Every now and then I have to step back from what ever it is I am doing. Take a break.
My botox is wearing out and my twitch grows stronger once again.. I realize when it gets stronger I get quieter. Quiet is good some times. Food for the spirit - quiet time. I am reminded of life and all that we can NOT control. I regain my focus on what I want to accomplish while here ;-)
Lot's going on this month still, the EXPO which I still have so much to say about.. especially the artists! hee hee - in a day or two. The newest issue of Treating Yourself Magazine - #29 which I have yet to see because of the mail strike. It is out and has Storm's story in it. After I get it I will blog about it.. also coming soon. Always stuff going on. Contrary to popular belief I do NOT sit around and draw all day - I have all the domestic bliss, chores (including picking up dog pooh) and much more. I am blessed to be able to do them all. Really. I complain about the floor that needs to be vacuumed - but I am later reminded of homeless who have no food never mind floor!
My botox is wearing out and my twitch grows stronger once again.. I realize when it gets stronger I get quieter. Quiet is good some times. Food for the spirit - quiet time. I am reminded of life and all that we can NOT control. I regain my focus on what I want to accomplish while here ;-)
Lot's going on this month still, the EXPO which I still have so much to say about.. especially the artists! hee hee - in a day or two. The newest issue of Treating Yourself Magazine - #29 which I have yet to see because of the mail strike. It is out and has Storm's story in it. After I get it I will blog about it.. also coming soon. Always stuff going on. Contrary to popular belief I do NOT sit around and draw all day - I have all the domestic bliss, chores (including picking up dog pooh) and much more. I am blessed to be able to do them all. Really. I complain about the floor that needs to be vacuumed - but I am later reminded of homeless who have no food never mind floor!
I have a friend who said this life gets so hard to carry sometimes. It does, I think of everything.. perhaps there is a pill that will make it go all away - yes in my mind. BUT it does not go away in reality. The only way to make it go away is to deal with it. What ever it is. If you can make it better it is an obligation to try to do so.
Not pop a pill. Not get drunk, not get stoned, not stuff your face.
Not pop a pill. Not get drunk, not get stoned, not stuff your face.
Learn how to deal with it. Talking helps.. I have a few good friend I talk to.
A friend recently said to me she can NOT help me, but if by listening and a tiny amount of the burden has been lifted then she want's to listen as long as I will keep talking.
I'm trying. What ever it takes. One thing that works for me is praying and meditation. Praying is easier. I have a chant I especially like Nam Myoho Renge Kyo (google it) It calms my mind. I opened my eyes today while chanting and saw my girls all around me and realized I was blessed. Inspiration for todays toon.
Inspiration is all around us. ALL the time.
See the Good,
Forget the bad and FOCUS on the NOW
WHAT EVER IT TAKES!? EH? XOX
I'm trying. What ever it takes. One thing that works for me is praying and meditation. Praying is easier. I have a chant I especially like Nam Myoho Renge Kyo (google it) It calms my mind. I opened my eyes today while chanting and saw my girls all around me and realized I was blessed. Inspiration for todays toon.
Inspiration is all around us. ALL the time.
See the Good,
Forget the bad and FOCUS on the NOW
WHAT EVER IT TAKES!? EH? XOX
