Mushrooms - Psilocybin are also called: The Golden teachers..  I get it.
What they teach us is a valuable lesson worth more than gold.. they ease suffering.
If you allow them. I only had the one negative experience and I no longer consider it negative.  This week my body told me to microdose... I listened.
During this Covid my psorisis has flared, it's my for sure sign even tho I don't 'think' I'm overly stressed - I'm stressed. It would be unnatural right now if anyone said they've felt no stress the past few months. 

What do Psilocybin teach me?
Every single time: I AM LOVED. I AM enough. Be good to me.
I also FEEL' closest to God - just like when you are at peace in the garden or resting under a tree surrounded by nature and life and love.  Black fly love us- hahaha
Not a human, not books, not PILLS, not food..  a tiny litle mushroom has helped.
Go figure! Who knew!?   God.

God and many others knew - Scientists KNEW in the 50' & 60's. Thank GOD that psilocybin mushrooms are being seen AGAIN for what they are - healing medicine.
I am exceedingly grateful to & for them - nothing has ever helped as much as they have. Believe me or don't I don't care -it's your choice all I can do is share my experiences and you can ponder yourself as to what to do. I can't make you, nor do I want to- It's NO careless buzz'.   When the student is ready the teacher will appear.  
Golden Teacher - thank you.
I am loved.  
They have ALSO allowed me to forgive and constantly encourage: BE here now.

Yesterday was marvelous! We explored our backyard! Holy- I'm so happy to be here. hee hee.  We found our first mushroom of the season, new birds & my new obsession - Mossballs. haha I don't know what Im making but I LOVE moss balls- I just wanna squish them.. Tiny eco systems. I've never been more isolated and more happy in my life...  with the exception of missing my son.
Soon, soon It will be over- or at least nice enough we can have an outdoor visit & picnic!
Honestly, I really don't think we'll see anthing close to Normal again - until 2023.  
I feel from what I've read, it will come back in the fall and am being cautious this summer. 
I hope you do too! 

Want to learn more about the Stoned ape theory - read:
www.goodreads.com/book/show/51660.Food_of_the_Gods
Food of The Gods: Terence McKenna  - food for the brain! 

Have you watched Midnight Gospel on Netflix- WOW.  
Best animated show on television NOW.  Episode 8, had me in tears - you were warned.
Netflix also has a movie/doc. about psilocybin  with a bunch of comedians...
​ 'Have a nice trip' check it out.
I'm pleased they did not make it a "joke".

With TLC & THC & Psilocybin  
​Georgia 

Another pondering primate... what is my new chimp obsession?  It's been triggered by several things I guess, most recently the thought of the loss of more beautiful beasts.  Destruction due to consumption, too much to ponder some days. This chimp brought a new level of painter... I know this when I spent an afternoon patiently painting the hair 'just on his chinny, chin, chin! 

Why do we still have plastic bags? Lazy. These magnicifant mammals each one a miracle & our lazy butts & gluttony for palmoil are kiling them & I'm sure someone somewhere is  using Chimp for medicinal reasons or even decorative.  I'd rather not research that, now.
I find myself pondering the stoned ape theory again -how 'evolved' we have all become or have we? According to the studies we have started our own mass destruction - so why wait one more day to stop using plastic bags?  Why?  

As I finished this painting Denver has decriminalized Psilocybin mushrooms! The first of many US States with Canada following soon. Everything this blog said about cannabis - apply it to 'magic mushrooms' - = Psilocybin . It's that simple. EVERYTHING. I am forever grateful for this slow but steady personal education & depression releasing medicine. If not completely releasing  at least discovering = Forgiving.  Cannabis is my choice of daily medicine but every now & then my body & mind tell me when it's time to medicate with psilocybin. My lite treatment caused some negative effects - I can't even begin... I'm takng a break & wearing scrubs for comfort BUTT it said getting worse before better - might be a side effect. So  feeling a bit blue with not much to do I decided to finish my primate that I started a few weeks ago. 

Psilocybin help me 'feel a little more loved' for much of what I don't normally find very 'lovable at times. Including myself.  

I'm in full painting mode again ;) - to keep me out of depression mode  ;( .  
I already have the NEXT painting sketched in my mind - another pondering primate   in a slightly 'new style' an experiment, I think. Weeeeeeee...   

 ;D  I'lll leave this here so you might ponder a little.

With LOVE 
Georgia

NFS... unless the offer is worthwhile & will purchase much more paint! ;)
Acrylic on wood panel. Gold, Copper paint that makes this painting look different every time you look at it as well as around the edges - make sit POP  ;).
I'm forever grateful for the experience.

Are you feeling Blue?   Cannabis  helps.
It has for me anyway..   people will learn what they need to learn when it is time to learn it.   I have come to this conclusion after smoking many a joint as I think about my friend who is suffering with  back pain & opiate addiction...    
I do not PUSH cananbis- just here- hee hee & I don't push HERE - it's just my opinion, sharing a lesson in hopes you might avoid some - or be inspired by others.
Do what you need to do to ease yourself from suffering, is my new motto.
*As long as it doesn't cause harm to any other living being.  Cannabis CLEARS my thoughts  from crap that likes to hide in the corner of my mind and come out sometimes just to fuck with me' because it thinks I have nothing better to do. lol   I tried antidepressants.. I remember  how they made  me feel & I wonder occasionally, now off of them for over 10 years if they still are what affects me to this day. 

I was up and out for light therapy (for psoriasis) today at 10,  went to the garden centre, picked up some fruit & a bit of lunch, returned home, played with the girls, straightened the gazebo then rolled some joints - all before I even realized I'd had nothing to smoke today. No Medicine was required or better put... I was not shaking or going through any sorts of "withdrawal" symptoms.  I have friends who can't even start to function unless they take their daily opiates.  It is heart breaking I can't PUSH them off pills and onto cannabis.
I do try, I do by giving them a card with a joint in it.  A bear hug & intro introduction. 
& by drawing & blogging every day to illustrate: Keep Going & Have faith..
Let's go, what are you waiting for?? Good & bad embrace it all as this is LIFE & Thank God  Cannabis helps!

Sending somone this cute ...feeling blue?' card might make them feel a little better too..
*Forever Grateful Greeting*   website is under construction the next 48 hours BTW ;) ...

I am NOT feeling blue - quite the opposite! Doodling sketches for the next set of       "Weeeed!!!" cards had me giggling until 2a.m.! Painting now as the clouds move in - feeling rather grateful today - it all went smoothly, sunshine - wonderful tunes on the radio, out in the world 'on my own' without Poppy.   lol  
...that is where I experienced a bit of withdrawal.  I don't think she's like the  light therapy - she's want to know what I was doing in 'there'.  Don't Be Blue - try some cannabis & enjoy the sunshine..  If you are feeling Blue please be kind to yourself.

Grateful for the flowers I received yesterday left at my door from a friend: Happy Sunday!

With TLC & THC
​Georgia