Well I've been given options again to consider, consider BOTH for 2 different things happening... just the thought makes me want to vomit- literally.
I am the one living it.
I'm feel in a 'quiet mood' today I can tell you that much...
I think it was because my son, sensing my day- to 'NOT do' YOGA- gave me my birthday gift. ;) Lululemon yoga pants & top & more!
I shall be the coolest Yoga mom in the house!
This is the lesson I had today: Yoga for stress relief
& it was nice, Poppy did sneak over at the opportune moment..
I didn't care, she stayed there until the end being very yoga quiet. lol
I'm cleaning my desk ready to celebrate the day tomorrow by treating myself to drawing.
I try not to cry because I am having to think about stuff that I'd rather not & what happened 'IF' I don't. What happenes 'IF' I do it again, it does not work -again.
That thought is to much to bare at the moment.
I was there already once and it was not fun to say the leas, I don't want to do it again..
as much as I want to stick a fork in a light socket.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microvascular_decompression
http://www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/brain-stereotactic-radiosurgery/basics/definition/prc-20014760
Better to let it run around in my mind a bit today because I will not let it continue tomorrow or after that! I have too much drawing to do!
Spring is in March too! Daylight savings time- Easter!
Time to plant seeds!
I feel bad in a way about timing.
Why this crazy timing of small events one day and what the next, I'm not in the mood to 'celebrate' my birthday - no restaurant, no party - it's enough of celebration - a day to be here. Do what you love. This is a lesson I am grateful for the past few years.
I won't be on FB for a few days.. I feel bad about that - it's my birthday. Funny how it can make me feel - as though I am not being polite - if you let it.
It can be an added stress form so many if WE let it.
Those who matter won't mind...
Believe
xox
I am the one living it.
I'm feel in a 'quiet mood' today I can tell you that much...
I think it was because my son, sensing my day- to 'NOT do' YOGA- gave me my birthday gift. ;) Lululemon yoga pants & top & more!
I shall be the coolest Yoga mom in the house!
This is the lesson I had today: Yoga for stress relief
& it was nice, Poppy did sneak over at the opportune moment..
I didn't care, she stayed there until the end being very yoga quiet. lol
I'm cleaning my desk ready to celebrate the day tomorrow by treating myself to drawing.
I try not to cry because I am having to think about stuff that I'd rather not & what happened 'IF' I don't. What happenes 'IF' I do it again, it does not work -again.
That thought is to much to bare at the moment.
I was there already once and it was not fun to say the leas, I don't want to do it again..
as much as I want to stick a fork in a light socket.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microvascular_decompression
http://www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/brain-stereotactic-radiosurgery/basics/definition/prc-20014760
Better to let it run around in my mind a bit today because I will not let it continue tomorrow or after that! I have too much drawing to do!
Spring is in March too! Daylight savings time- Easter!
Time to plant seeds!
I feel bad in a way about timing.
Why this crazy timing of small events one day and what the next, I'm not in the mood to 'celebrate' my birthday - no restaurant, no party - it's enough of celebration - a day to be here. Do what you love. This is a lesson I am grateful for the past few years.
I won't be on FB for a few days.. I feel bad about that - it's my birthday. Funny how it can make me feel - as though I am not being polite - if you let it.
It can be an added stress form so many if WE let it.
Those who matter won't mind...
Believe
xox
