My next canvas is a statement piece & the timing is perfect- I'm finishing today! Arrrrgh!  I'm reminded again why I'm not on FB I hear it's really ugly at the moment- or Juicy' what ever you choose to call it -  I'm off of it... I read enough yesterday of what M.E. wrote to know I don't want to read anymore.   I feel bad for anyone who puts up with crap for a paycheque as I've been there myself too many times.  The more I read the more I thought of Jodie in a new light & I can't help but feel bad for all the stress she must be experiencing and not for 'her own actions', imo she has always been impressive & professional in her talks and her demeanour & when your husband behaves like an ass what are you gonna do? We have all been there, most of us anyhow.  This is a little more than behaving like an ass.
A wife should not be punished for the actions of her husband -visa versa- just like the saying a son should not be punished for the action of his father.
IF this were the case - we'd all be in trouble.

I was struggling with this painting because I know women who are struggling with sexual harassment in the industry & no one is safe.  I started it a few weeks ago & then was told by a friend her boss is again threatening her with loss of employment if she does not comply and I got all flustered and walked away- I don't want to paint in anger.
Where do you go for help? Who do you ask? It was only a matter of time & it's far from over there are many horror stories - it's EVERY industry but because this industry has been ILLEGAL for so long it's been permitted to grow & thrive. Pun intended.  

I  'lol' yesterday when I read  a post where Dan Bilzerian (what ever his name is) posted about this "#metoo shit  getting out of control.."  & another man replied: that's priceless coming from a guy who's kicked a woman in the face, broke another woman's leg & pays models to be with him"  Wow. Thank you to that gentleman for speaking up & SEEing the problem. If you behave like this  yes, I guess you might be a little worried.
Thank God for #metoo,  maybe in a few years women & men will   #  #notmethankfully

It's already been going on for too long, here is an article to give you some insight: ​https://www.revealnews.org/article/in-secretive-marijuana-industry-whispers-of-abuse-and-trafficking/     Men & women are being abused mentally, physically & financially  consistently taken advantage of by those who have money & power.  
Usually men - Cocks in the field raising a ruckus -what else is new?  
I am able to see the cocks because I also know a few gentlemen in the industry - thankfully . & for this reason I give thanks or cannabis legalization in Canada - this sexual harassment  bullshit won't be tolerated - no one should be worried about not receiving a paycheque for the job they are HIRED to do - without fear & constant stress from predators.

There is hope in legalization across the nation!
​Accountability & professionalism & Product Quality are what will survive in this industry...  Be nice.  
Time to paint this grey day away!

With TLC & THC
G

I'll expose my cocks tomorrow.. lots to look at.

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FYI...
Love
MamaBear

Next.. my outcome after a lesson in Sacred Geometry.
With TLC & THC
​Georgia 

I don't know how people who have it worse are at all comfortable... Psoriasis & stress go hand in hand, from what I know & have researched when stress gets worse Psoriasis can flare & the past year mine has gone from managable & hardly visible to out of control & I contemplate ever wearing shorts again - let alone sleep comfortably.  
We try to avoid 'unnecessary stress - good luck in todays world represented by humans like Trump, we are in trouble,  many times we can't avoid it especially if we have people in our immediate life  who contribute to stress...  rather than help eliminate.

Norm causes me stress on a daily basis & I find myself wishing I lived alone time & time again. Trying very hard to feel good not even 'better'- just good & he constantly brings CRAP into this house - for example he went to natures Emporium & picked up a salad & cheese ball that we enjoy - what else did he pick from the health FOOD store with thousands of options - potato chips. 2 bags. In the chip cupboard they went with the cheesies, rippled chips, low salt chips, high salt chips, taco chips, organic taco chips, greenpeachips & pretzels...  enough is enough, that's the 'chip cupboard there's also several junk food drawers he manages to keep full. I AM trying to keep him healthy & alive & he fights me every step of the way.  He also snacks on toffee & candy, sunflower seeds  & his teeth (the ones that remain) have paid dearly for it.  I can't 'stress about his health' anymore...  he's heard it before, he obviously doesn't care - why do we & to top it off we are seen as 'Nags' for doing so.  Living alone would be more peaceful. That's normal stresses...

'Outside stresses' last year caused me to flare to the point of no return I'm afraid... too much stress to mention, guns, lies, dick picts & more by 2 who intentionally misled & lied for their own selfish purposes,  I write this now because I know they still read my blog & I have nothing to hide, unlike others.  The sun the moon, & the truth..  I will be patient & let God  control timing,  if 1/2 of what I heard is true - it's been brewing for a long time & will be exposed sooner than later & have 'little' to do with me in the end.  Stress? Is there any wonder it's got worse & out of control?  When you realized you have been 'intentional fucked with'  which has in fact contributed to my health decline & not wanting to socialize (trust issues - go figure) I now feel I  have an OBLIGATION to warn others (especially women in the cannabis industry) so they may hopefully avoid being victims to the same nasty pair.   ALREADY  stressing about being seen this summer because of these physical 'scars' now very visible.. I won't hide away, it's just another lesson.    A recent awakening has reminded me again, I am so much more than this body - I am a child of our creator & I will rise above.  Everything for a reason.

If you see the signs of psoriasis TRY to 'GET it under control', sometimes I can't feel it, other times I wake scratching until I bleed & most days it's just incredibly sensitive. It changes from scaly in appearance to (especially if really upset) reddish purple in color, the redder it is the more intense my arthritis pain.  I tried injections in the stomach for years that made me feel sicker with every one & it never changed it - it continued to slowly progress, I've been asked to consider a new medication but I refuse because "it can be harmful to the brain." Go figure. Special soaps dry it out - I would advise as soon as you see it- REST, EAT healthy, meditate (draw) & avoid ALL who stress you out if possible, for me it is possible & this rule has few exceptions - those who 'really stress' me out I can easily go months without speaking - we have feelings like this for a reason- we have health issues for reasons...  had I started to listen to my body & GUT sooner I would not be as physically ill as I feel today, instead I kept it in' most of the time,  I am paying for  it mentally & physically.  

Learn to walk away. Learn to speak up,  Learn to rest.. Sunshine helps!  This is what  'Turn on, Tune In & Drop out' means to me.. apply this to life - to recharge.   Drop off the grid if you can if only for a few hours.  Never be afraid of expressing LOVE, sooner or later is will be seen for the intent it was meant.  When people rise above  'Physical beauty'... eventually, I think most do, we are all healthier.

Psoriasis has no cure, yes it is painful - more emotionally when people look at my legs with disgust (I see it)  just like the 2 who chose to inform me I was physically 'Ugly' (have a look at my butt you two! You helped get it this way... )  I know shallow people exist & it should not bother me but it does...  it bothers most of you too. It's why we all try so hard to look our best- it does not matter - don't give a fuck what anyone thinks because there will always be shitty people out there  & there are also loving, caring, compassionate others, I know a few & am grateful to you  - I'm sorry to show you my butt - but, this certainly is NOTHING to be ashamed of.   It is life, many have it worse than I do - please, show others some fucking compassion instead of judgement - you might be next.

Why are we bothered by stress & the opinions of others - Who are they?
I don't know... I don't know why any of us  think so little of ourselves that we ever forget  for even a second we are a child of God.  I AM a Child of God - exactly where & how I am meant to be - SEEN! * The worst is my lower back & bum - I have included this, I did warn you yesterday! hee hee hee  

With TLC & THC     
​G

 Flying High again tomorrow! Wait until you see some of my new art!!

I have delt with serious depression my entire life, I understand why, NOW. While painting this time lapse and watching a documentary -Bio on Timothy Leary I thought of an article I read yesterday and it hit me... since at least the late 60's Scientists in Canada & the USA knew about Psilocybin & how it appeared to be 'helping; with such issues as addition & depression - it's WELL documented & tried by some of the greatest minds on the planet (some of the earliest research done right in Sask. Canada)  & here have we been poisoned by the pharmaceutical industry our entire lives, not even given the opportunity to choose what might be best for our own bodies..    
How fucked up is that? Any of you, think for a second about this. 

The article is about assisted death in Canada and how we might consider making changes to include minors & suicidal/mentally ill - & it hit me like a fucking ton of PROZAC (Prozac - successfully sued for, causing suicidal thoughts & more serious side effects) WHY are we FORCED to consider legal assisted death in this country before being allowed to explore other  NON lethal OPTIONS!?  Look at what's happening with opiates. WHY ARE medicinal mushrooms- AGAIN, never responsible for one documented *death ** NOT offered as a option? I now understand why I have medical issues' - how else would I have understood what  these plants can do..  I  am grateful to them & God for the introduction & everyone who is educating in the past & currently. EXPAND your mind & look up something new or sit & sitcom... the choice is ours.

I have been there, with this TN  I have days you have no idea... but I'm not there NOW - I'm painting, playing with my dogs, catching Doves sent by God!! I had just sent my son  a message telling him I was going back to bed.. awake at 3:33 (Alexa) I had a headache & am tired from a flare in psoriasis, this past year it has gotten out of control (more soon so you can be aware & stay on top of it if you see the signs) & I walked into the kitchen with my empty cup and this beautiful bird was staring at me from 'inside' my enclosed deck! I was worried she was hurt- so I went to get her and she was so calm (just like that bluejay) I think I shall call myself a 'Bird whisperer! Hee hee         ;)    Photo below - it was a moment, a gift from God. I didn't go to back bed I painted this mushroom instead & had a realization.

We ALL deserve a chance at TRUE happiness - some of us struggle- we don't even know why  R E S E A R C H for yourself (especially if you have a child or someone you believe to be suicidal & not having success with conventional medication) - I guarantee you  you will learn Psilocybin MUSHROOMS help for depression & serious illness.  
WTF!?  WHY is this NOT a legal option available - our young are taking their own lives... if we are prescribed medications that  have serious side effects & known to harm/kill - why not this safer option? WHY not first? I'll give you one guess.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ you can grow your own$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
If you believe in God as you say you do than believe God has provided US with food & medicine.  Don't believe me - ​research & prove me wrong. 

WHY are we NOT permitted to legally  have this option - anyone suffering from pain - trigeminal neuralgia? Chronic arthritis? Severe skin conditions- God has assured me to grin and bear it & has provided pain relief with natural medicine & then sent a little bird to cheer me up. ;) Bird was not impressed - I took it outside after making sure it's wings & legs were fine it sat on my shoulder ! Haha - I must say I felt 'special' out in my backyard in my bathrobe with it on my shoulder... I took it back in checked it's feet & then tried again -lol  and it flew up into a tree & sat staring at me.  Fucking awesome! Made my day!
 I'm happy to be  alive even IF I'm really angry at our medical system right now. Again.  
To see a time-lapse of this mushroom you have to follow on IG (which is set on privacy again - It's how I deal with stress' I guess... - if you don't like it - don't follow) 

Next a lesson in Fuckery ' - really.

With TLC & THC
G
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Todays word was Abominable.  
My example:
In 2018 people around the world witnessed abominable behaviour displayed by a 'world leader' (who shall remain nameless) yet, as terrible as it has been to watch unfold his  actions have awakened a nation to the ugliness that surround him & it does appear it is forcing  many to wake up,  stand up,  SPEAK up - even if the rest of the world doesn't believe you. 

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​In a few hours it will be 2019 - the year of growth - again.. 
Thankful cannabis is legal in Canada - I want to CELEBRATE this year with my cannabis art.  I also painted  a mushroom calendar- woo hoo- turns out  I will be the only one who has one  (I couldn't afford printing- maybe next year!) I'm still excited to share - I'll start with the first one tomorrow!   This year I'm going to paint a medicinal mushroom calendar- for 2020 - Medicinal mushrooms will be next to be legalize & I encourage them for depression & acceptance... although not for a recreational high- imo, I  prefer the 'high of cannabis.  

I understand  psilocybin mushrooms ARE illegal - after my experience &  continued education - I also understand  it's no more than prohibition all over- for no good reason as I am reading AGAIN, they are considered safer than  alcohol & other medications, I know they are helping with issues I've struggles with for - ever, they bring clarity-  they 'teach' me what I should & should not be stressing over- there's not much to stress over - life is life- good & bad, no one gets out alive.  Psilocybin Mushrooms have helped me accept Trigeminal Neuralgia as a learning lesson' in patience and even assist with me understanding  the LACK of understanding from others.  I've also noticed although at times I feel drained & teary - I'm not crying, whats the point- other than a lovely occasional  lubrication for the eyes.  

I'd like to end this year by asking others to lose their judgement of something so simple as  mushrooms- they might not be for you' BUT there is countless evidence  they are in FACT helping some very sick people & have for centuries (the research HAS been done) - have you noticed all the mushroom art throughout history- especially with Jesus?  I'd also like to ask all my friends who are parents who have children (young adults) who are suffering from depression to RESEARCH for yourself the difference between antidepressants & psilocybin... HELP your children before you lose them to depression & toxic drugs.  Help them before you lose them to opiates, Simcoe county (where I live) reports they have one of the highest  overdose rates PLEASE watch this:
https://globalnews.ca/news/4658160/fentanyl-making-a-killing-families-simcoe-county/

This is NOT about encouraging DRUG use to get HIGH - this is about encouraging a safer, less toxic medicine to address issues such as addiction & depression - & educating yourself- get curious!  I believe it was the founder of AA (and a well known banker) who introduced Psilocybin's to the USA decades ago because he believed it would make America great again.. (can't resist) we all know how that went -the same with Alcohol, cannabis & now mushrooms - PROHIBITION, let's not forget peyote. I refuse to wait- as my health deteriorates - wait for what? A NEW pill - which after 10 years will be shown to have cancer causing side effects & then some... NO thanks - I CHOOSE natural medicine, if someone thinks this is reason enough to put me into jail - it speaks volumes about them and not me - I refuse to be a part of the problem because of lack of knowledge.  How about you?
 It's a new year tomorrow!  Another year of saying: YES! Bring it on..   life is never boring. 
Ready or not here it comes! 

With TLC & THC
Georgia 
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Tis the season for depression.  That is the reality for too many.  You are not alone.
I've seen friends say they don't feel like Christmas at all,  know of some that are having family struggles (don't we all), custody battles - where will the kids spend Christmas, recent  separations & stress over holiday confrontations or alienation... a couple of girlfriend lost their moms this year and are struggling with the first Christmas without - makes me glad mine is still here & cooking all the veggies  -  :).   At the same time  I see & feel their sadness - one friend can't even speak to me about it - we both TEAR up instantly.. she has a huge family & will survive the holiday I'm confident.  How about those with a small or no family.. do you think Christmas is a happy time for all, hardly.

Then there is the stress of Christmas spending, I'm seeing that almost everywhere - this thing about giving people money - what's Christmas going to come to? A banking holiday?  Not sure what to get someone for fear they won't like it, having too many you feel you should buy for, I read the chance of a heart attack of the holidays increaser quite a bit- is it the food? The excess booze? The stress?   Shovelling snow is often a factory btw.. take care.

This year has been incredibly stressful, I try to pretend it's not- yet I'm having difficulty even leaving my home (my trust in humans is not what it was)  & throw in Trump to the list- I'm positive that  orange ape is responsible for an increase in Christmas depression around the globe.

When I look at the effect the toll of stress has had on my own physical body just since the summer - my one side has completely covered in psoriasis that wakes me from pain at night & the scabs on my back and down my right leg to the bottom of my feet -  I'm concerned it's got out of control...  So,  NO - the last thing I'm going to 'let' stress me is Christmas.  Tis the season - it can be very overwhelming for adults & children &  pets - I don't know about you but I'd like to encourage all of you who are feeling blue, sad, depressed - - embrace it  & say FUCK IT! It's just a holiday, just another day - if you're focusing on Jesus- awesome-  as that is the reason  for the season.. Jesus knows  so don't sweat it-  if you can pour yourself a cup of medicated tea or a glass of nice wine.. roll a joint & climb in a  warm tub like this sweet little ginger & slide in and RELAX ('Im about to do this now)  it will be a great start to melting holiday stress... warm jimmies, movie on Netflix , medicate popcorn sprinkled with cinnamon... GIVE yourself a BREAK &  Fuck it.    

With TLC & THC
Georgia 

These tiny internet sensations are fricken cute!  They tempt me with every little belly rub  or every time I see one swimming around in a sink...  I'm going to find out who has one just so I can feel it. They also consume mushrooms, several creatures including slugs & bugs do, humans too.  Cannabis is fun to paint but - there are so many mushrooms - colors, shapes, size & setting - are all endless so I'll be switching it up - every creature painted is a lesson in itself & I learned these cute critters are not as easy to paint as I expected, still I was pleased with the results & the cute little face staring back at me. 

I've decided to continue into the new year with painting & exploring more animals & focusing on issues such as human trafficking and missing women - since cannabis is legal & it can't be much longer of the USA to follow, (I hope) so on to issues closeer' that effect me - upset me.  As much as I'd like to paint bees and butterflies all day - my mind won't let me, I don't know sometimes if it's chronic pain and when 'grumpy' consumes (& it occasional does)  because of other issues such as lack of sleep, relationship problems, daily added concerns - that's the time I feel I need to focus on the more serious topics.
It's important to me - anyhow, to try to educate & help in my own way.  
It's what makes me feel as though I am contributing to this planet.  

Mushrooms will also be painted - medicinal, I don't personally know anyone who has been arrested for mushrooms, or gone to jail for them but it still happens- it shouldn't. The USA is starting to consider legalizing by 2020 for medicinal reasons & of course there is already a millionaire couple already trying to monopolize.. $$$

• A group of Johns Hopkins University scientists wrote in a recent journal article that psilocybin, the active ingredient in psychedelic magic mushrooms, has a low risk of harm and a high potential as a therapeutic drug.

 Magic Mushrooms  aka  Psilocybin assist with depression & end of life issues & stresses.
You can take courses in the city & even learn how to grow your own in jars,  it's a topic I became aware of these past few years and it's simply IMO prohibition & lies all over again- especially when science is proving  the benefits of mushrooms as medicines and the fact that they too are apparently less harmful than alcohol.  I have tried Psilocybin & they absolutely help my mood, strangle enough.. once I have them - I'm not usually interested in having them again... it's as if my own body directs me as to when I might need them &  I'm personally not fond of the aspect- I can't seem to create paintings while on them, unlike cannabis which does not interfere with anything I do.  Maybe that's it - maybe they help me just take a break.  I'll admit  I experienced a terrible day recently with TN pain so strong I was experiencing flashes of white light as well, exhausted &  miserable  I spent the day in bed the next day I had  2 tiny mushrooms and with in an hour- it was a NEW day, the mood, the worry, the stress disappeared, any fear of the future - gone  IN EVERY aspect & frankly -  I feel slightly closer to God...  closer than any  service, book or priest ever achieved.  
I chilled with my girls, smiled, thought of simple pleasures, listen to  classical music and enjoyed the day. I'd like to add  - out of interest - unlike cannabis.. no one has ever suspected or asked "are you high?" when I have been on Psilocybin's, no one seems to notice - if anything they do notice  what a good mood I'm in.

Educate yourself on the topic- there are unlimited resources online and many professionals willing to talk about it!  I'm grateful to the Universe  &  this shift' to help each other is happening & the  current criminal mindset  remains with those who are simply uneducated on the topic  & sooner or later - that changes too.  
No one should be in jail over MUSHROOMS. I think we can all agree on this.

NEVER consume a mushroom unless you know it is edible, if anything - the reason people die & get sick is lack of knowledge identifying what mushrooms are safe to eat- and eat one that appears similar'.  Be smart - in all things... especially those things' that enter our bodies.
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With TLC & THC
Georgia

How can you tell when a snowman's 'high'?  
I'm not sure.. you should ask a snowman.  
He is high on life this snowman... as it should be.

Tis the season, I woke today with a blinding headache and then heard on the news some fucker threw his dogs out of his truck window on the highway,  why do things like this bring me to tears in an instant.  Who does this?   I hope that person never knows the  gift of a dogs love again.

A new documentary on circumcision  is on Netflix, I learned of this years ago but was reminded and have to reiterate, had I known then what I know now... so many moms crying Imagine your child losing his penis & you find out it was due to a botched circumcision a procedure that is not medically necessary - or even explainable any longer & you chose to have it done to your son.   *DO NOT google image botched circumcisions or you just might cry.  It's a business.   To find out they also hardly use anything for pain.. what a terrible life experience to force them to have only days after  blessing this earth.  Please watch this and consider educating someone else, please don't not blame your parents (one young man is  interviewed and is very upset but I understand his parents point also) -  I have no doubts that many parents had they actually KNOWN what was involved and why- would have chosen different.  I realized due to the documentary - we speak up much more against young girls being mutilated in the same way but give baby boys NO considerations to this decision in the USA & Canada.   I believe it should be a personal choice left for a young man to decide (if he wishes) at a mutual agreed age (what that would be I don't know) 15?  18? 21?  The same age we allow them to drink alcohol?  I'm not sure, you should ask  a young boy considering such things.

It's also a time to be reminded.. not everyone is having a happy time at Christmas, many are alone, missing loved ones, sick, tired, financial burdens, relationship issues, people throwing dogs out of windows on highways  - what ever- there are countless reasons to be depressed during the holidays - and then people have the added pressure of "It's the holidays!"   Don't cave to Christmas pressures - be good to you &  think of others who might be struggling & perhaps you might come up with some small way to make the time a bit brighter for someone else.  

With TLC & THC
Georgia

It's Black Friday.  Consumerism is killing us.
More dead birds.. More Oil spills.     This one in Nova Scotia- are you AWARE?
Tis the season.  Migration season - these birds don't have a chance.
Shop till you drop time.. 
Forget  this postal strike - Go OUT & shop locally!  Better yet- make a special gift.
Support your neighbours - imagine the impact that would make on your OWN home town/city.  
The impact online shopping is having is already noticeable, especially when it comes to excessive packaging. Noticeably bad for the planet.

We are all responsible for the deaths of each creature.
Is all this "stuff worth it" ? 


My next card! Next... Ho Ho Ho

With TLC & THC
Georgia

It's Frosty the Growman! He arrived with the first Magical Snow - which is still here, not looking as magical - more expected today!  Today is universal Children's day,  Children need to be educated on cannabis so they do not repeat mistakes their parents made. 

I can't express how happy I feel to finally pick up the news and read such headlines like:
Cannabis legalization has  NOT led to increased traffic impairments/ accidents.
Which I knew -(10 years experience +)  most I know who smoke cannabis assure me they are more cautious 'calmer drivers.. those who experience road RAGE could use some nice calming cannabis from time to time.

As well as no surge in Reefer madness- it's finally being addressed Alcohol is MORE harmful than cannabis!  THIS I KNOW for a fact. 10 years experience - thank God.  My hang -over days are long over- because I don't drink anymore, a glass or two tops from time to time that's it. NO more drunken binges - puking until theres no more, head pounding "what happened last night?" - Does NO longer happen - because Alcohol is poison (fact) and not good for your health or brains. Cheers. https://globalnews.ca/news/4671669/alcohol-or-marijuana-healthier/  So apparently  people are "switching' Good!!  GREAT! Less death, less depression, less drivers drunk- killing others or themselves!
Teach this to your children & also teach them the past - so they don't repeat it.
Teach them how to grow this beautiful plant.

Don't judge others for what they use to heal themselves, know plant medicine - KNOW your options- take control of your health & happiness. Alcohol is a depressant. Fact.  I wish more men would smoke cannabis instead of drink - Suicide is higher with men than women...  many men drink themselves to death. FACT.  You can drink so much you can kill yourself.
I have tried to smoke as much as I could and smoked cananbis all day- every 1/2 hour.. I felt great,  accomplished tasks & I'm still here...  the same wouldn't be said for Alcohol.
So with the first magical Snow in Canada - Frosty the Growman comes to life! Of all things for Frosty to find in the middle of a forest - a Green house - it's fate Frosty!  How many are growing this christmas? How many will get cannabis related items under this years LEGAL tree - me  me me!! Ho Ho Ho - Lets Grow!

Enjoy the snow!

With THC & TLC 
​Georgia 

* Anyone who is expecting mail from me- be patient- the POSTAL strike- still on  ( of course NOW with the Christmas rush) I hope Justin steps in soon and makes them get back to work-  Black mail is all this postal strike has been - again.. at a time when Canadians needed it most - they have let us down & continue to do so - with Holidays packages now & continued cannabis deliveries!  One more reason for Ho Ho HOME grown.