I've only been awake for an hour.. how can I be so tired I want to go back to bed already? I'm not physically tired I am emotionally exhausted... to the point I'm making a Dr.s apt.
The first thing they'll suggest is another MRI to see how the brain tumor is, why bother.
There are a few things that have progressed.. I have a few questions that need some sorting.
My apologies for the lack of 'painting lessons' or time-lapse.
Remember that neat 'iPad holder' so I could film my painting lessons & hopefully teach you all? Norm took it back - a couple of weeks now.
Yep, he was going to 'make it better'- but that was before our current argument (which he's still never going apologize for - even though he knows he was WRONG).. this is how it works around here and why I claim he ruins every thing he does- because he does, here is only the latest example. The only way for me to get it back now would be to beg.
No thanks. I am so sick of this game, I'd rather not play anymore.
& if I get it back- it's lost it's "wow" now... because of the bullshit attached.
It's a very predictable pattern after 25 years.
My biggest regret it appears to date is not being in charge of my own finances & having my own money so I can control this situation but I thought the idea was to put it all into the home, the marriage... what for? I though I had my role to 'play' ... looked after the home, entertained, raised our son, kept everything beautiful, clean, new, exciting, creative, supportive, decades of housework - it was never a 9 to 5 job either- but a 24/7 job with far less than minimum wage... why??
I'm sure I can buy something for my iPad like the rest of the world- it probably won't come at such a high price like my sanity & self respect.
This is something Storm and I talked about just last week - art being stolen: http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/bruce-mackinnon-humboldt-cartoon-theft-redbubble-1.4623325?cmp=news-digests-canada-and-world-morning
PLEASE try to purchase ART from the the ARTIST.
BTW- my space Chimp SOLD yesterday- thank you.
Stop & think how would you feel... these are our creations- our hearts put into our work for thieves to just take & profit from because - they can. It is not right. The example above is even worse - profit off of others pain.
It's BAD karma... you've been warned.
with TLC & THC
Georgia.
The first thing they'll suggest is another MRI to see how the brain tumor is, why bother.
There are a few things that have progressed.. I have a few questions that need some sorting.
My apologies for the lack of 'painting lessons' or time-lapse.
Remember that neat 'iPad holder' so I could film my painting lessons & hopefully teach you all? Norm took it back - a couple of weeks now.
Yep, he was going to 'make it better'- but that was before our current argument (which he's still never going apologize for - even though he knows he was WRONG).. this is how it works around here and why I claim he ruins every thing he does- because he does, here is only the latest example. The only way for me to get it back now would be to beg.
No thanks. I am so sick of this game, I'd rather not play anymore.
& if I get it back- it's lost it's "wow" now... because of the bullshit attached.
It's a very predictable pattern after 25 years.
My biggest regret it appears to date is not being in charge of my own finances & having my own money so I can control this situation but I thought the idea was to put it all into the home, the marriage... what for? I though I had my role to 'play' ... looked after the home, entertained, raised our son, kept everything beautiful, clean, new, exciting, creative, supportive, decades of housework - it was never a 9 to 5 job either- but a 24/7 job with far less than minimum wage... why??
I'm sure I can buy something for my iPad like the rest of the world- it probably won't come at such a high price like my sanity & self respect.
This is something Storm and I talked about just last week - art being stolen: http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/bruce-mackinnon-humboldt-cartoon-theft-redbubble-1.4623325?cmp=news-digests-canada-and-world-morning
PLEASE try to purchase ART from the the ARTIST.
BTW- my space Chimp SOLD yesterday- thank you.
Stop & think how would you feel... these are our creations- our hearts put into our work for thieves to just take & profit from because - they can. It is not right. The example above is even worse - profit off of others pain.
It's BAD karma... you've been warned.
with TLC & THC
Georgia.
