Everything old is new again.. mostly.
I have this white fitted shirt that has been well worn I noticed the other day it had a stain on the back, blood I think and it would not come out - so, I fancied it up, covered it up.. with paint, of course.   Something simple, summer & red - to go with a red purse that I like, big and roomy.    I tied it all together with the green around the base, pleased with the results - I look forward to wearing it.  I use acrylic paint and a sharpie. Nothing special, but I do wash it in cold and hang to dry, I've always done it this way and have painted shirts that have lasted longer than professionally printed shirts.

When venturing into the woods a long sleeve is advised, less 'skin showing  will help keep mosquitos at bay... it rained all day yesterday & the mosquitos are definitely out! Once the sun is out they go away... they make us appreciate the sun even more.  I was thinking.. an old shirt with paw prints on it would be fun, possibly. Or... if I was still teaching kids, a border of colourful tiny hands would have been neat too. The possibilities are endless!  This shirt will be enjoyed a few more times before it becomes a rag.

There is no limit, to what the Heart considers ART!
 Created to create

We had unexpected company!  Normally, I don't go out with the dogs all the time, I just open the door and out then run, they know not to go near the gate or wander too far, Arrow is currently teaching Athena the permitter.  When I call Arrow she comes running with Athena following.  If it takes Athena too long she is tied to the lead - she is starting to understand, I can tell.  For what ever reason I decided to go out with them and I am glad I did! I saw something on the driveway & thought, 'Storm is pranking me' - it was a turtle!  As I got close it opened its mouth and lunged at me!! I am so glad I saw it first and not Ginger, who was indeed attempting a little too close for comfort sniff...  it could easily remove her nose.  
Have you ever been bitten by a turtle? I have, they don't let go.  My bite was from a tiny pet turtle, decades ago but this one much bigger I think could inflict serious pain.  I had to have 3 adults PRY that tiny turtle off my finger and  that was that, for pet turtles. 

I called Storm to remove it and was astounded at how fast it was circling Storm as he was circling it, trying to lift it and move it back into the forest, safely away from the dogs.  Better in the woods than on the driveway or on one of my dogs nose. I would have liked to watch it but once the dogs see something like that, they don't leave it alone and I don't want it getting squished by tires. Not long after that excitement, Athena came running up out of the forest (close to home) as happy as could be with something in her mouth! A rascal - squirrel, with its intestines dangling. YUK. No dog kisses for her.  It was funny to see until she dropped it on the dog bed, I thought for sure it was a stuffed squirrel she was playing with. The signs of summer... muddy paws.

​Also arrived - in time for our first long weekend- mosquitos. For any venturing out of the city to cottage country, be prepared. Warn you kids about snapping turtles, he sure looked innocent enough, cute even - until he opened that beak.

They have a firework By-Law now up here - don't do it unless you want a fine (also no fires except between 7:30p.m. and 7:30 a.m. no mid afternoon smores.)  Fireworks are only permitted on specific holidays, too many are stating it disrupts wildlife, no kidding.  It also terrifies pets, many go missing after fireworks so I make sure to keep the dogs IN. If camping with your pets remember.  In this day and age with forest fires causing serious damage (around the world) - not to mention putting the lives of firefighters in danger - so some can enjoy some 'night sparkle' is inconsiderate.  Appreciate the stars if you want to enjoy majestic sparkle.  Currently in Nova Scotia, they actually have a $25,000 fine for illegal burning! Fireworks when you live in a forest - it doesn't take a genius to know it's not wise or safe.  I'm curious as Athena heard her first thunder this morning and was visibly shaken.   Tequila use to hide in a corner and shake...  I learned and will do with this pup as she is just a PUP, albeit bigger every day, when fireworks or thunder go off - turn on music, play and interact with your dogs,  distract them & show them just be normal, no big deal... turn up the TV if need be.

Did you read - the post office is probably going on strike AGAIN, wow.  As if the last didn't cause enough damage... I have already seen warnings from my bank and sellers online - items might be delayed. I already won't order, it's not worth the frustration - wondering, nor will any packages go out...be prepared.  I also read how many are getting letters stating before their packages arrived - they have 'tariff expenses' to pay, I was shocked, the receipt he shared - the tariff charge was more than the item he ordered (over $100.) Be aware before you buy.  

Time to finish this toad in his tub'.
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Have a safe & enjoyable long weekend! Don't forget mosquito stuff.... I read last year vanilla and water in a spray bottle works.  I'll be trying it this year, what have I got to lose?  I'll smell good either way... I'll let you know after I put it to the test.

The birds are back!   I've finally seen a Scarlet Tanager - male & female. It was vibrant berry red and it was identified by a bird call ap, which is pretty inpressive, no more wondering -what's making that Sweet Tweet?  I illustrated them while watching them at the feeder. I've also seen my first Snow Bunting. (painting soon) & I have a lovely pair of Rose Breasted Grosbeak , they are so laid back, I can practically walk right up the the feeder when they are at it.  Hearing the birds is the loveliest way to wake up.. there must be an alarm clock that imitates this, for those who don't get to hear them.  I'm so happy the birds are back & the leaves too!

Ticks are back also, I have already been bitten and so have the dogs.  I spray them and we check them (when we remember) but it's next to impossible to do each time they go out & my hands have difficulty feeling for & removing them, I actually tried to use the Tick Key on me but I had difficulty pulling it out and the ticks head came off, not fun.  Anyway, I don't stress over them, stressing over them is the same as mosquitos - they are a part of life and one can't live in fear because of them, we can take some precautions but that's about it.

The two children are still missing and I read an article how people send threatening letters to the parents, that's shameful - who are we to judge when WE DO NOT KNOW.   Sure people speculate (human nature) but to accuse & harass  & convict (in their minds) someone is guilty without knowing, in a situation like this is just cruel.  As parents , having your child go missing or dying are our greatest fears & what a nightmare it must be, one  most parents would never get over. I'll admit, in the past Id judge people who leave kids in cars on hot days.. (something we'll be reading about this summer, sadly) but as more cases are share, most of these parents are overwhelmed, exhausted, overworked and stressed out... living knowing you left your baby to die in a hot car would be hell on earth for the rest of their lives.  I no longer judge them, I leave it to God. 

Lastly, do you like tuna? I do.  I didn't eat it for over a decade (almost 2) because no one else likes it and would refuse to eat it.  Except for the few times I made Tuna Casserole and said it was chicken, then it was consumed no problem - phhhhhbt.  Tuna cakes- I found this recipe & the woman commented: she shamelessly ate three while the rest cooked...    
lol - me too!  They are easy & delicious and a nice change from a beef patty, the dogs were drooling also - they spilt one between them.  I am making them again today - since Im the only now who enjoys they they will make at least 3 meals - maybe too.
https://gordonramsayeats.com/gordon-ramsay-tuna-cakes/

Happy Friday!  Today I'm hanging out with a Toad, I started him yesterday, today it's all about details.  I'm painting him to hang in the bathroom as a reminder to sit and soak and enjoy this day The Lord has made.

I was getting the fire ready the other morning, crumpling newspaper when an article caught my eye.. I read it and thought  - Finally! Someone reporting the facts & truth as unpleasant as they can be, to read & understand.  It's often been said "knowledge is power." but actually Knowledge is simply knowing more. What we do with that knowledge, Wisdom is actually power.    I ended up reading the few pages 6 probably, before they were used to start a fire & then searched the site to find out where I could read more.  An actual paper that is not filled with just 'fluff" or  news - paid for & promoted by  sponsors/governments like Mark Carney giving the CBC an additional $150 million (tax payers dollars) to encourage what the government WANTS us to read.  Propaganda.   $150million more!?  For that money - don't you think we should actually get what we pay for - real information to help better our lives & futures?

I have really had to search out stories lately about specific topics, which you can find dribbles of information, studies and scientific facts when you LOOK hard enough because I'm constantly wondering at somethings I hear or read, snippets  on social media - is this true?! IF it is true why aren't people - news media screaming this information from the roof tops or at least actually printing some of it so people can become better informed, do they want to keep us intentionally ignorant? Yep. If you do your history lessons - you can read how owners of newspapers 'families did not like when they were the topic of an negative article, so they made changes.. not for our benefit but to protect their reputations & lies. Look into it- prove me wrong! 

Druthers = read it for yourself IF you dare: https://druthers.ca/newspapers/  I guarantee you will learn a few things -like it or not & everything I wanted to research further then is possible, most articles include links to information where you can investigate further.  Read it so you do not continue to comply to poisoning your body with vaccines, rushed in development - now being said to be responsible for an increase in cancers, blood clots and numerous complications.   Are you aware they did a study on the influenza vaccine 2024-2025  that found- the risk of influenza was significantly higher for the vaccinated compared to the unvaccinated? Probably not.. most are not aware that  the polio vaccine was tainted in the 60's causing more complications than good or that the polio vaccines the Gates administered in Africa actually left thousands of kids paralyzed. No, we rarely read about that.   

Did you read about Sean Hartman? The 17 year old who died suddenly after receiving his 2nd Pfizer Covid-19 injection... some will roll their eyes and think - so what.. just one kid, wait until it's your kid, sibling, grandson... then you might feel differently. And OH - by the way The Ontario Superior (not so superior) court has ruled that The Ontario government cannot be held liable & claim they did NOT have a duty to inform the public about all the potential risks associated with the shot. Read that again - WTF? - is our government not to protect it's people - apparently not.

I didn't know but was shaking my head at this one: A New Jersey Hospital asks parents to declare newborns pronouns & sexual orientation - newborns - asking the parents what will be their sexual preference is nothing but sexual perversion in disguise.  I bet many are looking into midwives, in NewJersey. When I was expecting Storm the trend was to buy yellow or green or a neutral colour as a baby gift - so that we don't impose Blue for boys are Pink for girls - but this is a step in another direction, on a new level...  what are you signing your newborn up for? You won't know for at least a decade.

I contacted Druthers - thrilled to discover, I can walk to get a copy!  & I will monthly, I want to be informed to know and hopefully become wiser in countless ways.  If our government is not protecting us - it's people then it is our responsibility to pull our head out of our asses/sand and share with others for the sake of ourselves and our kids and our kids kids.  God gave us the gift of choice - in order to choose wisely - we must know the truth, you're not going to get it from paid for by the government propaganda.  Apparently the USA is at a tipping point and people are demanding  no more bullshit news 
they are tuning out and turning off  the news stations that have been around for generations - leading to generations of lies & ignorance.   Pick up this months issue for a better understanding of what these 15 minute cities are really all about, it won't take long for you to discover it's all about control... do or don't but when you are eating fake food, not permitted to leave your perimeter and being punished on your social credit scores for your bad habits- smoking, drinking, porn watching (all recorded on your digital identity) don't complain.
​You didn't care enough to know.

I never drink POP but seeing that cold Pop Shop pop (pineapple) was an instant trip down memory lane and I could not resist!  It was delicious.. the Bible reminds us to indulge', just don't be a glutton.  I'll get another next month with my next copy. I picked up a couple and shared with a few- it's a start... sharing wisdom is caring - Thank you Druthers! Finally. 

It's T shirt weather! yay!  Below is a super easy, affordable fun way to spend some time.  
Don't have any paint? No problem - use bleach!  All you need is a dark T shirt. There are many to be found at the thrift stores.  Place it on a big piece of cardboard so that it naturally stretches itself-making the surface easier to 'paint'.  I had one laying around that has tiny holes in it and I just wanted to 'play', so I did. 
I taped off a square (I did not measure) added  a few caps of bleach to a cup and about 1/4 of water.

Then I just painted a design, not much thought was given, I wanted to experiment more than anything.
I painted dogs (of course) & dots. I sat in the sun and it dried quickly.  For not giving it much effort,  I was pleased and will try again soon and plan the image in more detail, I think I'll paint mushrooms and dilute the bleach even more before I finish, to see if I can achieve a varying 'shade'.    That' it.  It would be an easy craft for kids and if they needed a drawing to trace - let them draw on the T with chalk.  I now have a new night-time T.  

It's not always about creating a masterpiece'... it's more about exploring and letting go, doing something instead of watching TV or your phone. Recycling is always good too.
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Created to Create! 

What a beautiful day it was yesterday, our forest walk was wonderful.... until the black flies found us. 
You learn quickly to breath through your nose  when in the forest this time of year -and even then I am sure I swallowed a bug or two, as do the dogs- they swarm around them.  The sky clear and BLUE  vibrant sky blue!  

Trilliums too have appeared, today I'll paint one.. it's how I celebrate their arrival.
Athena is learning & listening - she comes when called in the forest and no longer needs a leash.   Holy giant.. there are days at this point I look at her an thinks she's grown! Since yesterday!    She has also discovered if she can get Arrows ball - Arrow will chase her for it and it is very amusing to watch!   1/2 the time I think Arrow is just amusing her & IF she really wanted her ball - she'd have it.   Arrow trails Athena daily... it's time to learn about the dog door.  She's learned to go out - but does not come in, I'll tempt her today with special treats - hopefully, she'll follow Arrow in. 

I'll admit it was a bit of a sad walk too... I can't stop thinking about those 2 kids in NovaScotia who went missing and they have searched the woods.  Lilly 6 and Jack 4 have been missing over a week and now they have called in cadaver dogs. 
The thought of them alone, in the dark, black flies, mosquitos.. no berries to eat, not that they would know which is safe to consume, they are too little...  its  heart breaking.   My gut tells me they are gone. Police are asking that people do not speculate' but that's difficult... Why would they leave the property and wander so far away, 6 year olds know better, Im sure her mom warned her not to go into the woods.   When Storm was about 3 I noticed him missing one summer morning, not in his bed or the house.  After a few frantic seconds, I found him outside playing in the sandbox with the Great Dane guarding him .  Just those few seconds had my heart racing, I can't even pretend to know what these parents are experiencing.  It does seem peculiar the mom is not speaking to the father... I have prayed they are still fine, huddled somewhere waiting to be discovered.  it is a reminder to all to keep an eye on your little ones.

My full time job right now seems to be keeping an eye on Athena, like a kid- it's amazing to watch her discover - bugs! Hummingbirds, bees and even planes - has her paying attention and looking up to the sky! Very smart. I' not sure I've ever had a dog notice or do that before.  She does have a destructive tendency - I guess it's more curiosity' at her age and she has pulled several plants out of pots and destroyed a few shoes. Normal puppy process.   it is physically impossible for me to smack her bottom (and I don't like to) - it would hurt my hands more so I don't, but she sees discipline  currently as a game',  Im trying to figure stuff out, I guess I'll have to lock her in another room, away from the pack to let her know - this in not how to behave.  She also likes to sit on Ginger (funny not funny) but Ginger is not friendly and doesn't share toys - so I guess that's how Athena is dealing with her , she has learned she is not permitted to snap at poppy or Ginger, Arrow will teach her not to do it. For any pet owners - you now have unlimited resources on YouTube for dog training videos - there's no excuse tight time, patience and love that you can't have a well behaved furry friend.

I have a cowbell by the door Athena has learned to tap when she wants out- which she just did so.. out we go!
Enjoy this day the Lord has made and offer a few prayers for the missing children... may they be found safe. 

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It's a beautiful Sunday!  I'll be spending it with these 4 (above), exploring the forest, napping, reading, soaking up some sun - a perfect day.  Sunday - the day of rest... I hope all mothers out there truly get the rest they need today.  

I've been looking into women in the bible, specifically powerful women.  When I was younger, I believed the narrative' that most women in the bible are weak & manipulative... luring & misleading men to their destruction with their wicked ways.  The Bible was a tool used by many men 'to keep women in their place'... whatever that means, depends on who you ask.  Ask God, where is a woman's place?   Right where God needs her to be.   In some cases, at the side of man - as his equal, that's why a rib' was taken from Adams side and not a foot bone for example. Women are not to be controlled, demeaned, used or stepped on'.   That is NOT why God created her .. he did create a companion for Adam, someone for him to  cherish and experience the Garden, together.

God visits & communicates with women and often it is women that bring down a king or mighty warrior, not with malice but wisdom.  Wisdom is a Woman, in the Bible.  With God, since creation.
Women are to believe that it is only men who are chosen by God to be great leaders. NOT TRUE, it's simply a plan devised by men to eliminate the competition.  It seems to me that the most insecure, hostile groups/nationalities  of people are the same that keep women as 'property', to be controlled, abused & raped (legally) at 9 years of age..  Go figure, sound familiar?  
WE AE ALL ONE in Gods eyes, all his children, all created for greatness and don't forget it!
& don't let any man put you, where he thinks you should be.    Be where God wants you. Trust in God and you will rise up.

Women have been accused of being 'tricksters and seen in a negative light and that was indeed intentional, research it.   Past Popes  (Hello Pope Leo! May God continue to bless him and help him raise us all up!) went to great lengths to have women in the bible - minimized & sexualized... more or less to be seen as 'all insignificant prostitutes', to be stoned at for simply displeasing a man (which can mean a great many things, to men)..   Scripture itself destroys that idea'.  
See & Hear and learn how Jesus treats women.  Angels speak to women, God speaks to women and women are awarded with being responsible for birthing nations!  Where would YOU be without a woman?  Not here. 

Judith & Ester are two of my favourites..  they didn't use brutality or even force.. they used wisdom.  
Wisdom of men and understanding how many times a mans desire often leads to his own demise. Albeit, he probably blames a woman for it.    :) funny not funny.  Both beautiful, both used their looks and Faith in God to get done what needed done.  God has used women almost as often as men in the bible to rid us of evil humans.  Ester had to prepare for over a year being trained in cosmetics, adorned in jewels & perfume (and politics) before she even met with the king. He fell in love with her at first sight & proved his love, happily ever after.  She used her wisdom to expose evil and saved her people.  Judith saved her people by having the courage to offer herself to evil - understanding the weakness of men & the influence of alcohol, she removed the head of the leader of one of the greatest armies, saving her people.  
They are not moms of one or two but moms of many, looking out for ALL Gods children.  

One of the greatest blessings as growing older, maturing, ageing (call it what you will) is many women I know (some men too, but few) turn away from wanting 'things' & desires.. to wanting  & desiring wisdom.  One of the most powerful Queens in the Bible didn't want land, treasures or power, she wanted only one thing from The Greatest King (ever).. for him to share his Wisdom.  

Stuff breaks, wears out, loses it's value, gets boring but Wisdom...  Thinking about & desiring Wisdom is like having those rare 'lightbulb moments', going off a few times a day!  & understanding: You know & God knows.  
That's all anyone needs to know.  Trust in God. 

I am wise enough to know the sun doesn't shine everyday - so out I go, time to kick the ball a hundred times and pick a weed or two.

​Enjoy this day The Lord has made!   Be a Judith! 
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NightBitch...  wow.
The other night I stumbled on the movie NightBitch, I knew nothing about it but saw the cover & I like Amy Adams, a woman and dogs- how bad can it be?  It was bad, in the sense - it hit a nerve and had me remembering & angry, still.   I highly recommend it to men & women  before you have kids and especially  after.  I don't want to spoil it for anyone not seen it yet but it's about a mom with a baby, toddler and life at this time and it is spot on, too accurate for comfort for too many, no doubts.  Why do you think they made the movie - it is a common occurrence, too many can relate to. 

Before I continue I want to stress, Storm was the best gift ever given by God & I am grateful for him... but because of Norm, there are too many memories I would rather of not had/have. This movie shows how difficult it is, how much women GIVE and how little we get in return, how little appreciation or consideration.  Perhaps long ago it took a village to raise a child but the village is gone & most women, like it or not raise the children on their own -  with a husband.

I'm going to share a few 'memories'...  I am often accused of living in the past - by someone who wishes I would forget the past - I guess so... but I've learned, when we forget or don't acknowledge the past it tends to repeat itself & child rearing is no different.   Storm was an 'emergency breech C-section' (up and down incision), when I came home from having him, two weeks passed and I had to drive myself to emergency because my C- section had opened to a gaping hole 2 inches big- the  ER Dr.,  was angry and stressed - "YOU are doing too much!"   I was told to go home and tell my husband to 'step up!'.  Norm was not cooking, cleaning or anything - it was if his life never changed at all.  

Not long after , I guess Storm was a few months - I was exhausted and needed a break - Norm took Storm for the day to the mall with friends. I packed up all he needed and off they went.  When they returned - 6 hours later, Storm was acting strange... I looked through the bag and everything I had sent - food, drink, snacks - NOT one thing had been touched!  Norm though had purchased and ate lunch with our friends.  Storm on the other hand was starving, wet and exhausted.  I was furious! My friend Kathy (& neighbour) that went to the mall with her baby & husband (born days apart from Storm) was so upset, she cried and apologized - she assumed Norm was feeding him. How fucked up is that? How selfish to not give your baby any consideration to feed or change him for 7 hours?  So, I never let him take Storm again (until he could speak), go figure. 

The first time Norm was asked to look after Storm for the day - he was resentful - "why not get a baby sitter?"  God forbid he look after his own child for the day & I even made it easy, food, toys, suggestions were provided.  I headed down to the city to my cousins baby shower.  Storm was not yet 2.. I think he was about 14 months (still not speaking).  When I arrived back home - Storm was in bed (his crib) and I thought that was a bit strange as he was normally active at that time- I went up to see him and he was unresponsive! Usually, he was thrilled to see him momma! He was like a rag doll - literally, I started to freak out, I could not even shake him awake! Norm was still outside playing ball hockey'.. I screamed and asked him what is wrong with Storm - "He was sleepy, I put him down.." it was then I saw the open & empty tube of *'Baby Oragel'.. I asked him about it and he said he had it but he took it off of him & that was that. I called 911 and they said get him to the hospital A.S.A.P. - OFF I went (by myself) I wasn't waiting for an ambulance - Storm was rushed in, still unresponsive and had his stomach pumped -right away, It was difficult to watch (a painful memory) I was in the room & shoved a tube down his nose and pumped charcoal into him. Hours later we returned home and Norm was still playing ball hockey, he did not even come and see how Storm was - I called him over and slapped him so hard in the face, his glasses flew off. So, I never let him 'baby sit' again.  

It never ends.. One day I asked him for help so I could fold the growing mountain of laundry which Norm was incapable of doing,  he begrudgingly took Storm and said: "Come on Storm, Mommy doesn't love you anymore!!"  Those words still burn my ears to this day - simply because, I had asked for some help.

I did it. I taught Storm everything - Norm did NOTHING. I taught him how to speak (which was delayed due to hearing loss) Norm was too impatient.  I took him everywhere, I raised Storm by myself. Fact. There's more.. so much more but - what's the point of rehashing everything, & there's too much to mention  & yes it still and always will make my blood boil.

When Storm was around 14 our fridge broke, Storm and Norm were looking on-line for a new one and I made the mistake of piping in - "I like that one!"    Norm turned and gave me a disgusted look (in front of Storm ) and said:  
" You have no say, you have contributed nothing to this marriage."  

I kid you not.  That is what  he thought of me after almost 2 decades. I contributed nothing to the marriage. Because I was not bringing home a pay check - I contributed nothing - WOW.  Has he lived that one down? NEVER.   Why should I forget?  I wish, I was like the mom in the movie and had the strength to leave him then because you know what... unlike the movies ending when the child is still a little toddler, it continues.  3 decades + later- Norm still has '0 appreciation for me.   Looking back, I did him a favour, unable to trust  him alone with our child,  I was forced to do it all on my own- I would never have any fun anyway, if I left Norm with Storm - I always terrified of what might happen in his own fathers "care".  Like the time Storm broke his wrist and Norm did not believe him & would not take him to the ER,  Storm had to call me to come home (I was out Christmas shopping with a friend).  Sigh... too many memories.  So, I agree... if this is the situation you are in - don't wait 30years. I've not only a mother to Storm but a mother, maid, cook & then some -  to Norm too.  

I didn't make this up, didn't share to humiliate Norm - they do it to themselves when they behave the way they do, they don't need help from us being thoughtless & careless. They are not stupid - they choose to be ignorant.  & some children lose their lives because they are not looked after properly.  I shared so some might learn before they waste 30+  years of their lives, trying to be the perfect wives and mothers'... stop fooling yourself, it doesn't GET BETTER (perhaps in a few rare cases)  & it sure as heck doesn't end once the little ones are no longer toddlers.

When you become a mom - it changes everything from your body, brain, hormones, mindset and LIFE - every aspect.   Changed Forever.   If you're doing it alone - do it alone - one less 'baby' to look after.    
Set clear boundaries before you have children... it might' help.

* Baby Oragel... do not use it for teething, I'm not even sure if it is still on the market TBH but the ER Dr. told me it should be banned!  I could have been much worse, pretty much - Storm overdosed & was slipping into a oragel coma, it is very dangerous and we never used it again & I warned everyone who would listen.  Just like Baby Powder - now proven to promote cancer,  KNOW what you are giving your children, don't rely on the government or product producers to tell you the truth, they don't.

I understand why this movie is 'being talked about' - about time too. 

Next more powerful women.. this time from the bible.

I had a bit of Saturday morning painting fun - Yogi & BooBoo discovering Shiitake in the woods!
Enjoyable way to start a Saturday morning, the skies where grey in the morning, yet- as bright as Yogis forest in the afternoon. 

I was inspired by the Shiitake in the forest that Storm inoculated!  Soon they will be fried and enjoyed with dinner.  
A couple of photos of them below & the logs they come out of.  Fascinating! I watched him drill them all and put the mushroom plugs in and has been keeping them 'rained on'- other than that, patience in a must.  
He explains how to set it up on his Instagram page:  Flow mycology.
I enjoy all mushrooms (especially fried in damp butter!) so to have this variety is a bonus, you can't always find fresh, organic Shiitake - Grow your own!  I also think kids in particular would enjoy creating the mushroom logs (with adult assistance) and watch them produce over and over. 

The above painting didn't take long, Athene keeps me busy so I have to paint - enjoyable, less detailed work that I often get up and walk away from to see what she is into ' now'.  I know the puppy stage does not last forever (whew) so it's easier to stay patient, still I can't slack - especially with her not coming RIGHT away, when I call.  We can't fool around in the forest.   She is SO sweet though - it's hard to say no.  Enjoy this day the Lord has made!  I hope you find some fungi in the woods!

I don't know who did this but... YOU Rock!     
Yesterday we went to Minden to get my haircut, and after I took a small stroll with Athena and came across this display which instantly made me smile - thank you. I did take the tiny sweet mouse (bottom left of image) and today I will paint 2 rocks and on the weekend someone will drop them off for me.  My mouse now sits on my desk - I wonder who the artist is.   I also saw a big Robin - I loved it!  I might make something like it for the post at the end of the driveway.

We took Athene as - she is a bit of a destroyer when left to amuse herself...  she doesn't seem to enjoy the car ride  but did enjoy the walk in town and what a good girl she was! I had to go to the bank and she was such a good girl, she ignored all others and lay by my side patiently as I addressed the teller, others looking and asking 'how old is she?' - amazed when I replied:  4 months.   She didn't pull, didn't growl or bark at the strange dogs growling at her, she kept walking right past without hardly acknowledging.  A few ladies sitting outside a store asked if they could pat her,  she complied and gave some smooches too - making their morning by the show of giggles and smiles.   When we crossed a bridge - she looked at me first as to ask : what's this?   The walk was so enjoyable, we'll do it again soon, and I'll bring her big sister too.
Leash training has begun.  A neat moment was when I saw someone I know, she asked what  Athenes name was...  & she knew that she was named for The Goddess of Wisdom, protector of women and wars.

Are ou an artist? Then this is your sign to paint a rock (and protect it with a clear coat) and place it for someone to find! 
Make a stranger smile.  Add joy to someones day without knowing who or when.. just do it.   My rocks will have mushrooms on them, forever fungi's...  coming to this rock pile, this weekend!  I am looking forward to heat & sunshine - lol - according to the weather ap. on my phone - neither is expected until NEXT weekend... sigh.   Oh well, every day is a day to explore and give thanks to The Lord for this new day!  Mushrooms are still growing in the forest - I can smell the morel - the trick is to find them, pinecones make this even more challenging.  The joy is in the seeking - SEEK and you will find.
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Dog on the beach. 5 x 7 card.
Inspired by a YouTube video...  it's an older man (60 -70s) and his desk  is very messy -but he paints this lovely beach scene with kids so I played along and added a dog. I wanted to share but do you think I can find it??  Strange, I went over almost every link in my history from the day before (when I watched and painted) and now I can not find it.   Albeit - there are countless tutorials on gouache on YouTube, some new, loaded up daily.  Even if you know how to paint - it's always enjoyable to learn from someone else.  He also spoke the entire time and he was very relaxing to listen to.. perhaps you'll find it.  I'm spending a few days painting cards, Jesus cards. 

Yesterday, I saw a video of Trump circulating where he said, he heard from Mark Carney (the lesser of two evils) the one that actually hates his less' phhhhbt.. and he said, Mark said "Let's make a deal."   The liberals 'know not what they have done ' - in their efforts to keep Trump OUT they have indeed given him a pass IN.   Wait & see.  Anyone who voted liberal - don't complain about groceries, bills or taxes- you will get more of what you asked for.  I had someone send me a message to gloat, and all I could think was:  when was he last time you actually read or investigated seriously, the candidates?   Not even aware of Mark Carneys affiliation with the WEF or their agenda - which we will indeed arrive at - faster & suffer more for.  STFU.   They didn't wan't the 'CON'servative, focused on TRANS issues instead of taxes, food, shelter - you focus on distractions.  Focusing on the PAST and past actions  of the then conservatives, instead of the present day issues.  I decided - it was not worth my time/peace to say anything, what's the point, that person has already proved their ignorance, so be it.  When things get worse, I won't gloat with an "I told you so"... I won't need to,  they will know when they feel the pain brought on by their choices.  
Trump  did not lose the election for Pierre, HE won it,  for Mark. 

Two things I love most in this world - Jesus and Dogs..  & walking in the woods - with both.
Our walk in the woods gets easier every day- the buds are starting, I can't wait until we start to see mushrooms.
Enjoy this day The Lord has made!

Yesterday was our first spring walk in the woods!  The day Daisy died I now realize was a real gift,  it was beautiful & warm -if only for a couple of days allowing us to bury her, I walked back in the snow.. easier than anticipated. Yesterday, not as easy - still enjoyable albeit painful.   From a winter of only walking on flat surfaces to the hills, rocks, stepping over branches and not flat ground - I was exhausted after yesterdays walk, Ginger too.   Today (as every first walk in spring) my ankles are bruised and sore... I'll go out again today & hopefully every day -all summer; past experience proves the pain will diminish with time.  Athene actually helped by pulling me ups few hills, lol & she listened well and didn't take off - when I wasn't holding the leash.  Normally, Athene is on a lead that allows her to run across the yard, no complete freedom, util she understands - she can't wander.

We visited Daisys' grave and her and Arrow claimed on the rocks, the two little ones stoop  sniffing.  I miss Daisy, she was such a happy girl, always.  Arrow proved her rockstar status yet again, she walks 5 times what I do - first she runs ahead to make sure the coast in clear, then comes back looking for me, she also keeps everyone in line! Literally.  If Poppy runs ahead she run up and snaps at her as if to say, not too far!  & Ginger was trailing very slowly on the way back some so she kept running back and snapping at her -as if to say - HEY! Keep up chunky girl! Ginger would then run to catch up, it's fascinating to watch. I have trained Athena well, to pee on the pads' BUT... after that  walk (at least an 90 minutes) we got back to the house and she ran in and over to the peeped and peed. LOL!  I did not yell at her but am starting today : PEEPEE OUTSIDE!  I'm confident she will succeed in no time. I actually saw 2 mushrooms!  More on mushrooms tomorrow. A few of our photos from yesterday, when Storm took Athena she barked at Jesus, not yesterday - she did go and say hello -up close, I find it very amusing she does recognize Jesus (as a human) if only on wood.  I was shocked to see all the trees that toppled during that ice Storm, and Storm has spent 2 days in the wood -just cleaning the path so I could walk, many pine tree tops- ironically, I wanted some to make pine whisks' - now I can make several. I might attempt some pinecone crafts for the future, currently - there are many.. waiting to be made into something. lol

In other news... sadly, Mark Carney is the new PM.  How disappointing.  Because of God, the Word of God, I will accept this - as we are asked to do. I will no mock him, whatever the plan, he is on the path,  the BIBLE has taught me - sometimes even KINGs fall- usually because of their own actions,  we don't know why but lessons will be learned. Please, don't let the lesson be at the expense of Canada.  Does it mean I think Carney will be good for Canada, NO (especially due to his WEF association) but I HOPE so - I hope I am wrong and this won't become (yet another) 'I told you so moment'.  
Many Canadians are feeling distraught, hopeless...  more concerned than ever about becoming the 51st state.   I can't even say anymore as - it makes my stomach upset to even think of the direction we might go.  I did learn something else, who I don't want to be.. like the crusty old nasty Boomer' giving the rest of Canada 2 fingers, I am against making fun of politicians children, I disagree with this.  I also disagree with wanting to cause anyone bodily harm,  some remarks people make are shameful, it's one thing not to like a politician - it's another to desire to cause them physical harm.  
LET GOD be 'that judge.   People still will judge them and plot against them... I won't be one of them. 

Today, I'll move forward as we all & pray Mark Carney proves many of us wrong... time will tell.
​Another forest adventure! Give thanks for this day The Lord has made!

Did you vote? Apparently, there's been a record turn out this election & it's not over.  Several very serious insinuations towards Carney have since been exposed just this past week- since I voted... I wonder if some early voters might want to change their mind. Lies exposed, talks of him and Trump & "Canada becoming the 51st state"..  which he denied (tried)... so much my head is swimming and I can't wait for it to be over & Pierre to be the next PM- who swears, he will end social media mega censorship for Canadians.

I have said on this blog, in the past...  I understand immigrants wanting to come here from war torn countries  & have agreed with it, in the past, only NOW to realize how naive I (many of us) have been. IF I had seen some videos that we are NOW seeing - some 45 weeks after they have happened (censorship is real for Canadians) - wow- I get that they want to keep us IGNORANT.  It's one thing to welcome people to Canada, it's another to have others come & bring their anger, fighting, wars, hatred and LAWS with them.  We are already seeing Indians & Pakistan fighting - here, not just there.  I am not saying this as an older white woman but a human, a human that doesn't agree the laws, is watching our country deteriorate, homelessness tent cities popping up in record numbers - yet we house newcomers..something is not working. Religion & especially hatred - if you hate Canadians & Canada's ways- why come?  They came to divide. Ask Mark Carney, he understands the power of the protest & loves them - that clip with him remarking and astonished at one particular protest- a violent one...  And divide they are. 

In Iraq they are proposing the age of marriage for girls to be 9.    9.     Nine.   
Look at your 9 year old daughter/granddaughter and imagine her married to a 65 year old man.  Man is not the word that comes to mind... more like CHILD ABUSER.  I see friends who have posted some photos of themselves, it's nothing to post 'risqué' photos in low cut tops and high cut skirts- hot is in', after all,   now I'm worried about these woman, seeing how women are being attacked and raped at record numbers, being shamed for their 'western' appearances.. coming to a town near you? I worry about my friends.  I actually thought: women better start dressing different, in some counties they would be shamed, beaten and thrown into jail for what we wear at Walmart. 

Carney for carnage.  Carney absolutely understands the power of carnage.
He doesn't care about Canadians, he has not lived in Canada & he will sell out Canada as quick as he gets it in- especially for our GOLD= WATER,  for his buddy at the WEF, who once remarked "Water is not a human right" - holy.  
Do you think he can relate to the average Canadian? Perhaps the 1% - the super rich, as that is who HE is.  Several are coming forward advising against Carney, I hope it's in time and we get an even better turn out at the poles.  Send a message with a landslide win - as to the directions Canada WANTS to go forward with.. Conservative.  

Athena is napping, lol - we all take advantage of the peace for a hour or two.  
Peace...  something we need more of.
As long as we remember, we have Christ in us, we will always have peace... no one is worth losing your 'peace of mind'.

OH- (below) By The Way... this is the most mind blowing thing I have read about how they spend OUR Canadian tax dollars and I DO not agree with it! Talk about opening a pandoras box. Carney, will be o.k. with this.
Some Canadians can't affording medicine, cancer care.. now older I know many who can't afford dentures, hearing aids,  housing, food... yet a judge says we should pay for a surgery so that  this person can have a vagina & penis - WTF??  OUR tax money for this?!    Insane.   Is this o.k. to you??
I read a comment 'then why not pay for my nose job?' .. they have a point.  
YOUR tax dollars will go towards this - if Carney wins. 

VOTE!!!       

I found some little bags.. so I'm painting them (finally) for fun - some I'll make into foray bags, the above was painted with Gouache & sprayed to protect. Due to the canvas' it's difficult to achieve detail but still able to get a somewhat detailed image- I drew it with a sharpie btw.  I enjoy painting objects and have dug out a few shirts spruce up for this summer! 

Soon the election will be over & Conservatives are going to win.  Yay! Thank God, I can't ever remember seeing the level of anger or hate' for politicians like this before. I'll be the first to admit, in the past - my feelings about Steven Harper in particular, the detest I felt back then was strong - so strong I switched to liberal party and now here we are, I voted Conservative, this time.  Changed my mimd for whom I think best represents Canada- the guy who lives here.   We live & learn - HOPEFULLY.  There are so many videos of the line ups for voting,  examples of Liberals (flapping their  'elbows UP' like the chicken dance) being angry, giving the finger, swearing at strangers who are just filming the line out of amazement- a bit defensive are we?  With guys like this (I guess so):
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I was reading IF the liberals get in, there will be a surge of younger Canadians leaving (go figure) why stay in a place that can offer you nothing but longer work hours & higher grocery prices? The younger generation will in search of a better, more affordable, enriching life & leave so these older ageing Liberals with a  shortage of people to look after them, who'd want to? Understanding they contributed to destroying any economy we have left.  The anger they display is concerning, when they loose.. I think they 'will lose it' & it will escalate.  I have read some comments on social media that only convince me - the group that appears the nastiest - is the boomers. Then I remembered...

The boomers are the generation that warned their kids:  Stop crying or I'll give you something to cry about!
 -Aint' that the truth with wanting to elect Carney! 

As they sipped on another martini and a smoke'.   They were the ones that started the consumerism craze - because they worked and made good MONEY (back then) & they splurged on AFFORDABLE housing and vehicles and appliances- it was all affordable - back then. They bought several homes, one to live in and one to vacation at (GREED).  They had fancy parties and fancy cars & constantly reminded us (their kids) kids are to be seen and not heard.  Clearly, many still have this stagnant mentality.  Why would anyone think they have become wiser, most seem to have become meaner.   Thinking about yet another war- who will be sent? Not these crusty old boomers that give younger Canadians the finger & make sarcastic remarks - displaying a level of indignation I've not witnessed before... the level of hate, is disgusting & it's not coming from 'the kids'.   The kids will suffer for their actions or lack of action.  

​I will be glad when Pierre wins & change comes... hope too.

HOLY frig... I don't know about you, but I had a 'Be careful what you wish for moment'.  I was happy Klaus stepped down - from the WEF, hmmmm... turns out he didn't step down ran to hide is more like it.  Has he been up to some sneaky business, and IS NOW being investigated (go figure).  The guy who want's us to eat bugs.. a whistle blower alleging financial and ethical misconduct by Schwab and his wife Hilde.  I guarantee you he is not dining on bugs.  BUT his replacement - OMG.. the guy who once said "WATER IS NOT A BASIC HUMAN RIGHT."   has taken his place.  
ARE you paying attention?  Canada should be especially concerned (AGAIN), they want Canadas water, bottled and sold at a PROFIT!

God created the earth for us all...  who has the right to say they own the water?
It is A F*CKED up, greedy mentality....  if you vote for Carney - this is who you are voting for.  
***THIS IS WHO CARNEY endorses and supports... The WEF.  

Either way - SOON this election will be over and then maybe we can ALL focus on helping the younger generations that will be struggling long after these boomers are gone, no matter if liberals or conservatives get in - the journey will be long and difficult.

Turning a blind eye, pretending not to know what JESUS asks of us. Who Jesus hung out with and helped... the poor, homeless & hungry.   Yeah, remember that this Sunday as you consume the body of Christ  and 'live' a life opposite to his teachings.  One reason (of several) why I stopped attending 'large fancy' churches, full of hypocrites and hate as they pass the basket count their ($$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$) blessings'. 

Enjoy this day the Lord has made! Sunshine and a high of 16! what's not to enjoy??  

A Spring foray!
No, no mushrooms yet but in my mind, they are abundant! This is the sort of image I paint, just to paint.  A day without painting is a day wasted.  The only wasted' paint.. is the paint still in the tube!

The snow is almost all gone, shout out to Storm who shovelled the last remaining snow mountains off the deck, the furnitures out -yay!  A little damp with the rain but not snow- so all is well.  

*I was reading a post stressing how this election is dividing family & friends and I understand, but remind myself - try not to...  Have you seen this boomer, the one making the rounds on social media? He makes me ashamed to be a boomer'  (I'm on the cusp 1964) so no - if like him I'll go the other direction. He has his 15 minutes of fame, a huge grin giving everyone the finger (two) - wow, proud moment grandpa!  His face plastered everywhere..  some anticipate it is his  image that will lose the election for Liberals. Win or Lose at this point he loses.  I wanted to print out a poster and put it up at the voting station myself, I did not.    Liberal boomers are screaming, "no more Trump" yet TRUMP wants us to have a liberal government- what does that tell you?  As for blaming Trump... Seriously?? It's evident how I feel about Trump but we have had issues long before Trump and will after Trump.  Trump appears to be 'The Goat' alright, The Scapegoat!
Especially if Carney gets in. Maybe Carney plans to take over for Klaus at Davos, at this point nothing would shock me.  

I'm not going to ask who's voting what, I don't want to know, if you are voting liberal because it might change my mind about you. No wonder the younger generation is angry, they see a life most will never experience.   Then that ass slaps them in the face with his 2 fingered salute. It doesn't matter who he is voting for - is this how Canadians behave, Carneys' Canadians. Voting for Carney is not saving Canada... WE The People can save Canada by electing someone who... ummmm... for starters - LIVES HERE!  Do you think Carney will be around? Please. Phhhhhbt.  

Someone who knows what is happening, has seen and understands Canada & the very serious issues that we better get under control, fast. I am thrilled to read  he has a huge majority of police, unions & blue collar workers, not retired boomers.  Also... I am slightly concerned if Carney  (Carney a variant of 'carny', a person employed by a carnival. )gets in there won't be some sort of up rising because of KNOWN Chinese interference and then some... nice, it that was all avoided. 

I read a post, someones dad saying: The Pope died because of the Vice Presidents meeting (his last meeting).
You know there could be a bit of truth to it, what do you think?   The Pope was no dummy and very concerned about the plight of immigrants & aware of what was happening in the USA, meeting him would be like me having to meet - Carney! Pretending to be polite because that's how we are supposed to 'behave.  It certainly  didn't  help remove any stress from his day. Oh well...      I'm happy for the Pope!! Up where he belongs!  HE has RISEN!! 

*Don't let there be one more thing that divides us- that is the 'plan' since Adam & Eve (man & woman), Cain & Able (good & bad). Jesus wants to to love each other - or at least NOT kill each other - over this circus.  PEACE over.. pipelines.

​If the Lord has graced you with another day - do what you love to say:   Thank You!

What an emotional week...  Thinking about Jesus mostly  & realizing the end is near, nearer than most of us understand.
The end of many things on my mind but mostly relationships, through choice or force.  The past few days have been an emotional roller coaster!

Last week My Dr. sent a letter sharing he was retiring, as much as I tried to not let it bother me a few days later I started crying.  I'm going to miss him in many ways, he was a fantastic Dr.,  patient (heehee), kind, considerate & truthful.  On more than one occasion he shared the brutal truth of the medical industry, especially regarding Storm when diagnosed by Sick kids & the Shriners hospital & he warned: as long as you let them 'test' him... they will. He can either become a science experiment or live his life the best he can.     So I said NO MORE, especially as they were 'encouraging me'  to remove part of Storms leg bone - "for science".  That was some of the best advice I've ever received. He also, after speaking to Storm in great detail, approved him for cannabis at 14 **one of Canadas youngest legal recipients. (his first patient) & saved Storm from a life of narcotics and deadly 'painkillers'.

He was always there to help when I needed it and he was also a friend, one moment I feel sadness about him retiring YET I am elated he is retiring & I hope he lives a long joy filled life.. God absolutely put him on my path and I am forever grateful. I can say NOW, - long before I met Norm & had Storm,  I don't think I'd still be here -if not for him.  The current system, there will never be another like him.  People always talk/complain about wait times to see Dr.s  - I would call him Monday & be in Tuesday, always. 
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Good Friday, I am always sad.. what happened to Jesus who preached LOVE & forgiveness, he was murdered for it and for us.  One of the greatest gifts I have received in this life time is understanding my love with Jesus. I am blessed to understand, Jesus has ALWAYS been with me, and always will be.  This I know for a fact.  Still the reminder of what he endured and the level of humiliation humans inflicted on him & on each other.. brutal.

Saturday, I found out a friend died. Marco Renda, I'm tearing up now so...    Marco was very good to me & Storm.   Marco & my friend Ivan decided to publish my comic strip in Treating Yourself magazine - and my work was seen around the world, the magazine even translated in Spanish.  I had people from around the world e mail me and thank me for my cartoons- it was very cool to "see" too! It was a DREAM come true for me to be syndicated in a magazine! & Treating yourself magazine in itself was an amazing accomplishment for Marco & Ivan. He gifted me my booth (every year) at the treating yourself EXPO - a cannabis expo in Toronto - the first of it's kind and it was a HUGE success and started the ball rolling for legalization in a big way- in their face.  Marco & I became friends & hung out many times.  Marco was one of those people - you love or hate, he had no problems being BLUNT. He warned me of a few to avoid or take care around (wise advice), he introduced us to many people and a new world- one where cannabis was CELEBRATED and people were not shamed for wanting to feel better/healthier.  Marco was sick for a while and was a medical patient of cannabis himself. He made me LAUGH.  He also made me mad a few times- mostly because he didn't take care of himself and like the rest of us- from time to time he let the opinion of others, get to him.. but never for long.  He moved to Mexico a few years ago and he loved it, even had a dog at one point. lol he shared the photos..  I'm going to miss him and thank God, again, for the introduction!  The TY EXPOs were some of the most fun I've ever had.   I knew Marco wasn't going to be around much longer & shared with a friend a couple of month ago, still I had a hard time believing when I heard he died.  He was one of the most interesting humans I've had the pleasure of knowing.  God put him on my path & Im very grateful - I met so many wonderful friends, many of whom I still communicate with now.  That's 3..  who died that meant a great deal to me..
Marie, Lauren & Marco...  3 very good friends who reached the end, before their time IMO all brought into my life because of a PLANT! Amen. Michelle Rainey also comes to mind... she will begin Heaven with Marco, enjoying some of the finest herb ever.

Sunday Easter  Storm invited me to mass & it was LOVELY. We haven't been in a while & it was missed, the people were missed, the choir was missed and I am so glad we went as well as to celebrate Jesus! He has Risen!  Storm asked to take a selfie after mass - how could I refuse?  No tooth even- lol, more on that soon.  We had company for dinner so the distraction was nice also, my mom made a very addictive pecan cake, cake for breakfast!

Today I woke up and read The Pope died, I knew that was coming. I liked this Pope.. I like when he was asked about gay couples  - he said: who was he to judge?     Anyone who loved God are Gods children, it is for God to judge us all.  
So the end is near, nearer than you might realize. Here today - gone tomorrow.  If you are in my life- thank YOU. 
God puts EVERYONE on our path - everyone.  Today I'm going to focus on the most important thing to me - HE has Risen!! Jesus is alive and in us all, the light & love - all him. 

Below my favourite photo of Marco, in the photo op I made. He loved it - you can see it in his face! I also put a few of my strips... I forget how many I did and am amazed myself some times at my own creations - inspired by LOVE.
I'm sending prayer to his parents, also impressive humans, no doubts his moms heart is broken, she loved him dearly. 

TODAY - Give thanks for this day The LORD has made!!  Be joyful for all the lessons - all lessons in love (eventually).
Created to create- today, I'll paint - Marco would want me to. he was a fan of my work.

I almost forgot- I read some fantastic news this morning too!!!
​Let's hope the organization dismantles with without him, quickly:  

It's Good Friday.. praise Jesus.

There's so much tension' currently in the world, now more than ever is Jesus & His message of love & peace, patience & tolerance of others, understanding  needed.  Not a fan of AI, I can't deny some of the images & movies,  circulating about Jesus, God & the Bible are amazing. Every now and then I notice an extra finger - lol.. I wonder why that is. A Jesus revolution started (again, still growing strong 2,000 years & counting) a couple of years ago due to covid & it's still growing strong.

It's disturbing to read how in the UK,  people (Christians) are being arrested for praying, for preaching in public', something  people have done since the beginning of time - what we are told to do, as God's children - praise Jesus!  For that you could get thrown in jail?   It has many pondering a real revolution.  The people are awake and paying attention - with the help of things' being exposed online & across the globe.  What would Jesus do?  Toss the tables- of corruption at this point.

Either way, today is representation & reminder when Jesus gave his life for us, that is all that matters today & every day.
Praise Jesus!  I am blessed to understand, Jesus has always been with me, and He always will be.  The peace that comes every day when I even speak these words aloud is incredible.  I wish I 'knew it' sooner in life, still grateful NOW, more than ever for the understanding & LOVE.

I do have a new bible I mentioned, with artifacts and more.. it adds another level of exploration & fascination.  I am enjoying it immensely!  BY the way- God sent me a sign- just now, as I was finishing this blog entry & I was able to see them before the dogs!  At least 20 wild turkeys my lawn, I' never let the dogs out - Turkeys can be vicious & dangerous... how awesome, I LOVE seeing creatures of the forest come to say hello!   
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Peace Be with YOU!

Midnight BlueJay

Exploring paint & the forest in my mind, is a relaxing way to spend an evening... watching it snow, again.
I looked outside last night & thought, are you kidding me? Full blown Blizzard.  Thankfully, I can see some forest floor. 
​Tariff Trauma could go into the DSM as a legitimate thing, up down, word games to those in power...life or death to all the peasants, all over the globe. Kudos to China for pointing out how Americans (mostly) have been 'douped, (is that  a Canadian word? To be fooled, the butt of a joke played on the person) yet again.  That $100,000. luxury purse/item cost a pretty penny, is more like it.  I watched a clip from a man - Chinese and he explained how America has done this to themselves with greed & consumption of the Government made it happen when they shipped all the manufacturing over there. I remember that being a hot topic when I was a kid "they'll steal American jobs!" meaning the Chinese & yes, the Government willingly gave the Chinese the work to save money & make a profit. & now, we all worry about it- "They'll steal our jobs." as AI arrives & robots.  The thing about living & getting older, so many things have proven to be all about deception instead of correction. The China we can actually SEE, is not what was taught to me. ..  the best of that was Bruce Lee. 

I am confused as to why so many are mad at Trump. Was he not what the majority wanted? Is he not kicking ass & exposing corruption & fraud, while Biden pardoned his entire family..  I can honestly tel myself I gaveTrump the benefit of the doubt, because of God and the bible.. but many 'kings' fall, some don't last long at all. Being the king is not as spectacular as some speculate. I was listening to Joe Rogan and realized, he is who informs me of what's happening in the USA. It's almost impossible to read in our "news"  anything STILL & that bill was not passed, we should NOT be having restrictions on our news or social media! Intragram decided to share ' some protest clips - and the comments were all about 22WEEKS old! WTF? & many an awakening od this mass global immigration that's not going to well... which brings me to my point: Carney is not for Canada.   I was thrilled that Jordan Peterson read (twice) his book  "Values" as it was on my DO now list & frankly, I don't want to spend a cent on him/it',  albeit, I am a regular book buyer.  Everything Jordan Peterson Sid I feel the same, I am grateful he shared! PLEASE listen: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_Dw0xaa5xM 

Are you aware of what's happening in the UK? Ireland, Germany...  YOU better be, because Carney will bring it here, faster.
I see it appears to be mostly boomers' and that's sad. I'm on the cusp'..  If you are for 'Carney' you are  for your kids & grandkids being controlled. His values are NOT my values- he is NOT my PM- I don't recall him at all before he was abruptly shoved down Canadian throats.  When I heard about him my first thought was: Carney? Who the heck is Carney - another clown no doubts.  I worked for the CNE when 16, and all who worked for that Circus' were considered 'Carneys'... circus clowns, employees... yes, it was kinda derogatory - what did I know, it was a amazing  FUN & educational experience, looking back.   Carney is PRO WEF & pro control! I never hear him speak of Canadians as individuals rather Canada as a commodity.. he's all about the $$$$ honey and NOT so great at it, if you check his track record- in the other countries where he LIVED. He hasn't even lived here! He is out of touch and your syrup must be spiked if you think he's the man for us!  HIS values are NOT mine -  they're absolutely NOT the same values Jesus preaches. 

Pierre is the guy, Eh!  Even if Steven Harper endorses him...  :) at least it's not sellout Mike Myers. :( 

​lieWhile out exploring, one froggy morning... a discovery was made.   8 x 11 gouache on white
Happy Mental Health Monday! 
It has started to snow again! Enough already! I've ben staring at a ton of snow since November, Im done.. too bad Mother Nature isn't. The good part- I do see a high of 12 , in about a week.  Athena is not having accidents as much and I'm confident as soon as we can get out, it will stop all together.  She is 3 months old & smart - yay! A little too smart so I have to be extra diligent with training. She knows how to ring the bell to get out, sit, paw, down, up & in & of course : NO!  To which she runs ver to the dog bed and look  -OH so cute!  It' the eyebrows, they give the appearance of always curious & cute at once.  

I've had a change of heart about something after my recent trip down the rabbit hole called NDE - Near death experiences.
NDE are well documented and nurses and doctors and scientists are all speaking up. I find it fascinating and hopeful, inspiring...  there are too many common elements to ignore.  Seeing familiar faces, loved ones and even pets (yay), many can recount exact time of death details that Dr.s say should be impossible to know. The tunnel of light often leads directly to Jesus and an overwhelming sensation of PEACE & Love.  You get to decide in many instances - stay or go.  Heaven is real, Jesus is real and NDE are a light into a dark subject.  BUT...

It all sounds so lovely, many wonder... if they take their own life - will they get there faster?  The definite response is NO.  That is not an option. 
NO, if anything it sets people back and they return for another  go around, until they learn what they are here to learn.  
It's talked about in detail and it has me changing my mind on MAID.  Our experiences are not just for us to learn but lesson for all, how we treat those closest to us who are suffering and sick is one lesson. MAID also seems a little controversial at the moment...  but it's a choice I'm sure people don't make lightly. I'm not going to judge but I can say, I have put it out of mind because of what I read & researched.   Suicide is a NO. It will not get you to heaven faster.  Yes, I understand some are very tired of suffering and old and not feeling very useful, this is a choice they must make.  I don't know if it's different for them but I am now convinced, we must wait to go naturally if possible, natural suffering is a part of life.  

As this Frog has discovered and I am very hopeful about: Psilocybin,  helping rewire peoples minds and helping reduce  stress, anxiety & depression.  Not medication PROVEN to increase suicidal thoughts, and harmful side effects including permanently effecting your brain.  I am hopeful that it's not the end' but a change, a realignment for the BETTER, it's going to be bumpy though as we are NOW witnessing.  People will have difficult choices to make.

Look into it yourself - YouTube, Gaia, countless books and movies and medical documents will convince you, many unbelievers become believers, well educated & very intelligent humans all professing GOD, Jesus and the ever after is waiting.  It does appear as if we have ALL been intentionally mislead- lied to -to dumb us down to keep us from realizing our powerful potential!!   Want to learn fascinating stuff -- read about telepathic children on the spectrum. And what are we doing? GIVING them pills, preventing them from who they are meant to be, so they fit in a tiny close-minded box.

Have you ever heard about dolphin birthing? I had not.. it use to be a big thing - said that the dolphins & unborn babies experienced telepathic communication & many of the children proven to be advanced in all ways, until it became outlawed in many places, yet the government has trained and uses dolphins for  several different reasons, mostly telling them about enemy submarines. The entire thing- stopping us from dolphin births seems a little fishy! Do they know something the rest of us are not yet aware of, I bet the do. 

​The good thing about the snow.. it can't possibly go on much longer, right?

Go with the flow.. or flood. Happening now.  gouache sketchbook painting.
This weather- last night the lightning was so intense it lit my entire room (blinds shut) as if a spotlight was in my room, accompanied with ice rain, today is foggy and melting! My friend told me they announced a high of 18 on Toronto news- wtFrig?  So.. more flood warnings anticipated . It is spring in Canada - so just go with the crazy weather flow- soon we'll be in  T-shirts and shorts complaining about mosquitos & heatwaves.

I use to be a fan of mike Myers, not any longer. From actor to sellout with one paid performance. Sellout.
I'm not alone.. some of the comments on his social media page- 'sellout'  doesn't even begin to define how others feel about him.  Gretzky too.  I mentioned I'm not buying anything off Amazon right now, and Storm joked -I'm sure Jeff Bezos will suffer for it...   well maybe not... but maybe so.  Reading about how Canadian companies are stopping business with American suppliers is surprising.  Canadians travelling to the USA is declining dramatically.  We are buying Canadian (even if slightly more expensive) and bypassing USA goods.  My sentiments are not directed at the American people but American Politics and the bully(s) in charge.  So, no I don't think I'll watch ANYTHING with Mike Myers in it again.  Will he know? Will he care?  Nope on both. BUT I know, I care.. why invite a traitor into my home?  He was paid for his political endorsement of Mark Carney.  Is he even "Canadian" anymore he lives in the USA and that seems to be where his loyalties are.  Trump & Mike Myers promoting MC - that should be enough of an awakening right there.   Phhhbbbbt.  Austin Puppet, might be a good name for his next movie.   Hate him - no, not  hate...  but NOT inviting him into my home in any form.  As I noticed on his comments on Instagram, I might not be alone, perhaps many will feel this way and he will feel it, eventually. I'm sure he does NOW, I don't hate him but some apparently appear to. I agree with being permitted to have your opinions & even protest but violence toward these people is not acceptable, they are JUST people. People making serious mistakes- I have the feeling Mike Myers is going to find out how much of a mistake he is making. Does he think Americans will embrace him? Phhhbbbt.  If you don't live here, experience what the majority of us are living with - don't promote our next politician!  I have opinions on Trump (don't we all) but I am under no illusion, I really do not know the situation in the USA because I do not live there, you have to LIVE somewhere to really understand.  This goes for all Canadians NO longer living here, you know who you are...  traitors.   lol
 
'Idols', exposing themselves... as old as time.  Speaking of exposing themselves...
And what about Carney & his ties with Epstein, are they true?  The fact that they are even being mentioned cause some concern.  Or his support for the WEF?  Why invite 'that' into our home or country, the more I read about him & his European adventures'  - he seems less Canadian than Mike Myers right now!  He convinces me to vote Pierre.  Speaking about the WEF, I read they want to control the  birth rate..  I have to look into it further, but if you want a quick education of what happens when the government tries to 'play' God and  control birthrates - see the repercussions  faced in China. Watch One Child Nation (Netflix) , warning - images of babies in the garbage dump... lots of babies.  It's something to think about as we continue 'forward'.  

Either way, no point getting angry or hating anyone - it's, they are all part of the lesson, go with the flow.   
I picked up a new bible, I am very excited to start reading, more on it, next. This one has all the lessons & historical artifacts from the time period, very cool.

​Created to create. I took a break from painting today. I miss it already.  ;)