Yesterday, was a holiday in what seems like 2 motnsh of holidays & Mental health Monday' ... for my mental health, I skipped a blog intentionally because I was having a beautiful day and didn't want to focus on anything but the day.
I was thinking about a friends remarks 'she's Bi-Polar' and I thought FUCK that! I do not like to see women/friends say such things... anyone for that matter. I know many are feeling anxiety & depression MORE than ever & I pray they are learnging about psilocybin & cannabis before they introduce LIFE long medications into their bodies. Who isn't depressed at times lately?? Watch *Patriot Act on Netflix (most current episode) knowing what's happens in the USA is making me anxious - let alone Americans... I can't imagine how upset so many must be with vultures waiting in the wings to kick them out of their homes. YES, depressed - Bi Polar? Hell no..
I go from singing "zippity doodah- zippity day... to What the fuck!? Are you kidding me!!!? in a heart beat- does this mean I am BIpolar? NO - it means I react to BULLSHIT and I am an expressive person - like yesterday, when Norm read: 'Rona Ambrose (former HEALTH minister of Canada) is now working for an E cigarette comapny - - IF she isnt the biggest fucking hyprocrite - to think we Canadians let that bitch have anything to do with deciding on our health - she is a SELL OUT$$$$$$$$$ E cigarettes $$$$ her priorities are very clear, I've no doubts she'll claim by working with them, she can control things. LIES.
If you are foolish enough to believe them- that's your downfall. IF we are foolish not to remember this sellout in the future - who knows where we'll be.. perhaps like our American neighbors. Struggling - ruled BY GREED.
So if my mood switching from happy to pissed off in a second is considered "bipolar" by some bullshit I read/learn about - phhhhhbt. I'm grateful I'm not full of pills that are numbing and dumbing my life - BEEN there DONE that- and look where it got me.. TWITCH TWITCH. HOW do they help?? If more people learned HOW to express emotions - all they feel- safely - we might be better off instead of addicted to DRUGS - prescribed drugs.
E cigarettes! Who isnt aware of the health damages of this growing concerne? I'm sure she is... YET she made countless Canadians feel like worthless criminals over our cannabis cookies! What a fucking joke - and it's on us. I don't forget. We have brains that allow us NOT to forget for a reason, protection. History that is forgotten often repeats itself- LOOK at Slavery in the USA Todday. All slaves to few- few who don't care about their health, homes, families - only sees it's humans as WORKERS - all expendable according to TRUMP. Still suffering & dying & struggling the most according to facts - Black Americans. History repeats itself.
WHY do we LET these "LEADERS" LIE & continually screw us over? I do not believe in one leader. Thankfully we already have a FANTASTC representative for Canada. I am proud of Canada & Covid. Still I'm staying in- I don't think it's gone and I feel to great to get it! Hee hee
Norms deck building! I fell through the deck, it was rotted and another deck was never finsihed- you stepped out your patio door onto rocks & dirt - Norms on it- Weeeee I'm so excited I was already dancing on my new deck & he's adding a bench so I can sit & sketch my birds.. I woke up to this sunrise today! God shouting 'Good morning!'
I ran outside to take photos just so I could share with my son - NO filter- that sky was that stunning!!
How can one not see a miracle in that sky?
Another day - I've been blessed with, wait until you see my super cheap but super fantastic bird bath! Time for me to get out (Norms already out!) and finsih the Artsy'ist bird bath in the Haliburton Highlands! Just ask the bluejays.
with TLC & THC