Thank you!
For every single person who has shared, reposted, talked about (good & bad), glanced at, printed, mailed & e mailed any of my drawings. Thank you.  Each time - bringing ALL of US one step closer to ending the negative stigma attached to cannabis as a medicine.

I started drawing to educate 10 years ago- when at 14 Storm had his first bong hit and his pain was no longer controlling him- he became master & controller of it. No more tylenol, codine or morphine to constantly consider. I thank God & the universe for the cannabis plant daily!

Inspired by love & we did not want parents who were already dealing with a sick child  have to deal with some of the 'BULLSHIT' we had to.  As well as be informed it was in FACT helping with chronic bone pain, that NOTHING was able to do as well & keep our son happy & healhty & active.  We decided to share, because of the loss of judgemental family & friends to the constant questions and concerns raised by othes - including myself at times, AND the politics of it all.  Health Canada Horror stories & fear mongering rampant in our own country, never mind any place else in the past 10 years -Good riddance, to a hateful, harmful government here in Canada.  Welcome Justin, who will legalize. be patient people.

Cananbis has introduced us to a new world, literally, one filled with compassonate & understanding people,  ready to be laughed at and shunned for thier love of a plant.  People who refuse to sit back and watch all day- instead, they draw, talk, protest, bake, blog, bulldoze & blunder thier way through to make a differnence, and they do.  
I am very thankful for them.

We have also met a few 'heavy hitters' in this industry and I am thankful for them, they fight the legal battles and go to bat for the millions who cannot due to lack of  health or finance. Many have been fighting for years and yes- it too can take a toll on thier health. 
We've made many friends ;) thank you...  all around the world!  Thank You!
Friends who showed us the ropes, taught us a few tricks, took us under their wings and more. Thank You.  
A enemy or two had been made a long the way I've no doubts. YOU will never please everyone & I am grateful for them as well - they teach the the most dificult lessons - each time helping make me stronger in the process.  More determined.

Every person who has taken the time to read  this blog and ignored my continued spelling & grammar errors!  I know how difficult it is for many, there too should be a lesson, if you are judge'n me bi my spellin, with out understanding - you have too much time on your hands.
& just like judging someone for wanting to choose cannabis over  pills - we are no better.
I try to only judge 'myself' at the end of  each day. That alone is enough. 

Thank you.

Time to Draw

The King of the Jungle is complete!  
The little kitty purrs peacefully as she meditates, knowing her King has her back..  Kings.  
See it as 3 cats of the jungle if you wish, it's meant to make you smile, that's all.
The meaning for me is beyond words. Countless brushstrokes, thoughts, ideas.
As soon as it is framed in the snuggery it goes, where I will see it  every day.​ 41:10

I found I could say things with color and shapes that I couldn't say any other way
-- things that I had no words for.
                   ~ Georgia O'Keefe -

Happy Thanks Giving Weekend Canada!


Have faith
<><
xox

24 years ago today, my life changed for the better.
I became who I was meant to become... MOM.  
I can't even begin to express the love I have for my son, you've seen it in drawings and more. It's hard not to be proud when I know his heart. 
Happy Birthday Storm!!! I LOVE YOU!

We just had a lovely talk, reflection..  he is a really good, hardworking young man,  I can't put it in words. I don't need to.
He is starting to go his own direction and I'm focusing more on art and my own direction,
but he is NEVER going to be out of my heart for a second & I can not wait to see what the future holds.
Good things!  
Great things!!  
​F*cking awesome times ahead!

Have Faith
XOX
<><

This year I did not intentionally  celebrate 'happy international women's day'.  I am happy to be a women but not  thrilled about a lot of whats going on.. STILL.
All above is true, I started with the HOMEMAKER who does it all, raises kids, cleans, cooks, gardens, shops, looks after pets (in most cases) etc.. and gets nothing, not even a thank you from society let alone most husbands. Many women do this as well as hold down jobs.
There is still a misconception that men come home and can rest up, put your dirty shoes up and take a fucken break. When does a 'housewifes' day end?
Long after the kids are cleaned up and in bed.  
This article covers it.. some:     
http://www.marieclaire.com/politics/news/a15652/gender-inequality-stats/
How about the fact that we send our girls to school and they are getting abused by fellow students who don't seem to have any serious repercussions for their actions? 
http://www.teenvogue.com/story/brock-allen-turner-stanford-rapist-6-months-race

​ Canada is doing  better now with having more women in political power, thank you Justin.

So No, I'm not 'celebrating'.. don't wish me a 'Happy International women's day!'
Instead JUST recognize the problems still existing and change them.  
I have young women I worry about!!  

Don't celebrate them please..  recognize them for what & who they are and the shit they constantly have to deal with... Then HELP.  ONE way- Don't contribute to it! THINK.

Ending on a positive note.. our son made a delicious pizza on the BBQ last night for all of us, Including getting all the fresh ingredients... I appreciate not having to cook - all the time, but a meal made by our son is always most appreciated and  loved.


Have Faith
XOX *** I send out these 'kisses and Hug' for anyone who things they need them! Free! 
<><      I have faith in Jesus.. my own little way to say ' Thank you'.
It's o.k. if you don't.  Do what ever helps your heart. 
Follow anyone who inspires positive change. 

Recently one of the girls at the coffee shop 'Brittany', mentioned she wanted some help with a 'cut out/face in the hole'  she was making of her moms birthday - I offered my assistance of course!   I love making these things! The wood was brought over primed (Brittany's grandma did that, I met her at the coffee shop a few days earlier & instantly liked the woman) then I just started to draw *after a few moments on PIN ;)  and came up with this Hawaiian style head in a hole!  The girls were amazed that I could "just draw it like that'  lol.  

Practice, practice, practice... &   Thank you God, for my gift. 

Jessie, Brittany, Storm & Poppy all helped!  The deal was: I draw, they then color in the lines and then we all added some details here & there!  Every photo I see cracks me up! I can't help but smile ( I hope you do too!) 
It only took a day and we had many laughs & interesting conversations as well.

It was nice to spend the day speaking with the girls, I didn't get the chance to really speak to Brittany on our short visit to the coffee shop- what a confident, beautiful young woman who makes me think-- she's gonna be a 'get the fuck out of my way woman!' YaaaaHoooo!  lol 
I really enjoyed painting a Tiki for the first time and will make one - decorative for the pool area- a totem - just for fun.  Note this Tiki has a hole lower in the totem for a face but if only two people - the face pops back in! 

These are very easy to make & are great for all kinds of events.  This one was a gift to Brittany's mom I guess you could say! It was a fun day I was more than happy to help and it inspired a 'tiki totem' for the pool.. coming soon...

Yesterday we stated our little paint lessons book!  It was a great afternoon we tried contour painting, sketching in the garden and then painting  effects.. all from my newest Craftsy class btw! Illustrated natural journalling-  this teacher is terrific!    Take an online class! Expand your mind instead of wasting it watching others live on FB  or any social media for that matter.  Everything in moderation.  
I was watching a friend right now on FB having a meltdown and it's not nice-  it made me sign off for a bit.. I wan't to send a message saying 'stay the fuck off for the sake of your health!'  I just might...   do something creative!!

Today I'm working on a new cannabis cartoon Storm gave the idea for.. simple yet factual. 
Tomorrow, new art.

Have faith- it will all work out.
xox - love yourself and tell others too!
<><  - I believe in being good.

When away, I slept.
I did not paint... which is blowing my mind.  3 little sketches, the one I did finish- I learned what 'rain does to Gouache' my meditation frog (below) was washed away..  so was I.
Up with he birds- and the birds were AMAZING!  I was in bird utopia! 
Arrrrgh! I forgot to bring some peanuts. 
From bed to the dock was my first stop each morning as the girls - Daisy & Poppy would need to pee. *thanks to Storm for leaving his dog with me. & I would sit and sip my tea.
I'd wander between the cottage and dock, in at 11 to nap...  deck, dock, bed nap.. lol!
Really.  I needed it bad. Holy cow.
I was instantly overtaken with the  peace and exhaustion- physically & mentally, took hold and said SLEEP. Thankfully, where ever I went, Daisy lay 3 feet away, ever watching me & Poppy. I LOVE my dogs. I love all dogs.  I was so relaxed I slept with all the windows and doors open on the hottest few days and  absorbed the quiet. Satellite Tv- I turned on and thought REALLY!?  REALLY Georgia!? It was in time for the line from Ghost Busters (* which I will watch @ my desk painting) "Do you have any Hobbies?"  - "I collect moulds, fungus and spores."  It cracked me up, lol - that is Storm.  He is anxious for  the fall foray season. ;)  I could NOT stay awake the first couple of days and hardly ate.  
My body was screaming and my mind called the shots. SLEEP
I even started to feel guilty- you're not painting...   oh well, sit back & breath.
I thought about a few people in specific on my mind lately all the time. 
I didn't shed a teaar- also hard for even me to believe - lol, I sat and chilled with Poppy & Daisy. We wandered, I caught a big frog and a tiny one, thew rocks and napped.

Now, I'm home for a bit & paint fumes drift up stairs,  the kitchen, it'c coming. 
Norm goes non-stop.  Bird is happy I am home. 
I tell you what... I feel stronger mentally  & physically :
God has me on the path, I just have to keep walking.
I know what needs to be done, there is no confusion in my mind.
I know what I want & I will have it.  
Focus on what I am here to do.  Draw.

I am drawing - it was an overwhelming desire yesterday - to draw about police abuse in America. Why?  SPEAK UP!! FOR EACH OTHER! We are ONE it should not be tolerated.
It's getting out of control, no wonder people are shooting cops- who does not think that?
Bring attention to it. Yes, there are great police officer out there but the evidence does not lie- thank God for cameras.  More on it tomorrow.
Understand also- I have a few Americans I'm really fond of - hee hee, seriously, I think about them and it's heart breaking. I want to have a few acres and tell them come on up, put up a tent and hang out.  This toon is born of love from my friends and I feel it does speak the truth.

Trump or Hillary?    .. .Hillary. 

A Thank YOU Universe & to my good friend Jim, I love that Guy  & everyone knows it.  
I was telling Storm what a wonderful friend he's been all these years, so many laughs. 
For assisting in providing me with peace & always showing me love.
You know, as I do with  everyone close to me at one time sooner or later it seems...
I put him to the test a few times & he has never left me.  XOX  Thank God.

xox Have Faith  <><

Storm invited me to the mushroom dinner put on by the Mycological Society of Toronto,
I was, up until the last moment not sure I would go -  stuff.. eating at a restaurant. 
I did go and and so happy I did, our friend Mark that we met last year at the mushroom meal  joined us  for the ride down to the city, we had many laughs - the meal was terrific - the service superb!
Our waiter Michael was wonderful... and I met another waiter and asked him his name in conversation - I like to know name when I am speaking with them...  He blurted it out and looked at me strange, we all started laughing and I said  " No, REALLY!?" laughing - he said 'really' & I said "prove it! " He pulled out his drivers licence and showed me and I laughed some more and got a big hug from 'Genghis Khan'.  
We watched Documentaries on Genghis Khan- I've blogged- so it was a really good giggle as you might imagine, this Genghis Khan a much nicer version I will say. 
I can't remember the last time I had such a good time! 
Storm was asked to help with the draw at the end of the evening- when we filled out the slip of paper I simply wrote 'Georgia' and drew a tiny mushroom beside my name - & folded the papers, tossed them in a bowl!   I said 'when I win they will only need my first name.' ( Positive thinking - right)  Storm went over into the other room- it's big place and  Mark and I talked on- next thing I know my name was called out - "Georgia! "  Yikes, I wondered what I had done...  lol  
I won! A gentleman (who got a hug) picked out my name and Storm told me later, all he could do was smile, he saw my name and couldn't even say it. It was a perfect way to end the evening.
I am not kidding when I tell you, sitting here now- I am drooling- thinking of the ravioli.  I wished they delivered.  They might, but it would probably cost me $200 for the taxi. :D

Now- It is Morel season and we hope to find some - ready for the frying pan!
Get out an explore nature! Teach your children how to me Mushroom hunters & they just might not hunt other creatures- when they learn the beauty of fungi and work their way up! 
Positive thinking - right?  I love my boy.
Now, I'm painting a bunch of mushroom works - just for FUNgi.

Believe <><  xox
​

I must say .. My son and I & a friend had the best time at the 'mushroom Spring diner this evening! The meal was fantastic! The service- perfect.
I laughed all night and then - my son  who is also the 'Foray director' ;)  (come on - when does a mom get to brag...) assisted with the draw for the evening - everyone who attended was invited to enter their name to win a draw for the evening... guess who won  one of the draws! Me!  ;)
 
When they called out my name from the next room- I thought  'what??..'  and Storm just looked at me with a grin..  He admitted later when they handed  him 'the name' he just smiled.
How cool is that?!!
What a fun night I had this evening- so much -I could not wait to share! 

Believe
<>< 
xox
​

Sunday was mothers day,  although we had plans I received a e mail from my
cousins son Logan, telling us he was playing an exhibition game - mothers day eve at 8 - at the rogers centre! In case we were interested...
!! How could we not be interested!?
We ended up spending mothers day down in the city and watched the best baseball game I've ever seen at the rogers centre - if I do say so myself  & they won.

It was a wonderful day and I am incredibly proud of Logan! He is such a fine young man, very well grounded and  polite, smart, handsome & kind.  Do what you love and it shows. We met family,  had many laughs, peanuts, baseballs catches! Logan's Grandma Jeannie- caught him a baseball! She dove for it like a PRO I might add!! lol  It was, by far one of the best mothers day yet!  

I have to say it is Logan and his sister Sierra who have made me stronger this past year, they both inspired me. Every day they move forward and  they are two very strong, loving beings on this plant - and it is a better place because of them.  They have had an incredibly difficult time the past year and they have risen above in love and are stronger better people because of it.   I'm sure they have no clue how much they truly mean to me,  just seeing them make my heart beat faster. I love them.   
They keep me inspired and going.

Jim was there in spirit and in all our hearts and on all our minds, I've no doubts.

* I am currently very busy, painting a positive "cannabis vibe" painting, a bee house, bee logo- finally and more.. I am beyond excited with the projects coming up in the next few weeks/months - I can hardly contain myself!  Designing a new AWESOME  postcard for something very special! Hee hee hee.. top secret! 
The time is NOW to focus on what I want and make it happen... all good stuff!
Surrounded by only those  I enjoy, love and make me happy!
The rest can, well lets say... they can stay where they are.
Not my problem. Not my circus not my monkeys.  I like that one! I should draw it.
I am moving forward,  onward and upward. lol   YeeeHaaa!!  

Lets the fun begin - I am ready to play on this giant playground called Earth. 

A few photos from the day!

Believe
XOX
<>< 

We just got back form a walk in the forrest! What a beautiful time to get out there and see all the trilliums! White & red.. at first they were all closed, Storm assured me.. "follow me.."
up and around to place with fewer trees and they were everywhere! A field of trilliums! 
We also found another FALSO morel. These morel are poisonous and every year STILL people are hospitalized due to mushroom poisoning :(    The FALSE - I would say since I just painted one are - shorter, stubbier, blacker and more brain like - also when you cut it open it is a mess. where as a REAL morel is clean on the inside. I picked a few photos for you to see!

I will comment to the terrible dog owner who bothered to pick up the poop and then left it on the post for all to see-  Really?  All this beauty- your hear with your dog- take your shit home with you!  I always pick up after the dogs and dispose of it properly- when I get home- not on someones property  or leave it in the forrest. Your better off just leaving it then- it would  degrade on its own time- without the bag, duh.  Storm said it's been there for weeks and next time I'M bringing a garbage bag and stick.  I did not see a lot of trash but I did see some and none is acceptable- who does this nowadays? Thoughtless humans. 

Today my son educated me on Bloodroot!  How interesting.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sanguinaria   a medicinal plant with strong ties to love and energy.  It did look like it was bleeding after Storm cut into one for me. I just received my botanical painting book in the mail and sure enough it has a trillium!
Guess what I'm painting today! 

Walking through the forrest- we talk about so much... I was thinking about Alberta and the forrest fires - it will take so long to recover. Please be careful at all times.  I try not to think of all the animal lives lost- let alone all the humans that have to relocate.

It was a beautiful stroll, I appreciated it all the more. I'm going to bug my friend Justin to see what a couple of the plants we found were.  
Such beauty God provides us- get out and enjoy it, Storm said "you need to get out more mom" I agree. OUT more, I am.
My son was getting texts in the forrest... I'm not sure who from - he wouldn't share but he had a smile on his face the entire time. lol

I have news! BIG.. (for me anyhow) just finishing loose details.
It's time to paint some botanical!
 New canabis work as well. I have a new idea-  wait and see!!
 Oh, my hempwick  holder- is complete- I'll share tomorrow! 
Have a Beautiful Day! 

Inspired by the many little cactus- what better way to teach myself gauche. 
& I ordered 2 books- one for painting birds- the other botanical! I can't tell you how hard it is to contain my enthusiasm regarding painting  some  cannabis!
Wait and see what I've got planned.  It will be one more way to bring  POSITIVE, deserved attention to the plant.  I have such a difficult time putting myself away from my desk...
I have things on my mind. Big things....
Stuff.. and painting. ;)

Tomorrow- My Beeautiful little Hempwick holder off to my friends @ hemp wick.   
I am considering closing my 'Etsy store' - It looks great but I can easily sell off and do from  here, less work for me.  But thanks for all who peeked!  More here soon. Stay tooned. 

When drawing the 'prick' above- just as I was taking photo to send to my cousin Storm 'photo bombed'... hee hee hee.  
My son is a cactus admirer.  
Made us giggle.  

Life is full of pricks - tis true.  Be careful.
​
I love my son, he is not one.  ;)
 
Believe
<><
xox

The universe brings people together everyday and the internet has made it all that easier.
I am grateful, in a short amount of time I made a friend  'Justin'.  Anyone who knows me knows - I am persistent,  when I get a  good vibe about a person-  I want to know more.
I want to surround myself with good vibes in life an on line - why not.
Those who make me smile and feel 'lifted'.  
Today, Storm and I were treated to a tour around a huge nursery - Humber Valley  Nursery in  Toronto by our new friend Justin.  How wonderful it was!  

Medicine for the mind, eyes & soul right here. Justin has worked with plats forever and you know it, Storm and I have talked all afternoon about things Justin said... little tips, information, fun facts - it was endless - I wished it had been.  
Already looking at the photos I wish I was back at the garden - it's o.k. we brought some home with  us!  Justin also sent me home with a 'Teasing Georgia rose Shrub!'
 Hee hee hee.   I'm so excited to watch it bloom & we each came home with a little cactus section- we were looking for some time- and to hang out in the 'tropical room'- GO! 
I wished I was closer I would bring my water colors! Orange, banana and lemon trees! Nut trees, herbs, grasses- pond stuff- I could wander in there for hours. The feel the smell, colors- energy - plants. medicine, life, inspiration. For the next few days Im painting cacti! I already have one in mind 'with bird.  I know why Justin is such a pleasant person, working with plants his entire life  has rubbed off on him. ;)  

I knew Justin was a fan of my art work and I see he has  his friendly feline posted on Instagram  so I decided very last minute to paint him a gift to bring to say thank you for the tour - I am so glad I did!
As with all work I put much TLC with THC into all I paint.  
I just knew Justin was going to be a really interesting, nice,  person.
How terrific when we get that vibe. I am thankful. I needed it today.
The plants. Spending the day with Storm walking around- surrounded by gifts of life- nature- plants and Justin. Today was a great day.
Poppy enjoyed herself as well, you know I forget about her- unless she stands on my leg to remind 'I'm here.'  Thankful.

Believe
xox
<>< 

We have a ritual in this house.. it's called reading.   I  introduced it to Storm very early & encouraged it big time.  I am beyond thrilled, he still LOVES to do so.
In the morning before we start all else, we read I start at 4-6 and *Storm usually up at 8.
It's wonderful when he joins me with a book as he did this morning.  BUT...  the sun is shining! I was up early...

Norm woke up having to clean vomit - off our bed  - just appeared, when Poppy ( Poppy is so delicate)  woke up - me still lying in bed- now gagging! Good Morning!! 
I was having a great low twitch morning also! ;)
Then he stood in Poppy Poo!  Me giggling now..  we go down stairs have coffee he puts on his boots for work and the cat has peed in them.  I am laughing out loud at this, the universe is in alignment! Ha, serves him right for all the smart ass remarks as of late.  
Back to reading.. so,  Storm joins me and makes a point to say "I'm reading."
A bit of time passes.. I am myself and  can't seem to  keep quiet this morning.. he turns straight faced and says:

it took a moment to sink in.. he looks at me I look at him and he starts giggling with a smirk. I am too.. so I draw - another thing I do every morning.. he reads.  Time passes he gets up walks over take one glance at my drawing and burst out laughing!! Me too!  He did not even read it - just the look on  Poppys face was enough.  He said "it sounds bad when you say it like that!"   (Still laughing) I say - "That is how you said it!"  lol 
He goes up to the shower and I hear him still laughing in the shower a few moments later.  
What a wonderful moment. Give thanks. 

I ask: Have you  set up your instagram account yet? ...Cause your making you debut! #Ilovestorm  #ilovemyson

Then Norm came home! Day off! Woot Woot! I got work for him to do! lol 
me - I'm about to medicate- draw & 'see', if I am in correct - Bird loves Elvis.
Me too Bird! Me too!

Believe 
xox <><

P.S: New cannabis art soon. Compassion and cannabis = love.
I painted a postcard for Todd too BTW, in jail - hearing about Canada - shaking his head - wondering... why the F*ck am I sitting here for growing plants ;(

 I keep telling him "God had a reason - look, listen and learn!"
That applies to all of us - every second of every day!
 Time to paint!!! 
;)

What a day for the internet to be down! I called Rogers-our provider  only to be told on the recording 'our area was experiencing a high volume of technical difficulties.'.. 12 noon was to be the announcement - Storm grabbed his phone and we waited.  No internet and no cable, Storm did have his phone and could share  "It's a win!"

The Canadian Supreme Court of Canada ruled that medical Patients can continue to grow their own medicine!  *(not getting into all the technical right, please if you are interested- research! You will learn more than you imagined)  but, this applies to designated growers - for those who can't but had someone do it for them.  This includes many times a spouse or sibling.  Thank God.  
How could they not find in favour for patients, humans.  
The weight lifted was incredible.
I have faith but after living with Steven Harper the past few years I started to question many things I would not in the past.  
My greatest fear was wondering how Storm would go without medicine.
I swear I could hear the collective 'sigh' across Canada as it was announced!  
I loooked at Storm,  my eyes watered and we gave each other a great big hug!!
CELEBRATE!! Thats all we need to FOCUS on right now!!! GIVE thanks & more thanks! 
That is how you celebrate.
I am truly thankful for those involved!  Going to court, lawyers - and they are NOT healthy! They were willing to fight and they won.  AMEN!

I did not have a cartoon prepared- Im not like that - I did not know how  I was going to FEEL until I was there and this is exactly what we felt!
​Love and Joy and Thanks! Tears!
I will draw a more 'collective cartoon' soon.. I wanted to enjoy the moment.
​
Everything for a reason.
I feel as thought I can sleep! Lay down and have the best rest I've had in years. 
To know I don't have to worry about my sons medicine for his pain...
YES, I tear up at just the thought! If you don't understand it - be grateful!!!
Prayers were answered! More on the way! I know it.

'Cocky?' When I posted the toon below?
 No.  I  Have Faith. 

Have Faith ;) 
Believe 
xox <>< 

A couple days past Christmas and it appears we are getting our first snowfall of the season! It was certainly cold enough today, the last day of Christmas holidays 2015. legally you also have to give 'Boxing day' off in Canada so some companies - like Norms - gave today as the holiday. He returns now- Friday is a holiday! New years Day!
2016. Wow. Where did this year go... I know. 

Our Christmas meal was wonderful! I was telling the guys 'it FLEW!'  We had dinner at my aunts ,15 in total, the meal was a constant chatter of cutlery, laughing, talk and compliments, cracker joke reading - the cracker you pull- hee hee hee.  
My aunt outdid herself with the cooking, my mom and Elly helped- I was to bring a trifle - but forgot! There was more than enough so - all was good.
Just an hour before Norm made Storms UGLY Chrismas Sweater- Elly pulled a fast one! lol She told everyone 'I said' it as ugly sweater Christmas!  hee hee and then got me too - so it was fun!  Just seeing my uncle Jess in his Festive Fleece Navidad cardigan, made me smile! Even the dogs and Princess Poppy - had on a new red sequine dress from her grandma. - it was certainly a colourful Christmas!

I made ornaments- guess when- at 5:00a.m. Christmas morning lol - talk about cutting it close. The tree slices from my friends property up north - wait until you see how many times you can put a dead tree to good use.  I woke up made my coffee and thought about others, mainly Jim. He is not with us, a first Christmas in a long time... I miss hearing from him.  Elly had moments when she teared but she is quick to catch herself.  It's a big day for everyone.  Jim parents also joined us,  I had the honour of sitting beside 'Grampy' and he made me smile several times throughout the meal. It was a pleasure.  Elly on my other side the meal was so delicious I don't remember much else - the talking would come later.

I love Elly, she made me laugh, smile, feel loved (as usual), what a year she has had - she recently had her roof replaced by a terrible roofing company in Toronto, they did a crappy job, exposed nails everywhere, mess left in the gutters & else where,  a foot was put through the roof - into her ceiling of her living room -  shingles covered where a vent should go  & MORE.  NO company names on the vehicles. Let that be a clue.  I think had she not been still so devastated by Jims death (doing this now on her own - ladies .. would you know what to do?  Not me) she might have realized earlier what a  terrible person she was dealing with.  One who tried to take advantage it appears.
Of course they are taking her to court - because she did not want to pay him for terrible job, Elly said fine.  Good.
Any of my close friends give me a call I will share with you 'who the company' IS - I don't want anyone else in Toronto  dealing with the same misfortune.

Bah Humbug Canada post! I ordered ONE gift for Storm - lol - I bought ONE gift for Storm, it did not come on time and I was like 'Little Cindy Lou Who' until the very last hour!  ;( Then I was bummed.  My fault, I was told it would have been replaced weeks ago (and is being replaced) had only I let him know sooner. Here I am again. Something gone missing who to 'blame' I have no clue. It makes me want to stop using Canada Post all together - no wonder they claim to be struggling. I can't be the only one, and not this frequent.
I have something in the process, a few friends have made wonderful suggestions. 
 
I did get 4 books - all gifts - Each from a different person. Each so different - It had me thinking... who does that say more about ? Me or them.  

Other things that made me laugh- my son in Grinch P.J.s!  Still giggle overtime it comes to mind. Daisy ripping through her gift!  The Elf... not on the shelf.  Sweet Georgia Browns strategically  placed. Elly driving up to see me. 

Christmas day was still one of the best days I have had in a while. ;) 
I was surrounded by love - in UGLY sweaters! 
Who could want anything more?  Not me. 

​Tomorrow I plan on spending in my P.J.'s! looking at the snow and painting! 
​Drive safe icy road warnings in effect, if you are reading this from California - Never mind!  
Thank you. 

2016:  I Go within & withDRAW, more.

Have Faith
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My son had me laughing so hard today I almost  peed myself and forgot  where I was going, Storm dropped me off, he had a few errands to run.
I had just given him the wrong address - lol - and he had to pay $3.00, just to go in and out of the parking lot, I'm giggling.) and he suggested I jump out in the middle of the intersection with a smirk on his face, the same cheeky face I have witnessed from time to time the past 23 years.  I knew he was joking & laughed more about our 'U' turn.  
I went into my appointment -wrong office, wrong name, still giggling.. it took us a while, the receptionist and I to figure it out... lol
Now, I can't quite remember 'why' I'm giggling in the first place but I walk in the correct office, explain what I had just done - Put a 'T' where 'C' should be and immediately the young man in the chair (waiting to go in, looking worried - his mom looked even more worried) started to laugh out loud!  His mom said to me: 'He did the same thing!'  ;)  
"Good!" I said "then I am not the only Dufus here."
;) We all laughed.
& that is why I must have been meant to be there.

I love my son.
As soon as I was back in the truck he had me giggling again. 

I will say Storm made a remark about FB that me me feel like like Charlie Brown and Go "ARRRGGggggggghhhh!!!"  in my mind.
I don't see anything with Georgia Toons, and no time with my alias and now I want to see less.  I came home and started to clean up my  alias and will keep it strictly to those who I need to  do some business with,  others I've met who continue to inspire - very close  (real life) close family and closer friends... for many it WAS nothing personal - only it's not fair to say yes, to some and not others.
I get distracted by all your posts and can't comment on them all.  lol 
Others, the less I see the better.  ;)  I tried to send everyone a warning but  some I felt will never notice and just deleted. 
Life is about choices and limits and doing what you love.
FB is not what I love doing. ;)

I wanto to focus on positive & having fun, drawing, dreaming & laughing with my son.

Taking a break for a day or two.. to spend some time with peep & my pencils! 

Have FAITH
XOX <>< 

I have a bit of time before we go.. and I can't paint 'Peeps' Cage stand, as much as I want to- or even cartoon because - If I do I will get ink or paint on my outfit.
51 years has taught me this if nothing else. lol 
I realized as I was getting ready, I am dressed head to toe in  an outfit provided my son - even my necklace! Which I must add was made by my good friend Linda! Talk about having good connections - when we were out they had a necklace with my top that looks good - but 
I wanted perfect. Why not? Storm suggested Linda!  Duh.
I e mailed  as soon as I got home: Linda! I need a necklace  blah blah blah by tomorrow.
So she came over & while we caught up, she whipped up my necklace & earrings.
Exactly what I wanted and Not PLASTIC not mass produced. I'm done with crap. 
I only want  buy from my friends when it comes to stuff like this.
Support the smaller businesses.  Artists or individual store owners Like Kat's up in Sutton.
I will be going soon because I know she has "neat things". Other friends who make personal items.. ;) Some I am bartering with! I <3 it when that happens! lol

Well here is my new outfit - but you cant see my feet- lol
This was my Christmas gift, I really do not 'cloths shop' so he treated me and I felt like a queen, we even had a great lunch and now dinner. ;) . ;) I don't think I'll ever take of this purple sparkly sweater- mmmmmmmmmmmmmm I can hug myself .   lol.
So happy to be going out with my son - did I tell you he is on the board now & is the Foray Leader/Director!? 

I feel great, makeup was a challenge - I know why I don't do it anymore. - it takes me forever! With, (thank God) many bong hits in between! lol 
You try putting on mascara with a twitch!
Oh, it was hard to pull away from Peep's cage stands front door! 
I know what I'm doing tomorrow - chores? - no! Painting!
I might when I come home tonight!  ;)  

Check out he menu below from the restaurant tonight Rossini  - no wonder Im excitedI
I'll let you know how it was tomorrow! 

xox 
Have Faith
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I almost forgot!! My laughing Buddha Pendant! All day every day! ;)
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We found these foam shapes behind Walmart, garbage tossed from packaging we figure.
A peace sign shouted out! Well we had two, they looked like a Mercedes symbol you can see the piece we added.  Follow the photos below - step by step ... pretty easy stuff really!

I checked out Leslie The Bird Nerd just after posting this project and read this:
Today is also 'International Day of Peace' 
The theme of this year’s commemoration is “Partnerships for Peace – Dignity for All” which aims to highlight the importance of all segments of society to work together to strive for peace. 
                              `Wishing you all a lovely and peace-filled day

How cool was that?  No wonder this peace sign called to me! 
Peace be with you!   Make your own!  If you don't have foam use cardboard! 
Use your imagination! I made a peace sign out of grapevine! 
Photos below!


A Very happy Birthday to the love of my life.. Storm, who is a young man of 23 years old.
I am beyond proud of the man he has become, and I've no doubts will continues to be.

Have Faith! 
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xox


*The winner of the contest (mini saw blade) was announced on the post and contacted

Since my son has become more of a serious fisherman my offers to join him have been few, not because he does not want my company - it's not something I've physically 'felt up to doing', my head as usual interferes. That and my 'SEA legs' are not what they were!  He did askthough... and I said YES! Well -  lol - 'he added' I did not have to sleep in a tent but could sleep in a cabin and could bring Poppy! 

From start to finish, I did not have a thing to worry about, just pack my comfortable stuff and  camera, Poppys food and napsac! From stopping at the best chip-truck around! Redbus#48 ( I think that's it' I'll have to check later) to treats to eat for the cabin - all my favourites  even coconut water! 
I got to sit, water color, watch the most amazing duck family! Was taken by boat ride to what I called 'bird island'.  So many laughs- Poppy in her life vest! lol I can't help but smile still.

With people who soon felt as friends,  no wonder he said bring 'comfort clothing' only! 
I did! Storm commented  even  my twitching was pretty good it seemed and I agreed! How could it not. ;) I felt at peace in the town with he smallest jail in the world.  lol! I also had some terrific ice-cream! Kawaratha Dairy from a girl who has a 2lb Poppy of her own! It seemed every meal & everyone was 'just right' & relaxed.  

The property we stayed at was hesitant at first but Poppy proved  herself,  she did let out an  'little bark'  - It was towards a few she seems to actually like really like (ear rub supreme) and  when if I was sitting somewhere - more of as a mom someone is coming - acknowledging vap for me and to them. No midnight barking, getting up even and pooped on demand. lol  She too was perfect. She only went in the lake, in the shallow area if I was right beside her.  She never left missed, guests were commenting as how well behaved she was. I'm glad - Storm told me if I was not comfortable we could leave, not to worry.

The couple that opened and operated the inn were as down to earth as the ducks on the property.  I felt incredibly comfortable, relaxed and the weather - I could not have wished for better.  I told Storm - I've no doubts I will feel that on the next road trip or I would not be going! It is about not where you go, but who you are with.  Including yourself. 

I did not have one thing to worry about. We even caught a MUSKY! lol - He did! He did it all! We were having the perfect mother - son conversation, one where I was thinking of how proud of Storm I was for the person he is, he was telling me how he felt about fishing... 
'How it reminded him to be thankful for everything. Everythin...'  - and that is when it bit.

Just after my visit to bird island! Why he wanted me to go in the first place.
I love my son Storm.   I am a blessed mom, I say this and he says the same. lol 

OH, I was having so much fun - I forgot to take photos for FB. lol - That speaks volumes. 
Like poppy in her life vest, chasing ducks!! OMGosh - what attitude! 

I loaded up a few- it really lets you see how beautiful Ontario is in the summer! 
Apparently - they can be just as busy in the winter - for those tourists who love to experience a Canadian Winter! 

Have Faith
xox <>< 

I'm reading a book I picked up from the library:
  The brain that changes itself.  
Page 9 has me tearing up. This woman understands, I think to myself. Not yet finished the first chapter and I am excited  - beyond. I'm reading things that sound like  what I have been living with for over the past 5 years.  I feel hope. 
I was told Dr.s can't help me anymore. I guess what I was told was Traditional Western Medicine can't help me anymore. 
New thinking can. 
I was really excited about one Dr. and thought I'm going to e him! - only to find he had died :(  Thank God he started and planted the seed he did.

Tomorrow I have decided to share a vid. I made for Dr.s  to see what I am experiencing. 
It is an attack that I get when just sitting. It is incredible pain, constant zapping and when done - I feel exhausted. It happens all day  every day for over the past 5 years. It drives me crazy - I'm working, painting, drawing living and I have this constant poking in my head.
It also FEELS much worse than it looks. I have learned to sit almost still and ride them out, one because they are so common and 2 because I don't want my guys to see how bad it is.
Simple. 

What stops me is VANITY.  I was thinking - someone will turn me into a memee and it will be a FB funny. Oh well- Then, I am still making people smile. Right? lol  
That can not/does not hurt me. What hurts is this constant zapping all day.  Its 8a.m. I've been up since 6 and my face is throbbing - time to seriously start medicating.  
This - has made me stronger. 
The only fear I have is the fear of  leaving my son/husband- I know that sounds 'selfish', but I also know Storm is a strong, smart and will be fine. He will do what he has to do. Norm never stops, Norm will never stop.  ;) 
It plays on me & how can it NOT!?  I am literally zapped hundreds of times a day with a few doozies - that keep me wondering if 'today's the day'.  
So, I'm putting it out there... tomorrow.

I'll include a link for you to see of what my daily life is like has been the past 5 years +
not for pity but to raise awareness.  DID you know there are medications that cause terrible side effects that DO NOT GO AWAY.  If anything - If I make people think- read the side effects - search for healthier alternatives - then that is the purpose.  
Today is a warning I guess.
Some would rather not know or see. You see it could easily be... you.
That's o.k., You have to be where you are. xox  

Today I paint my first bird! 
I've learned I'm partial to passerines! LOL!  
Today I continue to change my brain! 
Today God gave me another day to have some fun!

Have faith xox  
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Storm and I headed down to our 2nd Mycological society meeting  Monday and it was - as our friend Loni would say - Sporeriffic! 
We have decided to make a day of it and that is what we did! 

We went to a store - as Storm had to make a purchase for his next adventure!  Everyday being just that, then we went off for a burger and fries in this very fancy mall.  Suddenly, you drive in and the streets are brick, very expensive stores  & vehicle - the burger very affordable and very good- who knew it even existed - not far from that was the  location  of the meeting, it worked out perfect - we had a bit of a wait in the parking lot - it is never a problem, we are never short on conversation it seems.

Another really interesting meeting IMO, the gentleman "Bruno'  a farmer of mushrooms was very descriptive, informative and entertaining. ;) He talked about drilling holes into logs and then inoculating then & plugging them - in hopes they will produce Mushrooms. Little tricks of the trade, and interesting facts were also shared.  For example if you have slugs,  Bruno suggests you buy them a beer and don't stress over it. lol 
Really, Storm and I both again discussed the evening most of the way home. 
I came away inspired and looking forward to the potential of home grown portobello - next year in the garden. It takes a while, white a learning process.. lets face it the only one really learning is Storm, I am just inspired!  

Once again we enjoyed the evening and he day! I'm blessed to have a son who enjoys my company- lol, and I his. EVEN though I am still a mom and can still be very much  nag.
Like taking this photo and reminding him need to text & drive. lol
<3 

Well I'm down to 2 commission jobs on my desk and then that is IT! No more commissions.  I like to have time to draw for myself & look after other projects that I am interested in.  I like to have one project to focus on at a time! The problem with that is then I have to stat to say No. LOL - Not everyone takes 'NO', too well. Oh well.
It is COLD outside today, the girls happily snuggled on the floor. It has me thankful for a warm home and power to it! 
I have not had time to draw much, as I am getting some art ready for an exhibit in Toronto!
A very neat book store on Queen St. contacted me and asked if I'd  consider putting my art there for 2 months... I said YES! I grew up in Toronto and LOVE BOOKS and book stores, I can get lost for hours in them. I am proud to say I have passed down that love to my son!

Life taught me a new lesson with reading and my twitch, something we take for granted... the pleasure of simply sitting and holding a book, resting, reading. Well, I read between the lines and between the twitches now! LOL So it takes longer. 
I force myself to begin each day with reading and even picked up a book recently called ZOO - an easy read. I think it is important to continue to exercise my mind  & eyes with reading no matter how frustrating it can be. It is a luxury I do not want to lose.
My son had an eye apt today and had some bad news, he has pressure building up and has to have a laser procedure done at the hospital very soon on each eye, the Dr. was very concerned and talked about Glaucoma. Well we ARE already on the best known medicine for Glaucoma.   We know Storms condition is progressing, still not something a 21 year old wants to hear - who already deals with so much. If there is one thing I know by now - 
My son is my hero. He will handle every obstacle life hands him... hopefully one fish at a time. ;-) Until when, we both will enjoy reading and the sunshine! 
God willing we wake to each new day! The rest is easy...

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Well scratch that off my bucket list! 
I saw & HEARD Deva and Mitten LIVE and it was a night I won't forget.  The best part of the evening of course was the company! My son purchased these tickets - back in January I think!! He wanted to do something special for mothers day and he accomplished it. 
Several years ago I was introduced to the music of Deva Premal by a good friend Sr. Jane. I've been hooked ever since! After surgery especially, I try to keep relaxing music in the background and these mantras I find I sing without even realizing. 
It calms my brain. Listen for yourself:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2j2BxkCSmiQ&list=TLlDP2KdFYfeM
We started with Lunch! A quick stop to SAIL for a reel for my fisherman. Then downtown! We had a wonderful meal at an Italian place across the street, again a treat from my son. 
It is so nice to have such a fine young man for company- such great conversation. Medicated (twitch somewhat under control) the show began and it was an experience for the eyes and ears and mind. You could not help but smile watching the GURU, Storm commented several times how much he was enjoying the show much to his surprise.  
Intermission - outside for a quick puff and Storm had me cracking up!   
Back in to see Deva, Mitten, Manose and Maneesh  - It was everything I imagined and more. You can't help but feel peace listening to such beauty. 
I will say one thing - there was a woman 2 rows in front who filmed much of it on her ipad! 
It was a distraction - it was like a TV screen in front of us, and she could not hold still - it was BEYOND rude, and I was not alone - the looks of disgust were obvious but clearly in her selfishness she did not care about those around her.  
What is with people?  We just tried to ignore her as best as we could and focus on the show.  
I am thankful for Cannabis, I was medicated for the first part of both shows  I did have a bad attack through part of Deva but I rode it out and just reminded myself to breath! 
The twitch did not ruin my evening.  
Nothing could have ruined my evening. 
I was with my son and that was enough right there. 
POPPY - on the other had - it was our FIRST real separation for any amount of time and she was not happy. My hubby said she cried all night! awww...  She was so happy to see me when we got home you think I had been gone for a year. If only husbands acted like this at our return lol .

Want to bring yourself some peace today - Listen to  Deva and Mitten or The Guru Ganesha Band! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tVYylcHszrM  Love this song..

Want to teach your son patience... 
Teach him to fish. 
We did not - well yes, we did fish with him when he was little, but it really was other friends that introduced him to it.  
My boy loves to fish & he is getting better at it each time. 
He has always been amazed with fish.  It amuses me how long these guys can sit and sit and sit.. lol, then they get a nibble and the thrill is there! 
I enjoy it but not nearly as much as I enjoy drawing. 
I enjoy the relaxing on the boat and conversation with my son. ❤

Anyhow I am thrilled Storm LOVES to fish. It has connected him with nature and it is a love I can see will always be there. Awesome.  Teach a man to fish..  He is into remote places though and a mom worries, especially after I hear a bear showed up in their camp one night! But - got to let that go.  My baby turned into a boy and that boy is now a man, what an awesome experience called LIFE.   He inspired the drawing above. 

Yes, here I take an opportunity to tell you it is because of Cannabis he can sit, sometimes just sitting is painful for people.  So is sleeping.  How many of us take each for granted all the time.  Myself included.  He's gone fishing as I type this.  I ask do you have your meds?
It's not an easy task BTW, even getting the boat launched he does all by himself.  I am useless - Not as useless as his friend who forgot to hold the rope when Storm was parking his truck... LOL  he had to jump in to then save his boat! 
Hee hee hee, glad it was his bud and NOT me! 
 So when I remind him to wear his life jacket, I also ask if he has enough meds.  
If not, it would become painful.  We have forgotten, or we have gone out  thinking we would not be as long as expected...  anything when in pain is NO LONGER enjoyable . 
My son needs his medicine to function.  Thank GOD it works for him and is keeping him as healthy as he can possibly be! Waiting ... any moment now... 

xox <><


BTW - I hope my son has protected lakes to fish in  as he gets older. 
Welcome to Steven Harpers Canada Eh?
http://o.canada.com/2012/10/22/its-open-season-on-canadas-waterways-is-your-favourite-lake-or-stream-protected/

xox <><