What a day! I woke up early to wish my son a happy fishing adventure... and started to read 'A course in Miracles' it keeps being mentioned in other books I read so I thought- why not? So far it has 'floored' me a few times. I am enjoying what I am reading.
A few days before I started to document, for the Dr.s an actual 'day for me' and in the course of my first hour I had 7 attacks. That stop me from functioning, only a few seconds- that's enough. 7 in my first hour and the day gets worse, especially if I don't nap.
Today, I don't care.
Something in my brain realigned and I don't care.
I am thankful! 7 time s in my first hour of each day I am thankful I am still alive!
How many other people do that daily ? hahaha!
Every attack that leaves me holding my breath! I am still breathing.
I make mistakes all the time now - just stuff.
Hard to focus with this brain and I was feeling 'insufficient'.
Today, I was doing the dishes (listening to my new favorite CD) and I felt an overwhelming sense of - LOVE and realization - I am perfect!
I am a child of God! I am exactly where he wants me to be!
Abandonment issues - silly me. Never.
I only care about making this place better. Anyway. Every day.
This place starts in my heart and home.
The book is really interesting so far, especially the part about medication.
A text to bring peace! Who knew!? Why didn't anyone share sooner?
Here is the link. It's u to you. What ever it takes to bring you peace do it.
xox <>< http://www.acim.org/ I got my copy at the library but I plan on purchasing as I am a nut for notes! ;)
A few days before I started to document, for the Dr.s an actual 'day for me' and in the course of my first hour I had 7 attacks. That stop me from functioning, only a few seconds- that's enough. 7 in my first hour and the day gets worse, especially if I don't nap.
Today, I don't care.
Something in my brain realigned and I don't care.
I am thankful! 7 time s in my first hour of each day I am thankful I am still alive!
How many other people do that daily ? hahaha!
Every attack that leaves me holding my breath! I am still breathing.
I make mistakes all the time now - just stuff.
Hard to focus with this brain and I was feeling 'insufficient'.
Today, I was doing the dishes (listening to my new favorite CD) and I felt an overwhelming sense of - LOVE and realization - I am perfect!
I am a child of God! I am exactly where he wants me to be!
Abandonment issues - silly me. Never.
I only care about making this place better. Anyway. Every day.
This place starts in my heart and home.
The book is really interesting so far, especially the part about medication.
A text to bring peace! Who knew!? Why didn't anyone share sooner?
Here is the link. It's u to you. What ever it takes to bring you peace do it.
xox <>< http://www.acim.org/ I got my copy at the library but I plan on purchasing as I am a nut for notes! ;)
