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Finally Friday!

2/10/2015

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It's Friday and it's been a long week. 
I had anew neurologist appointment on Wednesday, I said 'I was done', but I was asked to consider and 'why not just go' , was what all started saying. - so I went. 
What can I say?  I had a very emotional day yesterday - happy to be home alone - but missing my son big time as he fishes in Ottawa somewhere.
I just needed to process the words discussed.  
I really liked the Dr., she was female and I will say - it was the most thorough exam to date.  She did not look like a Dr. at all - I got a vibe - she is a woman that knows how to kicks ass when need be - powerful. I liked her.  
I did not enjoy most of what she was saying...  talks of why didn't I have that one where they inject the dye!?  YOU know why!  If you follow the blog ;( Lies and mistakes.  
A  new date for this test will be booked.

Why hasn't anyone stayed on top of that lump they found in your brain?
I forgot about that...  I was told after the FIRST MRI  when this started they also saw a growth.  Another MRI - let's compare.
NO, it is NOT MS.  (I was worried - and thought I'd ask outright)
No, my vein in my next will not 'snap', from pulling so much - I think I've asked before but it sure feels like it - so I asked again! lol
Medication, Radiation, injections...  and I am more exhausted than I was before I arrived to the appointment. I have much to think about.
It was also difficult as all else there were old people. lol  Says the 51 year old woman.

I will take a few more tests and decide as I GO ALONG this path. I will decide.
Just me. My life. My head. 

It was the first appointment I had Norm come with,  he has a clue of course but had a rude awakening when actually sitting with me listening to the Dr.,  and denial is no longer an option. Right away he said - 'well, if the radiation can help..'  he then got the LOOK. 

So - what happened 'great' from all of this?
I no longer give a rats ass about Walmart or anywhere else. LOL 
I'll never let myself get stressed over them again!
I am here to draw - it is what I love to do! & I can and AM!  
Crying only makes my face wet and triggers my twitch! 

I told her and looked at Norm: "I'm not so fun to live with all the time..."
She said, she did not imagine I was and could completely understand why.
It still does not make it any easier ;(  I'm not fun to live with all the time.
Pain does take over & patience is lost - especially with those closest to us. <3
Thank God - they love me to bits! I know my guy love me - I've no doubts. ;)

I won't be distracted, By FB, Google, PIN or Instagram! (hee hee loving it btw- georgia.toons) I don't need to be apart of 'clicky little groups' - I am a part of the group who cares about the planet & each other - ALL OF US.  Even the ones who don't use cannabis! 
I have one boss and I was just reminded to GET BUSY.
New cannabis cartoon tomorrow -
***The last time I'm drawing 'what kills more kids than cannabis'!!  
Because it is the last. No more needs to be said.

What am I creating:
Stuff for Thanks Giving!  
An old dog gets  anew paint job and life!
Coloring pages! Cannabis and more!
A Poppy cut out  & coloring page.. 
Painting Norms Birthday gift! 
Halloween coffin blow out - lol  & more.

Have Faith!  <><  xox
Stay tooned! 
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2 Comments
La
3/10/2015 09:14:50 am

Thank you so much. Wishing for your happiness and health. I am in pain also. I just get by day to day. Not to compare not to pity. Caring even whIle in pain brings more relief; conquering ,than any so called doctoring by well paid comfortable status quoers. Remain in charge. You are so valuable just as you are. I would not trade in my pain for life in the hands of morally degraded salespeople. Do what you must. Looking forward to seeing you and your family succeed. God is with you.

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3/10/2015 11:13:33 am

pain is pain.. and yes you are correct - it is easy to be angry - caring does make me feel better also - thinking we can HELP others - that's the plan right. ? ;) I would not trade also! Thank you - I hope you find some relief - day to day - I get too- thank God we have another to make each other smile!

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