can associate with must be Tired as Fuck! ;) Storm cam e in my room as I was painting put his hands on my shoulder and said: "I bet your Tired as Fuck".. Yes, I am. I had an attack so bad first thing in the day I nearly chocked and they both witnessed it. Only 1/2 of my face winced in pain and crying, after I went to paint. I did what I love. Just like Gord.
I post my beaver on FB and someone tells me to stop using the 'F' word. OMGOSH.
I told them to 'stay off my fucking FB page'. Really, the things I see on Fb are heart breaking - it is why I limit my time as much as I do, she commented on me using the 'F' word? I wonder how many other things she took time to comment on. Give me a FUCKING break.
IT's just a word, as a matter of fact its a cool fucking song & people who judge me, or you for swearing without KNOWING us are just that judgmental. If saying 'fuck' is the worst thing I do all day- Oh well. I'm sorry, thatis part of this problem! PICK SOMETHING that means something and focus on that! Try to make it better! Don't sit around on FB all day and tell me not to use the 'F' word.
I hope she is reading the fucking blog! .. :) Actually we kinda apologized to each other on FB. which is awesome, I like he - Oh well got her thinking and got me thinking and this is what Life is about. But we should really be thinking about bigger issues like Gord said.
I hope he is with us a long time still.
Have faith <><, xox
It is his passion, his meaning, purpose and WOW he did it! HUGE!!
Thank you Gord you make Canada proud!
I was talking to my mom today (who helped me defrost a freezer, cook dinner & clean the NOT finished kitchen! Yeah!!) about the love you see emanate from Justin Trudeau. You can't deny, I feel honoured to have him representing our country- especially when you see what our friends are dealing with across the border. Mom said he shared a photo of Sophie breast feeding during breast feeing week, wow. I wish I had a photo of Storm, he use to laugh, it was an incredible time of bonding that is undeniable.
Gord stole my heart with one concert, I was very emotional when he was screaming and his pain was clearly visible- the pain of frustration... why the fuck is this happening to me? My son looked at me- he knows that is exactly how I feel so many days it's insane lately.
The love you see for the people he surrounded himself with, his Canadianisms.. "Piss and Chicken shit", common Canadian terms.. lol. This is not a dress rehearsal this is your life.
I am also going to be NOW focusing on more serious issues in Canada - there are enough of them. I wanted to thank Gord in my own way and remind myself it's 'o.k. to be 'Tired as Fuck'... we are all there.. so I painted a Canadian beaver- a busy little guy who we can associate with must be Tired as Fuck! ;) Storm cam e in my room as I was painting put his hands on my shoulder and said: "I bet your Tired as Fuck".. Yes, I am. I had an attack so bad first thing in the day I nearly chocked and they both witnessed it. Only 1/2 of my face winced in pain and crying, after I went to paint. I did what I love. Just like Gord.
I post my beaver on FB and someone tells me to stop using the 'F' word. OMGOSH.
I told them to 'stay off my fucking FB page'. Really, the things I see on Fb are heart breaking - it is why I limit my time as much as I do, she commented on me using the 'F' word? I wonder how many other things she took time to comment on. Give me a FUCKING break.
IT's just a word, as a matter of fact its a cool fucking song & people who judge me, or you for swearing without KNOWING us are just that judgmental. If saying 'fuck' is the worst thing I do all day- Oh well. I'm sorry, thatis part of this problem! PICK SOMETHING that means something and focus on that! Try to make it better! Don't sit around on FB all day and tell me not to use the 'F' word.
I hope she is reading the fucking blog! .. :) Actually we kinda apologized to each other on FB. which is awesome, I like he - Oh well got her thinking and got me thinking and this is what Life is about. But we should really be thinking about bigger issues like Gord said.
I hope he is with us a long time still.
Have faith <><, xox
