You never know what comes with a cup of tea.
Storm took me to Currys art supplies and I have new paint and paper and I am having a difficult time not painting! I have a few on the go! I have a 'fox and hen' almost complete (acrylic) but it must wait - I am in the process of transforming my painting room - with the help of my lovely assistant- Jessie- have I told you about her? I love her - she's a bit of sunshine who comes and helps me sort, arrange, paint and gives me many ideas, she is a very creative being herself and we have hit it off. I am grateful for the help- I'm feeling less overwhelmed. More on my little assistant soon. I think of her as a firecracker - tiny but I bet she can really shine when she needs to and she brightens our home with just her smile.
I'd like to take her to Scotland with me... lol.. she does not know this plan, yet.
As for my 'Fuck everyone' painting, more like it are coming.
FUCK YOU you, know who you are. ;( I'm done with bullshit.
IF you Do not believe in me - then move the fuck out of my way because all you are is a bump in the road. Slowing me down for just a moment. I believe in me.
Paint it out- Fuck it- I'm not keeping inside, I'm not letting any negativity stuff work at me anymore- its not worth it. It starts to fuck with my physically and I can hardly handle what I am dealing with most days- I woke at 4 today and couldn't function until about 8:30.
my twitch so intense this morning. I could not walk a straight line.
Life is full of shitty people who say nasty things- and surrounding them is a nasty life - which I want no part, time to move on and enjoy all that this day provides.
I realize I am happiest to paint alone, days on end without seeing people... I don't need to sit around and gossip, and I don't think about negative things.. once I start to paint I get lost in the idea of life, imagination & fantasy- I think about people I like admire and want to spend time with.
Storm laughs at me- it is staking 'Skype' - with those I trust and want to converse with, which is making it a bit easier for me to get past speaking to people with my twitch. Robert,
told me it just looks like I'm winking at him all the time and he likes it ;) Ivan, I swear he does not even notice - I love seeing what he is working on and his window view! I met his wife our last chat!! So cool- She is a potter - I've ben invited to come play with clay! lol & Mike ( an friend I met thought Treating yourself years ago... just in the past couple of weeks... all friends who make me smile, laugh, dream and HOPE. All around the world I might add - how cool is that? Soon Jo and I are gonna chat!
Just Thinking of our conversations can bring a smile to my face. Thats what I will do.
I choose to surround myself with good thoughts! & fun FUCK you paintings!
xox Believe <><
Storm took me to Currys art supplies and I have new paint and paper and I am having a difficult time not painting! I have a few on the go! I have a 'fox and hen' almost complete (acrylic) but it must wait - I am in the process of transforming my painting room - with the help of my lovely assistant- Jessie- have I told you about her? I love her - she's a bit of sunshine who comes and helps me sort, arrange, paint and gives me many ideas, she is a very creative being herself and we have hit it off. I am grateful for the help- I'm feeling less overwhelmed. More on my little assistant soon. I think of her as a firecracker - tiny but I bet she can really shine when she needs to and she brightens our home with just her smile.
I'd like to take her to Scotland with me... lol.. she does not know this plan, yet.
As for my 'Fuck everyone' painting, more like it are coming.
FUCK YOU you, know who you are. ;( I'm done with bullshit.
IF you Do not believe in me - then move the fuck out of my way because all you are is a bump in the road. Slowing me down for just a moment. I believe in me.
Paint it out- Fuck it- I'm not keeping inside, I'm not letting any negativity stuff work at me anymore- its not worth it. It starts to fuck with my physically and I can hardly handle what I am dealing with most days- I woke at 4 today and couldn't function until about 8:30.
my twitch so intense this morning. I could not walk a straight line.
Life is full of shitty people who say nasty things- and surrounding them is a nasty life - which I want no part, time to move on and enjoy all that this day provides.
I realize I am happiest to paint alone, days on end without seeing people... I don't need to sit around and gossip, and I don't think about negative things.. once I start to paint I get lost in the idea of life, imagination & fantasy- I think about people I like admire and want to spend time with.
Storm laughs at me- it is staking 'Skype' - with those I trust and want to converse with, which is making it a bit easier for me to get past speaking to people with my twitch. Robert,
told me it just looks like I'm winking at him all the time and he likes it ;) Ivan, I swear he does not even notice - I love seeing what he is working on and his window view! I met his wife our last chat!! So cool- She is a potter - I've ben invited to come play with clay! lol & Mike ( an friend I met thought Treating yourself years ago... just in the past couple of weeks... all friends who make me smile, laugh, dream and HOPE. All around the world I might add - how cool is that? Soon Jo and I are gonna chat!
Just Thinking of our conversations can bring a smile to my face. Thats what I will do.
I choose to surround myself with good thoughts! & fun FUCK you paintings!
xox Believe <><
