It has been 3 years. Steadily progressing the past year has been very frightening with the degree that it has escalated.
I have stopped going out. Socializing in general, going to church, visiting friends and I hope that that will all be over very soon, not to mention I will start to feel better. I can't help but think of many who have a disability like this that does not go away, or many that suffer from far worse. ;(
With this surgery there is hope! If God has decided to grace me with surgery that will tame this twitch I shall be creatively grateful! Pencils sharpened!
I'm going to rest my mind, focus on where I want to go and how I want to get there. Peacefully. Creatively.
So with only one more sleep - it is very clear what matters most to me:
It is NOT Cannabis, not $$$, not drawing, no- not even my dogs...
The love I feel for my husband and the best son in the entire universe (you can't go any further) who have supported me on this rough ride - and it has not always been cannabliss - I can tell you that! I look forward to being better and having good times with my guys!
Fish to catch, stuff to design, Norm to build, Drawings to do! Crafts to craft!
Dogs to play with! Adventures to be had! I have SEEDs to sow!
This is my official last post for a bit ;-) I will play it by ear (or brain) lol and blog when better. xox ♥☮☝
Remember to plant the seed of Cannabis education!!!