Who cares.. I smile, I've just spent the last three days in my imagination admiring & painting them.
I'm very excited & a bit anxious now & of course have a gazillion things to do before I leave, mostly make sure Bird will be o.k.. As you might be aware I've been quite the hermit the past few years - and now I'm off to Orange County, blessed it's with a friend who lives there & is going to show me around. I landed once sitting in the front cockpit between two handsome pilots! It was my dad who saw me landing, he was beaming! That's my girl! lol
The same dad was on the plane with me at a later date only he was in the cargo dept.
It was a unique experience. Peaceful in many ways.. and I was able to take a special trip with him. How many people can say that? I'm glad we didn't fly alone' on that journey. Flying alone is clearly on my mind.
Perhaps this time Poppy & I will join the pilots! Hardly- I'm sure things have changed since 9/11. How blessed I've been. I won't be alone! I'll have Poppy on my lap - Oh My Gouache Poppy & I in California. We even have matching beach attire (not intentional!)
You absolutely know - I love 'what' I do - every day- I am God Blessed- to be able to sit here paint, listen to music e mail friends, spend time with my dogs- family and more but with this condition- I get no rest some days, even lying down to nap is out of my control, I'll nap when it lets me. Good thing I love to paint & not sleep. I am blessed also with cannabis- which keeps me doing all I love & loving every stroke. Not taking deadly addictive pain medications that won't help. I'm currently smoking Humber Valley Kush for any who can try it.. here I sit still working/playing at 1:50 and will be up at 5 happily anxious to start painting again! That's a testament to a medicine if ever. Side effects? Giggling and a great sleep.
I never blame God for my health issues.
I blame human evolution, chemicals, man made problems, poor food choices, too much Alcohol, not enough water. Not being educated on many things - like inner strength, peace, meditation.. What better place to realign? The California sunshine.
Now if I could pick the perfect plane mate to sit beside me it would be.. hmmm 5 hours they would have to be funny and amusing a little handsome.. One time I sat beside this super nice, friendly funny hunk, we laughed all the way to the Bahamas.. my 2 girlfriends were admittedly jealous- lol so, this time lets try for Stephen Colbert.. but I prefer grey hair.. Jeff Goldblum - yes, he would be the perfect flight companion!
Ooooohhh on the fly with the fly! Giving me goose bumps!
Or Broadway bear of course.
Miracles come true.
Broadway lifts Bear... he makes her smile.
It's amazing how powerful that is.