I woke this morning with a vision of me driving my ‘green’ BMW convertible with the girls & we all had on scarves - blowing in the wind! I laughed out loud decided to make it a goal.. WHY NOT? Why not have the car of my dreams to enjoy with my furry children! Just the idea makes me smile. This past week I was reminded many times: I am loved. I am love. THANK YOU.. you know who you are. We forget sometimes, perhaps feeling overwhelmed with life, covid, others behaving badly.. we forget we are STARDUST!
We are the universe - created by the Creator - to create! I remember.
One night before sleep - I drew on a Tank top (image below) the very next morning from around the world - I had a friend message me & it started with the exact words I wrote on my T = I AM love. That I am!! I know who I am - how about you?
Today I will live who I am - expecting miracles, knowing I am more than capable to handle life's lessons - embracing them. ALL of them. Yes, I understand everything & everyone for a reason - even the negative lessons once understood ARE blessing, an opportunity to prove ourselves. Rise above with LOVE!
I recently read: The best gift we can offer ANYONE is to wish for them success!
How cool is that? Done. I intentionally went outside - with my pine friends and prayed - I thought of names, faces… and wished them great success. I’m already surrounded by creative beings many starting NEW businesses, refusing to be slowed down by the pandemic they are pushing forward with hopes & dreams - they will succeed. All are kind, hard working, creative & optimistic.. we will succeed.
I had an awakening a month or so ago with thanks to psilocybin medication it was in ‘finally’ my documenting & accepting my past experiences - I was able to process understood: Had my mother received the help she needed’ during difficult times, we would have both had a ‘better experience’. The circle of life. Mushrooms are truly The Golden teachers- like all teachers you must pay attention. I am happy to hear she is well. Grateful for the experience & time... 'I have released it - left in the past where it indeed belongs. Just memories that no longer have any power over me. Recently, I was made aware, some used my own blog to try to intentionally hurt me (lesson learned), they in fact tried to 'shame me' for sharing my mental health journey.. it didn't work out that way, not everyone agreed & I was made aware so they in fact only shamed themselves. I gave it to God & am confident it is being recognized & addressed. Their unjustified hatred, obvious to many... they exposed IT & themselves. The Lord works in mysterious ways.
I AM - EXACTLY WHERE GOD WANTS ME, I will thrive as I alwasy do. Surrounded with beings who will aslo thrive. I'll prove it (wait & see) other than the occasional bump’ I am joyful & I recognize we still have time to forgive’ & did. My mother & I are communicating, the first time in a few years. We forgave each other. I pray she lives a long, joy filled life, she has learned how to bounce back & thrive & I know she will continue to do so. She taught me to do the same - I'm more ways than one. I accept her as she is - I love her as she is. I am stronger & wiser because of her. Thanks mom.
It’s a new rainy day! Who has time for anger & resentment- NOT me, I have friends who remind me they LOVE me, they believe in me, encourage me & I will paint today as it is pure JOY to do so. I will rise ABOVE & thrive - I will succeed - lol How about you?
Time to order those 6 matching scarves!!
Georgia… on your mind.
After all.. you are here, right now.. reading, so I must be.
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