Because my love for you is higher than words
I have decided to fall silent.
`Rumi
Acrylic on wood. 8 inches
Because my love for you is higher than words I have decided to fall silent. `Rumi
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Chop Wood, Carry water. 6 x 6 gouache.
Inspired by fantasia, I've painted this before but gave it away. Mickey falls asleep in Fantasia, after using magic to 'help' him with his work while he naps- things get out of control. How it usually is. I think the trick to life -is: Chop Wood and Carry Water . Keep active & strive towards making your own living situation better... no matter your financial situation. In my experience (including myself), most people appear to become more anxious when they have idle hands, when all they do is sit and watch T.V., them get more anxious. Painting, house cleaning, cooking, dog stuff, exploring the woods -all keep me in the NOW, functioning keeps life - FUN. Keeping busy also assists with keeping my mind off other things like over indulging -in food or libations, distractions in many cases. Napping while others do all the work - will not work out well either, in the long run. I like little visual reminders, they remind me to get cracking'. Today is Gingers Birthday! I'm going to paint her portrait to celebrate my love for her. Have a creative day - even if just chopping wood! Gouache on watercolour 8 x 8.
There are far, far better things ahead than any we leave behind. Amen. Created to create. Sailing over the Ocean Blue. Acrylic on board 10" Sailing, sailing over the ocean blue... imagining all the treasures in the sea, creatures of all shapes and sizes, a history all it's own, perhaps never to be discovered. In the next attempt, I think I'd add more sea creatures . No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the stars or sailed to uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. ~Helen Keller Below, Poppy discovering a Bee. Have you watched the new show on Prime? Nine Perfect Strangers. Well, I won't spoil it for you but I find it interesting & thought provoking. Great casting. It also covers - the way of the future & self exploration. Aude Sapere. Enjoy the day! God Bless. My warm up art to start & celebrate this day. Amor vincit omnia! Yes, it does.
A friend has been on my mind the past few days, nonstop.. so I sent off a message to say "hello"... sure enough he is not well, in the hospital and feeling beyond blue. He suggests 'karma' put him there. He is & has always been, very hard on himself. I understand how he is feeling - we are often hard on ourselves. We all do it. I don't think it's karma but I did tell him - IF he indeed thinks this, perhaps it's a wonderful opportunity to 'straighten out' and try again- in a new direction. He has seen the light & knows which way to go. Everyday- perhaps twice on Sundays lol, I thank God for another day to try & get it right! That's enough. & this morning I listened to a fantastic podcast The Hidden Brain : You 2.0 in the heat of the moment. wow. We have all been there - this insightful candid talk was enlightening & I'm grateful - it provided a... Hmmmm, that explains a lot moment(s). Have a listen & stop being so hard on yourself... & never forget: Amor Vincit Omnia! & give thanks to God for another day to GET IT RIGHT! The Universe is in us... I rarely remember this.
I was considering a car.. for fun, I intentionally tried to 'imagine' driving it. I could not. No matter how often I tried, I just couldn't get past the visual of me & the dogs sitting in the car. That was enjoyable enough to make me smile, imagining us in matching scarves. It was only a few weeks later I understood - 'I can't' because, I don't want it. I have no desire to drive around aimlessly, I have no desire to leave. I'm content. It feels - wonderful. Leaves are starting to appear, a trillium has sprouted and will bloom soon. I picked a few RAMP leaves to make ramp butter, but will leave the patch hardly touched so it may flourish in future years to come! I am reminded of the universe all it's gifts & who & what matters. The site update is going slow as I'm enjoying painting & playing with patterns. I'm enjoying less time online & more outside, the dogs are thrilled to be exploring too. Focused on chimps.. I'm getting to the point I can paint a pretty impressive chimp from imagination, so it's become more about exploration & education & pleasure. Grateful - for every day & every lesson... pleased to paint chimps. I am stardust. You too. My next kitty will be orange.
We have to get a kitten as to train her to like bird (like a brother - not a snack). We had a cat die not long ago.. she was sick for a while & it makes me sad to think of her, with the move and all - I did not let it effect me like it usually does - I couln't. We still have 'Fluffy' - very old cat, who remained with Norm during the transition, Fluffy was our outdoor cat that alwasy came home at night. Up here, I'm worried because she is so old that she will go out into the forest & not come back. These things, I finally understand are all part of life.. part of the journey. Cats go missing... Humans too. I'm getting a kitten & it will be able to go out the dog door into the enclosed area behing the house - to explore, the dogs can do their business. The plans have been drawn! Oh my, the plans.. Norms 'to do' list is longer than the driveway, I laugh.. everytime I tell someone. Norm has already been offered a job - or two. Norm has a new boss & he knows it. Me. This house needs a new floor - this 'parkay' has seen it's day! Then, he has a shop to build... & a studio. I'm painting! To fill my studio! I have a new quote I found & have printed it for our daily reminder: Work like God. No task too humble. No scheme too grand. ~R. Doughty Amen! This orange kitty was imagined. I have at least 6 that people have sent me kitty photos via Instagram. I plan on painting a few of them... I'm going to send out a love calling into the universe for our new kitty to enter our home- An orange one that won't eat bird. Time to bring in some wood- it's getting COLD tonight. Norm & I will sauna just so we can run into the house at these temperatures and have our own private Polar bear run. hee hee hee with TLC & THC Georgia "And the Moon said to me - My darling, you do not have to be whole in order to shine."
This painting was inspired by that quote on PIN. A place for the toad that befriended us.. a horny little toad. Or little horny toad... he was covered in tiny points. Shine. Next Tinkerbell - times 2! You'll see both of them here. One made me LOL when complete - BUT - it is a serious side effect of cannabis for many and not funny for all. It's another beautiful day. Forest to explore & it's Thanks Giving this weekend! We have so much to be thankful for, I can hardly contain my enthusiasm - I've got pies to bake today! Have a peek at this mushroom I watched develop & die- it was like watching black ink dripping near the end... Fungi is so fascinating - I'm already excited about this coming spring and morel season! & I bakes a pie- (it was so good!) can you guess what kind? Hahaha even my pies are art! With TLC & THC Me. I lovingly refer to (& I think he'd love this): 'Vincent VanGogh 2019' hee hee.
I paint freestyle - by looking - to look is to get lost in Vincent Van Gogh, pure pleasure. Some of you will think I've lost my mind - like Norm who recognized 'Starry Night but not the Skeleton smoking as both of Vincent's paintings. Doing what he loved yet distracted, tired, sick, lonely, overwhelmed - sound familiar- Depression. Apparently had his Mental health issues been addressed he would have been very successful & might've seen more than one painting sold. Addressed & not shunned - it can go two ways from what I understand - the 'not so nice way' is more people taking their own lives because they are taking medications that do not work - Depression is not a racist nor does it care about how much money you have. If we keep shaming, an article I read stated people will just start to hide it better... until they show up at Sunday Mass with a grenade for the cash basket. When we shame mental illness we are applying the same rules as prohibition - what a failure it has been. If your face twitched 24/7 you would think about this stuff too. God's not playing anymore - pay attention ;) "You are only as sick as your secrets" - a remark I think I heard on a Pod Cast- it must have been my favourite 'Hidden Brain', every episode interesting. Growing up 'My Moods' were shamed, often... a big secret, I get it - NOW- this is how some handle events but it's not healthy imo - the sooner we address unpleasant events & feelings the sooner we can try to heal & move on, my mom had a terrible event happen to her at a fairly young age & was understandably depressed at the time - but now many parent's are both paying more attention to social media then their children. The kids won't be pleased when they get older. It's a fact - try to prove me wrong. How many generations started the same way as Vincent, myself, my mom was one of 6 kids & I never met any grandpa... dealing with mental illness decades later, generations later. Babies having babies, young parents having too many, too soon with obligations thrown at them pretty quickly - I've blogged when we were first married how we stole a case of baby food to get by... By the Grace of God - it's why I was more than happy to accept donations to food bank at Halloween. Yes, I speak from experience - marriage is difficult enough - wait to have your babies -be ready to welcome them with love. Instagram, face book, Selfies, Social media, socializing & recreational drugs YIKES! MORE & MORE babies are ending up with a wire monkey mom. & or dad. Please, Wake the fuck up. Babies do not ask to be born - we humans are given the choice to procreate - carelessly - if we desire. People use to often remark when Storm was little: "Let him cry!" or ... " You never put him down... " Amen. Please put down your phones & pick up your babies. With TLC & THC Georgia This is a tribute to Chuck jones - an artist & animator - I absolutely loved Bugs bunny growing up! Bugs is smart - very funny, playful and often violent - but only to those who deserved it.. only after you heard: Of course you know, this means war. Bugs was one of the first trans dressers too! In many cartoons he puts on womens clothing and rocks it like no other - by far one of my favourites is the Hillbilly cartoon where they promenade left.. This Bugs Bunny is chilling - Bugs style reading up on BUDS. Bugs Bunny is soon to be Buds Bunny - while he is in Canada anyhow! Are you reading on how to grow your own cannbis? You can! It's legal - 4 plants. Apparently more dispensaries are opening and more ILLEGAL dispenseraries will be shut down.. good luck with that, you know... I'm caught here, I want privately owned dispensaries - we all do clearly - but this bullshit with legal ones being fined now- is just that & I wanted to SEE some of my friends who have been doing this a while already STILL be able to continue - like CALM, Amy Anonoymous has a club.. many others - why should they stop when clearly others are not.. do a quick google search for Medical Cannabis dispensaries Ontario - I found one place today 'Bodystream' (*I have no idea of who they are - so forgive me if it's someone I know but - come on...) they have 26 locations! wtf? I don't recall them winning the lottery - I could be wrong. I don't think it's fair or right - especialy for THOSE who have played by the rules. Welcome to the wild west of cannabis in Canada. Friends, there are so many options for buying cannabis - online, by mail, instore, local dealers have not disappeared... or grow your own! AMEN, the time for siliness is over- the time for celebration is here. A friend who is a legitimate patient and follows many on facebook shared her observation with me - some who were patients - went 'recreational', then they found out they can't smoke it everywhere, rules apply & then they became 'medical again- Phhhhbt. Fakers - Please, fuck off... (& it's bad karma) medical patients are still dealing with serious issues - It's time for Dr.s to step up in my opinion, IF you don't think your patient legitimately NEEDS cannabis- tell them to get it recreationally. IF they OBVIOULY do use cannabis for pain, illness & to elieviate suffering - PLEASE help them & help them who need it -$$$ - Cannabis should be covered by HEALTH CANADA - if they cover my girlfriends OPIATES - they should cover her cannabis!!! IT is that fucking simple. Time will tell - I've emailed many on this topic including Justin Trudeau, furthermore all these once "haters" like BILL Blair who NOW own stakes/stocks and make $$ from cannabis LEARN who you are purchasing from. All in ALL - the options are here- USE your dollars to SPEAK volumes & in a few years- only the best in product & service will survive. My son is my grower & I can't complain- he is talented! If I do say so.. but many realize that now ;). & B is for Benign the loveliest B word I heard yesterday. I asked God for a bit of direction on something else I was pondering & the phone call came 3 seconds later! Hee hee - I love it whent that happens! "Benign" & then I said: LET's GO! Forward! Forward it is... Let's GO! With TLC & THC Georgia There is no passion in playing small... in settling for a life that is less than the one you are capable of living.
- Nelson Mandela - "Storms make trees take deeper roots."
~ Dolly Parton A toddler has died apparently accidentally ingesting fentanyl in Kitchener a few days ago, my heart goes out to these parents - accidents happen, we lost a dog to an overdose years ago & it changed me, I can't even begin to tell you the times I blamed myself - because it was my medication left on my end table, in the bottle - child resistant *not dog* cap) I never thought a dog would do that. Obviously. It was a most difficult lesson & education on many levels. Please do not judge this mom - but DO go right ahead and judge the fucking pharmaceutical companies that continue to GET rich while innocent people/toddlers continue to die. It's been dangerously windy & raining this cold weekend, great for napping with my girls. A brand new electric knife appeared on the kitchen counter yesterday. Go fucking figure. Ginger is my first dog ( I can remember) - who likes to share my pillow all the time & I love every second. .. lol With TLC & THC G With times like Trump... Lest we forget.
War - what is is good for - death, pain, suffering, loss... heart ache. If I painted a poppy for every Canadian who died in the war(s) I would not have enough days to paint in my lifetime. I don't agree with war but I am thankful for all those who gave their life to defend what they believe to be the better way. The poor suffer most in wars, the poor lose the most in wars - their lives.. still today - men return from war damaged due to the violence they witness and are EXECTED to preform - look at he most recent PTSD shooter in the USA - and for what? Still - how are soldiers rewarded? Most are not rewarded, they return and suffer with mental memories which haunt them for life, they struggle mentally, financially, with family and many- too MANY commit suicide. Respect is deserved, bow your head for every parent who lost a child to a WAR. Be silent for every child who never hears a parents voice again - because they had to go to war - what for? Now we live in a time where many are fearful of a war- caused by a selfish titan who rants on twittter and calls people names- president- no he does NOT deserve the respect to be called president. There is currently a war already going on in the United States -of America a war against anyone who the Donkey thinks is below him - pretty much everyone on the planet. Prime Minister Justin Trudeau is in France for Remembrance day & I've know doubts he will bow his head in silence to show his respect for our fallen and those who have perished ALL over the world, because he's just that kind of person - not because he is our Prime Minister. I am grateful to those who fought to keep Canada as it is and the fact that WE STILL carry the image of being PEACE keepers around the world! My mom will be marching in a parade tomorrow & will be carrying a flag - thinking about all she has known and lost including my dad - if you see her - don't wave and say HI! - lol I don't want her tripping or skipping a beat! hee hee 100 years & how many lives do you think in total lost because of war? Rest In peace & Thank you for the ultimate sacrifice - lest we forget. with TLC & THC Georgia Does anyone think this is going to get "better" - let's face it.. Trump is jealous of Trudeau
look at him, it's obvious and jealous of his style - sock envy. It's going to get worse. Trump is no more than a bully and his insecurities are glowing around the world & his American advisors jump on the band wagon- "A special place in Hell" for Trudeau-, wow.. whats up America? Is this the American who believes in God then? Phhhhbt. The one that is against other things like 'Thou shall NOT kill?' But sells & owns more guns than any other country - when was the last school shooting - so many I can't recall. Hmm, I'm sure there is a special place in Hell - and it's not for Trudeau - chances are its for a racist, pussy grabbing, selfish, hate feeling, LIAR, wall building bully. What's happening here.. how are Canadians reacting? Canadians are not too thrilled with this latest performance put on by your "president" Eh. Are we bitching about it- a little.. it's great Americans are saying #thanksCanada trying to make up of the actions of the biggest bully on the planet. Isn't that sad alone - the USA is represented by the most hated man who is also the biggest 'bully' amongst other things.. He's not taken seriously any longer, his lies documented daily. He is only seen as a BIG JOKE, who is all about greed. It appears he is not capable of caring for any one other than himself. Not all of us are as diplomatic as Trudeau - please. Enough is enough. What are Canadians saying? It's not what we are saying - it's what we are doing. It's Simple & obvious... Hurt Trump where it hurts him the most: Bye America... because here right 'now' many will only BUY Canadian. BUY Canadian. Why would any sane Canadian continue to support TRUMP & all he greeds for? Ironically the last few purchases I've made have been from the USA, people (artists) off of instagram - because I love their work- I like them but come on, enough is enough.. when will Americans stand up to him and say ENOUGH is ENOUGH! If you won't support us or yourself by standing up to this menace - we won't support you with our dollar. Would you? Would you support us if Trudeau said the things your "President" & his paid cohorts spew? In one way I feel sad for those I have been supporting (they might not agree with what's happened) but in all reality anything I have been getting in the USA - I CAN & WILL find the same service, goods made right here Made in Canada. Every store I enter I'm asking "what's made in Canada?" from Dog treats to produce to our new furniture. NOTHING USA until you get rid of that ASS. Do Americans think they will come out unscathed regarding these Tariffs, will they continue to support Trumps Tantrum Tweets? Time will tell. We Canadians do have reputation for being nice, kind - I believe some mistake this for "Weak" I believe they will soon find out the two are not the same. NOW with Cannabis I see a lot of Americans venturing up here wanting to do business - yes, I guess so - a couple remind of Trump - GREED is the main goal- do some research- who will you invest your Canadian Cannabis $$$ with? Please consider - it might seem insignificant 'little purchases" but they are far from it. They add up. People will treat you as you let them.. Trump will treat us - as WE let him. Hurt Trump where HE will notice it most. BUY Canadian. Don't mistake our kindness for weakness... Here's another opinion in the Toronto star.. it's not just shopping that's stopping. .. lwww.thestar.com/opinion/contributors/2018/06/11/more-motivation-than-ever-not-to-visit-us.html With TLC & THC Georgia Today another student has died at school - possibly 2...
93... people today will die in the USA.. guess how. with Tlc & Thc G Do you Meditate? Gaia has educate me on Yoga & much more. I'm hooked & love it. Ivan (my cartoonist friend & mentor) introduced me to Gaia a few months back and I am grateful. Watch a 2 hour movie or a 2 minute inspirational vid. I don't do T.V, well - yes I do, I watch documentaries, movies, and the occasional television series like Bob's Burgers (enjoying it better than the family guy- because there is MORE love & it's cute) no cable T.V. - NO commercials! Documentaries are my preferred TV experience until Gaia... a friend sent me this: Gaia helps me feel good, movies, documentaries, talk shows - it's what I have on when painting, if I don't want to listen to music or paint in silence. I watched a episode last night and felt quite a bit of relief, it was about 'sensitive beings' - I AM one of these over sensitive people, I over think everything and I feel' intensely... I can 'feel people' from a distance, I've proven it to myself & others and have had some 'freaked out' by it.
Why are we drawn to others, some on the other side of the world, the internet made it possible for us to click', God brings us together - why - I'm not always sure - each person is a lesson. People share things (events, secrets, stories) with me, I use to think was a curse- now I realize it too is a gift. The more you know on any subject the more power you have to see things clearly. Still, I do not understand it all, but with clarity comes choice... some people have helped me choose - to keep my distance from them. Above all, I come away from watching Gaia with the quote in mind: "We are all just walking each other home" Ram Dass. Gaia also discusses life, history, BC, AD and CE , Aliens (from space), do I believe in Aliens. Yes. I also feel they will try to prevent a nuclear disaster - lol (nervous laughter)- and evidence shows this to be true... speaking of which - do you have an Emergency kit ready? Why not- give yourself a bit of peace of mind, have hope - thanks to Aliens. I hope. I have hope in each other. If you want to be uplifted, inspired - not bombarded with violence and nasty.. I highly recommend Gaia. www.gaia.com It is a service you have to pay for ($ 10. a month) but I believe you can watch some for free. I have hope, then I read about these parents in California who have tourtured their children.. it's one thing to be hurt by strangers - what can ever be done to help these children, the oldest daughter is 29, the only thought that is helping me deal with this - is these children will become financially secure- (movies will be made) people will help them, at least they might get 'physical comfort' the rest of their lives, what would I like to see happen, the 'parents' will be treated just like they treated their children - sit food in front of them and starve them. Talk about f*cked up... parents? It is just a word. Evil is what these two are, toys in boxes- it sounds like all they ever played with the kids was mental mind games. I can't look at them without feeling "hate" bubbling up inside me - so I KNOW - I must focus on something else, God will look after those 2, and other violent prisoners will help... As much as I try not to judge & believe in love and peace - how can you not judge these two, who cares what kind of life they had, they knew what they were doing was wrong. I saw someone the other day who I know is facing sexual allegations, I can tell you in a just few months - it is showing on his face & health he looks like he's aged 5 years at least, appears tired and if you ask me- you can tell he's worried. The confidence once obvious has dwindled. I guess so. It's almost sad to see, once considered a leader by many .. now a seen as no more than an 'old perv.' People still smile but they think different. Who does he have to blame? The women that expose him - nope. This is not about hating men, women love men... thank God there are many good men who won't ever hurt or treat others poorly. This is about men who treat women badly, men who use their positions & power to hurt others, mentally & sexually - they are sneaky, manipulative and corrupt to the core & buy their way out of problems with lawyers or hush money. It's about time WOODY ALLEN is called out- he should have been charged DECADES ago, instead WE all kept him wealthy. EVERYONE who paid to see his movies, paid to keep that perv busy. Steven Segal? He is another many knew about for years- where are all these scumbags now? Who cares- their careers are over. Adios. To ALL women who have the courage to speak up - I believe you. These men need to be acknowledged, should PAY$$ for any damages, fired and then- ignored. What MAJOR company want to represented by a PERVERT? Especially cutting edge companies? The sun the moon and the truth... 3 things guaranteed to show themselves. With TLC & THC Georgia xox Scruffy is the Yoga master: I was thinking about hard workers' while working on this cartoon.. my entire life I've been surrounded by hard workers. What a blessing that has been. I was also thinking about Martin Luther King Jr.s' speech.. dreaming of a day when all men are created equal.. should simple read:
... when 'all' are created equal. I've experienced, witnessed & heard many accounts where women were getting paid less and treated worse. It is hurting the next generation, it has already hurt this one. I've learned about equality - or rather I've learned about inequality. I've seen people I know work hard, found out they did not get paid what others were paid for the same job, in some cases a BETTER job. Chances are we ALL know someone who works someplace because a parent- gave them the job, we watch as they waste time, are paid better than most other employees who work harder for much less... the bosses children behave like 'Divas, came in when they wanted, left early, helped them self to product.. and others watch and built up resentment. It's difficult to watch right? I've seen it many times over, no doubt I'm not alone. We've all been there. Not quite.. we have not all been there. We are not all there. Are you Black, Latino, Indian, Female? They get paid less for working harder (in many cases) simply because of the color of their skin and gender. It' that simple. It's that shameful. Men & women both should care & speak up. It is all our future. This rule applies to men as well, men of color' get paid less- simply due to the color of their skin & in many cases work harder and are can better educated & suited for some jobs (AS are ALL women.) but white men get them. It appears the wealthiest are old, white men. Women are rarely paid equal amounts for equal work. Women also deal with sexual harassment on epic levels. Wtf is wrong with the system? THAT. Nothing will ever be right until we start with treating each other how we DESERVE to be treated, fairly. It's not about our sex, skin color, hair, it SHOULD be only about our quality of work. IF you're not being treated fairly - QUIT! I understand it's not that simple, many moms trying to feed their kids. If you're not being treated fairly - get smart about it: Document everything. Save, note, record anyway you can if need be. If employers are abusing you, the system - there are becoming more resources to turn to. I have hope. If you are lazy and living off the system & others, that is your choice too.. We are not placed on this planet to be parasites - we are each here to SHINE!!! What confusing about Equal rights? Equal pay for equal job- it's that simple. https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/2017/03/01/2017-womens-history-month/98247518/ When it comes to equal rights there is only one person to blame- the owners, bosses, CEO's head haunchos' who USE the backs of others to succeed with their greed, they let it happen, they choose to turn a blind eye, they make the rules the decisions. Some rise to the top walking on the back of others and care very little for 'who they have to step on to get there. Speak up. It effects us all. I did watch President Obama on the David letterman show, what a gentleman. Made with TLC & THC Georgia All that matters is the time we have NOW.
The past is done - learn & move on. The future - who knows? Why worry over - who knows? We are all just walking each other home. ` Rumi Breath & enjoy the moment. BE... mindful. Be compassionate Be nice. With Love G Happy Nov. 1st. 2017 |