We actually had dinner, I got roses & we cheered each other - with a look of surprise more than anything. BUT we did cheer, that's more than I can say for the past few years.
Norm & I have reached a mutual agreement it appears.
We have had a lot of time to talk.. discuss especially since Storm moved and it's a different dynamic around here.
We have reached an agreement it appears on several issues.
There's no way you can live 26 years with someone and not get on each others nerves from time to time but with me being able to now get away more often, either to visit my son or with traveling (which I'm getting excited for again), visits to nature - this is my life how it is NOW. Our backyard is like an oasis, bird habitat - I like all my neighbours, I love how the dogs all run out and say 'hello to each other'. I love hearing kids laughing, playing OUTSIDE. One little girl the other day cracked me up as She was trying to get dads attention: Dada, dada, dada, dada dada - lol Storm use to do this also when little: Mom, Mom, Mom ,mom, mom, mommy mom, mom.. it made me laugh every time.
I have surrendered to it - this medical thing- I'm embracing it. I LOVE it! I has made me STRONG! Taught me to say FUCK OFF! & given me strength to stand up for what I believe in and *stand ALONE if I must! So be it!
If anyone would not "want 'to be SEEN" with me... it speaks VOLUMES about them, doesn't it. What a powerful gift that is. Pbbbbbht - They should be so lucky.
BUT - I'm going in a new direction, done 'chasing' anything, anyone...
it's all about creating from NOW on.
I painted a new moto for my desk: Fuck it, Chuck It, Own it.
Fuck it: all that causes me stress, I don't need others 'crap'... OR stuff - I got all I NEED.
Chuck it: Good bye STUFF, guilt, past- stay where you belong.
I don't need excess crap any and 'stuff to DUST' - I will surround myself with love & experience. Lovely = People & things.
OWN it: If I want it- I'll get it! Taking what I deserve hands wide open. ;) LOVE
Creating work that inspires! Make other smile- I gotta say -I'm sorry I can NOT sell my TIKIs- They are making laugh OUT loud- no drugs needed! I can't stop - I'm on #4 and will make a TIKI fence- a rainbow of TIKI! If someone wants one, they will make me an offer I can't refuse or I will have them to enjoy myself with friends & family.
I am thankful.
Big changes are on the way..
We are both very happy for Storm, he's doing well & enjoying himself- we visited again on the weekend it takes some getting use to mentally & physically', he's happy & his apartment is very nice, he's having the adventure of his life. At this point I'm NOW enjoying the 'creative quiet' - I'm diving in. He's on his own path, now.
So we have made some decisions. Who knows what tomorrow brings?
Exciting news to reveal soon...
Wait until you see my Tiki's..
Next.. A little Alice in Wonderland.
With TLC & THC