It is at the point where my twitch has taken over. Even with botox it never stops. As the botox wears off it gets more painful and stronger. It can stop me from doing what ever I am doing and holding my breath until it passes. It is mentally and socially distracting and uncomfortable, for me and who ever is watching. I have become somewhat of a recluse. It gets stronger I get quieter. Drawing is the only thing I seem to be able to do sometimes, because I have different stages of drawing depending on how I'm feeling.
We are talking about surgery. That will be my next decision. One I am not taking lightly.
Not being a fan of hospitals or surgery anywhere in the vicinity of my brain is frightening.
Time to take drastic measures. - I have decided to seriously try to DE-STRESS. I will focus on the positive, drawing, planting the seed and being thankful that I am still alive - it's been a difficult 3 years and I have to say am a better person because of it. Yesterday after making the decision to stay off FB, I instantly felt a sense of relief. I went and drew, watched an amazing Doc. that affirmed my decision! Who knew! Great documentary
*I AM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpVEH-Bpdes&feature=player_embedded
I told Norm I am on withdraw-lllll meaning I must draw. As much fun as all of this technology can be- it is truly a weapon of mass distraction. I think - 'I'll just go on for a few moments' and hours fly by, hours that I could be enjoying nature, family, pets and spending time truly enjoying my passion. That is how I will heal. I will of course continue to educate myself on topics that are important to me and try to share as best as I know how...
I Am most inspired by nature. Mother nature... as I see her :