I'm tired today, sore and grumpy...but I'm still drawing.
Even grumpy I can draw- I've finally learned how to USE it correctly, IMO... lol
Yesterday ,I had a lump removed from the back of my neck, under the approximate incision from my last surgery, it steadily grew and became sore, also - when my twitch was/is pulling and I turned my head, I kept getting the feeling of it 'being caught' and it would hurt, I don't know from what pushing on what. Anyhow I visited a Dr. and explained and asked, the next day I was booked for surgery, the lump removed.
What an experience that was... I lay on my front and the Dr. put in a local anesthetic - BUT he was teaching a new Dr. so every step was discussed. I found myself being caught between thinking 'that sounds interesting' to 'shut the fuck up!' Hahahaha!
BUT more on the side of that is interesting. I could hear the noises and feel him putting pressure and talking about the actual lump, how it was in place not normal for a cyst, and he was glad (me too!) it was not deep as he was between the nerves. When he was finished he sat me up, told her to look at my face & asked me to tell her about my TN. I did.
It seems most Dr.s I meet now are very interested about my condition. You can see just by looking at my face. I want to share - help, educate so that when they meet someone they will understand - take the time to diagnose correctly. I ALSO told them of Cannabis. I do every opportunity, for me and I mentioned how it helps Storm.
I am sore but I had/have no pain killers. Nor did I ask for any, I have one.
Storm had a joint ready, I medicated and have been fine - other than expected - a bit of pain is expected. A different pain - and really - nothing, compared to what I normally deal with anyway.
No reason to be popping addictive pain pills.
Thank God, I have cannabis , again.
This a.m. I have been at it, more than usual - and now I'm staying off of FB, because I know I'm grumpy.. and I have drawing to do.
A Christmas drawing that I feel is a very important message.
Not a pleasant message but one true for most.
Once I start, put on my new CD my friend Harold made ;), pull over Peep so he can serenade to me as well. He likes this song 'Do you?' me too.. lol I have my tea, my girls & my paint and pencils! It's going to be a great day.
All my stuff is over until March the 4th.
Then I learn of results, the MRI's discuss the lump in my brain, TN and hemi-facial spasm. Until then I'm putting it out of mind! I will be putting up my tree this weekend and look forward to Christmas with those I love.
Making custom ornaments, hee hee hee...
What will you create today?
Have Faith
xox <><
A toon I did recently, true. no time to color ;)
A 'classic look' we shall call it! lol