He continued to say sorry when he brought home the first piece of the gazebo furniture - the new wicker sofa!! After working all day- he came home put it together, swept and set it up so I can go out and read/relax/draw in there today. I know people must read my blog at times and think I can be a real Bitch. Yep, I can.. especially when I'm bitching about what goes on- but here is the thing- It is from bitching and making aware- that we get things resolved- I know too many who never say anything to each other- they just let the resentment BUILD & build and then are shocked when the marriage dissolves what happened? 25 years... so what if your significant other' can't say 'sorry' - as long as they attempt to say sorry in some way. I sat as he put it together- anxiously waiting for my bum to test it out and thought - o.k... NOW this is a new attempt to get it right.. I shall let the Alexa thing Go. I can't wait to get out there today and decorate a little - I've already invited a friend to visit on the weekend to help me christen it! ;) Want to come hang out with me in the gazebo- e me! I give free art lessons. I am grateful for Norms gesture, I'm sorry.
I realized the other day meditating in the zen den... I can make Norm laugh.
When ever I choose. No matter what - he can't resist me. What's not to like?
HE KNOWS he lucked out with me & I have no problems reminding him. ;)
Everyone can 'think' what they want...
If I was the bitch I can at times portray myself to be - he would not still be here,
I have the power - I AM the Queen Bee.
I spent yesterday painting for a friend - to make him happy, cheer him up... which makes me happy. I did not have a clue about the attack until Norm informed me (no radio, no cable I was spared a few hours) I still have NOT researched it at all, I knew it was going to happen - we all did.. they get ideas from other SICK people - at first I thought: Shoot him, just shoot him. SET an example to anyone who does this - shoot them.
WHY waste any fucking time on court- anything. SHOOT them.
Now I hear it's a young man with problems, Aspergers - 10 dead- 10 people out enjoying the beautiful day we had (finally) here in Toronto - shoot him.
We don't even know who they are yet. Shoot him.. put him out of his misery - and for everyone else he has caused incredible pain to.
For any who are not aware - Young St. is it - it's always busy and not far, my family travels it regular, I've walked that stretch countless times... shoot him.
O.k. IF we can't shoot him- DON'T waste any fucking time- GO directly to JAIL- FOREVER. He was NOT sick enough to RENT a vehicle with the intent to MOW people down... apparently he can be very smart.
I'm not going to research it, I can't.. I'm going to go out to the gazebo and read, decorate, sketch and thank God for another day and that my family & friends are safe. Be here NOW
Check out the sofa where many drawings/paintings shall be born!
With TLC & THC