Can you imagine what the first stoned apes thought - or humans for that matter...
they thought enough to probably try "it" again, especially 'If it was a plesant experence.
We are not such complicated apes. If it feels good, we do it. Repeat.
What is hard to understand about that? Letting any substance control or perhaps destroy ones life is the difficult part to understand. Seeing as I've had a few substances control my life in the past I try not to judge. Well, yes I do - I guess, I have issues with alcoholics & therefore little tolerance. When I read that the Science Centre in Toronto is holding an informative 'event' on the mind/brain and psychedelics in a constructive context - psilocybin and LSD - WOW! I am hopeful for the overall furture of humanity - if we can get 'humanity to get past it's biggest block... humanity. lol
We had more snow lots... about 30 cm by the time it was complete. Today, I walked outside in 0 degree weather surrounded by snowbanks in a sweater - sweating from the heat of the sun, what a glorious day - provided you don't think about the corona virus.
I dont get people going to work 'sick' right now, it's not good for business with the global (not just mine) mindset. I do understand the stresss & not being able 'to afford' taking time off work too. I am grateful I am not in that situation. 'Pandemic is soon a word we will hear.
The past few days my twitch has been overpowering, throwing me off balance - it's the dramatic weather, I think.. as my body screams nap - my mind says paint... a happy medium - small paintings for a few days. The other day I stopped what I was doing (some simple task) & started crying - I realized it was exhaustion - not depression had me 'lose it' for a few moments anyway. The constant zapping.. makes a day difficult, some more so than others.
Still, (after I nap) I choose to celebrate each day God provides.
A good cry helps clean the soul & tear ducts - get it out.
Male & female. If it feels good- do it... cry.
I purchased small wooden panels so I think a few small monkeys are waiting to be discovered. Painting this chimp was disscovering him in the jungle.. as he started to peer thru the darkness.
What is it?...
The light shining thru... the knowlege that awakens you.