 | You make me feel like dancing! Gouache on white. I'm reading a terrific book Microdosing (photo <) it answers many questions. When I started a few years ago, I was getting nausea with each attempt - a friend said: have a tea with honey & lemon at the same time! It worked, so I always have lemon & honey with my mushrooms now. The past few weeks have been - eventful. I was going to say brutal' but I am reminded: all things are lessons God would have us learn. I fell & still feel it, my toe broke and that's not good when trying to train a puppy to pee outside, so I've had to 'let it slide, NOT to be upset with me or Athene. A few family' disagreements.. and on my mind a lot is Daisy. I have been saying: I'm sure she has one more summer & today I thought: We'll be lucky if we have 2 more weeks :((( |
The past few days she's really slowing down, not keeping her food down and seems... tired. She is our oldest girl and I've had enough dogs to see the signs but as long as she tires (& she does) I'll clean up poop & vomit cause that's what we do for loved ones. I was reading the book in bed last night and looked up to see Arrow & Athene staring intently... just as I was reading about how well Micro dosing works for depression I was realizing micro dogging (5 dogs or less) works best for me! lol. They make me LOL - yesterday Athene slid about 6 feet across the ice like Bambi, I was laughing till tears came. They show me unconditional LOVE - especially when I don't feel so lovable! If I cry - they all come to give me kisses. They force me out of bed on bad days! They encourage me to explore our forest - safe traveling in a pack - incase we come upon any critters, they look when I discover mushrooms, sticks, slugs - as if as excited for the find, as I am! They defend me, Arrow especially is amazingly protective. Dogs are naturally; antidepressants that keep us playing and active.
Gifts From GOD -DOG.
I don't microcose often, I listen to my body when I need to- and sometimes it's not for months (I should more) but weeks pass (sometimes months) - I remembered and just 2 days ago had a microdose and within 20 minutes I could feel the dark veil lift. 2 days in a row and I feel better, quieter, calmer.... easier to clarify - all. They do not take away my physical pain but they do help me "deal' with it in a different light. That's what they do, for me anyhow - without all the (sometimes deadly) side effects, that INDEED do affect our brains on prescribed medications like prozac and other antidepressants. If I knew then what I know now- I would NEVER have taken 'legal' poisons prescribed to me. AND I never worry about overdose - as it's never happened where someone had died from psilocybin mushrooms. Most who microcode don't even realize they do - they just know they feel better. I'm so excited and happy it seems to finally arrive - this knowledge & is being welcomed - open arms. Heal thyself, let food be thy medicine.. Mushrooms (all mushrooms) -MADE by God for us all. * All mushrooms are edible - some only once. KNOW your mushrooms before you consume them.
This book is informative & helpful, I already knew a few things but learned a few too, I recommend you read- take control of your health & mind - repair your brain. Research.
Show yourself some love.
One more thing the book mentioned - some people just start eating better when Macrodosing! I find this to be very true!!
I can't even look at chips or alcohol when microdosing, I crave healthier food. so.. one more reason to explore YOUR options.
Thank the Lord for this day & all gifts from God - especially Dogs & mushrooms - all kinds! They heal us & the earth!
Below my girls watching me read- knowing, they are the best form of anti-depressants I'll ever use. :))) & Gingering wondering: will this thing ever stop growing??
Gifts From GOD -DOG.
I don't microcose often, I listen to my body when I need to- and sometimes it's not for months (I should more) but weeks pass (sometimes months) - I remembered and just 2 days ago had a microdose and within 20 minutes I could feel the dark veil lift. 2 days in a row and I feel better, quieter, calmer.... easier to clarify - all. They do not take away my physical pain but they do help me "deal' with it in a different light. That's what they do, for me anyhow - without all the (sometimes deadly) side effects, that INDEED do affect our brains on prescribed medications like prozac and other antidepressants. If I knew then what I know now- I would NEVER have taken 'legal' poisons prescribed to me. AND I never worry about overdose - as it's never happened where someone had died from psilocybin mushrooms. Most who microcode don't even realize they do - they just know they feel better. I'm so excited and happy it seems to finally arrive - this knowledge & is being welcomed - open arms. Heal thyself, let food be thy medicine.. Mushrooms (all mushrooms) -MADE by God for us all. * All mushrooms are edible - some only once. KNOW your mushrooms before you consume them.
This book is informative & helpful, I already knew a few things but learned a few too, I recommend you read- take control of your health & mind - repair your brain. Research.
Show yourself some love.
One more thing the book mentioned - some people just start eating better when Macrodosing! I find this to be very true!!
I can't even look at chips or alcohol when microdosing, I crave healthier food. so.. one more reason to explore YOUR options.
Thank the Lord for this day & all gifts from God - especially Dogs & mushrooms - all kinds! They heal us & the earth!
Below my girls watching me read- knowing, they are the best form of anti-depressants I'll ever use. :))) & Gingering wondering: will this thing ever stop growing??
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