Yesterday, I had a friend come over to help with the Valentine craft for the magazines. I also had to have Storm help- as much as my mind tells me I am ready - my body still does not. I joked with my friend Cathy that "people pay money to stagger like this!" Something that most do only after several glasses of wine;-)
I am excited to say that when I vaporize - I am NOW noticing -getting longer breaks in between the twitch - so I am still very much hopeful that it might fade! The pain also not so intense.
I HAVE to try not get upset. When I do it only seems to aggravate everything. This might seem funny - and aside from the small things that get to me - it is the stuff that I read about that gets my blood boiling, I need to take a break and just focus on drawing for a few days..
I am not angry but frustrated. When I read the comments "mom gets daughter stoned" Dr.s saying thing like "parents will give children joints", or "drug gets child HIGH" - NO Kidding! Tell me what drug does not get a child HIGH? How is this any different from a prescribed medication - say for pain? You get a feeling of high - omly without the toxic side effects, possible addiction OR overdose.
I wish for one second these people would be sitting across from the Dr. that tells them
"your child is terminally ill, has cancer, leukemia.." Then and only then after you do research on the medications your child will need - tell us YOUR opinion on Cannabis. Here is little girl that is using Cannabis to help her- I LOVE that she likes how it makes her LAUGH! She is so cute, I love that cupcake hat ;-)
I will never stop sharing this until this insanity is over.
I am proud of this mom I pray for her continued strength.
I see a photo of Bobby Brown with 3 joints in his mouth - saying - "don't worry it is medicinal" ..
Joke? If it was Truly medicinal I don't think he would think it's such a joke. It is sad. It makes me tired and I am still very tired from this surgery. So what is the best thing to do - TUNE out and turn on to what surrounds you with LOVE. Drawing, crafting & I am able to do some cooking ;-) and spending time with my girls who are an endless source of entertainment and LOVE.
Norm - who proved to be a TERRIBLE nurse - and informed me "I don't know how to make diner" - 50 years old and can't make a diner! WTF? -My fault - perhaps yes. Needless to say some changes are going to be made. Starting with Norm cooking a meal at LEAST once a week.
He did do what he does best and made for 'US' a bench I designed before surgery. It lets the girls sit and look out the window and 2 baskets below one for dog toys - the other my drawing supplies for when I sit downstairs and draw... easily hidden when Company comes! They love it. They also LOVE carrots- better than bones. They prefer them chilled.
I do love the good vibes I get from FB - so many people working together to make changes - helping each other. I have had several people interested in being a Guest Blogger and I am thrilled!!!
Now - It's time to draw, hang out with my son (I love it when he has a day off) play with the girls and focus on 'being better'.
MIND BODY AND SOUL xox LOVE Georgia