Have you heard of Rage rooms? I recently did... they are increasing, and attended by women, mostly - GO FIGURE!?
I'm so sick (LITERALLY) of Norms shit - I feel nothing but Rage towards him most days - especially when CONSTANTLY living with his deceit and he BLAMES me for absolutely everything that goes wrong, EVER! YET, every day this *&^^%$$ wakes and expects all to be forgiven and behaves as if he's never done anything! I'm done.
THIS marriage is OVER & had been EASILY for over 2 decades! It's OVER!
Perhaps not on paper but it's OVER. Not on paper because it is EXPENSIVE in Canada to divorce and he knows this and he knows I love it here - so he manipulates even more.. PUSH PUSH PUSH. I am done with keeping it all in, no more just ignore him - THAT is WHAT keep US SICK! - I have rage that comes out and I am grateful! And then he has the nerve to NOW call me destructive - of course! Now that he has destroyed everything from my sanity to intentionally destroying my art - building a coffin to intentionally send me a message and hurt me! & he sees my physical pain and bring me MORE! My hands crippled, I can barely paint - when Storms not home, he makes sure there is no firewood, so I have to carry it in myself - JUST a tiny small of this constant petty PRICK in action. But - the wood cart magically gets filled just before Storm arrives. Because I throw shit... Im destructive! BRING IT ON.
Today I had to remove YET another chapstick from Athenas mouth because a GROWN man can't figure out how to throw out something properly - but hey - lets beat the pup because of his stupidity - HELL no! Fuck with my dogs and you will learn how rage-full I can be! Then - what does Norm do - ACCUSES ME of taking his chapsticks, giving them to Athena to choke on. THE ULTIMATE LYING BLAME, to cover his ass. The rage that came when he tried this typical lying blame - you have no idea... he does.
I should have left him with the last house.. BUT he promised... HE LIED and I was stupid' enough to believe & felt sorry for him and where has it got me!??? DON'T do it- LEAVE - do not stay to regret 33 years of abuse! They don't change! & you will be blamed for everything!
I have been telling family & friends for over 2 decades- he is killing me and he is! Many told me to leave him including his own sister - everyone sees it. I never forget the day a good friend said - after all the years knowing me "I've never seen Norm even go for a walk with you, take you out, go for dinner.. nothing. NOTHING! I am not exaggerating when I say, HE never came home (33 years) and said - lets go out on a date, NEVER, the day we were married he told me 'what he would do and not do', I should have divorced him the next day. AND I'm not alone - forever women have been taught - shhhh, JUST ignore him! You have it good... yes, that is 'how it appears' because I let him get away with shit and have suffered for it! Mentally & physically! The stress he adds to my life daily IS NOT worth anything, not the forest , not the house - nothing. Worse, the hatred I feel towards him keeps me struggling with God.
It's proven women deal with more stress from husbands than children!
HE is intentionally making me sick! He constantly argues with me when Storm is not home, of course.
Chronic stress can negatively impact women's health by suppressing the immune system, making them more susceptible to illness. It can also lead to various physical symptoms like headaches, fatigue, and digestive issues, as well as mental health conditions such as anxiety and depression.
How Stress Affects Women's HealthPhysical Symptoms of StressStress can lead to various physical health issues in women. Common symptoms include:
Emotional and Mental Health EffectsWomen often experience emotional symptoms of stress, such as:
Causes of Stress in WomenSeveral factors contribute to stress in women, including:
Brain aneurysms - don't forget that, ... don't forget he removed stairs after Brain surgery so I could not feed myself, I won't.
This marriage is OVER.
AMEN!
I clear the way for PEACE... because NOTHING is worth LIVING like this!
I'm so sick (LITERALLY) of Norms shit - I feel nothing but Rage towards him most days - especially when CONSTANTLY living with his deceit and he BLAMES me for absolutely everything that goes wrong, EVER! YET, every day this *&^^%$$ wakes and expects all to be forgiven and behaves as if he's never done anything! I'm done.
THIS marriage is OVER & had been EASILY for over 2 decades! It's OVER!
Perhaps not on paper but it's OVER. Not on paper because it is EXPENSIVE in Canada to divorce and he knows this and he knows I love it here - so he manipulates even more.. PUSH PUSH PUSH. I am done with keeping it all in, no more just ignore him - THAT is WHAT keep US SICK! - I have rage that comes out and I am grateful! And then he has the nerve to NOW call me destructive - of course! Now that he has destroyed everything from my sanity to intentionally destroying my art - building a coffin to intentionally send me a message and hurt me! & he sees my physical pain and bring me MORE! My hands crippled, I can barely paint - when Storms not home, he makes sure there is no firewood, so I have to carry it in myself - JUST a tiny small of this constant petty PRICK in action. But - the wood cart magically gets filled just before Storm arrives. Because I throw shit... Im destructive! BRING IT ON.
Today I had to remove YET another chapstick from Athenas mouth because a GROWN man can't figure out how to throw out something properly - but hey - lets beat the pup because of his stupidity - HELL no! Fuck with my dogs and you will learn how rage-full I can be! Then - what does Norm do - ACCUSES ME of taking his chapsticks, giving them to Athena to choke on. THE ULTIMATE LYING BLAME, to cover his ass. The rage that came when he tried this typical lying blame - you have no idea... he does.
I should have left him with the last house.. BUT he promised... HE LIED and I was stupid' enough to believe & felt sorry for him and where has it got me!??? DON'T do it- LEAVE - do not stay to regret 33 years of abuse! They don't change! & you will be blamed for everything!
I have been telling family & friends for over 2 decades- he is killing me and he is! Many told me to leave him including his own sister - everyone sees it. I never forget the day a good friend said - after all the years knowing me "I've never seen Norm even go for a walk with you, take you out, go for dinner.. nothing. NOTHING! I am not exaggerating when I say, HE never came home (33 years) and said - lets go out on a date, NEVER, the day we were married he told me 'what he would do and not do', I should have divorced him the next day. AND I'm not alone - forever women have been taught - shhhh, JUST ignore him! You have it good... yes, that is 'how it appears' because I let him get away with shit and have suffered for it! Mentally & physically! The stress he adds to my life daily IS NOT worth anything, not the forest , not the house - nothing. Worse, the hatred I feel towards him keeps me struggling with God.
It's proven women deal with more stress from husbands than children!
HE is intentionally making me sick! He constantly argues with me when Storm is not home, of course.
Chronic stress can negatively impact women's health by suppressing the immune system, making them more susceptible to illness. It can also lead to various physical symptoms like headaches, fatigue, and digestive issues, as well as mental health conditions such as anxiety and depression.
How Stress Affects Women's HealthPhysical Symptoms of StressStress can lead to various physical health issues in women. Common symptoms include:
- Headaches
- Muscle tension
- Upset stomach
- Fatigue
- Sleep problems
Emotional and Mental Health EffectsWomen often experience emotional symptoms of stress, such as:
- Anxiety
- Depression
- Irritability
- Mood swings
Causes of Stress in WomenSeveral factors contribute to stress in women, including:
- Financial worries
- Family responsibilities
- Work-related pressures
- Relationship issues
Brain aneurysms - don't forget that, ... don't forget he removed stairs after Brain surgery so I could not feed myself, I won't.
This marriage is OVER.
AMEN!
I clear the way for PEACE... because NOTHING is worth LIVING like this!
