Our surroundings becoming chaotic, stepping over, and every room except my office is a mess. Inside I feel calm. I am reminded of why I need to make some changes in my life.
& I know in a few days trees and possibly a loon(s) will surround me. Now - If your Canadian Eh, you know I was smiling as I wrote that Loon thing.. hee hee hee.
Going away is difficult at times, I'm going to miss bird... lol and Jessie, Storm too of course but he can come and see me at anytime, my door is never shut to my son- well as a matter of fact lol - it is right now as I await a Skype call. I am looking forward to seeing good friend Jim, we have know each other a long time and I feel comfortable with him, he always makes me laugh and relax, I appreciate our tell it like it is friendship and company. I also like his girlfriend Carla, she has a smile that BEAMS and she too makes me feel very comfortable, I also enjoy speaking with hard working women.
So, every woman on this planet classifies I guess ;) hee hee hee.
Mostly Im looking forward to being alone to paint. No, not think. Im thanked out.
my head is pounding these past few days, weeks, months... years.
Poppy won't go out in the rain! It was comical this morning & I was almost on my ass in MUD, its been pouring, good, it cools everything off. Anyway - I guess rather than get frustrated with her - I 'll take it as a sign to stay out of the rain and 3 foot snow too.
I felt guilty as I never get mad and her and she knew it, but not 30 minutes later she is here cuddled & kissed on my lap & that is a dog. Bird tries to break into his hemp stash!
Great day to paint and remember I will step away from it in a just few more days.
Tomorrow the Brain hospital for a chat. Me & Poppy. Should be fun. ;) I love the people there, it's a good vibe. Especially the patients they inspire me. You know what...
I inspire me. Fuck that. I'm calm within I am calm.
I know good peaceful times are close. <3 Thank God.
I'll show you what I'm painting later today if your interested in coming back...