On my mind

Too much.
After Yoga today, I was laying there in dead stump pose, Storm walked by and commented
"There is a Yoga pose even I can do".   I did not even realize the lesson was over. 
Todays lesson stretching for beginners and it was something.
I sat up.. looked at the T.V. Screen and this is what was on it:

Yoga had me in tears today.   Fill Your Life With people you Love  
I don't know what did it more  the physical stretching parts I don't think have been stretched in a while it seems. The frustration from time to time of NOT even allowing myself 25 minutes without thoughts entering I don't need to have enter. Or the reality of the past few days & what I have to contemplate on.  
It knocked me out on my purple yoga matt.
Storm started to ask me questions as I sat on the floor  looking UP at the dark screen with white words.
They stayed there, I don't even remember him saying Namaste!
I couldn't answer... I felt bad. I was choked up with tears.  He gets it. I got a hug. 

A confirmed appointment and I feel  tension again, on 4/20 of course.
God help me.  Everything for a reason.  

I am tired... I am out of water color paper but I did put in an order with Deserres,  & my friend Linda, so tomorrow I should be painting.
Tonight, I think I'll sketch a few ideas I'm working on.

Too much speaking, explaining & thinking has my mind full. 
Do what you love at it will bring you some peace.  
It does make me smile to know some are getting originals this week  & makes me want to paint more. & I have more going out, I hope to actually be caught up by the end of March. 

Tomorrow is Friday & I celebrate the weekend  with a bit of wishful thinking ;) 
I think that is good  too sometimes.  I wish I was a  CD launch party, lol ... doesn't everyone?
I wish I was at a Millie Madness event, I wish I was over in Europe visiting some friends, I wish I could learn how to paint 'space' in water color better & and octopus or two..  that I can do.

Believe
xox  <><