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Thinking of Jim.

5/5/2015

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Today we are off to the city for a 'viewing'.  
The first day of Jim's funeral, ending on Thursday with the mass.  A week today Jim died.  
The week a blur, literally - of tears.

I have been cursing and thankful for the upcoming art show that was planned months ago. 
I feel almost disrespectful even advertising for it.    If I did not have others involved who have advertised as well and have friends coming.. I would have cancelled.  

My cousin Elly told me 'Jim would want you to.. '    LOL - Jim was always telling me to make money from what I do - 'instead of giving it away'.  Really, he was also our 'accountant' of sorts.   Only the week before his death did we have this very conversation.   It's only $.  No amount of money can help  heal my cousin heart right now, or that of their children  & many more who loved Jim. 

His heart helped someone. 

Painting my cutout - I thought of Jim and a halloween cutout I had done..  cleaning out by the pool - I thought of Jim, up at the BBQ - you think of JIM! If he was at your house .. chances are he took over the BBQ. Cleaning my house, photos on my walls & in my computer - I burst into tears.

It's still hard to believe but here is nothing like a coffin to being that reality home.
I hope to be strong - I'm at the point where I think - I can't possibly cry anymore, if I do... 
oh well. I don't care what anyone thinks about anything.    
Jim wouldn't and he would tell me not too either.
I only care about Elly and her family right now.

There they are, the tears..   so much for thinking they are gone. 

Upset that I won't be able to advertise for the show, like I was planning on  days before - I told Norm - "I don't have time nor do I care to run around putting signs up!!!" 
He said "George.. Don't worry about it! "   
He called me... I looked out the window...

He does make me smile.

Have faith
xox <><  

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