This weather is doing a number on my head.
The past few days I have spent more or less going from chair to bed.
Not doing much of anything - well, I am painting 'ZenKitties' and thankful for their smiling faces. It is hard not to smile when I see all the smiles looking back at me.
It is a mindless craft for me, one I still enjoy and put TLC into and it helps pass the time. I know with each kitty out will go some good vibes and it will make someone SMILE. Simple.
My twitch is nonstop, except for when I lie down. During my mega twitches it becomes the size of a finger and travels down the side of my face (can be seen in photo above) - the pain shooting right down past my breast to my mid way down my torso. I ask myself daily, how do I live with this?
What can I do to make it easier. I don't know.
Do you? LOL
I'm open for suggestions. I do know when in pain, we are not our nicest- it is truly a test on so many levels. My tolerance is low. It is not a good time to push someone to their limits. I just might not be so tolerable - and why should I?
I think too often we put up with negative stuff and the more we put up with it the more it continues. Once you are pushed to the limit and snap and say thats it! That's it. Let it be.
Blessings in disguise.
I feel I need to withdraw. Rest my brain.
I know what is happening to me.
I know how I feel.
It is enough to deal with.
I don't need to be wondering/stressing how you are dealing/handling 'it'.
I am trying to figure out how to 'not let' the constant little stuff make me angry, when I have a literal distraction physically and mentally 'be' at me, a thousand times a day. Beyond the point of being able to focus many days. How not to get aggravated by continuous, thoughtless and sometimes mean comments made by some of those closest to us.
It's enough.
xox <><
scanning new toon for tomorrow.
The past few days I have spent more or less going from chair to bed.
Not doing much of anything - well, I am painting 'ZenKitties' and thankful for their smiling faces. It is hard not to smile when I see all the smiles looking back at me.
It is a mindless craft for me, one I still enjoy and put TLC into and it helps pass the time. I know with each kitty out will go some good vibes and it will make someone SMILE. Simple.
My twitch is nonstop, except for when I lie down. During my mega twitches it becomes the size of a finger and travels down the side of my face (can be seen in photo above) - the pain shooting right down past my breast to my mid way down my torso. I ask myself daily, how do I live with this?
What can I do to make it easier. I don't know.
Do you? LOL
I'm open for suggestions. I do know when in pain, we are not our nicest- it is truly a test on so many levels. My tolerance is low. It is not a good time to push someone to their limits. I just might not be so tolerable - and why should I?
I think too often we put up with negative stuff and the more we put up with it the more it continues. Once you are pushed to the limit and snap and say thats it! That's it. Let it be.
Blessings in disguise.
I feel I need to withdraw. Rest my brain.
I know what is happening to me.
I know how I feel.
It is enough to deal with.
I don't need to be wondering/stressing how you are dealing/handling 'it'.
I am trying to figure out how to 'not let' the constant little stuff make me angry, when I have a literal distraction physically and mentally 'be' at me, a thousand times a day. Beyond the point of being able to focus many days. How not to get aggravated by continuous, thoughtless and sometimes mean comments made by some of those closest to us.
It's enough.
xox <><
scanning new toon for tomorrow.
