I know I have upset a few. Perhaps they will forgive me.
I am far from perfect and on days like today when I am woken by sharp pains down the side of my face, I think best I don't turn on my computer. At least until I have used my bong a few times. What is my problem. My problem is I'm not a stoner/pill popper.
I just want to be normal and do stuff like go out and garden without worrying about simple issues I did not use to worry about.
I have learned as soon as you truly forgive someone - WHOSH - never mind forget it, -
it automatically happens for you. You do kinda forget it and can move forward.
IT FEELS FANTASTIC. What I am struggling with is:
What If you can't control it.
For some in domestic violence, for example they don't have as much control unless they physically leave.
What about someone who becomes ill.
What is creating all this illness - not seen another parts the world.
Research Dementia in the orient.
Who do you forgive in situations where medications are harming people?
Do you know that the creator of DDT was awarded the nobel prize?
You know what is good for me NATURAL, healthy simple food and MEDICINE. Today I'll try to forgive mother nature.
It's hard to even type this blog. Do we blame the Dr.s that prescribe drugs?
The sellers of the drugs. the scientist who claim they are safe, the FDA, the creators on the drugs. the inventors of the drugs.
Myself for taking the drugs?
Forgive me or don't, its all I can ask. I've forgiven and it does feel peaceful.
Yesterdays drawing just happened at my desk. It needed to escape. No pre thought.
I grabbed a pencil and started. It was not a family favorite. Just like life - every day has its ups and downs.. we keep going.
Pretending they don't happen is when problems happen.
Forgive someone today - it does not change anything - about the person, or even the situation - it only means you don't want to carry the burden of the situation anymore- let it go! Over. WHOSH!
Feelings get hurt - it means your still alive and capable of them, welcome back from the world of the walking dead. Learn to deal with them. Not pop a PILL for them.
Let God be the judge.. now, I can get back to focusing on my destiny... drawing.