I aspire to have a better vocabulary, spelling & grammar every time I sit here, when I see how bad it gets at times (understandingly) it helps ME realize 'who knows why we behave as we do, do we even know when we are not feeling well? There are days I'm amazed at myself and wonder - how have you made it though this day? I remember the surgeon in a documentary who became ill and starting literally writing on walls in a hotel room DUE TO a bad knee implant he received (WTF -FDA) - that is how he knew he was sick- he was behaving unlike his normal' self. It reminds me to be more patient of others & myself.
Another day survived By the grace of God & my homeboy ;D Jesus (who has the best sense of humour if you'll only listen) & a few other of you beings who just the sight of your face/email/# brings me a spark to keep this candle lit. :) Someone commented (on my Trump MAGA cap painting) - this is about love #MakeAmericathinkagain and I was overwhelmed: Exactly, She GOT ME! lol It IS about love and yes that's what I was hoping for. Thank you. If there is one thing I have learned.. not everyone 'gets me'. My homeboy gets me, my dogs get me... so I'm good.
I also paint, constantly so I do not allow myself to get caught up in self pity or pain or other peoples problems. I think this is a good habit to have. Some days are easier than others... God has assured me I will grin & bear it & become a better, stronger, happier, wealthier MamaBear at the end of the day because I did. I don't mean 'Storm's Mamabear' - I mean MamaBear for children, dogs, women, men, animals, Cannabis & Canada! Whom ever my attention is drawn to (I am provided direction no doubts) it's my job on this planet even if it's just one person who gets it. While painting I KNEW 'some will never get it...' that's not my journey to worry about.
I also painted a little bird -now I have a robin tealight holder - just what I always wanted!
Personalize something, try a new canvas! I was beyond thrilled on new Years Eve when our son surprised us by arriving at 11:00 p.m with no alcohol in him, home to celebrate bringing in the new year with whom he loves the most & take his dog9s) for a walk... It was a secret proud moment in my mind I cannot lie. I painted the bear while chatted , so it looks "ferocious" but it too was painted with pots of love on a wonderful January the 1st.
With TLC & THC