;-((.

Yesterday was our 19th anniversary. Instead of celebrating I spent the day crying. Heart broken. Saturday afternoon our pup Hope died.  It was very tragic and again she was dying in our arms as we rushed to the emergency clinic. Storm and I again went through this together.  I am sick with grief. I cannot even go out to the back yard. Saturday I spent the day with the dogs weeding and playing and swimming in the pool, Hope finally on the boat with Scruffy. As I was tossing the weeds she was catching and bring back ;-((   I can not even write about it as I can not see through the tears. I will thought, soon as I am terribly upset about a couple of thing that happened. We feel people have to know. I wish I did not have to learn this lesson and be the one to educate others. 

God only gives us what we can handle ;-(  I really don’t think I can handle anything else. I feel especially sad for Storm. Hope was ‘his’ dog.