Sir canna cat.. not an original idea I admit- it was inspired buy vintage art I spied.
Yesterday, was a holiday in what seems like 2 motnsh of holidays & Mental health Monday' ...  for my mental health, I skipped a blog intentionally because I was having a beautiful day and didn't want to focus on anything but the day. 

I was thinking about a friends remarks 'she's Bi-Polar' and I thought FUCK that!  I do not like to see women/friends say such things... anyone for that matter.  I know many are feeling anxiety & depression MORE than ever & I pray they are learnging about psilocybin & cannabis before they introduce LIFE long medications into their bodies. Who isn't depressed at times lately?? Watch *Patriot Act on Netflix (most current episode) knowing what's happens in the USA is making me anxious - let alone Americans... I can't imagine how upset so many must be  with vultures waiting in the wings to kick them out of their homes.  YES, depressed - Bi Polar?   Hell no..  

I go from  singing "zippity doodah- zippity  day... to What the fuck!? Are you kidding me!!!? in a heart beat-  does this mean I am BIpolar? NO - it means I react to BULLSHIT and I am an expressive person - like yesterday, when Norm read:  'Rona Ambrose (former HEALTH minister of Canada)  is now working for an E cigarette comapny - - IF she isnt the biggest fucking hyprocrite - to think we Canadians let that bitch have anything to do with deciding on our health - she is a SELL OUT$$$$$$$$$  E cigarettes  $$$$  her priorities are very clear, I've no doubts she'll claim by working with them, she can control things.  LIES.
If you are foolish enough to believe them- that's your downfall.  IF we are foolish not to remember this sellout in the future - who knows where we'll be.. perhaps like our American neighbors. Struggling - ruled BY GREED.  

 So if my mood switching from  happy to pissed off in a second is considered "bipolar" by some bullshit I read/learn about -  phhhhhbt.  I'm grateful I'm not full of pills that are numbing and dumbing my life - BEEN there DONE that- and look where it got me.. TWITCH TWITCH. HOW do they help??  If more people learned HOW to express emotions - all they feel- safely - we might be better off instead of addicted to DRUGS - prescribed drugs. 
 
E cigarettes! Who isnt aware of the health damages of this growing concerne?  I'm sure she is... YET she made countless Canadians feel like worthless criminals over our cannabis cookies! What a fucking joke - and it's on us. I don't forget. We  have brains that allow us NOT to forget for a reason, protection.  History that is forgotten often repeats itself- LOOK at Slavery in the USA Todday.  All slaves to few- few who don't care about their health, homes, families - only sees it's humans as WORKERS - all expendable according to TRUMP. Still suffering & dying & struggling the most according to facts - Black Americans. History repeats itself.
WHY do we LET these "LEADERS" LIE &  continually screw us over?  I do not believe in one leader.  Thankfully we already have a FANTASTC representative for Canada.  I am proud of Canada & Covid.   Still I'm staying in- I don't think it's gone  and I feel to great to get it! Hee hee

Norms deck building! I fell through the deck, it was rotted and another deck was never finsihed- you stepped out your patio door onto rocks & dirt - Norms on it-  Weeeee I'm so excited I was already dancing on my new deck & he's adding a bench so I can sit & sketch my birds.. I woke up to this sunrise today! God shouting 'Good morning!'
I ran outside to take photos just so I could share with my son - NO filter- that sky was that stunning!!
How can one not see a miracle in that sky?
Another day - I've been blessed with,  wait until you see my super cheap but super fantastic bird bath! Time for me to get out  (Norms already out!) and finsih the Artsy'ist bird bath in the Haliburton Highlands! Just ask the bluejays.

with TLC & THC 
​Georgia 

There's a little monster in us all..   I have one.
How do they get there.. I'll tell you how. We are taught.
They call us 'Little Monsters' but forget, they help make us that way.

Yesterday, it was visiting.. big time, my little monster.  
It came with a warning for Norm : Leave me 'Be today. 
He knows when I say that, to listen.  He did.  Thank God.. cause my monster was ready to rip someones eyes out. I needed to sooth the beast because I AM AWARE when it's there. NOW.  It only took 56 years to spot it.  With the help of natural medicine.

I stayed in bed all day in silence. 
I cried  for little me & I apologized that there was not 'someone like me' for me, back then.
Then it hit me.. wow.    How awesome, I have turned out to be - me.
I had words I've been waiting to hear my entire life.  
I'm sorry.   "I'm sorry,  I knew.. We all knew."   
I roared back:  I know you knew! How could you not know!!?  
WTF did you think was happening?  Bedtime stories and snuggles.  HARDLY.
YOU fuckers ('adults' all aware & too)  & yes... shame on you,  ALL of you who knew.  
You can live with it.  But I get it. I get being caught up in our own world & problems. 

Then the words:   You raised yourself.
Yes, I did. 
Pretty much...  

Fuck yeah! I did a fantastic job - all things considered.
I am so grateful for that phone call - I needed it.
I needed to know - someone knew. Thank You!  Confirmation.
Validation.. vengeance even.
& God knew I was ready...  
I have forgiven & finally, too fucking wise to forget.
I forgive you all!  I'll prove it by living a great 'rest of my life.

I also KNOW Cannabis has helped me with PTSD.
Psilocybin Mushrooms made me AWARE on a unplesant but NEEDED trip..
It was never me.  I was & am - a gift.  Created to create.. watch me.

I'm going to share some past experiences (it's time) & call them 'Mental health Mondays!'
Not to shame or 'OUT' , to educate about mental health & how we can HELP oursleves &
MORE - help children. 
Anyone one who suspects child abuse & you don't speak up..
watch out..  those little Monsters grow up, quite often & understandably with a little grudge.
Some little monsters grow up to be immoral, cruel monsters that kill, terrorise and make others suffer- for the  suffering they might have had themselves as children.  Fact.
They don't draw/paint it out - they shoot it out, or beat it out - of others.
It's a patterns that repeats itself for generations too often and it's fucking sad & inpart avoidable.

I am LOVED. I am a Child of God.
God has ALWAYS protected me and shall continue to do so!
I was NEVER alone.

I raised myself.

Tomorrow, I'm going to treat myself to a wonderful mothers day!
I won't see my son but we'll face time and I KNOW how much he loves me
& tells me I am the most caring, thanful person he knows & he loves me, MORE! 
Everyday is mothers day with my son. 
I wonder what I'll paint myself for mothers day!? Ohhh I'm excited! lol 
What helps calm the little monster in you?
​
Praise Jesus and thank you for never leaving me when everyone else did.

With TLC & THC
Georgia

The new "Hi!" - Namaste... 6 feet away.
The sun was out & some restrictions are being lifted -still it's not a time to let things slide, especially with more coming up from the city. I really can't say as I blame them, all anyone can expect is they come stocked and stay in- it's not going to be the typical Canadian May 24... I don't think.  Im not' in a hurry & we have lots to do! Paint Buddha & look for Mushrooms.. endless possibilities.

I was wrong about the covid Number- Thank God. Never been so happy to be wrong about #.. I thought more were dead- it was our 'infected number'. I guess I got it mixed up with our American friends ;(.   .. or Spain.. Italy, the UK.

I decided to put on my Jerry Kelly Glass and rock the woods! hahah  It's just Norm & the gilrs to admire such glass art but they were happy to see me enjoy it! Norm went to check the mail & the next thing I knew, I had new treasures to adorn myself!  A lovely silver cannabis locket where you can add your 'prefered essential oil' drops from a good gilrfriend in the USA Faye, she's mailed out my comic to many ploiticians for a couple of years ;) She is a detrmined  advocate for cannabis & more in te USA.
From PIVVADER for winning a online 420 contest.  2 of my absolute  loved Monster  from 'Water, Water, every Hare.'  (inspired) pins from cartoonist & exceptionally creative sticker creator  Roger James Beck.  My internets a bit slow so I can't google addresses for BECK  look for @pinvader @rogerjames especially if you are a Warner Brother (Bugs Bunny) fan.  It was a day of loving vibes sent from far away during these pandemic times.  Each made my day.  

Stuff is opening - slowly...  I think for now:
Namaste 6 feet Away.  Wise laughing Buddha words. ;) if I do say so! hee hee 

     Truly my biggest struggle during this pandemic has been - not being able to see Storm.
I miss him  like I've never known, we all do... Daisy the most.  I've gone through stages, one week I could not face-time,  I'd start to cry.  Storm looked especially tired a few weeks back.  & it's heart breaking not to see him for so long.. no hugs.

 I woke like a BEAR the other day, roaring about something or other.. could'nt get the fire started, yelling at Norm for the raccons keeping me up, grumpy with the girls (gasp),  Maries mom passed,  Carms got extra work like crazy looking after her parents, wondering about my own,  could'nt get paint, no canvas  & then...  what seemed to be the final straw: The Canoe radio  100.9FM DJ   made  a wise crack about cannabis not being "an esential serivce"  & I LOST IT.  Yes, you know it... that DJ had a quick, BLUNT education on CANNABIS BEING a fucking esential service via text - several as a matter of fact.
Cannabis for those who forget is a MEDICINE FOR MANY.

We all know why the L.C.B.O is open. ADDICTION.  Alcoholics needing a fix - they won't dare close it- there would be riots. Cannabis he said was more of a 'comfort thing' in his mind. Arrrrrgh..  & really, not a very intelligent, 'current' remark to make. I have no doubts MANY in this community use cannabis.  It was simply judgemental, especially in an older community that could benifit from cannabis insteads of the chemical cocktails that far too many are on.  Anyhow, I love  Canoe (I listen all day, everyday) & ALL that I hear on the air, sound lovely so, I apologized for my 'abruptness' but not the remarks.  Come meet me I invited, see my twitich get a bit calmer with cannabis,  SEE my hands and feet and KNOW  it's all I use for pain- NO killer opiates here. Phhhbt.

NOT essential!? Don't tell me that, when I know Storms working day & night!!  
I can't visit, cook for him.. his dad can't drive down to pop in for a beer.. Arrrgh.
​He's not eating properly.  We miss him, he misses us & phone calls are not the same, sometimes he just bugs me & I hang up. lol  He's busy, frustraited, lonely, tired and others days he's better than fine, keeping busy (like us) and moving FORWARD. Pandemic or no... Time's not going to stand still.

I decided to paint my favorite photo taken at one of the grows he manages. It MADE ME happy spending the day with Storm (in only on canvas) - it worked! I was/am in a great mood! Giggling thinking of the many wonderful memories we have. The 3 of us. I'll hang it right by my desk.  Can you see my pride in the painting? hee hee   The 'white' seems harsh - but it was, BRIGHT with grow lights- LOTS.  There are several guys ALL working very hard (with Storm) to provide medicine & recreational relief.  With less help due to the pandemic they are working OVERtime and should be treated like others - respectfully - as all esential employees so the rest of us can stay home.  SERIOUSLY, thank your growers.

Thank you guys!!  I love you all (you know who you are) and appreciate ALL you do... all the time.  

Grocery clerks, gas station attendants, Radio Dj's, Garbage truck drivers - ALL keeping US, safe at home - while they MUST work.  Amen.  Thank YOU! 

Thank God for the internet... makes you feel more for all those moms during war time and only letters for communication.  If this pandemic doesnt have you appreciating almost EVERYTHING MORE - well.. I don't know what would.   17,000 deaths in Ontario, alone.
I had no idea, I've been trying to distract myself.  
​Depression & anxiety on the increase... the next pandemic.

With TLC & THC 
Georgia

Yeah!!!!  Tody marks 14 days  of isolation & quarintine - living with Norm...
Many did not realize, I've been living alone for 9 months, it was educational.
I was able to unpack, sort out and get settled before Norm arrived.  

Between moving, selling our home and work, Norm was not able to be here with us until 2 weeks ago.  I must say  he did it, I left and he had WORK to do & YES, I knew he would- he did it!  Yes... WE ARE finally CELEBRATING!  

This year we will be married 28 years and frankly, I don't give a fuck what anyone "thinks" they know about our relationship. Someone comment recently, after watching us argue, Norm & I arguing due to stress is common as it is with most Relationships...  They "could never do it- live like THAT".   Like what? Arguing form time to time?
An opinion, I might add made by someone NEVER having been in a long term relationshiop - phhhhbt.  Some think relationships are not about arguing - in 28 years? Give me a fucking break.  I literally laughed out loud at an article stating: Isolation with a mate will make or break a relationship.  No shit.  

This is nothing. We have come thru some serious difficult times in 28 years and we will come thru this one too! As the team we've obviously become.  Storm keeps us grounded too.
9 month was great- FOR US BOTH. He missed us like crazy ;).  Norm has a new appreciation for us... me in particular.  & I missed him...  I'm well aware of the handyman I have but I found myself CONSTANTLY worried about him.  Now he is here and we are excited about the journey to continue, BOTH so grateful to be in our new home.  We've both acknowledged - we can do this..   and yes WE can.  Together, we will make this home our EDEN.  

The past two weeks have me been SCREAMING: 6 FUCKING FEET NORM!!  
Wash YOUR HANDS!  Blow your nose!! Stay out of the kitchen!  Don't TOUCH ANYTHIN!! He moved up and was promptly BANISHED into his bedroom for 2 weeks - only able to use his bathroom and go outside. 14 days NOW & we both feel fantastic, ready to go out and chop trees! We have agreed we will not be leaving our property for 2 weeks.
I know from 28 years of strugglin with bills - how to stretch food/meals. ;)  Who knew?  
YES, this is a difficult time - learn from it- that person you are 'stuck' with... it's not all lovely dovey - it's HARD work. Surviving a deadly pandemic with someone..
 It's nice not to be alone.  I never 'feel' alone,  I think it's because we keep pretty busy- dogs help too. 
If you can survive this with your partner.. you will  survive more.
Have patience.  Give each other space.  WASH your fucking hands and stay HOME! 

With TLC & THC 
Georgia

You can see this chimp timelapse painted today on my instagram account: Georgia Toons

Mother of God....  Wash your Fucking hands!  
This was my reaction after learning a retirement hospital/home near me has at least 12 deaths- maybe more now, due to Covid-19.  Letters have been sent to the families of the remaining residents- encouraging them NOT to consider using ventilation to save them, if need be.  I kinda get it. Still.  This is a whole new thing to wrap our minds around - age & being expendable.   For all those not worried  about it - you too will get older one day -so don't be a asshole.  People losing parents - all over & horribly - hurts.  I can't even imagine the pain famalies are feeling all around the world & can NOT even grieve  the loss of the loved one.  Pray for us sinners.  This painting looks fantastic - if I do say so, hanging in my bathroom.  All the reminding I need. 

This is just the start,  the number of deaths in Canada will climb much higher.  
When you learn about energy, mood and collective conscience - you understand the level of sorrow - like none this World has ever seen... the sooner we sort it out the better. For that reason alone, never monitary.

It will be back to normal' what ever that was.. my normal after all this is over will definately be somewhat NEW. How about you? I think I'll continue to wash my hands more and cook more - I know we all "feel" healthier.  As for Peace, it doesn't get much better for Peace - I am exactly where God wants me to be.   Thankfully.  
I am amazed, I am here, really.

Praying - more than usual.  I pray the Rosary.. thinking of several and  naming many in hopes they'll stay safe in this arduous times. It's all I can do - at least it's something.  & really IF Mary were here in these times- I doubt she'd be concerned with using the 'word' - WASH YOUR FUCKING HANDS!
We must do what ever it takes to get the point across.
  
If that's all you are worried about than you seriously have not paid attention to what's happening outside & your probably one of the lingering still venturing outside so - STAY THE FUCK HOME - for what looks like a MONTH.  Or More.

I DO believe in the power of prayer... many do.  
"May is the new April!"  Yeeehaw.
The snow is melting here & the girls are wrestless. Soon we'll be out searching our property for mushrooms, looking for bear tracks, planting vegetables for deer not to eat...  painting and praying....  life goes on & so shall we.

Mother of God... pray for us. ALL.

​Georgia

Home sweet home.. where I am warm, flu free & keeping busy during these new times.
I had a headache yesterday - & tried to take a break - difficult to do when the world is under quarintine - more so when you realize many Canadins are not home... Canadians I know.

I learned of several a the day wenton- I know how worried I am as a mother (all of us) -worring about my own son, whom I told at the start of this- stock up! I't's going to be a pandemic - but he did not listen to his mother - what else is new... and left it till the last minute. That's frustraiting, so I can only imagine how my friend feels - her son stuck in California!   It was/is March break in Canada- so timing was not great- ACTUALLY -
had OUR Government ACTED SOONER - as they were aware of the problem in China..  many would not be stuck & scrambling now with inflated airline tickets and panicked airports full of such humans.  Once home- I hope people take the 2 weeks self quarantine seriously.

I know people who are currently ill,  sick  "it' just a cold - (I think) ..." they claim,  stay the fuck home - it's just a cold.  It's careless to  behave as such during currently times- I don't care "if it's just a cold - (self diagnosed) stay away.   What does it take for people to understand?  Don't go out and spread it around - it's that simple. 

What's not simple is stressing over $, food or illness...  someone complained they are getting grumpy with no cannabis- (already) and it's bothering his sciatica - wow. I KNOW people who can't afford food right now for two weeks quarantine, are worried about not making rent - since they can't work - let alone money for cannabis.   So if you are getting grumpy because you don't have cannabis - take a look around you, I bet there are people in unfortunate situations with much bigger concerns right now than bud.    

I hope I am wrong (really) about the thoughts I have of the direction this  is going..
8 weeks easy. Longer for schools and retirement homes. etc.. 
We are currently in week - one?  I take anti inflammatories, my wrist so sore as I type- I would not be able to paint  without & Italy is warning against them- stating they believe it makes the Corona Virus worse... what to do.. ask my wrists.  I need to paint.

I need to paint and keep busy & give my own brain a break today, no social media.
All I can do if think positive, pray for the safe return of all I know..  and Be here now- grateful for another opportunity  to hang out with my dogs - all so excited for another daily  quiet quarantine adventure!  

I love this community, talk about 'make you feel better'.. if you can't get out, are worried you can have your groceries delivered free by the Rotary club, people offering all sort of assistance.  You can still buy online from local business - I noticed a kombucha creator advertising -free local delivery!  I sent an IG message & had my kombucha delivered to my door! 6 pack-  the lovely young man Luc, removed the log in my driveway (I was going to meet him) he said it was very easy - yes, for him. lol    We greeted- "no shaking hands"   a
& I NOW have the best Kombucha I've ever tried! Really.  
It's all I drink (my wine in the evening)  and this orange turmeric is TERRIFIC!  If you like kombucha I highly recommend Luc's Brew , what a nice young man too!  I'm impressed with his  Brew, his attitude & business creativity.   

I am also a fan of Canoe Radio!  Boy oh boy do they have a difficult time - it's one thing to live this but to educate the masses as we go along... not an easy task. If you want to hear what my community is like with great music - listen to Canoe.

Be safe.
​oh, this kitty being created- today, on my instagram account.

If you would like to see this Kitty created in time-lapse  - check out 'Georgia Toons' on Instagram. 

The backside is a secret- later today it will be hanging in my home, 3 more are drawn waiting to be painted. They have passed this test- overtime. I walk buy one & notice it - makes me smile.  Spinning and dangling in the wind..  each makes me think of the words on them... on the "B side" ;)  with the wise mice.
All words chosen from ACIM, BTW. 

Today is a new day on the planet & I woke, no longer caring about missing art but  instead hoping that 'ALL' are safe.  We all struggle.  We all fuck up. We all make mistakes... we all get sick.  Lets hope many more do not die before they figure 'this' out.  I'm happy about  schools being closed  - they are breeding grounds.  All events over 250 people are cancelled. GOOD.   How about we all consider it a vacation for 3 weeks.
;(  I am not so naive to know for too many, this will not be a joy filled vacation',  but stressful few weeks if not months.  Costco just got a whole lot busier.  It sure has me thinking LESS or NO waste - especially in the food area. GREAT - I hope that becomes a universal awareness. We waste too much. 

What about people in jail?  I wonder how they handle things like this. They need some cannabis right now to help de-stress.  As for Justin Trudeau, I hope he is finished soon - only because, I do like him as much as I do.  Retire, spend time with his family & thank you for your service, during one of the most fucked up times in History.
Trump & Corona Virus at the same time- Cowabunga! The anxiety levels around the world are at an all time high.  You know what God wills...  Chill. Have Faith.  
My grandma use to say wash your "hands and say your prayers.".. every Sunday at least - lol   Wash your hands & say your prayers - it's a form of meditation - a wonderful way to practice peace, calm and keep you mind & body healthy. 
Mind you, if the only time you pray is when you need to...    

I pray today...  they figure out how to contain this virus & no one else dies.
Give thanks, it appears to be sparing children. 

Now- I have a new Stoned ape on my desk.. I call it "it's just a phase..." and I am super excited to spend the day painting him!  

Poppy,  waits for lunch to be ready...      ;)

It's a mixed emotions day.. 

Excited! Last night we woke - through closed windows - to the sounds of wolves howling!  In my backyard for at least 5 minutes.. it was unbelievably cool.  Ginger was glued and shook for about 30mins after.. poor thing. I assured her she is safe inside, snuggled with mom.  It did have me realize exactly how 'in the wild we are... I wonder if I would have seen them if I got up - next time.  I never let the little dogs out alone - they are alwasy with their big sister & I don't let the dogs wander. AS soon as the ground thaws we build a completely contained kennel' with a dog door into the house.   It will be good for them to be able to go out & pee at all times- although I can't complain, my girls are well trained and only go on pee pads when in the house. In the bathroom  (where we all go)  ;) 

Disappointed & upset...  I had art in my porch, I have a lot of art in my porch...  
Do you remember the sign I painted shortly after moving in - that said "Leave all shit outside... Dog shit, bear shit and bullshit... well, it's gone.  
Somone decided to own it, which mean someone took it from me- I DID NOT 'GIVE' it to anyone.   Thief.   It's that simple.  Who does that?
When invited to someones home & you take stuff that DOES NOT belong to you - you are a thief.  Recently, I  had company & after they left I noticed a 'few' small items gone - like books etc - perhaps my sign too..  I asked  for the items to be returned but have had no reply - and people wonder why YOU NEVER invite them back  - wonder no more.  
What message do you send to the universe today?  
I never steal.  I don't lie.
I'd rather tell someone the truth & have them 'not like me' than to lie and disrespect myself & them.  If I had to steal it- 'unless it's food and I am starving' - (by the grace of God this has never been the case) -  I don't deserve it.
It won't happen again, Norm installed a camera that lets us know  the second anyone even enters our porch.. sucks we had to do it -  it sucks more people take what does NOT belong to them. I hope the thief enjoys my art - and never forgets how they got it...  the universe won't.  There are people I will never have visit here - they know why.

Mental health & mushrooms. Psilocybin - well even Dr. Oz is NOW telling of the wonderful effects of psilocybin mushrooms. Google if you don't believe me.             Thank God.  
Gods medicine once again will be what heals the planet - not mans medicine.
Mushrooms have helped me where no one else was able to break through. 
Mushrooms taught me to LOVE myself.  Mushrooms taught me to LIKE myelf.  
I mentioned the other day my childhood, being told I was not wanted, as long as I can remember.  I share this' to educate as I know - I am NOT alone... too many feel the same & don't quite understand why.

I was brainwashed to think I was unlovable. Being told this by a parent in particular is confusing to a child (and abusive)... being told often as I was, I had it literally beat into me at times...  we start to believe it. It had caused problems my entire life of not trusting the fact that 'anyone could love me'.  I've even struggled with the notion some days - my son doesn't love me.  He does.  
It was mushrooms that taught me the opposite.  Believe it or don't.
I'm not getting anything from sharing- some might still (those uneducated) think - shes a stoner on mushrooms- think what you want.  I thank GOD for the first time in 56 years I KNOW - it was never me that was the problem.   I was a gift from God.
I am a gift from God.
Thanks to mushrooms today I'll paint, not be depresed - instead I will  paint because I understand - through our creations we extend our love.

I made this mushroom painting to dangle in the sunlight it also has a ball that catches light hanging from it.;) on the other side is a matching eye'.  It's painted with iridescent paint -so it's really pretty in the sunshine.
It's titled - 'It's just an illusion.'  It is for sale $60. + shipping,  if interested - let me know.
Have an inspired day!!
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Meet Bruce!  A gift from God.
I've had an awesome few days.  It started stressful.. kinda.  
Luckily, I've been working on a  new sweet portrait that keeps me smiling!   

I often tell people of my faith.. not "bible thumping" just that my faith is strong & I'm confident in God.  Complete confidence.  It's taken a while.  I can't even begin to tell you recently, the number of times I tell people "I have faith in God...  it will all work out better than good." It has... EVERY time.

The best (amusing) part is  - I do VOCALIZE these words...   & then it happens.
Exactly what I said  (exactly) and I say: See, I told you! God told me.   
God did not tell me in 'words'.... its difficult to explain,  I am told - in love.
I promise if you pray and listen you will be heard & hear.
Try. REALY try.
The choice is yours.

Jesus is my homeboy! I put my favorite worn out T - on this morning & I knew I was going to have an AWEsome day - not long after- what did this painter- lover of bluejays get - A bluejay!

I had spoke to Storm the day before, I first saw this bluejay rolling in the snow on it's back.. Today it was literally outside my patio door, looking at at me and it could not fly. Wow.
I opened the door & picked him up. His black talons cluthced my finder with a mighty grip. I calmed him down and he fell asleep against my chest. An hour passed- he woke and was startled! I could see the look - Where am I? How did I get here?   lol
I calmed it down and again it stared at me, felt comfortable and went to sleep - poor baby is so tired.

It can fly short distances. I called the Woodlands sanctuary and they have picked it up & will check him out. It is just a baby this year.  The look of calm - comfort I saw from this bird - knew it was safe with me. I did get some photos.   I cant wait to PAINT Bruce.  
What a wonderful day. Really.  Not much else got done as Bruce & I bonded.    
​Never Have I seen such detail. Such a miracle covered in feathers. 
Thank you God - AGAIN for rewarding my faith.  
You bring me to tears with joy.
Amen.

God, Universe, Ansestor, Spirit...  what do you call God

Does it matter? Not to me.

With THC & TLC
​Georgia