- Dr. Seuss -
That is how I feel most days.
I decided not to get my botox injections even though I'm due (was due) because I figure the surgery will be soon enough and I don't want to if I don't have to. Unfortunately the past two days has me wondering if I have made the right decision. I wake up with my twitch ready to rock! Strong to the point where the pulling sensation can send me off balance if walking ;-( . So - it once again appears to be gaining control. God I pray this operation is successful. LOL- Irony - with the added stress of the surgery - it is pretty much constant. Not 15 minutes can go by with out one. I wish it was just a twitch - it is a mini shaking and controlling of my mind that I am very much aware of by the instant loss of control is - frightening. Not a fun way to spend a day. I am happy to say I am not drooling as much! LOL able to close my eye and laugh once again with the somewhat appearance of a smile -
I can not tell you how powerful that is! To look in the mirror and be able to smile.
Careful what you take for granted.
Other than that I feel great! I am excited about the craft issues! It is keeping me inspired and having fun looking for ways to encourage others to express their creativity!
I have drawings to keep me busy and sitting at my desk I have decided is the best place to ride out anything! Mental or physical ;-)))
I need a time out because my time between twitches & feeling normal is more limited and suddenly I am very much aware of every moment. Don't want to waste that time watching when I can be doing.