Lot's of  time to think as we anxiously await the melting snow...   it goes from mushy (walkable) to frozen (not walkable) depending on the day but more on the mushy side! Ya!

I'd like to take the opportunity today to thank Justin Trudeau for his service as our Prime Minister... what a ride it was & yes, I miss him already.  Did he anger me? YES, several times , especially during covid. Did he make me happy? pleased, yes - also on several occasions - mostly as a representative for Canada as he travelled the world. I like how he and his family  did what the culture did , where they visited! Dressing, taking part if festivals and educating us in the process. That's what it's about - celebrating each others differences and celebrations!  I feel for the most part, he did what most of us wanted.

On the grand scale... I'm more convinced with each passing day, he played his part as best to his abilities.  I am happy he is out, not for the reason you might think but he did play his part, for a very long time! Since he was born.  Born into politics, yikes.  We all aware now  it's never what it seems, kings and queens have their own struggles..   Justin Trudeau & his family  (3 generations) gave a great deal, family time, privacy & all did indeed sacrifice what many will never understand, his entire life and I am grateful he gave us a few good years.  I hope he regains some normalcy with his family & they enjoy themselves -even thou because of who they are they will probably live their rest of their lives under public scrutiny.  I love, his daughter made the speech she did, she is going to grow up to be a smart, courageous & strong woman.. I know it.
Thank You,  Justin!! 

If anything the complete lack of respect and constant condescending rhetoric by Trump with his 'governor Trudeau taunts- Canada becoming the 51st state CRAP, why would he expect any respect? 
Arrregh! Don't make me go to confession Trump. lol  
My struggles with God are struggle with his people...  and all God wants is for us to get along & Love each other. That's all.
I pray for the wisdom to continually base my judgement on  actions and nothing more - boy oh boy - Trump puts me to the test.  This giant chess game is astounding to watch, he makes moves that prove he is oblivious to the working mans daily struggles, what does he care if hundreds, thousands lose their jobs - Americans!!!?  We all know, now - that is what he wants for Canada.  

It's a sad time in history...  we don't seem to be friends anymore, worse...  we actually feel like enemies some days.  :(

 So yes, Im glad he's gone before the shit hits the fan.
Mark Carney - I know nothing about. Nothing... albeit I did hear his first official speech and 'so far so good.

Thank you Justin Trudeau & Family for your service to Canadians, miss you already. Kinda.  ...Mostly.   :)

The dogs are finally playing with Athene - Whew!  This means I get a bit of a rest. It's fun to watch Arrow chase her around the house or how amazing Athene & Mr.K play - they play the most, I realized it's because they are both babies- both under a year. It didn't take long for Athene to gain the upper paw and now has the cat yelping out a few times.   This pup is amazing me with the speed of her growth, her speed in general! Thankful there's still too much snow for her to take off - and have us chasing her.  Athene & Poppy are the sweetest team',  I'm happy they play so much because soon Athene will be too big to ruff it out with Poppy, yet right now - they are not just playing - they are building a friendship.  Every now and then Athene either sits on Poppy or puts one of those big paws on her face, but Poppy is learning the moves and lets her know when - she has had enough! I know this too, by her actions and will not let Athena continue, as I don't want snapping' to ensue.

Arrow is my service dog & I din't know it.. If the cat goes near the bird cage - Arrow jumps and scares it away, all on her own.  Yesterday, I saw Athene walking towards the gate ( I was in the house), I said to Arrow "Go GET Athene!!"   & She bolted, looked and found, then pounced at Athene! Several times as to say "Hey! what do you think you're doing!"    What ever it means in dog language - Athene stopped in her tracks and turned and followed Arrow back and into the house. Amen for the extra training help.  She is an adorable puppy!!  I think it's the eyebrows or the floppy ears when she runs.. 

Today training has started on a few things:
Don't steal from everyones dish, cause you wolf'd' yours down.
Pee-pads are only for nighttime emergencies..  day time - outside.
No, you can not go out all the time, sometimes you nap & wait until MOM is ready.
NO jumping on me, when I'm at my drawing desk.

Other than that, they all have cabin fever, the sun is shining at it's double digits on Fridays! They know -except for Athene- spring has sprung,  we can feel it growing as we watch snow melting & we are all anxious for trees with leaves, birds and bees! Mushrooms to be picked, fried and eaten - can't wait!

 BTW - did you hear or see.. Oprah promoting psilocybin.  Oprah, letting people know about the positive aspects she's learning about "Magic Mushrooms"  for PTSD, depression... not to mention countless beneficial side effects like calming, creativity boosts & overall better 'health' awareness.  Thank you Oprah, your acknowledging will indeed help eliminate the stigma, create a greater curiosity & encourage people to seek out what the universe thinks they need.  I have tried to educate some - especially those I know that have or are considering anti-depressants for depression/stress... please, try psilocybin first.  OR at least take the time to educate yourself- before you decide..  REMEMBER - BIG Pharma, makes big money - keeping you on highly addictive & sometimes deadly drugs... Psilocybin does not kill... as a matter of fact - they say -science & studies.. it heals the brain.  

Time to paint, in between chasing the puppy.

Any day...   oval canvas, acrylic.

Some days.. are harder than other, for everyone.  This painting is a reminder that no matter what's happening, we can always find joy and remember - anything or event is better shared, good and bad.  & too often we only perceive  sharing' with other humans, you can share with anyone - a person, animals or sharing your moments online, social media..  everything is better & sometimes feel 'easier' if shared.  Share with Jesus if you want! - Always willing to listen.   So - make it a habit to not only share online but share everywhere, share some crumbs or seeds with a bird.  I feel like this with my dogs.. I share everything with my dogs, every meal, no matter how tasty to me - everyone gets a bite.  Share your adventure & experiences, it's what connects us , sharing our stories. 

It snowed yesterday & is as always beautiful, more beautiful with me knowing we will be hitting double digits today & it's melting. HOPE.. lite at the end of the snow tunnel.  The past few days have been not so great, mostly I am sore, I fell - out in public & I could not get up. I could not get up because my wrists are fused from arthritis & don't bend.. when I fall I instinctively put my hands up for fear of breaking, so I land a little harder. As anyone knows, you feel it - usually the next day (days after) and my entire side is still sore.  Anyhow, I was laying on the floor and I cried out "Help" and at that moment, I felt helpless.   The young woman who worked at the business, came and helped me up (no easy task) but I'd have to say more damage had been done, than anticipated... it made me not want to go out anymore.  I thought of that commercial  "Help, I've fallen and I can't get up.." and it made me sad.  Also mad.  Mad, that I felt ashamed, my first thought was not - 'am I o.k.?' but  - "hurry and get me up off the floor before anyone sees me.'  That's messed up, feeling ashamed because I fell - due to a very heavy door and lip the made it easy to trip'... still - I beat myself up over it, as if a broken toe, sore hip and side were not enough.  

Why?   Society shames us, older women in particular. It's been knows for decades especially in Hollywood where older women more or less disappeared - only now do we occasionally see older women on screen, usually in not very flattering parts'.  Older women are expected to fade away, quietly.  Luckily, we don't... not quietly, anyway.

I'm pretty sure when that commercial first came out - "I've fallen and I can't get up" I laughed along with others... hahahaha.. who's laughing now.  TIME is an incredible teacher. How I thought & behaved at 20 is NOTHING like now, how I thought yesterday about things can change today. Lesson learned.  I won't be going out for a while, snow turned to ice and my hurt toe & ego will keep me home for a bit albeit- I am not ashamed.. more pissed off - at the door, way to heavy (never mind anyone  for who has arthritis). I won't go there again, not unless they change the door.. even so  - maybe I'm meant to shop online.  

Anyway, today I woke and decided to show myself LOVE & compassion and allow my feelings to surface..  
Old age is a luxury not afforded by many. I wished my brother a Happy Birthday (one year younger than I), I'm sure both he and I have doubted we'd ever make it this far- yet here we are!  Bring it on.  We are two of the most determined, faithful, hard working people I know.   I was also called 'Handicapped' not too long ago  (meant in the derogatory sense) & that hurt too.  I got to thinking... yes, at this point I guess with my arthritis (hands crippled)  I am disabled to some degree but it should never prevent me or anyone from venturing OUT!  We pay enough for everything that we should always feel 'safe to shop'.  Stuff happens...  I can tell you I remembered immediately, once the girl got me back up - my first thought was - Thank you Lord for not breaking my hip.  Oh - BTW- I also had Athena and when I went flying - she went flying - OMG, I was more concerned for her... visibly shaking - she's a tuff little trooper & was fine. Thank God! 
I am grateful, I am at a point in my life where I think of and communicate with God, all day, every day, not just when I stumble.    I came home and snuggled for 2 days in bed, we're feeling mentally better - this Mental Health Monday! 
The next time you think of giggling at someone else's misfortune -  never forget...  Time has an incredible way of teaching lesson - decades later. & Old age (not that I think of 61 as old...  lol)  is a luxury not afforded by many... celebrate each day. 

Create something beautiful for your Creator!

Lent, a time to ponder The King of Peace.  I'm still painting this - I'm adding 40 Bees and calling it Jesus& the bees, I intentionally sketched this before bed knowing I wanted to start my day with Jesus, the garden -Spring & bees.. 40 Bees to represent Jesus pondering in the garden before he parted. Jesus spent 40 days contemplating life & his death.  He dies for us.   Just the thought of Jesus calms my mind & heart , very powerful medicine.. all I have to do is think of him.  

I already saw some distressing news on social media so, off it goes.  Fires, trucks full of death & I can control none of it. I can pray about all of it, or rather- pray for all of us, to be courageous & strong and kind.  Not always the first thing that comes to mind, especially when NOT thinking clearly'.  Thinking clearly, would be remembering to ask yourself:
What would Jesus Do?  What would Jesus say? How would Jesus respond....   or not respond.
I'm choosing not to respond to a lot going on, it's not worth my Peace, or yours.

I have something (a life lesson) very important to share.. So, there's a video on line how to make 'Pine needle Pop'.. Pine needles, a clean bottle , sugar & water! Easy Peasy! Add it together, close the lid and let it sit for 3 days, which I did - it was nice, slightly bubbly and pine.  I decided to let it sit for a bit more.  I sat in on the shelf on the kitchen window (just above eye level), it looked pretty' on the window beside a few of my favourite plants!  But... Out of sight, out of mind...  
At 12:30 a.m. it exploded. Truly, had someone been doing the dishes, I have no doubts they would be picking out shards of glass, that I was sweeping off the floor all the way across the room @ one & now I'll spend a few hours cleaning my kitchen where glass is literally imbedded in the wood (beside where the bottle was standing) . I thank The Lord - no-one or no animals were hurt! We ll jumped out of bed thinking WTF was that!?   I'm so grateful no-one was there when my friggin Pine Pop Popped! BE WARNED.  Learn that lesson via - me.  The Universe telling me to clean my kitchen, after having time with Jesus.

​One more thing- it's almost tax time & I know many are stressed,  this is a little more stress...  still better to know & prepare if possible, WATCH THIS episode of  The Fifth Estate.  It left me feeling not so comfortable fining my taxes anymore & another story were NOT hearing about, do YOU use a service - to do your taxes?  You better watch...  to hear of accounts being frozen  & wages garnished - to innocent people, because of unsafe practices with some of these companies.   & then GOOD LUCK getting any help from them -  waiting months for any kind of response, while you can't afford to pay bills.
One guy was threatened by the CRA he had to payback the money, he DID not steal, but they also tried to charge interest.  Lastly, to have confirmed what so many of us have thought, 'there has to be an easier way', for all of us.   NO- these companies don't want to lose our $$ so they have prevented it.  
THE powers THAT BE have allowed it. What else is knew?

I don't know what the solution is   >BUT<  how to resolve it very quickly, stop allowing it to happen.
IF  everyone refused to accept this, to not set ourselves up to this sort of 'unaccountability from the CRA' & the business providing the service...   it would be fixed REAL fast.  The taxes we pay are already theft' this is adding insult to injury - the fact that it even happens with our TRUSTED official government  Canada Revenue Service. 

I'm on the final day of painting this pooh & piglet, I went a different direction and learned I have to be patient, marker does not work on damp paint - I had to let it dry over night & today I'll finish the details.  It's a painting with a very positive message but some won't see' it that way.  Some see & hear what they want to, usually seeing & hearing 'what works' for them or to their advantage... Everyone does it.  The absolute best example to remember  in every occasion- Jesus was a perfect, loving being, helping, serving and loving ALL - yet he was hated & murdered by many.  I love remembering this, daily - it gives me the will to continue on, knowing what God plans for me is GOOD, always has been.. even when I thought it was not.

I took a break with this Pooh painting - that's important, while working on my other project, that will will take weeks.           I think it's important to step aside for a few days & paint something else because absolutely everything can feel like a 'job or work, instead of passionate creation & joy.  The first few images were also similar  but now I can focus more on imagination - so I will finish Pooh and be right back at it.

Last night I listened to JD Vance on Joe Rogan and have a completely different perspective on the man - I like him.
That's the thing with Joe, it's just 2 people "shoot'n the shit' (as we say here in the great STILL, white north (I mean snow of course)  casual conversation, questions we all seem to ask and information - it's nice to know. I am shocked to say I agree with almost everything he said! on a few occasions I said to myself -and dogs.. "YES! About friggin time!!"  He talked about the DSM  - I have blogged about the evil book for at least a decade! Now the DSM is trying to add childhood ways - they refer to as illnesses- so they can MEDICATE YOUR CHILDREN, legally & WATCH OUT!!IF you choose not to follow Dr.s orders - because of the DSM  you might lose custody of your kids if you do not medicate them. There is currently a video circulating on social media a mother is filming the Dr., threatening her if she does not follow his advice & give her child medication (in the USA) there will be ramifications..  the child is acting up' as children have sone since creation - not a life threatening illness just bad behaviour - now that kid IF the mother is FORCED to - will become a CLIENT for LIFE.  So many are ignorant to the fact that the medical system - hospitals, doctors, BIG Pharma  are - in fact, one of the biggest money making industries in the world and if you need further proof - look at cosmetic surgery! $$$$. Cha Ching!

Vice President Vance talked about gender dysphoria (in the DSM -5)  -remember that book is the official book Dr.s and psychiatrist use to label or diagnose (according the the DSM) - your mental illness.  Everything under the sun is in that book, too much shopping, too much gambling, too much anything and it's probably listed as a legitimate reason to DRUG YOU.  The NWO plans to keep track of people who have been told to take medication (like it or not) and if you do not, you will be forced & punished, medications that cause serious side effects are forever addicting (clients for life) and mostly CONTROLLING.  You know, after hearing his interview I think TRUMP is absolutely trying to make America great again (Tarif threats aside) by making American healthy again.. how about a hat : Make American Sane Again.  Allowing fucking grown ass men in a teenage girls locker room because they say they identify as a woman!?  INSANITY to the one doing it and all those allowing it. Men have been proven to be predatory pigs, entering organizations under false pretences specifically  so they can ABUSE.  Like what, you ask?   ...The Church, Boy Scouts of America.. oh my gosh - too many to mention.

 I don't doubt some believe they have been born in the wrong body but it's proven to be harmful to change too soon, change their physical bodies (already perfect in God's eyes) while their very young minds are still changing , growing and learning - some Dr.s - cosmetic surgeons won't care - they will be lining up kids for the investment alone.$$$. I encourage you to listen, Canadians too - it was eye opening and sadly, we are going in the same direction as our American "fair weather" friends.
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 Elbows up Canada!     

Desk Decor!

I spend a great deal of time at my desk, and I like to surround it & me, with things that are pleasing & inspiring... the other day I received some sunshine in a box! These sweet little animal containers 'American Bisque' designed for small plants -currently used for pencils & paint brushes!  It was also perfect timing, a birthday bonus for sure.  My brushes were all getting damaged, I had too many shoved in the container - Kermit, now organized by size and type - easy to grab and adorable to look at. I might get a couple of tiny succulents in the spring as I'd like to have one on my kitchen & bedroom windows.

They immediately remind me of Porky Pig & Warner Brother cartoons. AND - as a bonus they were wrapped in a stunning wrap, I'm pretty sure it's cashmere. I met John via instagram, I guess that is how many 'friends' are now made, via social media or dating app.. which I am not on, lol (and never plan on it), anyway it was very kind and considerate & I appreciate it very much - it inspired me to clean my desk right away!  John also sent me the coolest mobile, it hangs above my work desk and occasionally - I've seen Mr. Kitty give it a spin! 

I'm still working on Pooh & Piglet- lots of detail & I'm taking my time.  I can't find my phone so I guess I've given it up for lent.  I didn't give anything up as I don't know what? I don't do anything 'enough' to give it up.. everything in moderation, don't drink, no cocaine (heehee), don't eat chocolate enough to consider it - a worthy loss.. so instead I'll fast once a week and pray daily, which I do & continue to read my bible daily - which I do. I might do the opposite -instead of giving up- I will paint 3 Jesus cards a day as my warm up & my collection grows!  

I was reading the future of Canada Post today - here it comes ready or not... wait & see, if I am correct..
Denmark is no longer going to be delivering mail, post - they will even refund peoples stamps - sadly a great many jobs will soon be gone. Canada Post employees better prepare themselves, start looking now for your new job!  Lo & behold... Trump wants to do the same, more or less -privatize post.  Canada Post won't be far behind - if not already being 'worked in the wings'. How will I send my cards?  Time will tell... drone? Dogsled? Pigeon?  Will a card cost a lot more?  Probably, everything is costing more so why should this be an exception.

​Created to create, you are!

Happy Birthday to me!  Athene was my gift to me from me.. I love her already very much, we all do but HOLY Rottweiler -she is non stop and keeps me on my toes.. which, I am pretty sure I broke my big toe yesterday... that's another story.

My day started off terrible. Norm accused me of "ruining every holiday!"  I guess this is because I completely ignored his "Happy Birthday" wish this morning.  Holidays... those days, like birthdays and Christmas where we are expected to magically forget the bullshit we deal with all year and be grateful that he wished me 'Happy birthday', even though for over 30 years he hardly (purposely) acknowledges me when I speak... so yeah, I guess I do ruin holidays by NOT playing the 'game', any longer. 

I was going to stay in bed all day but then thought, why  let it get to me .. I know the truth & God knows the truth. 
So, I started a new painting in a completely different way/style and I'm excited to finish it. Pooh & Piglet on an adventure.

I was in bed till about 2.. as I have recently had 3 teeth pulled (the molar) removed yesterday, is hurting the most.
My TN, from clenching my face so much over the past 10 years had worn away the bone and they were getting infected so out they had to come.  Birthdays are just another day anyway...  no cake for me, today.

I did have someone who caught me off guard with a text & he sang "Happy Birthday!"  It was from Dallas Jenkins - The Chosen director lol.  I know he doesn't know me, but the timing was priceless lol - I actually teared up and I immediately thought: The Lord indeed works in mysterious ways!  
Yes, it made me smile, cheered me up & I got up & gave thanks, for it all.
ALL things are lessons, God will have us learn.

Time to paint this POOH, which also made me smile - it's important to make yourself smile, this is accomplished always by remembering God & Jesus & a love for us  that IS steadfast - always... for all eternity!

Created to Create.
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Let there be light!! My son gave me a very thoughtful early birthday gift (it's in 2 days) a new lamp for the studio over my desk! Let there be light, what a difference and I'm able to remove all other lamps taking room and making it sometimes awkward on an already crowded desk.  It has also increased drawing/painting time  - it's bright all the time, now.  The bonus is it's up with hooks so I can easily add another if I want to move my desk, no big deal.

I bet 'lights' are a hot topic for many minds today, especially in the USA! Will Doug 'just Do It' !?   Will he flick the switch to electricity in the USA because of Tarif? Let's wait & see.  I do't want him to, as I know the stress it will cause many Americans, fear even. BUT.. Trump wants to 'play cards' it appears and today's the day.  As for Doug Ford.. it's getting to the point, I'm not overly thrilled with some politicians but then, I can't see anyone who would be better off replacing them, so Doug it is. I hope he keeps his promises.  I miss Trudeau.. he did some good and bad - like them all, that being said I'm happy he's out, and his family is out.  He has done his part & has lived a life of politics many of us will never understand or relate to - thank God.

That heated argument in the Oval Office was also enlightening'..  do Americans see how shallow they (their politicians) appear to the rest of the world, when they have to opportunity to question a president in a country, currently struggling in a war - and one ass asks: Why don't you wear a suit? Phhhhbt.  'The suit does not make the man' - my grandma taught me that when I was about 14 & I'm grateful to this day... just look - we all know of convicted rapists -who wear suits.. no names needed, I'm sure you can think of someone.  Then Vance  - demanding a 'Thank You!'  Jesus tells us do things for God, not for praise - No thanks needed. Does American do anything where they are not benefiting in some way? Not according to past history.  Then the yelling, humiliating..  not very presidential'... but he does put on a good show'.  For all pointing out Zelenskyy and his past - acting/dancing career- so what. Trump is also a TV star, a professional entertainer.

The light is also being shed on vaccines, sad to say - what was predicted is coming true.  I e mailed, text and phoned some friends and family  before they even started with the vaccines and said : please don't take the vaccine.   I was especially adamant to those who had daughters- PLEASE, tell your daughters DO not take it! I lost friends over it (because I refused) and was ostracized by some of my own family, shamed even and told 'I was being stupid for not getting it..'. Hmmmm, I can reassure you - 'stupid' is far from what I feel now .  Am I feeling smug, about being correct - about a condition - COVID, now we know was created in a lab & the vaccines did NOTHING to stop or prevent people from getting covid- never mind all the insanity that went with it and the everlasting damage we did to our kids over LIES. Am I complacent that truths are being exposed and harms acknowledged, cancer rising in younger people at an alarming rate, women having problems with fertility.. heart issues - we all seem to know someone NOW, with some sort of heart issue & the lies just keep being exposed..   smug, happy...  No.  I feel terrible.  I can't help but consider all (most) I love & like that have been purposely poisoned by propaganda for PROFIT.  I try NOT to think of it, not think of the words Jordan Peterson said about a 3 - 5 year prediction that people would start dying - suddenly. Am I pissed at those who stopped speaking to me or shamed me for NOT taking the vaccine -  no, I now see & understand the FEAR mongering on a global scale that took place & I am aware that  a blessing has come of this - People are waking up to the lies & backing off of vaccines (even the flu vaccine) knowing the dangers involved.  I had a light bulb moment... I am grateful for my  TN pain.  I called my Dr.  at the start & said "I wanted to be exempt!".  He said "No" but told me I didn't need to come in, so just stay home.  When you deal with issue like I have with chronic head pain you don't take chances, any more, I don't take medicine that messes with my brain, medicines promised to help that only seem to exacerbate the situation... it was due to my fear of worsening condition that I researched!! Before the vaccine was even officially pushed and I REFUSED, when everyone around me caved.   Yet... smug is the last thing I feel,  if anything I feel more love & pray for everyone, more. 

So LET there be light! Jesus said:  I am the way & the LIGHT!
The bible repeatedly says 'what's done in darkness (evil) will be exposed by the light (Good & God)  - sooner or later. 
Let there be light on my desk & in our minds and hearts.  Are you here  to witness today - then give thanks too.

Let there be light  for our American friends today - albeit, I am not opposed to 'flicking the switch' a few times to get Canada's point across.  Time will tell.
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Trust In God ... & Doug Ford.. who says he'll turn off the power to the USA - with a smile on his face!  

Arrow & Athene are as exactly as I predicted.. Amazing together.  Arrow is patient, always off watching from a distance, like when the cat is beating on the puppy (way too often for my liking) she only intervenes if the pup yelps.  She gives the baby kisses an runs to it if it cries & lets it climb all over her.  Athene gets over tired and cranky, whiny and snappy', she want to lay down with her head on my lap or resting against my head, once asleep - she's OUT. Deep baby sleep. Thank God for puppy naps - it's taken me 2 hours to try to do a sketch today! If she's not stealing my kneadable' eraser, she teething on the end of my watercolour pad. No!  She loves the snow, I took a photo of her pooping in the snow and share it on social media- all my fellow dog lovers 'get my happiness' at this task.  Usually, we get our pups in the spring so we can train them faster without all the snow, oh well... these snow photos were taken yesterdays blizzard!  Arrow never had one accident (still has not) in the house, I got her the first week in August, unlike this pup who has really made me appreciate NOT having the new floor in, yet.  
20 days & spring is on the way!

Other than Arrow gently growling from time to time - 'teaching growls' she is amazing, if the pup goes out of sight I tell Arrow: Go get Athene!! & she does, she runs, finds, barks and the pup come running behind her as she returns! *I always give them a cookie (homemade) to reinforce this mindset.  What a fast learner this baby is! I am already struggling to lift her, she has tippled in size in 2 weeks! The only other dogs I remember growing so fast were my Great Danes.    

Then remains one..  this F*&%$#@*&^!! CAT!  Holy terror cat- I have spent days chasing and cursing at this cat! He thinks the pup is his personal play toy, he runs and jumps on it sending it rolling across the room and has often made it yelp.
 I chase him every time, spray him with water, smacked it with a dishtowel, throw stuff at it and it is RELENTLESS! I threw it out into the snow the other day just to cool (me and him) off and he was back in and at it again.  The only saving grace - for not getting rid of the cat, Athena is growing so fast and is now starting to occasionally get 'the upper paw', actually dragging the cat by the tail the yesterday. Yay! So.. soon My Kitty is going to learn this puppy is bigger than him - a lot bigger.   Fun!?  You bet.. tired - YEP!  

I tell ya though, I love dogs and what a wonderful distraction from the rest of the world at the moment - I saw Trump and his Oval Office meeting, . a little too heated for me.  I watch & remind myself; at this point - it's all going exactly the way it has been predicted, planned, plotted.  It's all a show and Trump & the cast  are  absolutely entertaining the masses.  
TV & cell phones =  Weapons of mass distraction & destruction. I also KNOW who wins,  in the end.
Remember to give your mind what it needs and is in you already - The piece of God, the Peace of Jesus.   

I'm currently doing a lot of sketching & it's simply relaxing... a back to basics sort of thing.  Cartooning too, I almost forgot how cool to create characters and show emotions and have fun with it!  There's so many different styles & techniques  now (and AI) that drawing, especially if you don't know how  to draw, it can prove to be disheartening before one even starts.  My advice would be to turn off social media and open a drawing book!  Sitting with books relaxing helps one see details and become inspired instead of intimidated. I have a collection of Disney Art books - I love to just linger on the pages looking at styles, colours and background art.  Old school art.  I specifically am amazed at character design & evolution.  Early images of the seven dwarfs for example, are nothing like what ended up on the screen but that's how it starts. 

I'll be busy for at least a month after further calculation and that's with hopefully 2 drawings a day and painting! In between I take breaks usually with warm up paintings, I'm painting warm up bookmarks, that I'll probably give to friend throughout the year.   I also painted a large banner above for a little friend, we share the same birthdate,  I made one last year- it was very neat to see how they enjoyed colouring it at her birthday party & I might add - did a fantastic job!  
I painted even more details for this years banner, I painted my backyard  - more or less. 

Keeping actively creative is one of the best things you can do for your brain!  A creative projects keeps your mind from wandering and focusing on things that there's no point focusing on - like politics.  I was thrilled to read RFK Jr. put a hold on the yearly vaccine for the flu.. an interesting article said people die every year from it regardless, same as covid - it didn't stop it' from spreading - who's to say the same thing isn't happening still.  No one, because they don't test for that, instead they continue to pump poisons into bodies they really have VERY little understanding about.  I was shared an article about methotrexate -how harmful it is: Serious toxicity from methotrexate may affect the lungs, liver, skin, and bone marrow [1,2,8-11]. Well, thanks captain hindsight! After I injected myself with it for years with NO results other than making physically ill once a week... all with a Dr.s advice & recommendation.  

Things change as we learn more and that's kinda o.k. with some things BUT NOT with things PLACED in our body.  
​Before you roll your eyes.. here's a reminder of something once thought SAFE and baby friendly: BABY POWDER.  
Once used to powder a tiny baby bottom or ours, I remember the girls locker room in highschool - everyone had their bottle of baby powder, the fine mist in the room could not be ignored, even if it wasn't yours.  It has been proven 'they'  (J & Johnson)  knew about its deadly toxicity long before they pulled it from shelves. It's still on some shelves, if I had to guess.   So the next time you 'roll your eyes' at someone 'trying' to warn about vaccine harm, remember that one example (one of thousands)- soon to be a hit movie, just like they did with OXY.   We constant watch now - glorified on the big screen - legal lies that have indeed turned deadly, too many times. To think it won't keep happening is definitely denial.

​Time to paint!  Have a creative day and thank the Universe for those who dare to think that things are not as safe as they seem- they save lives with their rants. 

​Created to create.

What's on my mind?  Snow.  Holy snow, how much more can we get? As I type- it's snowing. 
I've never seen this much snow here and possibly ever.  It slid off the roof  with warmer temperatures and now well have to be very careful letting the dogs out.  It's kinda a bone of contention at the moment because I've suggested what we can do to avoid the build up against the doors but as usual Norm completely ignored any suggestion I had to make.  If  the dogs stand under where the snow falls off the roof, they will be buried or the weight of it - all at once, might hurt an old dogs back, we won't be taking any chances until it's off.  I have NO view from my tiny studio -except for. a wall of white! (below) BUT, I see it as positive - less look and more painting (for my new project), I have no choice but to hunker down and get creative!  Spring is not too far off which makes it easier to deal with mentally.. the thought of mosquitos too, helps me tolerate all this white forest covering..

I believe the Pope is on his way out.  I liked this Pope as he seems to 'try to do what's right' and exposed  problems -like pedophiles in the priesthood. I think at this point, everyone on the planet is aware of that problem.  He didn't back down on certain things, apologized for a few things on behalf of the church, involved more youth to meet  & embrace Jesus, still... something tells me he's not going to recover. This is interesting because many of the documentaries about the direction WE ARE ALL heading, states: There won't be another Pope.   The NewWorld Order. (WEF) wants to abolish 'religion', good luck with that.  So, yes I'm curious to watch what happens next. 

Trump & tariffs threats, Trump has helped Canada more than he knows.  Many are shopping Canadian, planning vacations in Canada even cancelling American subscriptions.  Selling vacation homes in Florida, which will devastate Floridas already struggling economy. I cancelled Apple and am cancelling Amazon, there's nothing I "need" and screw that, Amazon pulled out of Quebec, Canada needs to pull out of Amazon. Trump also taunted & triggered our Hockey Team & it's famous forever fans - that's a for sure 'Fuck around and find out ' moment - as it will be for Wayne Gretzky - now being hailed a Canadian traitor, disappointingly deserving.  I know a couple of Canadians in America for different reasons, I think it would be wise for them to return home before Americans take out their  frustrations on Canuks. I think Trump is just talk' at this point, reading about all the harm these tariffs will cause on both sides... it would be far from wise to proceed.  I o think he wiser than he lets on at times.

Guess what happens in 23 days!?  SPRING!  Amen, light at the end of the snow tunnel, that reminds me a young girl lost her life playing in a snow tunnel she built in Montreal, as fun as it seems -this snow can be literally  debilitating and part of the problem is sometimes kids are playing alone -building a snow fort in the backyard when accidents like this happen and no one knows until it's too late. Spring - just the mention brings hope and anticipation of greenery sprouting all around , again. 

I have a project I'm working on with a long time friend! I'm very excited as it's something I have believed in for a long time... I also have a deadline. So less time drawing anything but  my project & I can't share until it's published!  I figure it will take at least 2 weeks to a month of drawing & painting daily

Love is a warm puppy.        gouache on canvas
My first portrait of Athene, I think I'll addd a few more chest hair and include her date of birth.  The grass says 'Love is  a warm puppy - quoting Charles Schultz     

Dogs, you know I love them BUT... the worst thing happened again recently (and probably won't be the last time) a dog attacked a newborn in Canada & the baby died.  Honestly, I couldn't even read the details. How sad all around is that. I don't understand how a dog could get at a newborn, when Storm was an infant, they were locked in another room (gate at the door) or outside unless I could constantly watch the interacting and he was never left alone with them. That being said when he was born we had a Great Dane -Dimitri' and I would leave Storm on the front lawn and he would lay beside him-if a stranger even glanced at Storm Dimi showed his teeth, making it very clear, come near the baby and you will find out if I bit or not. Now it's common to suggest  "fuck around util you find out". I trusted that dog with Storms life, I have photos of him sleeping on Dimitri.  I did have a dog that snapped and always tried to take food from Storm and I did have the dog put down because it would not stop & I could not trust it.  I still wrestle with it to date BUT I knew what can happen in a heart beat.

I illustrated a book for kids on how to interact with dogs and if you have social media - there are enough videos now,  for us to all see;  one unfortunate woman had her nose ripped off when babysitting a dog'.  Dogs can be dangerous & deadly. It's awful the parents will have to live with this, the dog was probably put down too.  I have had people say "Arrow won't bite me" but I have seen a very protective side of Arrow, if she feels threatened or her home is, she might bite - that's what dogs do - PROTECT those they love and have been doing it since the beginning of time and still are, protecting against predators - 2 legs and 4. Rotweiller's in particular are loyal, protecting  and great family dogs, butchers use to have them carry their money bags around their necks when travelling, yep.. lol good luck removing that money bag, if the dog have been trained to protect it.  Training is key, just like with the puppy, it's obsessed with Poppy (of course) & I'm teaching it starting yesterday- NO! don't be ruff with Poppy! & it's learning.. I am taking no chances with it hurting Poppy or Ginger - it's gonna be much bigger than both SOON.  Athene is playing, its not intentional but its paws are almost the size of Poppy' s head.    No.

Love is a new Puppy but real LOVE is training your dogs  & never letting your guard down near babies or toddlers, or adults!  Know the dog, even then always take caution.  I'll never forget a friend who had a Great Dane for a few years - one day she bent to pick up a drier sheet and the dog nearly ripped her arm off.  A Great Dane - I would never have believed it possible owning 2 Great Danes at one point - both gentle giants.  Never say never.

IF  any kids visit, I'll access the situation & consider putting the dogs away.. IF I do not feel 100%  confident of  their interacting together, they won't be.  As for people who cross the gate uninvited, that's another story.  A few weeks ago, I saw an amazon driver running down the driveway (in a t shirt & flip-flops!) - WTF? I'm not sure why, I guess he thought the snow might blow the package away.. I thank God I saw him before the dogs & intervened! I am sure Arrow would have went at this person - not to bite but to stop them from coming further.  We have already started training Athene: Do not cross the gate. If only humans were that easy to train.   Love is a warm puppy, especially on a cold winters day like today , a wonderful snuggling companion - I think I need a bigger sofa. lol

​Enjoy this day the Lord has made. 

Daisy & Athene..   everyone loves Daisy & Daisy loves everyone.
Athene wants to nap and usually it's beside Daisy.  Daisy also shares her food bowl with the pup (as she did with Arrow) 
and shows great patience.  Teaching them to share a bowl teaches them, it's NOT o.k. to fight over food, they also have their own dishes, another thing I do worth mentioning - when I feed Athene I put my hand in her bowl when I give it to her, sometimes taking a bit and giving it to her by hand first. I will also take a bone from her  or toy on a regular basis - to teach her - snapping at who takes the toy - not permitted. It's been a week today & she is already whining by the door to go out to pee! YAY!!!  This tiny new beast is proving to be a quick learner.

They also look alike, Daisy definitely has Rotweiller in her. It's been bittersweet, our first walk outside Daisy & Athene side by side but Daisy's back legs occasionally drag & it teared me up.  I know Daisy is our oldest dog now and  dogs don't live nearly long enough but it doesn't make it any easier. I'm so happy she is here and teaching this pup patience, sharing, snuggling and the occasional  growl when she gets tired of it pulling on her bandana.   Daisy is a great babysitter & big sister.  I hope by the time spring/summer arrives she's still able to walk the trails with us, last year she was a little slow but that's o.k., it's an excuse for us to sit wait & ponder the woods & life.

Canada won the hockey game ! YAY!  Sorry USA  - but thank you, no doubt your antics of late  gave team Canada the inspiration it needed to  WIN!  I saw a clip this morning of an irate USA fan screaming "all Canadians are good for is maple syrup & beer!"  (hahaha) and evidently, hockey!    I've been quiet about Trump, what is there to say?  Between him and Elon - like 2 bulls in the USA government china shop, I'm not sure why some Americans are so upset - he appears to be doing what he said: exposing corruption in the government.  That being said, I'm not aware of all he is doing - the4e's so much happening around the world I can hardly keep up.  Some things they have exposed already & I do understand the anger- crazy funding for insane things, tax payers dollar spent yet many can't afford to feed themselves but the USA  government has funded studies with feeding cats - cat meat. Messed up, that's one of many, 'no wieners' in the girls bathroom - as far as I'm concerned that should never have even been an issue, I'm glad he has turned the tables. Also no men in women's sports.  It would be o.k. if predators didn't exist but they obviously do, as we have all seen the past few years so why make it 'easier' for them?  Elon and his young wizards- who cares how old there are?  There have always been 'child prodigies' which have been celebrated and you can bet if he chose them - they absolutely KNOW what they are doing.   

As for our own politics, Pierre seems to fallen out of favour.. another election, more $$$ and we are in the same situation, many struggling but government spending is at an all time high. Between this snow, the sneezing season, our economy - many just don't care. It's an advantage' our government has - it wears us down, just like an abusive relationship, we get so tired we just 'shut up' instead of arguing all the time... we can't afford to. Never mind shut up' when are Canadians going to Speak up' - say enough is enough?  Time will tell.   About the sneezing season - take care, the past few days almost all I have communicate with are sick.  I watched a disease specialist on TED talks and he said 30% less people would get sick - if they only washed their hands.  30%  - that's a big enough percentage to encourage - WASH your hands.

Time to paint (hopefully) & enjoy this day The Lord has made! 

A break to admire winters beauty.  Yes, it's cold but it's imperative I take Athene out to pee..  she loves it.
Arrow today started to drop the ball in front of her - a ball so big she can't hold it but she is eager to try!
I've had a lot of snow since November, nw t seems like a ton of snow! I'm so glad Storm shovelled the gazebo, every time I glanced at it I thought  'that's a LOT of snow.   It appears several places got more snow than they have seen including Japan, which received 4 feet in a few hours.  Detroit -looks like a scene from a apocalyptic movie - I don't think they are too thrilled. Sadly, insurance will be sky rocketing I've been reading and many insurance companies are cancelling fire & flood.  Careful what you sign.  Everybody is excited for spring.. here anyway!  Still, how gorgeous!

I did get something painted, lol.. I like to sketch when watching movies- can you guess what movie we watched.. it's been a while. I sketch quickly, put the book down when done and paint later.  It's good practice for capturing images and working from memory to paint. Nothing major, just fun, today I'm hoping to start & finish a painting.
As soon as Athene wakes from a napm-mout we go, and not in until she pees. She comers to her name & sits, that is very inspiring for a pup that's JUST 8 week new on this earth! The miracle of creatures.  A shout out to all new moms of babies - human & puppies- what ever the baby may be - It's work!  The snow will be gone and we'll be cursing the heat and mosquitos before we know it - so enjoy this day the Lord has made and SEE the Glory of God - everywhere with this winter wonderland..  

Ginger isn't that thrilled about Athene, this comes as no surprise.  Ginger does not like to share her babies/toys, and her eyes widen every time the pup goes for one. These two have a different dynamic than the rest but Athene does not back down, if anything she's more outgoing towards Ginger - which is good because Ginger is already more getting extra exercise.  Ginger is permitted to snap at the pup & visa versa.. but soon the puppy will be taught  "be nice!" to her little sister & Ginger too will probably have to be told: be nice to your big sister!   This is IMPORTANT as Athene will be much bigger and powerful and capable of hurting a small dog & it's simply NOT permitted. If/when she gets too ruff (puns intended) I'll lock her in my bedroom for only 10 minutes, dogs' don't like to be left out of the pac, no hitting necessary - they learn this lesson very fast. 

The faces Gingers makes are priceless and then when I say  "Ginnnnnger....  are you being a good girl?"  She looks at me like this (below) and how can I resist?  Snuggles for this girl who is trying very hard to be good. Right now, the main focus is me watching and encouraging safe interaction between all. The cat is a different story - my gosh - it won't leave Athene alone - it's his new favourite toy and the two of them are more enjoyable to watch than Mike Tyson & Jake Paul. 

Today, I'm teaching this baby to play on it's blanket so mom can paint!  I haven't been able to complete anything since she arrived. Her training is going to be enjoyable - we've not even had her a week and she knows 'sit' and to 'come' when called -she is already following the dogs out when I call "Pee break" & chases Storm outside - terrific! He'll have a new running partner when he jogs through the forest. Athene did her first poop at the end of the driveway! Yay!!  Next Athene & Daisy.

Snow, we have trenches dug out of the snow, lol and when I round a corner Athene is so small we disappear and she cries! Where did you go!?  Arrow usually turns back and shows here - here we are and she come running. I'm so excited for our first forest visit!!  Looking at the snow.. might be a bit yet.  Shout out to Storm - I was getting concerned about the amount of snow on the gazebo so Storm shovelled it off. Whew'.  Everything else more or less has a high pitch.  I' can't recall seeing this much snow since I was a kid, I hope it's done but I doubt it. 

I saw a post yesterday that I was shocked at.. it was a woman and an OPP police officer was at her door -commenting to her about her FACEBOOK post. I thought it must be in the USA or UK... NOPE. Right here in Ontario, something about her being in a group about protests.  Is this what we are coming to?  I'm pretty sure the law Trudeau tried to pass regarding this sort of  thing   & freedom of speech online ended when he ended.  This is what is happening in the UK.  I get not spreading hate speech, I don't agree with things like 'death to politicians' no matter how corrupt, but showing up at someones house?! HOW much tax payer money does that cost? Isn't crime high right now? How about domestic violence? I'm sure there are more genuine 'crimes/offences' our police department should be concentrating on.  A sad day indeed for Canada - Keep our land free & strong..   One thing several Canadians were saying was simply : Don't answer the door.    
​This is what it will come to, it will cause more damage than good between the relationship with the police & the public, that's a losing situation for everybody.

Have a great day, I'm about to paint while the pup is napping!  Training a puppy gives you a fantastic friend for the rest of its life - hopefully a long time, it's never long enough with a dog in my opinion, I still miss many but all the more grateful for those I have,  who God has sent to love & be loved.   

***I posted this blog earlier, then deleted it.. not because it was false in anyway but because I was ashamed, embarrassed.. because, I am actually married to this 'person' who is so intentionally nasty at times, I have no clue 'who he is' after over 32 years, I only know - I don't like him. If I met him now, knowing what I know - now, I would run in the opposite direction.

Part of the problem with domestic abuse is we are shamed, or  it's nobody's business, told to 'just ignore it'... who wants to admit the person they agreed to love' a lifetime - turned out to be someone who will blame them for a lifetime, everything he possibly can.  Ironically, I am very aware Norm is the Norm, this is how many husband treat their wives, especially after a while... & they just ignore us...  proving we are invisible, we mean nothing to them - unless it's time for dinner.
 
 I saw a post and the young woman said 'she use to be envious of 30 year relationships..' that was before she realized most 30 year relationships last because the women just tolerate shit & abuse and give UP.  I agree. That doesn't make it right, it's a terrible statement of society that women are FORCED to stay in relationships where we are continuously  'taken from' mentally, physically draining 30 years of take, take, take. In every aspect, I swear somedays I hardly have energy for anything after I deal with something he has done- causing us constant  STRESS, over & over again. HE doesn't care & I'm the fool for not admitting that too.  He doesn't care. Divorce it difficult & costly in Canada - like everything else. Is anyone shocked the facts, the science & statistics ALL say single women are the happiest, and more and more women once divorcing are remaining single- go figure. WE are done with crap on a massive scale- and men & their constant bad behaviour & 'needing a mother,  maid & whore * instead of a wife - made it this way.

No, I am not covered in bruises but I am definitely scarred for life - from the constant bullshit I have had to tolerate for decades & this coffin was the final nail

My advice to young women - don't do it.
 So, I am RE posting - not to shame Norm...
​ NORM shamed himself, the day hecreated that coffin with nasty intent!

 Athene & Poppy.  day3 and the pup is familiarizing herself.. Poppy is the first to initiate 'play' - LOL - thats' because she only has weeks with her same size playing partner.. I swear this puppy grew 1/3 since yesterday!   

What I forgot, but quickly remembered: puppies have small bladders & it's really important you don't yell at them, I have pee pads in the bathroom for the small dogs as they can't even go out at all, you won't believe the snow we have. So I follow it or walk with my head tilted to see pee, it's part of pupping!  It is not a big deal. Floors can be washed, positive reinforcement is key.   Puppies. love to use fingers as a teether'... this puppy has needle fangs and tiny tiny teeth, they are sharp,  I baked cookies this morning, extra hard and made them finger size... she loves them, I know what's in them & everyone gets the same, giving special treats' can cause jealousy.

Athene is taking to us quickly, I let the small dogs snap and teach her a few things  then the next minute they are chasing each other, it's like a dose of fricken sunshine.  I know - it's also work. We must show her she is loved and safe  and no one can be mean to her, if a dog snaps I tell it to "behave!"... lesson number one & forever.  Poppy sleeps with me, now it's a different story, the pup wants to snuggle me and she won't have any of it! The first night I felt bad, when I woke and Poppy was at my feet sleeping on the top of the blanket - she made it very clear, she's not sharing.  So, the pup will be sleeping on the floor with her sister as she gets bigger and Poppy sleeps closest to me, she has earned the right.  She is already loved, especially by the cat.

About dogs.. I have never been in favour for microchipping dogs. I needed one in Poppy to go to Spain, so I did not go to Spain.  I had read about some having reactions, especially tiny dogs and some died, others said they always feel it & regret it. So NOW, a huge Micro Chip company has apparently' disappeared, leaving all those chips more or less useless. I wonder if they has to pay a monthly subscription?  Either way, one more reason to pass on the 'chip' .
Do your research for your dogs, they trust you to do so.

Happy Family day! I have puppy stuff and painting and watching snow melt - wishful thinking! 
Tomorrow, I'll show you some snow! lol... and Ginger & Athene.

Say hello to Athena.  

On Jan 1st a friend posted her dog had pups! Want one? - Of course!  It's something we discussed and the Universe provides. First - a shout out to my Love, Storm!  When I told him I was getting a puppy, I asked if he'd take me to get it -  "it's close to Newmarket, I think.. about 2 hours".   WELL, when I sent him the address - he informed me: it is NOT near Newmarket more like Quebec and it takes 5 hours - one way! LOL.  That's  something I would do.. lol  thankfully he checked and had no problems taking me - still.  What a BEAUTIFU, perfect valentines day it turned out to be.

We were already on the road 2 hours before the sun started to come up and home by 5. The sun was shining, the sky blue and the view - Oh Canada!.. that being said, I assumed - for sure they would have more snow up North! Nope, they had less than 1/2 of what we do (more happening as I type). This is the only thing about puppies.. best to get them in the spring when not having to venture out in-20 to pee.    We had breakfast, lunch on the road, a few laughs (I laughed so hard at one point I almost peed myself!  I didn't have to the pup peed on me on the ride home, I didn't care - 5 hours and not one peep! It was sniff fest when baby arrived!  Some snouts were bent out of joint for a bit hahaha
but they are already coming around.  Arrow seems very excited. 
​
Currently, Athena is the same size as Poppy, slightly smaller than Ginger and smaller than the cat, but that's all going to change.  It is the cat that plays with her the most, the dog's have their moments albeit, I see the love starting already.   There is nothing like a puppy to add joy, love and playfulness..  Poppy and Ginger are colluding for the future. (below)  

I'm going to be busy baby training and napping the next while.

Mushroom love! All red, real mushrooms.  

Thinking about mushrooms, as I sit and paint looking at the snow!  This last little blizzard has made this winter wonderland more like the North Pole, it's exquisite.  It appears most of Canada  finally was blasted with snow, a usual February.

I hope you have a love filled day and do what you love! Paint! Bake.. go for a walk in a winter wonderland.  
It's also family day,  if you like winter adventure, fun,  sports, ice fishing, snowmobiling, skiing then  Haliburton Highlands is for you! 

It's the time of year  -Spring will be here before we know it...  what I keep telling the dogs.

I love you - says the mushrooms to the universe!   8 x 12 gouache on black.

One of the COOLEST things I learned was that scientists now understand and prove houseplants know when the owner is arriving home.  Plants talk to each other.   Once I pondered it, plants showing actual excitement at the person arriving to care for them - astounding!  Holy...  then it hit me :Trees communicate to each other too - my forest must get excited when they see me - I am excited when I see them!   lol

I think it's important for us humans to understand we are loved by our own planet, even thought we are not so nice to it.  This seems to be changing though - have faith.  This painting you can actually see the shine of read glitter paint. 
I think differently because I know this.. I don't pick mushrooms as often, I let them live & recycle with where they be.
I can go out and sketch and paint, photograph, as for the trees, I can hug a different tree every day and never hug them all.. I can try... but I don't need to - they will share my hugs. 

So, perhaps you don't have a significant other, this universal day of Love -tomorrow...  
REMEMBER the plants love you, the forest loves you and above all else GOD LOVES YOU!  
The best part of that - even if YOU don't believe in God (yet), God believes in you!

Created BY LOVE, to be loved & loving.