The first song I choose to listen to today is Let it Be.
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, we can't control much except really our own thinking.
This year as you are aware was a year of pain seeping in and out from April on, with the death of Jim. I miss him. It is what makes us who we are, all I have to do is look at Elly & the kids to see how they have 'evolved' and watch as the love they have for each other - and us - keeps it all together. We will STILL have times where our hearts will feel the sorrow.
Thats what hearts do. Jims heart still beats.
* Please continue to educate people who GOLF on the dangers of Golf carts.
He saved others with his death, I've decided to choose - when my heart aches from now for Jim, to simply remember that smile and draw something. I am so excited to see what the future holds for Sie & Logan, they are such wonderful humans - Give Thanks!
Every lesson is a Miracle from God.
That lump that was removed from the back of my neck was from infection & I am in less pain now that it is removed. Amen! The entire experience, I was not worried, I knew it was going to be o.k., know why? - I have faith.
I was so calm, thinking back that entire procedure. I was in Gods hands & fear is incapable.
I told Linda just yesterday - I am thankful for what has happened to me - STILL...
it makes me tell people I love them! It is my purpose, lol -how simple is that - it's not.
I have found I am not met with the same response all the time & it's o.k., I get it.
The biggest change for me in 2016 is I Choose NOT to apologize for some things- like telling people I love them. If I feel it- I'm saying it.
It has brought jealousy, which kinda blows my mind - because I think - if you could see me- you would not be jealous.
It has brought confusion... I am not after anything. I do not NEED anything. Amen.
I send originals to people - and forget. lol I just feel for whatever reason - some people deserve some extra TLC. & I can do it! I can afford postage. Start there.
I'm done over thinking, if it is based on love I'm doing.
OH, don't get me wrong- I have my few - that I bug - well, I feel compelled, send a message - to the point I think 'Georgia - don't. SCREW IT! I'm not doing anything wrong, only in others minds. I have such wonderful friends, not many but those that are make me feel normal, special, loved. Little things they do and say- are HUGE, I'm not sure they get it - they are the ones who inspire me even more to express the love I have and thank them for being Good Humans in a world full of not so nice ones.
YOU know who you are - I TELL YOU. ;) THANK YOU.
Just thinking of some of you puts a smile on my face!!!
I will talk more about those I love this year.
I won't apoligize for my health. It takes everyday with his condition to get up and CHOOSE to have the best day possible. In March I get my results from all the tests and the Dr.s have had enough time to discuss.. March is a month of incredible change for me and mine. The timing of events - Not my choice - is meaningful. More in March.
I am thankful for what has happened. Everyday I am confronted with the thoughts of Death- I'm almost becoming death obsessed - I am being shocked into reality literally, at least 20 'Doozies' a day. I will never apologize for it again.
I choose in 2016 to EMBRACE it.
What ever comes Let it Be - I STILL have the opportunity to choose how I live each day.
God has made it so I can sit here and draw, I plan on doing exactly that - with some crafting, painting & papermache! EVERY day ALL day! Wait and see.
The start of every month will be with a drawing just like the one above...
A positive message and todays is perfect!
I am not a body I am free, I am STILL who God created me to be.
Child of God you were created to create!!
Believe < new word for 2016